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  • Drarry where Draco has a whole collection of family heirlooms that can’t be touched by anyone that is not a Malfoy. It drives Harry crazy because some of them are so pretty and shiny and he just wants to touch them. Just once. Maybe a pinky—just a pinky.

    “Don’t touch that!” Draco says, voice panicked when Harry’s pinky is inches from a sparkling watch that has been calling his name for years. “There’s a nasty curse tied to that. It can only be touched by a Malfoy.”

    “Then make me a fucking Malfoy already!”

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    Announcing our 2025 Valentine's event, the HMS Harmony Love Language Fest!

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    ✨Madame Maxine✨

    Continuing the character line-ups with a BIG one (pun intended)🤗 Madam Maxine is a fierce woman, a force to be reckoned with. In the books, she is describes as a very beautiful woman, with black hair and a beak-like nose. She dresses in fine velvet and satin robes and wears big jewels. This, I thought, deserved to be handled with the respect Madame Maxine commands. She is beauty and she’s grace. She WILL punch you in the face, if you don’t look out.

    What a character, this was great to draw!✨

    As for the song, I know Stromae is not French, but Flemish, yet I thought this song fit the character and I love his music. So, sue me :)🎤✨

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    Can this be a post where your amazing followers reply with their ultimate favourite drarry fic?

  • Sounds fun! Hope lots of my lovely followers respond to this :)

    About my favourites

    * NOTE :

    • If you have multiple faves, please share different fic(s) from the ones mentioned.
    • Please provide both the fic’s title & author!

    ETA: Thank you guys for your contribution ♥ (as of 2021.12)

    2000s

    1. All Bets Are Off by Allegra [M]
    2. Draco Malfoy, It’s Your Lucky Day by @faith2wood [E, 37k]
    3. Growing Pains by SensiblyTainted [M, 190k]
    4. If Wishes Were Children by @dianacopland [E, 14k]
    5. Let’s Pretend the War Is Over by pir8fancier [M, 7k]
    6. Light as Iron, Singed as Pearl by Snegurochka [E, 13k]
    7. The Reader by @bookshop [M, 11k]
    8. Says The Magpie To The Morning (Sorrow, Take Your Own Advice) by @femmequixotic [E, 33k]
    9. Secrets by Vorabiza [E, 395k]
    10. A Thousand Beautiful Things by geoviki [M, 104k]

    2010s : 2010~2014

    1. All Life is Yours to Miss by Saras_Girl [M, 114k]
    2. All Our Secrets Laid Bare by @firethesound [E, 149k]
    3. The Arc of the Pendulum by brummell [E, 30k]
    4. At Your Service by @faith2wood​ [E, 95k]
    5. Aural Gratification by birdsofshore [E, 10k]
    6. Azoth by @lol-zeitgeistic [E, 88k]
    7. Beyond the Mirror’s Edge by VivacissimoVoce [M, 40k]
    8. The Boy Who Only Lived Twice by @letteredlettered [E, 54k]
    9. Changing of the Guard by Lomonaaeren [E, 210k]
    10. Checkmate by Naadi [T, 245k]
    11. The Critiquer by @dysonrules​ [E, 24k]
    12. Deconversion by Lomonaaeren [E, 103k]
    13. Domestic by frostywonder [M, 54k]
    14. Eclipse by Mijan [T, 287k]
    15. Gold Tinted Spectacles by @berenwrites [E, 162k]
    16. Good to Me (And I’d Be So Good to You) by @teddylacroix [G, 8k]
    17. Harry Potter Gives a Shit by @talithan [E, 58k]
    18. In Pieces by @dysonrules [M, 85k]
    19. In Plain Sight by @dianacopland [M, 37k]
    20. in the electricity of your touch by @tryslora​ [E, 24k]
    21. The Marriage of True Minds by Lomonaaeren [E, 204k]
    22. The Moon Looks Lovely Tonight by Omi_Ohmy [M, 35k]
    23. Running on Air by @tinyhistory [T, 74k]
    24. The Silent World Within You by @femmequixotic & @noeeon [E, 95k]
    25. The Sundew by Lomonaaeren[G, 7k]
    26. Take What’s Left of Me by Frayach [E, 22k]
    27. Tea and No Sympathy by who_la_hoop [E, 70k]
    28. This Worship of an Extinct Fire by Lomonaaeren [M, 30k]
    29. tissue of silver by @fearlessdiva930 [M, 76k]
    30. Turn by Saras_Girl [E, 306k]
    31. Twist of Fate by @i-didnt-wanna-do-it [T, 302k]
    32. Unhook the Stars by @jadstiel [M, 70k]
    33. Veela challenge verse by diagonfloo [M, 28k, 2 works]
    34. The Voldemort Manor by @kedavranox [E, 40k]
    35. The Way Down by @letteredlettered [T, 65k]
    36. Yours is the Earth (Hold On, Hold On) by chickenlivesinpumpkin [E, 127k]

