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CRUSH DIARIES. lee jeno

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notes. ‼️ DISCLAIMER ‼️ in light of the recent kiss of life “scandal” or whatever you want to call it, i feel it’s best to remove julie from crush diaries. i feel you guys would be uncomfortable and me as well. i have already made pre-written chapters before the livestream incident, so please bare with me. she will be in chapters 6-8, but after that, i will be removing her from this smau. honestly i wasn’t really sure how to go abt this bc removing her completely kind of ruins the friendship dynamic, but if i replaced her, then the previous chapters would just be really confusing. so i apologize for the upcoming chapters 6-8, but from there she will be removed. thank y’all for understanding and i just want you guys to enjoy reading this smau as much as possible. 🤍

life’s getting busy, so i’m posting chapters that i’ve already done. i’ll try my best to update tho! also i’m literally feining for mark’s album yall. I NEED IT NEOW.

- with much love, brynn <3

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003 : contracts signed & hearts unprepared.

annas note: ꒱ enjoy this chapter angels :3 thank you for all the love, i truly appreciate it seriously! 😭🤍

you look between mark, his manager and yours. well, there really isn't a choice here. you either accept that you're going to fake date mark lee or lose your job right then and there (maybe a far stretch but still, you had a lot to lose).

"alright, we'll do it.” you finally speak up. they’re all a little shocked that you had agreed to do this, especially your manager knowing that you like to keep to yourself but she smiled at you and nodded, “good. we’ll go through these simple rules for you both, alright? please listen carefully and if there’s anything that you don’t like, butt in and tell us straight away.”

and a document gets pulled out, immediately flipped open and the rules are set out:

#1 : “public displays of affection are necessary.”

“wait.. like holding hands, hugging?” mark butts in and your manager sighed, “yes. and at least one kiss in front of cameras if needed, we have to make this as realistic as possible, don’t we?” you nearly choked on your own spit, swallowing hard with a hum, making it known you were listening to the rules.

#2 : “you must be seen together at least twice a week.”

“this means going on fake dates, public outings, scheduled interactions that look natural. you both are going to cooperate to this one right? i know you’re awkward, mark.” you turn to him as soon as your manager spits that out and he crossed his arms, “yeah. i can do that, can’t be that hard right?” he turned to look at you, tilting his head a little. “guess not.”

#3 : “no real feelings involved.”

#4 : “online interactions need to look genuine.”

#5 : “no dating others until this contract is over.”

“so.. i’m just going to have to put my love life on hold? for three months?” you ask in shock. mark shrugged, “least you won’t have to deal with bad dates.” you scowl, glaring over, “mark, i actually go on dates.”

#6 : “if asked, you must have a ‘how we met’ story.”

the managers both prove a very convincing generic fake story but mark insists on improvising instead. you roll your eyes, “that’s so bad. what if we keep telling different stories? just stick the one the managers gave us.”

#7 : “personal texting is encouraged.”

“so.. are we being forced to be friends?” “no, believable.” his manager responded, noticing the slight smirk at the corner of marks lips, “guess we’ll have to text, huh?” you can just imagine what it’s like.

‘[1:32AM] mark nct: yooo u up?

[1:33AM] mark nct: nvm just saw u posted a story

[1:34AM] mark nct: dang ur ignoring me? aren’t we meant to be friends haha..’

you internally cringed.

#8: “if feelings develop, they must be kept private.”

your manager sighs, “we understand that spending time together like this might blur the lines one day. however, if either of you start developing romantic feelings, it is imperative that it remains off the record. no telling friends, family, not even each other. got it?”

you nod, “that won’t be an issue.” you say softly as mark agreed, “that one’s easy.”

#9: “one couple selfie a week.”

#10: “the breakup must be mutual and clean.”

“when the three months are over and the contract comes to an end, the pr team and us will script the breakup to avoid unnecessary drama. we’ll do it respectfully so the both of you can go on with your separate works again and mark, do not like another instagram post other than your members again. make sure it’s on a private account at least.” his manager explained.

“is that alright for you both?” your manager raised a brow, looking between the both of you. mark smiled and nodded, “yeah, seems pretty easy to do, doesn’t it?” you follow with another nod, “yeah. i can do this.” finally, all the rules were over and done with, all in the open and all you both had to do, was sign. the contract gets signed over to you first.

you hesitate for a moment, your hand tightening on the pen you just picked up. mark noticed and whispered, “hey. if you don’t feel comfortable, you don’t have to agree- i mean- we can sort this out another way.” you smile and shake your head, “it’s alright.” it was really sweet of him to say that but it had to be done.

you sign your name, he signs his, contract is now official. you and mark are fake dating for three months.

you and mark step outside of the room, letting out a heavy sigh that you both didn’t know you were holding in. you notice mark holding his phone out toward you, “just thought i’d let you know that my manager says our first date will be tomorrow. and, i need your number.”

