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butterfly. l.jn

guitarist!jeno, college au, band au, friends to lovers, fluff

wc. 8k

synopsis. after you and three other students transfer to a new college, a rumour goes around that the lead guitarist of the college’s rock band has a thing for one of the transfers. you don’t care, not until the transfer you had grown closest to disappears and only one name runs through your head as to who’s at fault: lee jeno.

warnings. depictions of bullying, reader has a hard time in the beginning, reader has character development, language, mention of alcohol

OH MY GAAWWWWWWWDDD 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔 this was so beautiful i loved it sososossososososo much

from the characterization right down to the butterfly analogy i loved every bit of this. i think what really spoke to me was that it was sort of like. ?!;!:!:! vague almost IN THE WAY THAT we only saw it from yns point of view in the beginning so introducing jenos pov gave it more depth and unlocked another door for the readers

i also love love the dynamic jeno and yn had like omfg i’ll sob rn 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 HE SAW HER FIRST BEFORE ANYONE….. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔

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masterlist content warnings profanities, jisung taking out his anger (read: jealousy) on everyone..., jisung not wanting to communicate..., Emo Sion, bromance #lolz, yushi giving advice word count 6.1k including texts notes first part is here yayaaay >O< not proofread sorry...... but i really hope ull enjoy it anyways!!!! #i♡jision #reblogs&commentsaresuperappreciated!!!! #happyreading :p taglist @renjunsversion @ddolbyong @f6llsun @egojo1st @sungbites @nonverdolly @strwberie @blondemrk @chenlezip @markkiatocafe @stqrgr7 @jisungji @taroddori @haeriaes @kukkurookkoo @polarisjisung @dudekiss3r @dejundesign @uncasings @sweetpinkblueberry

do you get what i mean now?

im so fixated on the girl with the soft sound

jisung didnt mean to overhear. he had just been minding his own business—scrolling through his phone at the back of the lecture hall, trying to tune out his professor's monotonous voice as it melded with the low hum of conversation around him. it was just another boring day, just another class where nothing of importance seemed to stick.

until, of course, a familiar voice cut through the dull chatter, piercing the air around him with casual ease. 

"yeah, i like her." 

jisungs eyes snapped up from his phone and straight to the source of the voice. his heart skipped a beat at the unexpected confession since it wasnt the kind of thing he usually heard, especially not from oh sion.

AGHHHHH my mimibear strikes again

first of all i love the change in settle down i LOVED it as an smau but i feel like with smaus you can’t really tell the characters feelings and stuff and some things aren’t available to the reader and this feels PERFECT. second of all MY. 😭😭😭😭😭 OCEAN 😭😭😭😭😭😭 LOVER 😭😭😭😭😭😭 HEART. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 MY SION AEGI PIE BEAR OMFG

my heart breaks everytime for him but i feel so bad for jisung too and yn don’t deserve any of this come to mama yn 💔💔💔💔. actually let jisung have yn i want sion pls but i love how this was written i felt every emotion the characters were feeling ur truly soosossoossoos talented mimibear :3 🩷🩷🩷

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ride or die. l.jn smau

`✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ f1driver!jeno, fake dating, college au, humor, romance, enemies to lovers

synopsis. you knew very little of jeno lee, but who did? he scared most people and hated the rest. so what happens when you accidentally walk in on him removing his race jacket, identifying him as the famous, faceless f1 driver you and everyone else know under the name samo. do you run around the college telling everyone of his secret? or do you take the opportunity to strike a deal with him, a deal which changes both of your lives, forever. a fake relationship.

taglist; open

status; completed! 3.10.24 - 3.4.25

warnings; language, mentions of alcohol/ being drunk, mentions of sex, angst, jenos dad is strict af, blackmailing, lots of jealousy on jenos behalf, major character betrayal (again sorry guys lmaooo), lots of lying (again), the usual cliffhangers and painful suspense (again), yn is annoyingly stupid in the beginning but she grows

disclaimer; all portrayals of people are fake and from my imagination, in no way am i claiming that they act like this irl

playlist.

is it a crime sade — tasty nct 127 — can’t get you jaehyun — stupid cupid nct dream — uno muse — tokyo drift teriyaki boyz — this world ateez — talk talk featuring troye sivan charli xcx — volcano nct u — ten fred again — joyride kesha — faster nct 127 — miami will smith — rodeo wayv — smooth operator sade — (it goes like) nanana peggy gou — pipe christina aguilera — homecoming kanye west

masterlist.

[000] — [000]

end!

replies, likes and reblogs are all greatly appreciated! feel free to send thoughts in my asks!

