somehow i can't just accept what happened. but on the other hand i felt restless and eventually that restless feeling came out in tears, that's all i can describe after seeing everything that happened. it feels so lucky to have someone like tyler, one small action can affect everything and it's better than never. at the end i felt like i was shown many things that led to something deeper. (i don't mean to exaggerate but i'm very emotional about this)
