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Han Se-mi.

@380semi

โ€œ๐™๐™ž๐™œ๐™๐™ฉ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฌ, ๐™ž๐™› ๐™„ ๐™ก๐™š๐™›๐™ฉ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™จ ๐™ฅ๐™ก๐™–๐™˜๐™š, ๐™„'๐™™ ๐™๐™–๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™›๐™–๐™˜๐™š ๐™จ๐™ค๐™ข๐™š๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™š๐™ซ๐™š๐™ฃ ๐™จ๐™˜๐™–๐™ง๐™ž๐™š๐™ง.โ€œ
๐™๐™š๐™–๐™ก ๐™–๐™œ๐™š: 20 - ๐™ข๐™™๐™ฃ๐™ž

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โ™ฑโ˜†โ™ฑ Han Se-mi โ™ฑโ˜†โ™ฑ

"You won't last in a place like this." โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ” Warning! SFW/NSFW - MDNI 18+ Interactions will be marked pink. OOC Posts/Interactions will be marked blue. โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ” Character Description. โบโ€งโ‚Šหš เฝเฝฒโ‹†โ™ฑโ‹†เฝ‹เพ€ หšโ‚Šโ€งโบโบโ€งโ‚Šหš เฝเฝฒโ‹†โ™ฑโ‹†เฝ‹เพ€ หšโ‚Šโ€งโบโบโ€งโ‚Šหš เฝเฝฒโ‹†โบ โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜ 27 years old Female Bisexual born in Yangju, South Korea โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜ Se-mi is bold and determined. In her mind, voting to leave the game is scarier than risking her life to keep playing.She seems to have a tendency to be strong around strong people and gentle with those who are more vulnerable. She also seems to be not afraid to defend people โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜ Likes. โบโ€งโ‚Šหš เฝเฝฒโ‹†โ™ฑโ‹†เฝ‹เพ€ หšโ‚Šโ€งโบโบโ€งโ‚Šหš เฝเฝฒโ‹†โ™ฑโ‹†เฝ‹เพ€ หšโ‚Šโ€งโบโบโ€งโ‚Šหš เฝเฝฒโ‹†โบ - Spending time with loved ones, especially her twin sister, Min-nie, and her little sister, Nari - Watching superhero movies, especially Spider-Man with Andrew Garfield.
- Animals, especially her cat Muffin.
- Helping people, especially when it involves her family. - Cozy, relaxed environments where she can unwind. - Collecting small trinkets or souvenirs from special moments. - Heartfelt gestures that show thoughtfulness. - Her favorite person in the world, is her boyfriend @seo-yeon123. โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜โซ˜
Backstory. โบโ€งโ‚Šหš เฝเฝฒโ‹†โ™ฑโ‹†เฝ‹เพ€ หšโ‚Šโ€งโบโบโ€งโ‚Šหš เฝเฝฒโ‹†โ™ฑโ‹†เฝ‹เพ€ หšโ‚Šโ€งโบโบโ€งโ‚Šหš เฝเฝฒโ‹†โบ Se-miโ€™s life changed when her father passed away. Her mom, once full of life, became burdened with worry, working long hours to make ends meet. Se-Mi hated seeing her struggle, feeling helpless as she watched her mom grow more exhausted by the day. She wanted to help, to give her mom a chance at a better life, free from constant stress. So, Se-mi set out to make money, hoping that with enough, they could buy a new home and start over. But no matter how hard she tried, the obstacles seemed endless. Desperate to help her mom, Se-mi found herself considering options she never thought she wouldโ€”anything to give them both the fresh start they so desperately needed. โ—ฃโ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ—ข

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!NEW ALBUM OUT NOW! : Lovertype

Track List:

1. โ€œFlirt in the Moonlightโ€

Genre: Funky pop with retro synths

Vibe: Late-night flirtation, smooth moves, neon lights.

Concept: He sees someone across the room and turns on his charm. Fans love the cheeky smiles and silky falsetto.

2. โ€œVelvet Heartโ€

Genre: R&B-pop

Vibe: Sensual and slow, with velvety vocals.

Concept: A song for intimate momentsโ€”loving someone so gently itโ€™s like touching velvet.

3. โ€œOnly When You Smileโ€

Genre: Bright acoustic pop

Vibe: Heartwarming, sunny, and pure.

Concept: The whole world fades when they smile. Fans describe this one as โ€œboyfriend material in a song.โ€

4. โ€œCall Me Yoursโ€

Genre: Upbeat dance-pop

Vibe: Playful, confident, fan-service heavy.

Concept: Heโ€™s daring them to take the lead and claim him. Itโ€™s catchy, bold, and screams fan favorite.