    2010s : 2015~2019

    1. Away Childish Things by @letteredlettered [T, 153k]
    2. Can You Fill The Silence by @toasterpapa [M, 32k]
    3. Can’t Sit Still by @bringblackback [E, 193k]
    4. Chaos Theory by @tessacrowley [E, 102k]
    5. Dear Enemy by @gingertodgers [T, 69k]
    6. dirtynumbangelboy by @magpiefngrl [E, 39k]
    7. Draco In Darkness by plumeria47 [T, 34k]
    8. Dwelling by aideomai [T, 83k]
    9. Erosmancy by @astolat [M, 11k]
    10. Every New Beginning by @fencer-x [E, 140k]
    11. Fire and Wonder by Lomonaaeren [M, 15k]
    12. Flirt by scribbledstars [E, 32k]
    13. From Ashes by @caedes12 [E, 150k]
    14. Grounds for Divorce by @tepre [E, 122k]
    15. Harry Potter and the American Thief by aboutmalfoy [T, 50k]
    16. Heartlines by @shiftylinguini [E, 72k]
    17. Helix by Saras_Girl [E, 92k]
    18. Hermione Granger’s Hogwarts Crammer for Delinquents on the Run by @waspabi [T, 93k]
    19. Higher and Higher (Temptation) by birdsofshore [E, 28k]
    20. House Proud by @astolat [M, 23k]
    21. Howlr by @partialtopotter [E, 47k]
    22. I could be wrong, I could be ready by @harryromper [M, 85k]
    23. In the dark, the light by phrynne [E, 32k]
    24. In the Shadow of Your Heart by @lqtraintracks [E, 51k]
    25. Just a Matter of Time by @gracerene [E, 23k]
    26. Late Bloomers by @thistle-verse [E, 12k]
    27. The Lesson of You by thecouchsofa [E, 65k]
    28. Life Lessons by @bixgirl1 [E, 68k]
    29. Lilium School For Magic series by @penguinanimagus [M, 155k, 2 works]
    30. The Lip-Lock Jinx by @cassisluna [T, 20k]
    31. Lost Children by @daisymondays [M, 115k]
    32. The Man Who Lived by @e-sebastian [E, 253k]
    33. Men Who Love Dragons Too Much by @fencer-x [E, 480k]
    34. The Nightmare Club by @diligent-thunder [E, 85k]
    35. Oath Breaker by @kc-anathema [T, 181k]
    36. On the Last Day of Our World by Libby Drew [M, 84k]
    37. Restraint by @fleetofshippyships [E, 153k]
    38. A Secondary Education by Thunderbird587 [E, 234k]
    39. Slithering by @astolat [E, 27k]
    40. Soup-pocalypse and The Great Curry Cataclysm by @norelationtoatticus [E, 104k]
    41. Stately Homes of Wiltshire by @waspabi [E, 57k]
    42. A Sword Laid Aside by @korlaena [E, 128k]
    43. Taking Chances by @gracerene [E, 135k]
    44. Temptation on the Warfront by alizarincrims0n [E, 180k]
    45. This Year’s Love by @thusspoketrish [E, 84k]
    46. Timer by @julietsemophase [T, 2k]
    47. Variation by @lower-east-side [E, 87k]
    48. What I Do to You by @gracerene [E, 9k]
    49. What We Pretend We Can’t See by @gyzym [M, 131k]
    50. Who we are in the shadows by @quicksilvermaid [E, 99k]
    51. Wild by orphan_account [E, 92k]
    52. Written on the Heart by who_la_hoop [E, 113k]
    53. you’ve got the antidote for me by Kandakicksass [M, 20k]