OH I ATE THIS RIGHT OFF THE BONE!!!!!

every part of it had me and the edge of my seat and i loved how it leaned in on the mystery side while also keeping up with the subplots. i also loved the comedic relief it made it so much more enjoyable YAYAYAY 10/10 100% RECOMMEND YASSSSS

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1999. l.mk

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ husband!mark, assassin au, romance, enemies to lovers

wc. 10k

warnings. violence, suggestive, lots of fighting, they literally spend half the fic tryna kill eachother idk, mention of alcohol, guns, angst, heavily inspired by +82 pressin and mr and mrs smith (2005)

synopsis. after accidentally nearly killing another assassin, you both get assigned the task of taking eachother out. but what happens when the assassin you’re after turns out to be a lot closer to you than you had ever expected? do you ignore your feelings? or do you listen to your heart, risking both of your lives in the process.

GOD THIS WAS SO FRICKING GOOD….

i’m not one to gas up fics just bc but this genuinely had it all. from the enemies to lovers markyn arc to the plot twist from the agencies i loved every second of it. knowing that you texted me about every detail and every scene you wanted to do was what made this so much more fulfilling 😞😞

i don’t think many people can pull off a fic in this style just bc there’s so much attention to detail to give in it and i genuinely think you pulled it off so well. there was so much foreshadowing that i don’t even know where to start. first of all the reason why she hated mark was bc the lack of honestly and like 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔. and then there’s foreshadowing with the agencies as well as the couples therapy and just SO MUCH. i want more pls

i loved the action scenes in this too like normally i don’t rlly like action in fanfics (bc not many people get it right) but genuinely this didn’t stop at nothing, it amazed me how well u wrote this 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔… I LOVED IT SO MUCH MY NAYUBEAR

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accidents. mark lee

pairing. basketballer!mark x volleyballer!reader

genre. social media au, college au, enemies to lovers ( one-sided ) romance, humor, forced proximity

warnings. swearing, alcohol mention and usage, sexual jokes, the guys are kinda douches (boooo men), kys jokes, fattie jokes, etc..

synopsis. people say that sometimes the best things in life come from accidents. you were an upcoming freshman with a bright future in volleyball, from being the number one recruit of your class to getting recruited by your dream university. you truly had a passion for your sport and nothing was going to stop you this season. that was until a slight conflict with somewhat a stranger sends you to your worst nightmare: injury. what were you going to gain from this accident? well, all you got from it was being stuck with the culprit, mark lee, because he was roommate’s with your big brother, jung jaehyun.

notes. this is my first smau and work on tumblr! hope y’all enjoy this story and please leave feedback! tysm <3 replies, likes, and reblogs are greatly appreciated! i'd love to hear back from y'all in my asks!

taglist. closed!

status. completed !

profiles [01] — profiles [02]

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OKAY let this smau finish and i can say it was deffo a cute little read 😭😭😭💔💔💔 soooooo adorable i loved the friend grp dynamics and the markyn slow burn HE WAS TERRIBLE….. but yn a trooper for putting up with all that bs my queen. ANYWAYS!!! i loved it super DUPER cute and im so glad i let the smau finish

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DEAL OR NO DEAL [l.mk smau]

genres: humour, bestfriends to lovers, college au, band au, basketballer!mark, emodrummer!yn, guitarist!mingi, fluff, angst, slow burn.

synopsis: when you and your best friend mark realise the severity of your shared single-dom, you make a bet with each other that the first person to get in a relationship wins. what happens when the bet gets pushed a little too far? and who will be there to stop it?

WARNINGS: stoner mark, everyone’s a stoner actually sorry can’t help it, jokes about sex, jokes about basically everything tbh, mentions of drinking/being drunk, jjk spoilers…, lots of angst im sorry, haechan and chenle causing way too much mischief, VERY plot heavy lol, someone gets punched, dates are not relevant, major homie hopping from a CERTAIN character, lots of cliffhangers im sorry (not)

STATUS: COMPLETED

DISCLAIMER: all portrayals of people are fake and from my imagination, in no way am i claiming that they act like this irl

MASTERLIST

[6] “i like you.” yn pov written

TAGLIST - CLOSED

this is was sososososoossoos good omf 😕😕😕 literally read it in one sitting. THE PLOT DID NOT STOP i liked that like. the plot was very consistent MINGI AND CHAEWON WERE KILLING ME BRAH JUST IN EVERYONES BUSINESS…. jaehyun cameos too we love to see it and markyn were so dumb and cute i LOVED IT fank yew nayu for feeding us with band au and giving us a BANGER!!!! this should have more attention 😒😒😒

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pairing: roommate!huang renjun x reader

annas note: happy birthday to jun :( wanted to write something for him because there’s never enough renjun on here!! 😞❤️ i posted a little something for him on insta — if anyone would like to check it out!! 😓

living with renjun was supposed to be temporary. a quick arrangement-just until you found your own place. but weeks turned into months, and now you couldn't imagine a morning without him grumbling about you stealing his milk. "you owe me three cartons at this point," he mutters, leaning against the kitchen counter, his glasses slipping down his nose.

you grin, stealing a bite of his toast, "i keep you entertained. that’s payment enough." he scoffs, but the corners of his mouth twitch up.

everything is fine—until your landlord tells you the apartment's heating system is acting up.