5. โ€œMidnight Confessionโ€

Genre: Synth ballad

Vibe: Mysterious, emotional, dreamy.

Concept: Alone at night, he finally admits everything heโ€™s been hiding in his heart.

6. โ€œRain on Sundayโ€

Genre: Soft R&B with lo-fi beats

Vibe: Comforting and emotional.

Concept: A love that feels like home. Perfect for rainy day playlists and quiet moments.

7. โ€œKiss Me Laterโ€

Genre: Retro-pop with 80s vibes

Vibe: Teasing, high-energy, flirty.

Concept: A fun chase between two people who know whatโ€™s comingโ€”but want to enjoy the wait.

8. โ€œIf You Knewโ€

Genre: Emotional power ballad

Vibe: Vulnerable, powerful vocals.

Concept: The pain of loving someone in silence. A fan favorite for live stages with raw emotion.

FINALLY OMG! CAN WE GO TO ONE OF THE CONCERTS! @seo-yeon123

YES OFC BABYYY

YAY FMFKFLFLร–Fร–Sร–D

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closed starter for @380semi

minsuโ€™s attention remains fixed on his lap, where he absentmindedly tugs at a loose thread of fabric upon the green tracksuit each player had been dressed into, a thought that sends a pitiful shiver along the length of his spine. he avoids looking to the woman entirely, her presence heavy and intimidating. he isnโ€™t sure where the remainder of their supposed group has gone, leaving only the two of them sat by the bunks. softly, minsu swallows. โ€œyou donโ€™tโ€ฆ really want me to call you noona, right?โ€

Se-Mi softens the moment she catches the tremble in Minsuโ€™s voice. Her posture shiftsโ€”less guarded, less sharpโ€”and she leans forward a bit, resting her elbows on her knees as she glances at him with something closer to concern than curiosity. โ€œYeahโ€ฆ,โ€ she says gently, her voice warm now. โ€œJust call me Se-mi or Sem for short.โ€ She smiles, small but real. โ€œYou donโ€™t have to be nervous around me, Minsu. I know this place isโ€ฆ horrible. Itโ€™s okay to be scared.โ€ Her gaze drops to the thread in his fingers, then back up to his face. โ€œHey. You wanna talk about something else? Get your mind off it? We could play a dumb game or something. Anything to make this place feel a little less awful.โ€

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open starter! โ™ก

junhee closes her eyes for a moment, willing herself to draw a lingering breath in and out. it works, at least partially, to dull the familiar mixture of pressing pain and nausea that overcomes her briefly. โ€œhere,โ€ she offers quietly, handing her tray and the remainder of itโ€™s food to the person closest to her. โ€œi donโ€™t think i can eat anymore.โ€ junhee forces a small smile, assuring the other that itโ€™s okay. sheโ€™d rather her food not go to waste, after all. after a beat of silence, she places her hand upon her stomach. โ€œi wonder what the next game will be.โ€

*Se-Mi glances over at Junhee, her brows knitting together with quiet concern as she accepts the tray. She doesnโ€™t say anything at firstโ€”just watches Junhee for a moment too long, the usual fire in her eyes softened by something gentler. She shifts the tray to one hand and uses the other to nudge Junheeโ€™s shoulder lightly.* โ€œHey,โ€ *she says, voice low,* โ€œyou okay? You look paleโ€ฆ paler than usual, I mean.โ€ *Thereโ€™s a teasing lilt to her tone, but the worry in her eyes doesnโ€™t match the joke. She sits beside her, setting the tray down between them instead of keeping it for herself, like sheโ€™s not really hungry either. Her gaze flicks to Junheeโ€™s hand on her stomach.* โ€œThe next game, huh?โ€ *she murmurs, almost like sheโ€™s talking to herself now* โ€œHopefully something lessโ€ฆ bloody this time. Though thatโ€™s probably wishful thinking.โ€ *Then, quieterโ€”barely above a whisper:* โ€œWhatever it is, justโ€ฆ stick close to me, alright?โ€

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Dumb and Dumber - @380semi - Se-mi x Hayden *CLOSED RP*

"How can you be so smart yet so dumb at the same time?" These words didn't bother Hayden one bit, she actually just laughed it off before responding "I could say the same to you...honestly. We are both dumb as shit but still so smart. Smartest people that exist. I promise you that" she wraps her arm around her friend. "Two of a kind. No one else can match our greatness. Don't you think?" she places her cigarette between her lips and then ruffles her friend's hair before taking a long drag of her cigarette. She blows the smoke out slowly before letting go of her. "I like to think how I'm both a genius and yet so stupid is part of my charm....what do you think?"