    2020s

    1. (Un)wanted by @aibidil [E, 36k]
    2. A Big Black Sky by @alxmeg [M, 90k]
    3. The Bucket List by GallaPlacidia [?, 32k]
    4. Conduit by WillowTroy [M, 67k]
    5. Each Breath My First by @jovialobservationanchor [T, 46k]
    6. Every Line by @thinkmyhappythoughts [G, 21k]
    7. Evitative by @k-vichan [T, 222k]
    8. The Four Doors by @fluxweeed [E, 48k]
    9. I’ve Encountered Something I Cannot Deny by syringe [E, 16k]
    10. Love and Other Unsafe Medical Practices by @tedahfromtayla [E, 116k]
    11. Nero su bianco by @zuzallove [E, 40k]
    12. Nice Things by aideomai [M, 22k]
    13. Modern Love by @tackytigerfic [E, 61k]
    14. Never Grow A Wishbone by @shanastoryteller [T, 123k]
    15. State of Mind by @pir8fancier [M, 66k]
    16. Vortex by @xanthippe74 [T, 20k]
    17. You Look the Way I Feel by @yourdifferentoctober [E, 108k]

    WIPs

    1. 9 ½ Days by @magpiefngrl [E, 40k+]
    2. Cunning and Ambition series by MinaAndChao [T, 370k+, 7 works]
    3. Freedom Series by Sensiblytainted [E, 700k+, 2 works]
    4. Hiding series by @myaulophobia [E, 100k+, 5 works]
    5. Leo Inter Serpentes series by @aeternumregina​ [E, 700k+, 6 works]
    6. Life Cycle series by windseeker2305 [E, 1.4m+, 3 works]
    7. The Mirror of Ecidyrue series by starbrigid [T, 300k+, 4 works]
    8. Radiowave by @lunarthedragon [M, 300k+]
    9. survival is a talent by @shanastoryteller [T, 300k+]
  • It's been a looooong time since I last updated this post.

    Please share with me your fav fics more & I'll add them here!
    (Also if I missed any mention, please let me know!)

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    Any world, any fandom, any originals, however you art or write or whatever!

    Do what you can and have fun!

    I’ll be watching the tag #femslashfeb2025 , so make sure to use that in the first 5 tags if you want people to see.

    Regarding AUs, you have two options, or both or neither. If your subjects meet the criteria of said AUs go ahead and go for the "normie" version. Superheroes are civs, mermaids are human, etc.

    Additionally, while you are welcome to create works of any maturity I will only reblog works that can be viewed by minors. No mature works are reblogged, but may still be found in the tag.

    I discourage AI, but it's not like I can ban you from participating in a personal challenge tumblr tag. While one could argue it's like photocollage or mood boards, which we do allow, it's still in an ethically sour area. So at the very least tag it, and expect potential hate.

    OTHER FemSlashFeb blogs, please please please use your own unique tags. If you're participating in someone else's challenge, please don't use our tag. Which is again #femslashfeb2025

    Thank you anyone coming back this year. And thank you to those that still check on this blog.

    ❤️🧡🤍💜🩷

    Keep loving girls

    -PuffPink

  • 🩷 HP Saffics Femslash February 2025 🩷

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    Join us for Femslash February 2025 run by the HP Saffics Discord server! You do not need to be a member of the server to participate, although it is highly encouraged.

    We have 28 SFW and 28 NSFW prompts. Feel free to use one, a couple, all of them, mix and match, or simply use them for inspiration. Any type of fanwork is welcome, and you can combine these prompts with any other challenge or event!

    Share your works with us:

    Full prompt lists below the cut

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  • Too many writers are using generative 'AI' to make their book covers, so I've written a guide on how to make your own cover for free or cheap without turning to a machine.

    If you can't afford to pay an artist, you CAN make your own!

