Being confident in what you think are your desires, as if reflecting your rough life—the passing of a close one, toxic inner relationships, a draining lifestyle, a boring present and vivid future to lose any hope in life that kills you slowly, Hurting yourself mentally and physically just to make it through the next day, until you are eventually blinded, corrupted.
These desires that reflect your life, they never come from the heart, they never did… As soon as they touch the sense of reality and merge in, that is when it’s too late, collapsing.