"So even your boyfriend isn't worth the effort? Yikes" she laughs "It's not cheating...I feel like if your boyfriend can't give you everything you need and it's someone you are already close with then he knows you won't suddenly leave him for that person then there's not issue. But if you are concerned just text the turd and see if he's okay with us being fuck buddies as well as besties" she grins "No games, just us showing how much we know each other and how much more we want to know each other" she sipped her own drink then hugged her from behind and nibbled on her ear "Fuck, you should call him now. The idea of you talking to him while I touch you...that's hot" she spoke sensually into her ear, her breath hot against her flesh. She adored the idea of making that crummy boyfriend squirm and she knew it was pretty easy "I like knowing I can do what he does but better..." she laughed softly.

Se-Mi shivered slightly at the feeling of Haydenโ€™s breath on her ear, the teasing tone setting her nerves alight in the best way. But she didnโ€™t pull awayโ€”if anything, she leaned back into the warmth of her arms, letting herself sink into the moment. โ€œYouโ€™re really trying to stir shit up, huh?โ€ she murmured, a little breathless but with a smirk tugging at her lips. โ€œYou love chaos almost as much as you love proving youโ€™re better than someone else.โ€ Her hand slipped down to rest gently on Haydenโ€™s thigh as they swayed together, her touch slow and careful. โ€œItโ€™s not that he isnโ€™t worth the effortโ€ฆ itโ€™s just different. Safe. Calm. With you?โ€ She turned slightly to meet Haydenโ€™s gaze, eyes smoldering. โ€œItโ€™s heat. Risk. Curiosity I donโ€™t even want to explain.โ€ A flush colored her cheeksโ€”not from embarrassment, but anticipation. โ€œYou wanna make him squirm? Then maybe I will call. Maybe Iโ€™ll ask him. Not to hurt himโ€ฆ but because part of me wants to see what heโ€™d say if he really knew what I wanted.โ€ She tilted her head, letting Hayden nibble, her voice now low and breathy. โ€œBut letโ€™s be clearโ€ฆ if we do this, itโ€™s not about replacing anyone. Itโ€™s about you and meโ€ฆ making each other feel good in ways no one else can.โ€ Then, with a small laugh, she added, โ€œAnd if I end up ruining you for other girlsโ€ฆ thatโ€™s your problem, not mine.โ€

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Dumb and Dumber - @380semi - Se-mi x Hayden *CLOSED RP*

"How can you be so smart yet so dumb at the same time?" These words didn't bother Hayden one bit, she actually just laughed it off before responding "I could say the same to you...honestly. We are both dumb as shit but still so smart. Smartest people that exist. I promise you that" she wraps her arm around her friend. "Two of a kind. No one else can match our greatness. Don't you think?" she places her cigarette between her lips and then ruffles her friend's hair before taking a long drag of her cigarette. She blows the smoke out slowly before letting go of her. "I like to think how I'm both a genius and yet so stupid is part of my charm....what do you think?"

Se-Mi snorted, shaking her head as she leaned against the wall with her arms crossed. "Oh, absolutely. Pure genius. The kind that walks into a glass door and then writes a ten-page thesis on quantum mechanics right after." She smirked, watching Hayden with amused eyes. She waved a hand dramatically. "But you know what? You're right. No one else can match our greatness. The world simply isnโ€™t ready for two chaotic masterminds like us." She wrinkled her nose slightly as Hayden took a drag of her cigarette, then flicked her friendโ€™s forehead. "And part of that so-called 'charm' of yours is also making dumb decisions with confidence. Which, honestly, I respect. It's an art form at this point." Se-Mi grinned before leaning in slightly. "So, what's our next brilliant, stupid move?"

"Well...no....more like..an idiot who gets into a fistfight at a bar when drunk but is also smart and cool and does awesome skateboard tricks. Plus I did decent in school. I only dropped out because of life and my garbage parents. Not that I'm the smartest when it comes to book smarts but I am smart when it comes to life and other things" She takes another drag of her cigarette and blows it in her friend's face as retaliation "I did not plan ahead, that's what makes it so much more fun, you decide in the moment. Planning ahead is for smart people who refuse to be dumb once and a while" she laughs tapping her cigarette to release some of the ashes. She then places it in her mouth and checks her phone. She replies to a text and then holds the cigarette "What do you want to do? I'm tired of deciding everything. I know I'm so cool, amazing, and everything you wish you were....but I'm also out of ideas. We could go skateboarding....go bug the shit out of that stupid boyfriend of yours.." she liked annoying her friend's boyfriend since he was like a dumb brother to her "Or..." she finishes her cigarette then shrugs "We can go get shitfaced and just see where the evening takes us"

