In a lengthy pice, I describe my (cinephilic) life-long love affair with 8 1/2 ... foreign films, Pauline Kael, and quitting MMA.
What I loved about 8 1/2 seems obvious to me today — the character of Guido, a director and an obvious Fellini stand-in I could tell even then, as a confused man trying to maintain an appearance to the world; the look of the film and how the black-and-white images of what looked to be actually just black…