Never Say Never
Never Say Never
Bethany House Books by Lisa Wingate
Daily, Texas
Talk of the Town
Word Gets Around
Never Say Never
Moses Lake
Larkspur Cove
Blue Moon Bay
Firefly Island
Wildwood Creek
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Wingate, Lisa.
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1. Drifters—Fiction. 2. City and town life—Fiction. 3. Texas—Fiction.
4. Love stories—Fiction. I. Title.
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To the homefolks of Burrel-Wingate Road
and points beyond—
the Tullys, Hidalgos, Joostens, and Kikers . . .
Thank you for wonderful memories of
hours spent along the coast.
And to
The determined, resilient folks of the Texas Gulf Coast,
Still rebuilding after Rita, Dolly, and Ike . . .
I wish you fair skies and gentle winds.
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Acknowledgments
W hen I’m out and about at book events, it never fails
that someone with a particular favorite among my
stories will ask me what inspired the book and how
much of it is true. After that, the discussion is a little like one
of those chats at a family reunion, in which a gaggle of aunts
sits near the vittles, eyeballing passing children and trying to
decide whom each one favors. “Why, he’s the spittin’ image of
Uncle Clee,” one will say, and another will argue, “Not either.
Clee had them big ol’ ears, remember? That child’s cute as a
bedbug. Looks just like his mama. Takes after the Lumleys, for
sure.” The arguments go on from there, and usually there are
as many opinions as aunts at the table.
Stories are a little like children. None of them drop out of
thin air. The DNA of Never Say Never was pieced together
from shreds of family history, bits of personal experience, a
few colorful real-life characters, and a hurricane tale or two
shared by readers and relatives along the way. As always, I’d
be remiss if I didn’t thank the folks who so kindly contrib-
uted.
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Thanks to our friends and family in southeast Texas for
always hosting us on trips to the coast, for chatting and talking
during the numerous “hurrications” of the past few years, and
for being willing to share hurricane experiences, even when it
was painful to recall them. To Uncle Buck McAdams, thanks
for sharing the long-ago hurricane story of floating mattresses
and flooded farmland that inspired Mamee’s history. You never
know when a chat over coffee will inspire a book. Thanks also
to reader friends for sharing evacuation stories and tales of
God’s little miracles along the way.
On the print and paper side of things, enormous gratitude
goes out to the amazing folks at Bethany House Publishers. To
Julie Klassen and Dave Long, you are simply the best editors a
writer could dream of. Thank you for your astute suggestions,
guidance, and encouragement along the way. Julie, thanks for
the notes in the margin—you’re as good an editor as you are a
writer, and that’s saying a lot. To the awesome folks in publicity,
marketing, and art—what can I say? Even when you’re making
snow at forty below there in Minneapolis, you’re coming up
with hot new ideas. To my agent, Claudia Cross, at Sterling
Lord Literistic, once again, thanks.
Lastly (but not leastly), my thanks once again goes out to my
family for being . . . well . . . awesome, and always willing to
eat “deadline dinners,” otherwise known as frozen pizzas and
peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. Thank you to my friend
Theresa Loman for creating wonderful digital scrapbook pages
for my website and to top tech guru and friend Ed Stevens for
online help, video production, website assistance, and especially
for your encouragement. How lucky I am to have such friends.
Thank you also to reader friends far and near for sending notes,
sharing stories, recommending the books to friends and book
clubs, and delivering encouragement on days when I needed a
pick-me-up. Little angels must whisper in your ears, because
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every time a mullygrub day comes along, a sweet note arrives.
God does His best work through the people we meet on our
journeys. Thank you, all of you, for being my peeps and for
your little acts of kindness. What a blessing!
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When thou passest through the waters,
I will be with thee; and through the rivers,
they shall not overflow thee.
Isaiah 43:2
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Chapter 1
Donetta Bradford
Y ou’d imagine, livin’ high and dry in the middle of Texas,
with the jackrabbits and the prickly pears, you wouldn’t
close your eyes at night and feel the water. In this coun-
try, people think of water like the narrow string that runs over
the rocks in Caney Creek, or drifts long, and slow, and lazy
down the Brazos or the Guadalupe. But when I close my eyes,
I feel the kind of water that surrounds you and seeps into your
mind and soul, until you breathe in and out with the tides.
