"I feel like a spectator in my own life"
Self-discovery is complex, in a world where we must only take one path, why not choose all of them? Julie is still defining who she is, Julie is constantly changing, Julie is not the worst person in the world is the most unstable in the world (for now).
She stops time and runs, in a scene as fun and disruptive, finally has the leading role she so longed for, but she…