unexpected everyday phenomena & narrated oddities
- likes represent who i am
- reviews i do when i just feel like it
"where is this love? i can't see it. i can't touch it. i can't feel it".
I don’t feel loved, joyful, or mutually supported in this relationship. My needs for affection, communication, and emotional safety are not consistently met, leaving me feeling uncertain. While I recognize that people have different expectations to fulfillment in romantic relationships, I can’t help but feel that there’s a lack of mutual contribution to each other’s well-being.
“you’re overwhelmed with the sadness of the things lost”
“you will never again be the person they thought you were”
It seems that the root cause of my depression now is self-pity. Trapped in this seemingly inescapable cycle of despair, I find myself sinking into sadness every day. The occasional episodes of hypomania will only serve to gradually destroy whatever balance I had managed to maintain.