Pinned
when you were mine in the dark
summary: 7x13. Paris. Bickering. One bed. And nightmares.
My rendition of what truly happened - from the assignment to the city to the sheets - just before the episode 7x13 Jet Lag.
NSFW.
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. To think I don't have her. To feel that I've lost her. To hear the immense night, more immense without her. And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass. What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her. The night is full of stars, and she is not with me. That's all. Far away, someone sings. Far away. My soul is lost without her.
seeing mutuals in my notes like yes...i'm entertaining the besties
When a fic doesn’t fit my head canons but it’s well-written
actually what's the worst thing a doctor has said or done to you
dean fell in love with a ball of light. I'm sorry but do you ever. do you ever realize. he literally fell in love with a star. and like who cares everyone loves the sun. everyone loves the stars. normal. but then the star actually looked at him and went. well i love you too. it's like that doctor who line about how you don't expect the sunset to love you back. but then IT DID. IT DOES. WHAT DO YOU EVEN DO WITH THAT????
Tiva: What If? fics
What if Tony and Ziva got divorced, and five years later, she works for the FBI ↳ Quick and Bitter, Slow and Sweet by @mrsmungus What if Ziva had accepted Tony's offer to go camping at the end of 10x13? ↳ a sky full of stars by @swiftlifeline What if Tali had been kidnapped in Ziva's farmhouse bombing? ↳ something permanent by @television-overload What if it was Ziva who shot Rivkin during his fight in 6x25 with Tony? ↳ That hopeful feeling when Eden was lost by @samwhity What if Tony got shot towards the end of 11x01 and ended up in a coma dream ↳ our love runs hotter than a fever dream by is_this_just_fantasy What if Tony started a relationship with Ziva instead of Jeanne in season 4? ↳ dominoes cascaded in a line by @indestinatus What if Ziva had been pregnant by the end of season 10? ↳ Not So Faint Lines Led Me To You by @sheistheweapon
GOD I just want to be CREATIVE but all my energy is being used to survive
this is one of those "you put it into words" kind of posts. right on.
I keep wondering why I'm not drawing and lamenting the lack of art in my life then I see a post like this and I'm like OHhh rightright right. The weight of the terrors.
Me as I lay in bed, longingly thinking of all the projects I have that I want to work on.
Every single fic update there is an author trying frantically to find the right balance between a nonchalant aside of "leave a comment if you enjoyed =)" and clinging desperately to the coat tails of a random stranger, dragging along behind them on the street wailing "Please, please! I have to know what you thought! I'm desperate to talk to people about this! Ask me about the alliterative repetition! Ask me about the symbolism!"
same for every other writing I'm posting even if it's not a fan fic I want to know what you think, to the detail! I want to be able to tell you the little details I could only imply because they are not important enough to make it
pleeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaassssss!
YOU CAN HAVE HIM