“tomorrow?” you blink. tomorrow? really? was this going to be harder than you thought?

you take his phone and add your digits in, handing it back with a small smile. “just let me know the details later when we both get home, alright? be safe mark.” and then you departed from him.

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accidents. mark lee

pairing. basketballer!mark x volleyballer!reader

genre. social media au, college au, enemies to lovers ( one-sided ) romance, humor, forced proximity

warnings. swearing, alcohol mention and usage, sexual jokes, the guys are kinda douches (boooo men), kys jokes, fattie jokes, etc..

synopsis. people say that sometimes the best things in life come from accidents. you were an upcoming freshman with a bright future in volleyball, from being the number one recruit of your class to getting recruited by your dream university. you truly had a passion for your sport and nothing was going to stop you this season. that was until a slight conflict with somewhat a stranger sends you to your worst nightmare: injury. what were you going to gain from this accident? well, all you got from it was being stuck with the culprit, mark lee, because he was roommate’s with your big brother, jung jaehyun.

notes. this is my first smau and work on tumblr! hope y’all enjoy this story and please leave feedback! tysm <3 replies, likes, and reblogs are greatly appreciated! i'd love to hear back from y'all in my asks!

taglist. closed!

status. completed !

profiles [01] — profiles [02]

END.

OKAY let this smau finish and i can say it was deffo a cute little read 😭😭😭💔💔💔 soooooo adorable i loved the friend grp dynamics and the markyn slow burn HE WAS TERRIBLE….. but yn a trooper for putting up with all that bs my queen. ANYWAYS!!! i loved it super DUPER cute and im so glad i let the smau finish

stop this actually made my morning :( BUT RIGHT?! yn was really holding up and putting up with all that bs.. im ngl i HATE slowburns, but it just made sense to make this a slowburn 😭 but thank you for the support!!! <3

Anonymous asked:

Hii, I've been reading your jeno smau but I saw the taglist is closed so I was wondering if there's any way you could make a special # for the smau so we could follow and know when there's an update, pls?😭🙏🏻

omg yes!! a bunch of people have been asking me to add my to the taglist, but it’s closed unfortunately. i never thought abt this and it’s such a good idea! thank you for suggesting this!

i’ll make it in a little bit but it should be:

“ ᯓ★ crush diaries: ljn “

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.⊹˖ᯓ★. ݁₊ love at first like | a mark lee smau

synopsis : falling in love is easy. pretending to be in love? not so much. when a single accidental "like" on your post sends the internet into a frenzy, mark lee-world-famous idol and everyone's favorite golden boy-does the unthinkable: he asks you to fake date him. it’s a simple deal-some hand-holding, a few staged dates, and a contract promising it's all just for show. between late-night calls that last too long, lingering touches that weren't in the script, and the way mark starts looking at you like you're the only person in the room, the lines begin to blur. you don't know if you're pretending anymore.

pairing: idol!mark x composer!reader

genre: romance, fake dating, lil pinch of angst, fluff.

warnings: none i can think of for now. will be mostly written out chapters so.. be prepared.

taglist: open! just comment below to be included or send in an ask!

— started: 16th march 2025, ongoing.

— finished: tba.

chapters :

001 — oops.

002 — pr nightmare.

003 — contracts signed & hearts unprepared.

004 — the soft launch.

more tba!

LOVING the new banner (sooo cute) AND the new theme 🥹🥹

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𝐅𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐓𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 ⸝⸝ masterpost

( idol jeno x idol fem!reader ) ─── genre ⸝⸝ angst , slowburn , drama

synopsis ⸝⸝ in a world where love and ambition collide, two idols find themselves caught in a secret romance that begins as a thrilling escape from their demanding careers. but as the pressure of the industry intensifies, priorities shift, and what once felt like solace turns into something far more destructive. when love is tested by fame, expectations, and unspoken words, the hardest lesson is learning when to hold on—and when to let go.
warnings ⸝⸝ toxic relationship, miscommunication, emotional neglect, angst, heartbreak, verbal arguments, yelling, smut, cyberbullying, public scrutiny, emotional manipulation, regret, heavy emotional themes

estimated word count. 40-50k across chapters

⌕ elis note ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ so so excited to announce this story. i love it sm and i hope you will also !! to join taglist, fill out the form below and select the "faded spotlight option!!

taglist here !! ⋆.˚ library  !

CAN’T WAIT FOR THIS AHHH

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