this movie made me realise how much i hate being me and hate my life. i do say that i enjoy moments with my friends or even my family, but sometimes i just dont't feel the need to be alive, my mother tells me so many things that can be either the kindest or the meanest, why can't she just accept who i am? what i am? i don't get it. there's so many things i want to tell her but can't cuz i feel like she will judge me. she doesn't love me but she does like me. i don't get it.