"only one room is warm enough to sleep in tonight," she apologizes. "sorry for the inconvenience."

that wouldn't be a problem except renjun’s room is the warmest. and there's only one bed. "i can sleep on the floor," he offers immediately. "it’s literally freezing. don’t be dumb. we’re both adults jun, we can share."

he hesitates. you don't blame him though.. this is dangerous territory. but eventually, he sighs and moves over, making room for you. at first, you both keep to separate sides of the bed, mumbling a small goodnight and sleep well.

but at some point in the night, you wake up to warmth-renjun’s arm draped over your waist, his breath soft against your neck. you turn slightly, heart pounding. he’s holding you like he's done it a thousand times before and when you whisper his name, he only murmurs sleepily, "just five more minutes," pulling you closer.

as if letting go was ever an option.

THIS IS SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE HOMY GOD ITS SO CUTE

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.⊹˖ᯓ★. ݁₊ love at first like | a mark lee smau

002 : pr nightmare.

annas note: ꒱ if i forgot to tag u, please let me know!! 🤍 enjoyyyy :3.. also i know this is a little short but it was to set up the next chapter I PROMISE. will try and update more regularly between this smau because i know i've been a lil dead lately for posts, i'm sorry my angels.

you immediately make your way down, you don't want to get on your managers bad side, especially at a time like this. you look at the numbers that were placed beside the doors, '0208... 0704... ah, 127.' you thought to yourself as you stood outside of it. to say you were nervous was an understatement, you were kinda shitting bricks. who knew what this meeting entailed? you just hoped losing your job was not a risk.

as you enter, mark is already sitting down just opposite his manager, looking.. well, not stressed but definitely concerned. his manager, on the other hand, had an unreadable expression on his face as he eyed you walking in. you quietly close the door and usher to the seat opposite them and your manager, a projector being turned on.

"do you have any idea what kind of mess this caused?" she asked you, gesturing to a powerpoint of endless comments of you, mark and the both of you combined. chaos-- absolute chaos you're looking at, side eyeing mark to see his reaction and he just tried to stifle a smile at what one of the tweets had mentioned.

it's nice to know he finds this funny.

while you're overthinking you losing your job, his managers voice calls through the room, "we might need you two to act like you're dating, just to settle things down for a bit." oh, you're joking. you turned to him with wide eyes, "what? are you serious?" you ask in complete confusion. mark, ever the people pleaser, is trying to mediate: "i mean.. it's not that bad right? we just need to--"

you let out a loud sigh, index and thumb finger gripping tightly at the bridge of your nose. dating mark lee? being under public scrutiny? you did not want to be known for this. plus, what happens if the truth comes out about you both?

"i promise it won't be that bad to fake date, plus i won't fall in love with you, haha." mark awkwardly chuckled at you, trying to ease the tension in the room but all he got in response was a deadpanned look from you and mumbling, "that is the last thing i'm worried about, mark."

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EEEEKKKK im so excited the story is kicking off 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

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cute/fun tag game

drop your picrew and a photo of your bias!

me my bias

this is soso cutesy omfg thank you for this!

picrew | me & mark 🤍

tags (don’t feel pressured) : @blondemrk @spacejip @anniebeckcalla @hyckvr @markkiatocafe @ayukas @sungbites (+ anyone else who would like to join!) ⭐️

me and sion :3 ty alyssa and anna for the tag <3

tagging : anyone who wants to join !!

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synopsis in a city that never snows, the first flakes arrives on the night two lovers say goodbye.

genre angst, missed timings word count 873

notes to celebrate molo... (ᵕ—ᴗ—) this was heavily inspired by the song, 认真的雪, by joker xue! renjun covered this song back in 2022 as well :D as always, constructive and kind feedback, comments and reblogs are very much appreciated, please enjoy!

the first time mark held your hand, it was on a summer night, with your fingers sticky from too many candied strawberries. you had laughed, warmth coursing through your hands, and he had sworn under the blinking neon signs that he would love you forever.

the last time mark held your hand, it was winter, but not quite cold enough to snow. his fingers trembled when you pulled away, leaving only warmth fading into absence.