    I hope this is a helpful overview that covers the basics and points to some free resources.

  • I annoyed my cat by writing this and not playing with her; you might find it useful?

  • This is a fantastic guide not only to the technical aspect of cover design but the aesthetic aspect as well!

  • 新年快乐! Celebrate Chinese New Year with Our Favorite Queer Books with Snakes!

    A graphic on a dark background, entitled Queer Books with Snakes Chinese New Year Year of the Snake. There's a logo with a circle and a rainbow within the circle, and the silhouette of a snake over the logo. There are 9 book covers on the graphic. The books are: The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu; A Snake Falls to Earth by Darcie Little Badger; Dungeon Critters by Natalie Riess and Sara Goetter; Devil Venerable Also Wants to Know by Cyan Wings; Guardian by priest; The Lady's Guide to Petticoats and Piracy by Mackenzi Lee; Long Live Evil by Sarah Rees Brennan; Heaven Official's Blessing by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu; and Siege and Storm by Leigh Bardugo.ALT

    Happy Chinese New Year! According to the Chinese calendar, we’re entering the Year of the Snake. To celebrate it, we asked our contributors to tell us about their favorite queer books that feature snakes and snake-like creatures. Contributors to the list are: boneturtle, D.V. Morse, Nina Waters, Neo Scarlett, Linnea Peterson, Tris Lawrence, E. C. and an anonymous contributor.

    The Scum Villain’s Self-Saving System by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu

    Half-demon Luo Binghe rose from humble beginnings and a tortured past to become unrivaled in strength and beauty. With his dominion over both the Human and Demon Realms and his hundreds-strong harem, he is truly the most powerful protagonist…in a trashy webnovel series!

    At least, that’s what Shen Yuan believes as he finishes reading the final chapter in Proud Immortal Demon Way. But when a bout of rage leads to his sudden death, Shen Yuan is reborn into the world of the novel in the body of Shen Qingqiu–the beautiful but cruel teacher of a young Luo Binghe. While Shen Qingqiu may have the incredible power of a cultivator, he is destined to be horrifically punished for crimes against the protagonist.

    The new Shen Qingqiu now has only one course of action: get into Luo Binghe’s good graces before the young man’s rise to power or suffer the awful fate of a true scum villain!

    A Snake Falls to Earth by Darcie Little Badger

    Nina is a Lipan girl in our world. She’s always felt there was something more out there. She still believes in the old stories.

    Oli is a cottonmouth kid, from the land of spirits and monsters. Like all cottonmouths, he’s been cast from home. He’s found a new one on the banks of the bottomless lake.

    Nina and Oli have no idea the other exists. But a catastrophic event on Earth, and a strange sickness that befalls Oli’s best friend, will drive their worlds together in ways they haven’t been in centuries.

    And there are some who will kill to keep them apart.

    Dungeon Critters by Sara Goetter & Natalie Riess

    Join the Dungeon Critters–a tight-knit squad of animal companions–on a wild adventure investigating a sinister botanical conspiracy among the furry nobility. As they risk their lives traveling through haunted dungeons, swamps, and high society balls–they also come closer together as friends.

    Motivated by rivalries, ideals, and a lust for adventure, these critters navigate not only perils and dangers of the natural world, but also perils and dangers…of the heart.

    Devil Venerable Also Wants To Know by Cyan Wings

    In a Mary-Sue novel, the readers all liked the Devil Venerable, the second male lead who devoted himself whole-heartedly to the female lead. However the female lead only loved the male lead who abused her physically and mentally.

    Readers: Why doesn’t the female lead like the Devil Venerable?!

    Devil Venerable: This Venerable also wants to know. But what I really want to know is why I even like the female lead at all.

    In order to understand why the female lead wasn’t attracted to him, the self-conscious Devil Venerable brutally interrogated the entire cast of characters from the novel.

    Background characters: I have so many things I want to say but I don’t dare to say it to his face!

    After obtaining the book, the Devil Venerable discovered that the book described the world he lived in. This book said that after he sacrificed himself for the female lead, the fourth male lead, his silent and loyal subordinate Yin Hanjiang, blackened and attempted to kill her as a sacrificial offering for his lord.