Se-Mi coughed dramatically, waving the smoke out of her face. "You're such an asshole," she muttered, though there was no real heat behind it. She smirked, watching Hayden check her phone. "See, I could argue that planning ahead is what keeps us from getting arrested, but honestly? Whereโ€™s the fun in that?" She shoved her hands in her pockets, rocking on her heels. "Skateboarding sounds fun, but you know Iโ€™ll just end up busting my ass while you do some insane trick like itโ€™s nothing. As for bugging my boyfriend?" She grinned. "Tempting. Very tempting." She tilted her head in thought. "Getting shitfaced and seeing where the night takes us... now that is a true test of our genius-stupidity balance. Do we get into trouble? Do we have the time of our lives? Who knows? Thatโ€™s the fun part." Se-Mi clapped her hands together. "Alright, screw it. Let's get drunk and see if we wake up in another city or just on my floor surrounded by terrible life choices. Either way, itโ€™s a win."

"Hey hey, getting into trouble is how we have the time of our lives. Come on. That's the best part!" she rolls her eyes "Fine but don't try to make out with me, if it happens more than once I will tell your boyfriend. He may be into it....or he may be mad...I have no fucking clue" she laughs stubs out the last bit of her cigarette then nods "Let's get changed. I am not dressing fancy but I want to at least look nice...since we are at my place and fuck it if I'm walking to yours...you can borrow something to wear" she heads upstairs to her room and pulls out some clothing options. She changes into some baggy jeans and chunky sneakers. She puts on a tank top with a tattered sweater with holes and frayed edges that gave off a grunge vibe. She then added some simple stud earrings and a simple chain necklace and touched up her natural makeup before checking her hair. She then tossed her friend a similar outfit but with a grunge-style hoodie instead of a sweater, the hoodie was a bit oversized so unzipped it could be worn off the shoulders a bit and would look cool.

Se-Mi snorted, following her upstairs with a crooked grin. "You act like I try to make out with you. That was one time and I was very drunk, okay? And also, he would absolutely be into it. But Iโ€™ll behave. Probably." She caught the hoodie mid-air and held it up with a smirk. "Damn, you really do love me. This is hot. Grunge twins about to wreak havoc on the streets." She tossed off her current clothes and changed right there, totally unbothered, shimmying into the hoodie, high-waisted black shorts, and a pair of ripped tights she found in Haydenโ€™s drawer without asking. โ€œOkay but likeโ€ฆ if we donโ€™t get arrested tonight, Iโ€™ll be kind of disappointed." She reached for some eyeliner and darkened her waterline a little, then tied her hair up messily, some strands falling around her face. "Also, we better get good pictures. If Iโ€™m gonna spiral, I at least wanna look hot doing it." She struck a pose in the mirror, then turned to Hayden. "How do I look? Chaos incarnate? Your cool but clearly emotionally unstable partner in crime?" She grinned wide. "Letโ€™s go, bitch. Letโ€™s ruin the nightโ€”in the best way."

"If given permission I'd fuck you in front of him...so don't tease me like that. If you think your boyfriend is a cuck...play it up...cause then you can have so much more fun" she grins then rolls her eyes "You always seem to find clothes my ex left around...girly shit" she motioned to the shorts and tights but waved it off "Hey, I don't want to get arrested...I just want the risk of getting arrested...actual jail time is not fun" she wraps her arm around her friend's waist then grabs her ass playfully, she was always flirting with her, heck if she was offered to join in a poly thing with Se-Mi and her bf she'd gladly accept, on top of that it seemed Se-Mi didn't mind the flirting since it was mostly just playing around. She took some selfies of them together and then nodded "Let's go ya hoe" She headed out of the room and downstairs. She glances back "Want to pregame or go in sober? Pregaming might save us some money on booze. Buuuut I don't care what we do" she shrugs her shoulders.

Se-Mi barked out a laugh, shaking her head as she followed Hayden downstairs. "Girl, if I didnโ€™t know you were mostly joking, Iโ€™d have to start renegotiating my relationship terms." She smirked, throwing an arm around Haydenโ€™s shoulders. "But hey, if we ever do go poly? Youโ€™re top of the list. My boyfriend might actually cry from joyโ€”or confusion. Probably both." She glanced down at the shorts and tights combo and rolled her eyes. "Girly shit my ass. I make this look hot. Your ex had taste, Iโ€™ll give him thatโ€”not in partners, but definitely in clothes." At the grab on her ass, Se-Mi just swatted her friendโ€™s hand with a playful scoff. "Youโ€™re lucky I love you. And that I have a high tolerance for chaotic bisexual energy." She posed for the selfies like a pro, making one serious, one duck face, and then one where she fake-bit Haydenโ€™s shoulder. Afterward, she pulled her phone out. "Alright, letโ€™s definitely pregame. Iโ€™ve got that bottle of soju hidden behind your cereal box. You know, the one I stashed there three hangouts ago." She grabbed it, popped the cap off dramatically, and held it out. "To being hot, dumb, and probably making a series of reckless decisions weโ€™ll laugh about or cry over tomorrow." She smirked. "Bottoms up, bitch."

