~ inner thoughts of a 20 smth girl ~
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This review may contain spoilers. I can handle the truth.
several things i want to unwrap about this movie.
and i don’t even know where to start.
first off, the movie was rlly slow but the concept of it was really triggering and made me and my friend have an existential crisis about these men. why do they start off so young? these girls were robbed of their beautiful lives even after clearly communicating to these young boys that they needed help. yet they couldn’t see it because they were…
‘go on living out your days normally and then live every day almost exactly the same. the first time is with all the tension and worries and the second time is noticing’.
‘it’s not enough to survive, you have to live’.
‘promise me you’ll live’.
this was such a comforting movie. and having the middle-aged women in the cinema was so cute, they added sm to the experience. i’ve always wondered why there was such stigma around widowed middle-aged women. its either you get looked down upon for moving on too quickly and get called a s**g or be forced into getting back in the dating field because its been too long…
so this movie has me feeling really conflicted. i think i need 3-5 working days to gain an appetite again.
a part of me is lying here in disgust but another part of me is in awe. i can’t explain it.
you are what you attract. the family trauma they shared , the love lee and meren had for each other. their addiction. their highs. i felt it all. their last declaration of love towards one another was all they knew and there was such beauty in it. just a lot of blood tho and now i feel sick.
props for the cinematography