Where, in heaven’s name, would a person get a dream like
that in Daily, Texas, where the caliche-rock ground’s so hard
the county’s got no need to pave roads—they just clear a trail
and let folks drive on it. It’ll harden up quick enough and stay
that way three quarters of the year while the farmers and the
ranchers watch the sky and hope for rain. Life here hasn’t got
much to do with water, except in the waiting for it. But every
night when I close my eyes, I feel a tide, rockin’ back and forth
under my body. I been feeling it for sixty-nine and a half years
now, long as I can remember. I never did anything about it, nor
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told anybody. They’d think I was nutty as a bullbat, and when
you’re a businesswoman in a small town, well, you got to protect
your reputation. That goes double if you’re the hairdresser, and
a redhead. We all know what kind of reputation hairdressers
and redheads got.
All that’s even more important for someone whose people,
historically speaking, ain’t from Daily. In a little town, even if
you been there all your life, you’re not native unless you can
trace your roots back generations. There’s still folks that’ll point
out (in a backhanded way mostly, because they’re all gonna need
a haircut sooner or later) that I’m only a Daily girl by half, on
my father’s side. On the other side, there’s a bit of scandal the
biddies still cluck about.
My daddy was what you’d call a prodigal. After leaving be-
hind his fine, upstandin’ family and a half-dozen brokenhearted
girls of marriageable age in Daily, he wandered the world for so
long everyone thought he’d either landed in jail or got hisself
killed in a barroom fight. Then one day, he showed up at my
grandparents’ hotel building on Main Street, as mysterious as
he left. He wasn’t alone, either. He was driving a 1937 Chevy
folks thought he musta got in a bank robbery, and he had a
girl in the passenger seat. When she stepped out, my grandma
Eldridge fainted right there on the spot. The girl was pregnant,
and she was Cajun, and a Catholic. She was thumbin’ a rosary
ninety-to-nothin’.
It’s hard to say which one of them three things Grandma
Eldridge fainted over, but it took her two full weeks to get over
the shock and humiliation, and welcome my mama into the
family. By then, I guess there wasn’t much choice. My daddy
was married to the girl, and I was on the way. Grandma Eldridge
was happy as a boardin’ house pup when I come out with the
Eldridge bluish-gray eyes and light-colored skin.
When she’d tell me that story, years after my mama’d passed
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on, I never understood it. My mama, with her hair the deep
auburn of fall leaves, and her olive skin, and her eyes so dark
you couldn’t see the centers, was beautiful, exotic like a movie
star. When she talked, the words fell from her mouth with a lilt
that made her voice ebb and flow like the currents in the bayou.
Mama’s people knew the water. They lived on it, and farmed
rice alongside it, and felt it in their very souls.
Every summer, Mama gathered me and my little brother,
Frank, and carried us on the train to southeast Texas to see her
people. I’d come back afterward and tell everyone in Daily that
Mama’s family lived on a plain old farm, just like folks in Daily.
That was as far from true as the east is from the west. Those
trips to see the Chiassons were like going to a whole other world.
After my mama passed on, there weren’t any more lies to tell.
Daddy never sent us back to her people, and I didn’t hear from
them, and the secrets from that final summer, when I turned
fifteen on the bayou—the biggest secrets of all—never got told.
I thought I’d take the secrets to my grave. And maybe I
would’ve if Imagene Doll, my best friend since we started
school together at Daily Primary, hadn’t got a wild hair to
celebrate her seventieth birthday by catching a cruise ship out
of the harbor near Perdida, Texas.
It’s funny how from seventeen to seventy can be the blink
of an eye, all of a sudden. Every time we talked about that
cruise, I had a little shiver up my spine. I tried not to think too
hard about it, but I had a strange feeling this trip was gonna
change everything. That feeling hung on me like a polyester
shirt straight out of the clothes dryer, all clingy and itchy.