"You clearly know nothing about me you tard...I am fully serious" She laughed then nodded "Maybe talk to him 'cause I wanna make that man cry...I doubt he's ever met a dominant woman in his life...while you are....close...you are still nothing compared to me" she lifts her chin and leans in close like she was about to kiss her. "I am a top in most sexual situations...even with men I tend to be dominant, so getting your little boyfriend to whimper would be cute...or make him watch me make you whimper...either way...I'd love to see him lose his mind" Instead of kissing her she let their noses bump lightly then she let go and walked past her to go get some drinks "My ex cheated on me with my enemy, she was very much an idiot when it came to picking partners...anyone who can leave me has bad taste...while I was in a bad place and maybe I was a shitbag...cheating? I do not agree with cheating...ever" she nods "I am probably too old to be this dumb, but I don't care anymore" She takes the bottle and downs a bunch before passing it back. "I'm ready to fuck shit up!"

Se-Miโ€™s eyes narrowed, a sharp, wicked smirk tugging at her lips. She didnโ€™t flinch, didnโ€™t look awayโ€”if anything, she stepped forward when Hayden leaned in, her gaze locked and voice low. โ€œOh, fully serious, huh? You talk a big game, babe. But if you ever actually followed through?โ€ Her voice dipped, honey-slick and dangerous, โ€œYouโ€™d find out real quick Iโ€™m not as easy to handle as I look.โ€ She let their noses brush, not pulling away eitherโ€”just letting the tension sizzle between them before Hayden stepped past. Se-Mi clicked her tongue, clearly amused. โ€œYou're not wrong though. He has never met a woman like you. And Iโ€™m very curious what would happen if I let you break him. Or both of us.โ€ She turned to watch Hayden pour the drinks, biting her lip with a glint in her eye. โ€œDonโ€™t tempt me unless youโ€™re ready to actually fuck me up and destroy my body.โ€ She walked over, grabbed the bottle, and took a long swig, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand. โ€œAnd listen,โ€ she added, a little more serious, โ€œyour ex was a goddamn idiot. You donโ€™t cheat on someone like you. You donโ€™t *leave* someone like you. But them being stupid just means their loss is everyone else's gain.โ€ Se-Mi stepped in close again, practically chest to chest, and tilted her head. โ€œToo old to be this dumb?โ€ she whispered. โ€œNah. Youโ€™re the perfect amount of dumb. Letโ€™s go set the world on fire, hot stuff.โ€ She smacked Haydenโ€™s ass on her way to the door. โ€œI call first round of drinks. You handle chaos.โ€

"I've never followed through because as much as I'm a terrible piece of crap...I don't believe in cheating. So I would never do anything that leads to my friend cheating on her boyfriend" she laughs "You may be a handful but you are nothing like me...trust...the shit I've been through...for fuck sake Se-mi I used to do underground fighting for the sick pleasure of getting hurt...I'd even pick bar fights for the same reason" she shook her head "I was an abusive alcoholic at the time...she had every right to leave me...but cheating...that went too far...I fucking snapped and left the country for a few years" She rolls her eyes "I got mostly sober though...I only drink on the weekends or with friends...I stopped hard drugs and I'm not the violent idiot anymore. I now only hurt people who are stupid and deserve it, like gross men who grab asses at the bar or ugly meatheads who think their shit doesn't stink" She laughs and then heads out of the apartment with her, she shuts the door behind them and locks it "Plus another crazy thing that sets us apart...all my fucked up kinks. I see you having pretty normal kinks if not...maybe even being pretty vanilla with that boy of yours" She heads downstairs and outside "I used to get off on fist fights. I liked being choked so much that I'd almost pass out, I loved knife and blood play. All the kinky stuff...one ex took it a bit far" she rubs her shoulder "I have a wonky heart-shaped scar because of it. Fucker couldn't even do a good job. He was a shitbag anyway...only wanted to fuck....constantly.." she had only stayed with him as punishment for hurting her ex-girlfriend so badly and it worked out well since she had suffered quite a bit of trauma from being with him "Fuck I got pregnant with that prick...lost the damn kid early on and he didn't even bat an eye" she had been pregnant just long enough to know she was having a boy but then lost the pregnancy due to stress. She spoke of it casually now but back then she had been so badly hurt by that man, he was one of two men she had ever dated, any other time it was women she was with since it was what she preferred.

