I need to be hugged. I need to be embraced, and wrapped in warm arms, my head against their chest, listening to their heartbeat. Under the thick, soft bedsheets, my warm breath grazing their neck, and their nose buried in my hair. Making light circles on their collarbones, lifting my hand to play with their hair. I need to feel their breath on my ear, while whispering sweet, loving words to eachother, only meant for our ears. Simply drifting in the warmth and sinking into eachother, as we bask in the moment

Yearning.

Yearning is so painful.

I want to hold hands with you.

Rest my head on your shoulder.

Sitting on your bed,

Or maybe on our roof?

The red light cast over us,

Looking at the stars above us.

I reach over to grab one, telling you

"You are my Stars."

The whispered words make you smile,

And then my heart aches,

Because it's a dream, and i cannot tell you that.

You don't want that,

Or maybe you didn't understand.

But i will accept it.

Because i love you.

I want a platonic relationship where i could share everything. From the deepest thoughts to the most mundane things. All the bad, horrible things that make me feel the worst and the happiest experiences that make me smile and laugh. A platonic relationship where i wouldn't be ridiculed and feel stupid. A platonic relationship, where i'd be understood, and completely accepted, and i could give the exact same in return. I'd hear about their thoughts, and nightmares, and dreams. It'd be something more than friendship or romantic love, a third thing, that's the deepest and most important thing that has ever happened to me. I want that sort of partnership. I need that sort of partnership. I need to be loved, and wanted, and i need to love, and want in return.

I want a platonic relationship where i could share everything. From the deepest thoughts to the most mundane things. All the bad, horrible things that make me feel the worst and the happiest experiences that make me smile and laugh. A platonic relationship where i wouldn't be ridiculed and feel stupid. A platonic relationship, where i'd be understood, and completely accepted, and i could give the exact same in return. I'd hear about their thoughts, and nightmares, and dreams. It'd be something more than friendship or romantic love, a third thing, that's the deepest and most important thing that has ever happened to me. I want that sort of partnership. I need that sort of partnership. I need to be loved, and wanted, and i need to love, and want in return.