The day we sat looking at the map, using a highlighter to
draw the path we’d take to the coast, static crackled on my skin,
popping up gooseflesh. I imagined them east-Texas roads, the
piney woods growin’ high and thick, towering over the lumber
trucks as they crawled with their heavy loads. I followed the line
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down to the bayou country, where the rice farmers worked their
flooded fields and the gators came up on the levies to gather
the noonday sun. Where the secret I’d kept all these years lay
buried, even yet.
“Are we really gonna do this?” Imagene asked, tracing the
road with her finger. A little shimmy ran across her shoulders.
Imagene’d never got out in a boat on anything bigger than a
farm pond in her life. Even though we’d already booked the
trip and paid our money, she was trying to wriggle off like a
worm on a hook. Sometimes what looks like a wild hair at first
looks harebrained later on.
Across the table, Lucy, who came from Japan originally (so
she ain’t afraid of water), had her eyebrows up, like two big
question marks in her forehead. Her mind was set on taking
the cruise. After all these years away from the island country
where she was born, she wanted to see the ocean again.
They were both looking at me, waiting to see what I’d say,
since right now the vote was one for and one against. I knew
they’d probably go for it if I told them, Oh hang, let’s just go
to Six Flags instead. It’d be lots easier. We can ride the loop-
de-loop and say we done somethin’ adventuresome before we
turned seventy.
I sat there, staring out the window of my beauty shop, where
the wavy old glass still read DAILY HOTEL—from back in the
day when wool, cotton, and mohair kept the town hoppin’—
and it come to my mind that I’d been staring at that same
window almost every day of my whole, entire life. How many
times over the years had Imagene and me hatched an idea to do
something different, then sat there and talked ourselves right
back into the same old chairs?
Imagene swished a fly away from her cup. Early September
like this, the flies hung thick as molasses under the awnings on
Main Street.
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“You know, it’s maybe not the smartest thing to be headin’
down to the coast when there’s a hurricane coming in,” Ima-
gene pointed out.
Lucy frowned, her eyebrows falling flat. “I hear it on TV the
storm is head to Mec-i-co.” That was Lucy’s way of saying she
thought we ought to go ahead with the cruise, but she wasn’t
gonna be pushy. If Lucy had a disagreeable bone in her body,
it hadn’t poked through the skin in the forty years she’d been
in the beauty shop with me.
Imagene’s lips moved like she had something stuck in her
teeth and couldn’t get it out. She did that when she was nervous.
If I let her cogitate long enough, she’d spit out our adventure
like a bone in the sausage. She’d decide it was safer for us to
stay home, because that’s Imagene—careful as the day is long.
She was already in a fret about packing all the right things, and
asking my brother, Frank, to water her flowers and feed her cat.
She was even worried about whether the cat (which was a stray
she didn’t want to begin with) might get lonely and run off.
Last night, she’d sat down and wrote letters to all of her
kids and grandkids. She left them on the kitchen table—just
in case we, and the whole cruise boat, got shipwrecked on a
desert island and never come back.
“We’re goin’ on this trip,” I told her, and Imagene sunk in
her chair a little. She was hoping for Six Flags. “I checked on
the intra-net this mornin’, and it said the boat was leavin’ at
four p.m. tomorrow out of Perdida, right on schedule. I even
called the toll-free number, and they told me once we get on the
boat, it’ll sail right around the storm, and there’s not a thing
to worry about.”
“That’s just what people say when there is somethin’ to
worry about.” Imagene took a sip of her coffee, her lips work-
ing again. “Hurricane Glorietta’s somethin’ to worry about.
She’s a whopper. A person hadn’t ought to be goin’ out on the
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ocean when there’s a storm like that around, Donetta. It’s . . .
silly . . . reckless, even.”
Reckless. The word felt good in my mind. “We’re near sev-
enty years old, Imagene. If we’re ever gonna get reckless, we
better start now.”
“I hadn’t got any desire to turn reckless.” Imagene tipped
her nose up and squinted through her bifocals. She looked a
hundred years old when she did that.
“The lady from the cruise line said boats sail around storms
all the time. They got to durin’ hurricane season.”
Imagene’s eyes went wide, and I knew right away hurricane
season was the wrong thing to say. I got that All-timer’s disease,
I think, on account of I’m all the time saying things I didn’t even
know were in my brain yet. I don’t lie much because mostly
these days, there ain’t time for it.