โ€œDamn,โ€ she said, not mocking or sarcasticโ€”just honest. โ€œYou really have been through hell and clawed your way out of it, huh?โ€ She glanced at her friend, eyes softer now, laced with something like admiration. โ€œAnd youโ€™re still standing. Still laughing. Still hot as fuck. Thatโ€™s not just survival, thatโ€™s power.โ€ She bumped Haydenโ€™s shoulder with her own. โ€œI respect the hell outta you, yโ€™know? Not because of all the crazy shitโ€”though, yeah, thatโ€™s metal as fuckโ€”but because you came out of it and chose to be better. People like to glorify brokenness, but they donโ€™t understand how goddamn hard it is to fix yourself and not just keep breaking others.โ€ She pulled out the bottle again, offering it up. โ€œI may not be as chaotic as youโ€”sure, maybe Iโ€™ve got more โ€˜normalโ€™ kinks, whatever the fuck that meansโ€”but donโ€™t think for a second I donโ€™t carry my own shadows.โ€ Her voice dipped. โ€œIโ€™ve never done underground fights or knife play, but I have let people treat me like I wasnโ€™t worth shit because I thought thatโ€™s what I deserved. And Iโ€™ve stayed in places I knew would wreck meโ€ฆ because I was too scared of being alone.โ€ She chuckled bitterly, taking a swig. โ€œSo, no. I might not be like you. But I get it more than you think.โ€ She looked over again, her expression unreadable but intense. โ€œThat scar on your shoulder? That pain you carry? Doesnโ€™t make you weak. Makes you dangerous in the best way. And if anyone tries to fuck with you againโ€”well, I might be more vanilla than you, but I still know how to break a nose.โ€ Se-Miโ€™s grin slowly returned, sharper now. โ€œLetโ€™s go fuck shit up. Not because weโ€™re broken. But because we survived. And now the worldโ€™s gotta deal with it.โ€

"I never doubted you were tough, just saying you aren't as batshit crazy" she shrugs "Hey, I don't need any protecting. Unless I'm too drunk to throw a punch I can handle things" She laughs and then wraps her arm around her friend's shoulders "I used to fight for fun! If that doesn't mean anything then shit...everything is meaningless" as they head into town she pulls out a cigarette and lights it taking a long drag, she then offers one to her friend even though she probably didn't smoke. Hayden couldn't quite remember. She laughed as they passed some guys who gave them weird looks for smoking in public "Take a picture it will last longer" she flipped them off then laughed before continuing toward the club they were going to. She didn't care about cultural norms and being the perfect citizen. She continued to smoke but when they got closer to the club where it was busier and there were so many people she stubbed out her cigarette then glanced over at her friend "Ready to go have some fun?" she walked up to the club and didn't even bother to wait in line. She just flashed the guy at the door her ID and then they were let in.

Se-Mi chuckled low under her breath as Hayden wrapped her arm around her. โ€œBatshit crazy? Nah, Iโ€™m more of the calculated chaos type. Youโ€™re the Molotov cocktail, Iโ€™m the slow burn that still takes the whole place down. We make a damn good combo.โ€ When Hayden offered her a cigarette, Se-Mi smirked and took it without hesitation. โ€œTonight? Iโ€™ll be bad. Why the hell not.โ€ She lit it with a little flick of her lighter, inhaled, coughed once, then grinned. โ€œYup. Still donโ€™t smoke. But itโ€™s your fault now.โ€ As they passed the guys staring, Se-Mi didnโ€™t even look their way. โ€œTheir dicks are probably scared. Good,โ€ she muttered, blowing smoke in a perfect stream as she watched Hayden flip them off. โ€œWeโ€™re not here to impress anyone. Weโ€™re here to remind people what danger looks like in heels and eyeliner.โ€ Once they reached the club, Se-Mi raised a brow as Hayden skipped the line. โ€œGod, I love your confidence. You walk like the world owes you everything, and you know it does.โ€ She followed closely behind, giving a wink to the bouncer as they slipped inside. The bass from the music hit like a heartbeat in the walls, lights flashing in violet and red as bodies moved like waves across the floor. Se-Mi let out a little grin as the energy soaked into her skin. โ€œFuck yeah, Iโ€™m ready,โ€ she said, leaning in close to Haydenโ€™s ear so she could hear her over the music. โ€œLetโ€™s make people remember us tonight. Whether itโ€™s for dancing, drinking, or getting kicked outโ€”doesnโ€™t matter. Just as long as we burn bright enough to leave a mark.โ€ She tugged her hoodie down a bit, letting one shoulder bare slightly, her chain catching the strobe light. โ€œYour move, troublemaker. You wanna start with drinks, dancing, or some good old-fashioned mischief?โ€

