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I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. To think I don't have her. To feel that I've lost her. To hear the immense night, more immense without her. And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass. What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her. The night is full of stars, and she is not with me. That's all. Far away, someone sings. Far away. My soul is lost without her.

dean fell in love with a ball of light. I'm sorry but do you ever. do you ever realize. he literally fell in love with a star. and like who cares everyone loves the sun. everyone loves the stars. normal. but then the star actually looked at him and went. well i love you too. it's like that doctor who line about how you don't expect the sunset to love you back. but then IT DID. IT DOES. WHAT DO YOU EVEN DO WITH THAT????

Tiva: What If? fics

What if Tony and Ziva got divorced, and five years later, she works for the FBI Quick and Bitter, Slow and Sweet by @mrsmungus What if Ziva had accepted Tony's offer to go camping at the end of 10x13? a sky full of stars by @swiftlifeline What if Tali had been kidnapped in Ziva's farmhouse bombing? something permanent by @television-overload What if it was Ziva who shot Rivkin during his fight in 6x25 with Tony? That hopeful feeling when Eden was lost by @samwhity What if Tony got shot towards the end of 11x01 and ended up in a coma dream our love runs hotter than a fever dream by is_this_just_fantasy What if Tony started a relationship with Ziva instead of Jeanne in season 4? dominoes cascaded in a line by @indestinatus What if Ziva had been pregnant by the end of season 10? Not So Faint Lines Led Me To You by @sheistheweapon

dominoes cascaded in a line

summary: "There's someone I'd like you to meet."

What if—Jeanne didn’t exist, Kate was still alive, La Grenouille was a codename for Eli David, and… Tony was sent to start a relationship with Ziva instead?

GOD I just want to be CREATIVE but all my energy is being used to survive

this is one of those "you put it into words" kind of posts. right on.

I keep wondering why I'm not drawing and lamenting the lack of art in my life then I see a post like this and I'm like OHhh rightright right. The weight of the terrors.

Me as I lay in bed, longingly thinking of all the projects I have that I want to work on.

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Yet another fanfic writer ask game!

  1. Compliment your writing!
  2. How do you react to positive comments?
  3. How do you react to negative comments?
  4. Post a screenshot of one of your favorite comments
  5. Quote one of your fics out of context
  6. Vaguely spoil one of your fics without telling us which one it is
  7. Share the first line of your five most recently published fics
  8. Share the last line that you wrote
  9. Tell us your favorite thing to drink when you write
  10. Tell us your favorite thing to snack on when you write
  11. What fandom do you write for most often?
  12. What fandom do you want to write for more often?
  13. Do you ever write crossovers?
  14. What two fandoms would you write a crossover for?
  15. What fic of yours would you most like to rewrite?
  16. What is one of your favorite words or phrases to use in writing?
  17. What trope is your favorite to write?
  18. What trope have you not written yet, but want to?
  19. What headcanon do you always include in your stories?
  20. What was the last thing you researched for a story?
  21. What do you do when you get writer's block?
  22. When do you usually write? (day of the week or time of day)
  23. Where do you usually write?
  24. Which fic do you think is your funniest?
  25. Which fic do you think is your saddest?
  26. Which fic do you think is your scariest?
  27. Which fic do you think is your most adventurous?
  28. Which fic is closest to your heart?
  29. Which fic would you most like to have fan art done for?
  30. Which fic would you most like to have its own fanfic written for?
  31. Which fic would you most like to see made into a movie?
  32. Which fic would you most like to write a sequel to?
  33. Which of your fic titles is your favorite?
  34. What title do you want to use, but can't figure out a story to fit?
  35. Have you ever written a fic because you were inspired by a title?
  36. Have you ever written a fic because you were inspired by a song?
  37. Pick one of your fics and share three songs to go with it
  38. Pick three of your fics and share a song to go with each
  39. Pick one of your fics and share an image to go with it. (Unsplash is a good source)
  40. Pick one of your fics and share a quote to go with it (not a quote from the fic, but an outside quote that fits)
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Every single fic update there is an author trying frantically to find the right balance between a nonchalant aside of "leave a comment if you enjoyed =)" and clinging desperately to the coat tails of a random stranger, dragging along behind them on the street wailing "Please, please! I have to know what you thought! I'm desperate to talk to people about this! Ask me about the alliterative repetition! Ask me about the symbolism!"

same for every other writing I'm posting even if it's not a fan fic I want to know what you think, to the detail! I want to be able to tell you the little details I could only imply because they are not important enough to make it

pleeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaassssss!

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