“We ought not to of booked a cruise durin’ hurricane sea-
son.” Imagene’s voice was shaky, and she had worry lines big
as corn furrows around her mouth. “Someone shoulda thought
of that.” By someone, she meant me. It was me that finally
(after weeks of idle yappin’ about how we were gonna do this
big thing) got on the intra-net, looked at prices, and found us
a cruise.
“They’re cheaper right now. We saved almost half.” I didn’t
mention it, but without the savings, Lucy never coulda come
up with the money to go in the first place.
“Well, that right there oughta tell you somethin’.” Imagene
was headed into a nervous rigor now, for sure.
“What oughta?”
“That it’s cheaper by half. Of course it’s cheap when you
might get sucked up in a hurricane and never come back.”
“Like Gilligan I-lans,” Lucy popped off, and grinned. It was
hard to say whether the joke was helpful or not.
“Those ships hit things sometimes.” Imagene stared hard
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at the pecan pie she’d barely touched. “They hit a rock, or a
iceberg, and next thing you know, you’re in the drink.”
I leveled a finger at her. “You turned on Titanic last night,
didn’t you?” The minute I saw that movie was on, I’d called
Imagene’s house and told her not to go to channel 136. She
musta clicked it right away.
She tipped her chin up, like a kid turning away a spoonful
of green peas. “I just saw a minute’s worth.”
“I watch it all,” Lucy chimed in.
“For heaven’s sake, you two! There’s no icebergs in the Gulf
a’ Mexico.” I stood up and started gathering coffee cups, be-
cause if we sat there any longer, our trip would be ruined. “If we
don’t go like we planned, every last soul in town’s gonna know
about it, and we’ll be the laughingstock. Just think what Betty
Prine and her snooty bunch’ll say.” I pictured the next meeting
of the Daily Literary Society. They’d be happy as cows on clo-
ver, havin’ us for lunch right along with the finger sandwiches.
Betty’d been thumbing her nose at me and whispering for weeks
about how three ladies our age didn’t have any business driving
all the way to the coast alone. “Come wild horses or high water,
we’re going on this cruise. We’re getting up in the mornin’ and
we’re headin’ for the water, and that’s it. I’ll be over to your
house at seven a.m. to help load the cooler, Imagene, then we
go after Lucy and we’re off.”
“We’re off, all right.” Imagene looked like her dog’d just
died, instead of like a gal headed on vacation. “Frank said he’d
take my van tonight and gas it up, then check all the belts and
hoses one more time, just to be sure. He thinks we hadn’t ought
to be driving to the coast by ourselves, though. And especially
with a hurricane comin’ in.”
“Oh, for heaven’s sake, Imagene, you and my brother act
like we’re about to get the roll call up yonder. We’re grown
women. It’s six hours’ drive—if that. And Kemp’s got me fixed
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up with a special page on my new little laptop computer. It
tells everything about the cruise. I’ve had the computer going
all day long, and nothin’s changed with the weather or the
boardin’ time. I tried to tell Frank that, but you know how he
feels about computers.”
“Frank’s only looking after us.” Imagene was defending
Frank, of course.
Lately, when Frank and I had the kind of disagreements broth-
ers and sisters have, Imagene took Frank’s side. My brother’d
been over at Imagene’s even more than usual—mowing the
lawn, helping her with her garden, stopping by to get a sample
when she was baking pies for the Daily Café. Once or twice,
I’d looked at the two of them and wondered . . . well . . . him
being a widower, and her a widow, and all . . .
I slapped a hand on the table to knock Imagene out of her
funk. “Come on, y’all. Take off them long faces. We’re gonna
have an adventure bigger than our wildest dreams. I can feel
it in my bones!”
That night, what I felt in my bones was the water. Ronald
was down the hall snoring in his easy chair, the sound rushing
in and out like the tide. I closed my eyes and let the waves seep
under my bed, lifting the mattress, floating me away to that
secret place I’d never told anyone about. Imagene and Lucy
didn’t know it, but this trip to Perdida was gonna take us within
a whisper of the mystery I’d been wondering about since my
last summer on the bayou.
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