"More like in chunky boots and eyeliner. Easier to step on their throats with" she thinks for a moment "I'm thinking we get a drink..." she pulls out a baggie from her pocket "Sell some coke and watch people go batshit, cause this country is so soft and these poor poor people need some fun" she may be off of hard drugs but she was all for selling to others to get the fun going. She slid the baggie back into her pocket and then headed to the bar, she ordered two drinks. Once handed the drinks she handed one to Se-mi and then headed over to one of the standing tables and scanned the room while sipping her drink. She smirked when she saw a familiar face. She leans over to speak to Se-mi "Watch my drink, I will be right back" She heads toward the dance floor and sneakers around, standing near the bathrooms she talks to a tall girl with long hair and big boobs, clearly she had a lot of work done. After a bit of talking, they exchanged items and Hayden returned. She held up a wad of money "Getting rid of my load of coke was so easy, she bought it for herself and her group of friends" She counted out the money and then handed a small bit to her friend "Save it, you may need it later...who knows" she was so tempted to get high since that was her favorite thing to do when partying but she decided to just get drunk and they could get faded later when they got back to Hayden's place, they could smoke some damn good weed and get toasted. Hayden then sipped her drink and laughed as she watched the group in the corner of the room snorting the coke she sold them "I miss those days but damn am I proud of myself for getting off the hard shit"

When her friend returned, flashing that wad of cash, Se-Mi let out a low whistle. โ€œFastest deal Iโ€™ve ever seen. Girl didnโ€™t even blink,โ€ she said, pocketing the money Hayden passed her without hesitation. โ€œThanks, sugar mama.โ€ She glanced over at the coke-snorting crew in the corner and scoffed with a grin. โ€œTheyโ€™re about to see god in thirty seconds. Hope the bathroom stalls survive the aftermath.โ€ Then, turning to Hayden, her eyes softened just slightly. โ€œAnd for the record? I am proud of you. Getting off that shit isnโ€™t easy. And yeah, I know you joke about it, but I see you. You couldโ€™ve gone down with it, but you didnโ€™t. Youโ€™re still here, still hot, still insaneโ€”but clean enough to remember the chaos the next morning.โ€ She paused, then smirked. โ€œNow come on, you saint with a sin streak. Letโ€™s dance like weโ€™re on fire and fuck with someoneโ€™s night in the process.โ€She grabbed her hand and dragged her toward the dance floor without waiting for an answer, the crowd parting just enough for them to slide into the rhythm. Se-Miโ€™s hips started moving with the beat, her energy magnetic as she threw her head back and shouted over the music, โ€œLetโ€™s give โ€˜em something to really stare at!โ€

"I even cut back on booze. I only drink when you are around...though I do sneak a little wine or beer with certain meals like an adult" She laughs then groans "I wanted to get drunk first...come on" she whines then follows her to the dance floor. "Plus I wanted to ask you a question..." she pulls Se-mi close as they dance together "Your boyfriend is a pussy, would he throw a fit if we fuck once and a while? I don't care about dating, I'm beyond that...like yeah I love you to death you are my platonic soulmate but I wanna fuck you cause its fun not cause I'm in love with you, ya know? Like I love you but not in love with you. Be my friends with benefits cause you are hot, I'm hot and I bet your boyfriend's limp dick doesn't satisfy half as much as it should" She laughs then pulls her closer and steals a deep kiss before she can answer "Don't answer now, just think it over. If you think it's a good idea we can explore it later when we head back to my place" she shouted a bit over the loud music then returned to dancing with her. She was surprisingly good at dancing despite not being much into that kind of thing.