    Devil Venerable Wenren E: Yin Hanjiang, this Venerable wants to know why you wanted to kill the female lead.

    Yin Hanjiang was silent.

    Wenren E: If you refuse to speak, this Venerable will cut out your tongue and drink it with alcohol!

    Yin Hanjiang: …

    Wenren E: What the hell are you blushing for?!

    Guardian by Priest

    Zhao Yunlan heads up a covert division of the Ministry of Public Security that deals with the strange and unusual, blurring the line between the mortal realm and the Netherworld. His cocky, casual attitude conceals both a sharp mind and an arsenal of mystical tools and arcane knowledge.

    While investigating a gruesome death at a local university, Zhao Yunlan crosses paths with the reserved Professor Shen Wei. Zhao Yunlan is immediately intrigued by Shen Wei’s good looks and intense gaze, and the attraction between them is immediate and powerful, even as Shen Wei tries to keep his distance. Shen Wei and his secrets are a puzzle Zhao Yunlan feels compelled to solve as mysterious circumstances throw them together, and their connection becomes impossible to deny.

    The Lady’s Guide to Petticoats and Piracy by Mackenzi Lee

    A year after an accidentally whirlwind grand tour with her brother Monty, Felicity Montague has returned to England with two goals in mind–avoid the marriage proposal of a lovestruck suitor from Edinburgh and enroll in medical school. However, her intellect and passion will never be enough in the eyes of the administrators, who see men as the sole guardians of science.

    But then a window of opportunity opens–a doctor she idolizes is marrying an old friend of hers in Germany. Felicity believes if she could meet this man he could change her future, but she has no money of her own to make the trip. Luckily, a mysterious young woman is willing to pay Felicity’s way, so long as she’s allowed to travel with Felicity disguised as her maid.

    In spite of her suspicions, Felicity agrees, but once the girl’s true motives are revealed, Felicity becomes part of a perilous quest that leads them from the German countryside to the promenades of Zurich to secrets lurking beneath the Atlantic.

    Long Live Evil by Sarah Rees Brennan

    Rae is a bookworm who prefers fictional men over real life boyfriends. But her life takes a strange turn when she is trapped by magic inside her favourite fantasy series, and she finds herself pitted against her suddenly living and breathing crush, the ‘Once and Forever Emperor’.

    In a palace on the brink of war, she has become the villainess in his tale, and she needs to take control of the narrative before it, and the Emperor, take control of her… fatally.

    Heaven Official’s Blessing by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu

    Born the crown prince of a prosperous kingdom, Xie Lian was renowned for his beauty, strength, and purity. His years of dedicated study and noble deeds allowed him to ascend to godhood. But those who rise may also fall, and fall he does–cast from the heavens and banished to the world below.

    Eight hundred years after his mortal life, Xie Lian has ascended to godhood for the third time, angering most of the gods in the process. To repay his debts, he is sent to the Mortal Realm to hunt down violent ghosts and troublemaking spirits who prey on the living. Along his travels, he meets the fascinating and brilliant San Lang, a young man with whom he feels an instant connection. Yet San Lang is clearly more than he appears… What mysteries lie behind that carefree smile?

    Siege and Storm by Leigh Bardugo

    Soldier. Summoner. Saint. Alina Starkov’s power has grown, but not without a price. She is the Sun Summoner–hunted across the True Sea, haunted by the lives she took on the Shadow Fold. But she and Mal can’t outrun their enemies for long.

    The Darkling is more determined than ever to claim Alina’s magic and use it to take the Ravkan throne. With nowhere else to turn, Alina enlists the help of an infamous privateer and sets out to lead the Grisha army.

    But as the truth of Alina’s destiny unfolds, she slips deeper into the Darkling’s deadly game of forbidden magic, and further away from her humanity. To save her country, Alina will have to choose between her power and the love she thought would always be her shelter. No victory can come without sacrifice–and only she can face the oncoming storm.

    What queer books with snakes did we miss? Let us know!

    Need a place to chat about books? Join our Book Lover’s Discord server!