WHY 😭😭😭😭😭😭 DID 😭😭😭😭😭😭 U 😭😭😭😭😭😭 DO 😭😭😭😭😭😭 THIS 😭😭😭😭😭😭 TO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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the sea had always been a part of your story with chenle.

the waves lapped at your bare feet as you traced shapes into the damp sand, small hands etching dreams into the shore. he had approached you with an easy confidence, a grin splitting his face as he plopped down beside you.

"what are you drawing?" he asked, his mandarin-laced accent wrapping around the words like silk.

you hesitated, stealing a glance at him. "i don't know yet... maybe a house? a boat?"

he hummed, thoughtful, before tracing a wave with his finger in the sand. "海 (hǎi). it means 'sea' in chinese. my grandfather always tells me that the sea never leaves—it just comes and goes."

you listened intently before repeating the word clumsily, earning a giggle from chenle. "hey, not bad! i can teach you more if you'd like."

that was how it all began—two children, the sea, and a handful of words shared between them.

your childhood was spent beneath an endless sky, carried by salty breezes and the gentle crash of waves. together, you chased after seagulls and collected seashells, your laughter blending with the ocean's calls. over the years, chenle wove mandarin into your days, tying them to moments that made your heart swell.

"我们海里相逢, 情深似海 (wǒ men hǎi lǐ xiāng féng, qíng shēn sì hǎi)," he said once, years later, when you were both sprawled on the shore, watching the sky shift from blue to gold. "it means we were fated to meet at the sea. and that our feelings are as deep as the ocean."

you nudged him playfully, teasing him for believing in fate, for being so hopelessly cheesy—but you couldn't quite hide the smile tugging at your lips.

the years continued to pass like ripples in the water, ever moving, never still.

the two of you still met by the shore, though your conversations had shifted from childhood dreams to whispered secrets under the moonlight. chenle had grown taller, his voice richer, but his laugh remained the same—bright and full of life.

one evening, as the sun melted into the horizon, he asked, "do you think the waves ever get tired?"

you stole a glance at him, just as you had when you were kids, and watched the way the wind tousled his hair, revealing his star-filled eyes. "maybe. but they always come back."

his lips curled into a small smile, gaze distant. "kinda like us, huh. no matter how far we go, we always return to the sea."

by the time adulthood arrived, your lives had expanded beyond the small town by the shore. you had both left, chasing dreams beyond the waves, but somehow, you always found your way back, just as chenle had known.

one winter, when the sky was heavy with the promise of snow, you sat beside him on the worn wooden bench overlooking the familiar sea. the tide was calm, quiet, as if listening.

"you are my sea, always watch over me." you sang softly, the melody carried by the crisp winter air.

chenle exhaled, leaning against your shoulder. "我们海里相逢, 情深似海."

your fingers found his, warm despite the chill as you gently murmured, "perhaps, fate is real."

tears in my eyes 😭😭😭 oh my god this is so so so sweet GOD “perhaps fate is real” what if i just die

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the forbidden fruit. — req by anon

genre: vampire!jaehyun x reader

warnings: mentions of death

wc: 2.7k

notes; i enjoyed writing this so much, thank u for the request!!

synopsis: your quiet life shatters the night you meet jaehyun—a dark, mysterious stranger who emerges only at dusk. you’re drawn to the intrigue of his haunted character, unaware he’s a centuries-old vampire, burdened by a past he longs to escape. though he tries to keep his distance, jaehyun can’t resist the warmth he finds in you. just as your connection deepens, a even darker rival appears, threatening to reveal jaehyun’s secret and tear you apart. now, you must decide: confront the darkness surrounding you both or risk losing a love that transcends life and death.

you never knew why, but he has always intrigued you. having recently moved back to your hometown to look after your late grandmother’s bookshop, you spend each day stacking books and listening to the crackling wire of her old radio. the weather always seemed to be an abundance of mist, the town nestled between dark forests and ancient mountains. but you never thought you would find love here, especially not with the mysterious, reserved, and almost cold man who lurked between the bookshelves every day before you closed.

girl we eating that twilight meal up… 😭😭😭😭😭💔

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SEOULSIMS lee jeno short smau

in which your boyfriend's infidelity is exposed for the whole internet to see, and the host behind it just won't hit delete.

part one / two / tba

notes this seems oddly haechan centric but i promise the next few parts are jeno filled ( ◡̀_◡́)ᕤ

brah fuck mark lee but lemme have a piece of dat 😭😭😭😭😭 and yn standing on business this is so funny i genuinely giggled aloud like. people looked at me like i was crazy.

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