i haven't watched this movie since i was like 18 and i completely forgot just how utterly gut-wrenching and devastating it is.. and how it beautifully captures love, wanting, desire and desperation and just god. life changing. sufjan stevens' beautiful visions of gideon still hurts the same way as when i was 18. luca guadagnino is truly a master at this and his projects have only become better as the years pass
romance movies are abound, but call me by…