    You can check out this list as a shelf on Goodreads – and you can also peek at the list we did for last year’s Chinese New Year, books with dragons! If you see something on this list you’d like to buy, we encourage you to facilitate doing so by checking out our Affiliate shop rec list on Bookshop.org.

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    Happy Lunar New Year! 🐍🏮🎆

    To celebrate the year of the snake, I wanted to combine the snake with my other favorite scaled animal, the goldfish! Growing up as little kid in China, I was always fascinated by the goldfish and koi ponds that are scattered in every park and apartment complex. I would stare at them for hours, mesmerized by their shiny scales and graceful movements. Hopefully I was able to capture that in this painting :D

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  • 🎉Happy 3 Year Serverversary!🎉

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    The HP Saffics discord server turns 3 years old today!

    This year, our 569 members have created 537+ new works!

    We've hosted 12 events, including our annual summer exchange and march madness ship bracket.

    Thank you to everyone who has supported us throughout the HP Saffics journey. Here's to another year of femslash fun!

    Check out our upcoming event: HP Saffics Femslash February 2025 🩷

    Here is a link to the server. We hope to see you there! https://discord.gg/YMGeYtvMV7

    Much love from the @hpsaffics mods,

    @lumosatnight @fantasyborn @siriusly-sapphic @nanneramma @leftsidedown @whoreofthecottage @miss-grimwood @nihilisticnomad

    Peep the new logo made by the talented @carlav-blogs 😍😍

  • Wow 3 years already!

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    if you’re open to a doodle suggestion while doing your challenge, would you grace us once more with sapphic Drarry?

    I’m obsessed with their designs 😩💕 Also curious what type of outfits they’d each rock (not gonna lie I 100% bet that Harry would still dress similarly to her male counterpart).

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    I definitely agree!! I don’t think there’d be much of difference for Harry. I imagine she still grew up with Dudley’s (even more oversized now) hand-me-downs and would probably feel very awkward in super feminine clothes. I think she’d still prioritized comfort over style and lean into masc looks when older too. (Like baggy jeans, sweaters & hoodies, oversized t-shirts/ plaid shirts/ jackets, sneakers)

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    As for Draco, I don’t think she’d be all that different either. I feel like during Hogwarts she’d still want to emulate Lucius, albeit maybe more willing to flaunt her status through high-quality clothing and jewelry. Post-war though I can see her adopting more of Narcissa’s simple but refined style combined with formal mugglewear. (Lots of blouses and blazers and heeled boots for sureee)

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    The ao3 collection is open

  • EWE single father/surprise fatherhood AU

    It's 10 years after the war when Harry, whose life was just starting to get better and to move on, gets a call that Dudley Dursley has died, along with his wife in a horrible accident leaving behind a daughter. Whom to everyone's surprise, though they were survived by his parents, Dudley has her guardianship willed to a Mr. Harry J Potter. He has been requested to take custody following the burial. 

    And so Harry finds himself putting on a suit, and trying to calm the rising panic of having to attend a funeral. A lot of things were hard after the war, at Hermione's behest he had been seeing a mind healer to deal with what muggles would describe as PTSD. And things were getting better, truly better. But he would be lying if he didn’t  admit that some things he had never truly been able to deal with. Funerals being one of them. 

    He had seen too many deaths in the war, too many bodies whose souls were magically striped from them, too many who were buried in haste without proper goodbye, to many who were buried with their whole family watching. There was something about seeing a body lowered into the ground, or encased in marble that shook Harry to his core, that left him gasping for air. 

    When he entered to wake he walked slowly up to the open casket, could feel Petunia and Vernon's eyes on him as they wept loudly for the room to hear. Harry never saw Dudley at this age until now, he still had that same round Dursley face and short black hair. And he looked wrong, so wrong. This man… this boy who had tormented him his whole life looked wrong, and harry could feel his hands shake. He sat in the back pew for the remainder of the service walking slowly behind the crowd as they moved the body into the cemetery. 

    That's the thing about freak accidents, you can't prepare, you can't leave a note explaining your crazy decisions or why of all people, you want your child to live with a man who is a stranger, to live with the grown up child you tortured. And Harry doesn't know why he's here, he knows he shouldn't have come. But this was also literally the last chance at closure he was ever going to get with dudley and so he followed the precession. 

    It was the worst out on the lawn. The gaping hole in the ground waiting for them all. Casket closed, people huddled close, weeping mixing with the call of the crows. He couldn't breath, his vision was swimming. He could feel his magic threatening to burst out and protect him from this too familiar threat, from this too familiar ending. He knew a panic attack when he felt one and he was desperately trying to keep it to himself. And so he barely even noticed when Petunia was walking up to him holding the hand of a 6 year old girl dressed in a matching black gown. 

    “This is Aedelle Petunia Dursley.” She clung tightly to the child's hand, unwilling to relinquish her.  Harry could only stare at her. Petunia was right to cling, it made no sense for Harry, a stranger at best, to take this child from her grandparents as awful as they were, they loved their son, and they would love his daughter. She deserved her family, she deserved to be loved. He would give up his guardianship, he wouldn't take the last thing she knew from her. 

    “I don't know why Dudley willed her to you but we will not stand for it.” Petunia whispered sharply. Many faces turned to look at him accusatorily as if Harry had any say in it at all. He wanted to apologize, tell her he didn't understand either. But then the priest was there, and the casket was moving. Harry couldn't hear anything over the blood rush behind his ears. His legs trembling as they lined it up over the great gaping hole in the earth. The dark shadows stretching to reach up and wrap around the wooden box. It was too much. Harry could picture to many faces trapped inside there. To many limp bodies and broken promises. And now he could imagine Dudley in there too. 

    And then the screaming started. Loud shrieks, and for a few moments harry thought it all in his own head yet it grew in volume, and the weeping grew in volume, and he knew then that it was real. Dudley's daughter screamed and screamed as his casket was lowered into the earth. Aedelle is old enough to know what is happening and yet still too young to understand. Though Harry supposes no one ever truly gets old enough to understand why their loved ones die. 

    A great wind picked up then, pushing flowers from their arrangements. Pulling peoples jackets off their shoulders and empty chairs to the ground. It blew so hard the men holding the coffin stumbled, sending it a little too loudly to the deep earth below. 

    The wind was strong, not just in the way it moved the world but in its pressure. That familiar glittering sweep of magic washing over the whole venue. And Harry looked at the girl in front of him whose pain was now washing over the earth, washing over her fathers casket in a great sweep of magic. Pouring out of her like blood from an open wound. And Harry knew then why he was asked here. Knew what Petunia seemed blind too. Dudley had a magical child, and Harry was the only one who he knew could help her. 

    And his tears began falling all at once, for the child of magic who had lost their parents, whose closest family couldn't be trusted to love them, for a child with nothing now being thrown into the great unknown. Wept for a child who had seen too much, given more responsibility yet again. 

    He crouched to his knees in front of her. Looking at her reddening face and doing nothing to quiet the painful wailing. But he took her empty hand in both of his own, tinier than his own godsons had been at her age. And he whispered “hi Aedelle I'm Harry, I am your dads cousin.” 

    And he sobbed openly in the grass, the sound only muffled by the great roar of wind. 

    Across the cemetery, a groundskeeper in a long black coat stopped short. He had been lugging great rolls of grass which he would lay over the burial sight once the family left. A burst of wind swept at him, begging him to keep his distance; this happened occasionally when a wizard found themselves at the muggle funeral home. But Draco just walked on, drawing closer and closer to the grave, looking to see who was causing such a great magical disturbance in the presence of muggles. 

    Draco had been working here for a good 5 years now, and found a somewhat tortuous path to healing by providing peace and calm for deceased muggles and their surviving loved ones. It had seemed a fitting role for him after all the deaths he encouraged, that he should be able to at least respect their lives enough to keep the grass green and their headstones polished. It was hard work, lonely work, but it worked for him. 

    And from a few yards away he could see the small child wailing as he made eye contact with a man crouched in the grass, green eyes dim, face streaked with tears. Who looked just as desperate and scared as the child in front of him. Harry potter, in the place he deserved to never be again, a cemetery. 

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    Old animation with Tom.

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