Se-Miโ€™s breath hitched the second Hayden kissed her, eyes fluttering shut for a second longer than she meant them to. When Hayden pulled back, teasing her with that cocky grin and those shameless words, Se-Mi stood frozen for a beatโ€”flushed, flustered, and totally unable to hide it. The music pounded through the floor, but all she could hear was the racing of her own heartbeat. Her voice was softer than usual when she finally answered, lips parted slightly as she looked up at Hayden through her lashes, โ€œโ€ฆYou always say shit like that and then expect me to just act normal?โ€ She gave a weak laugh, cheeks still pink as she tucked some hair behind her ear. โ€œYou know exactly what youโ€™re doing to me.โ€When Hayden pulled her in again on the dance floor, Se-Mi didnโ€™t resistโ€”in fact, she let herself melt into it. Her hands landed lightly on Haydenโ€™s chest as she leaned up, voice almost a whisper beneath the beat of the music. โ€œYouโ€™reโ€ฆ kind of impossible to say no to, you know that?โ€ There was a shiver in her voice, the hint of something deeperโ€”needier. โ€œIf weโ€ฆ if we did that,โ€ she murmured, swallowing hard, โ€œyouโ€™d have to promise to take control. Likeโ€ฆ completely. I donโ€™t want to think, I just want toโ€ฆ feel.โ€ She bit her bottom lip, then glanced away shyly. โ€œYou lead, and Iโ€™ll follow. If thatโ€™s what you really want.โ€ Then she reached for her drink again, trying to hide the way her fingers trembled slightly as she sipped. But her eyesโ€”when she looked back at Haydenโ€”held something raw. Open. Trusting. Willing. โ€œJustโ€ฆ be gentle with me,โ€ she said, barely audible now. โ€œAt least at first.โ€

"If I could steal you from that boyfriend of yours I would, but if I can at least have some fun, then sure" she shrugs "I can be gentle. I've been with soft girls before. I will lead but I am not doing everything" she watched her sip her drink with almost nervous energy to her "My ex was a pillow princess...it led to a lot of fights because I felt burdened by having to do everything..." she pulls her close again "But I can lead, teach you...sounds fun. Bring some kink into your life" she grabs her own drink and sips it before returning to dancing with her "Too bad your boyfriend is a wuss, a threesome would have been fun. But at least I get you all to myself once and a while. Sounds thrilling" she spoke into her ear, her breath hot against it as she spoke in a hushed tone.

Se-Miโ€™s eyes flicked up to meet Haydenโ€™s, the mix of teasing and heat in her words making Se-Miโ€™s heart stutter in her chest. She let out a soft breath, the music, the lights, the closenessโ€”it all blurred around them, making this moment feel like it was just theirs. โ€œIโ€™m not a pillow princess,โ€ she murmured with a little smirk, stepping closer so their hips brushed as they danced. โ€œI justโ€ฆ havenโ€™t had someone worth putting that much effort into before.โ€ Her voice was low but firm, threaded with a quiet confidence. โ€œYou want me to learn? Iโ€™ll learn. You want me to listen? Iโ€™ll listen. But donโ€™t think for a second Iโ€™ll just lie there and do nothing.โ€ There was a playful edge to her now, a flicker of that chaotic spark she usually kept under wraps when things got intimate. Her fingers trailed lightly down Haydenโ€™s arm before she leaned in, her lips brushing Haydenโ€™s ear as she whispered, โ€œYou bring the fire, Iโ€™ll bring the heat. Just donโ€™t go falling for me when I surprise you.โ€ Then she pulled back just enough to flash a grinโ€”equal parts shy and daringโ€”and took another sip of her drink, letting the moment hang between them like smoke in the air. โ€œButโ€ฆ yeah,โ€ she added more softly, almost like an afterthought, โ€œI like the idea of it being just us sometimes. Not because I want to cheat. But because it feels like weโ€ฆ *understand* each other.โ€ She bumped her hip lightly against Haydenโ€™s, lips quirking again. โ€œSoโ€ฆ when we get back to your placeโ€ฆ youโ€™ll show me, right? No games. Just youโ€ฆ and me.โ€

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You're so PRETTY oh my god!!! Are you a friend of Nam-nam's

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โ€œFriend huh? You could say thatโ€ฆ you remind me of my mom.โ€

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oh???? really????

....are you calling me old???? :(

โ€œNoooo! You look really pretty just like my mom thatโ€™s why I said that!โ€

OHHHHH I see!!! Well! I'm not named Mi-nyeo for no reason!!!

โ€œExactly! You look really pretty, I bet people fall in love with you every day!โ€

R-Really....๐Ÿฅบ you Mean That???? Well- a lot of people honestly push me away :( am I annoying? Do I Seem Annoying-

โ€œNo you are not annoying! You are perfect and good looking. I know for a fact that you are a good mother too.โ€

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Dumb and Dumber - @380semi - Se-mi x Hayden *CLOSED RP*

"How can you be so smart yet so dumb at the same time?" These words didn't bother Hayden one bit, she actually just laughed it off before responding "I could say the same to you...honestly. We are both dumb as shit but still so smart. Smartest people that exist. I promise you that" she wraps her arm around her friend. "Two of a kind. No one else can match our greatness. Don't you think?" she places her cigarette between her lips and then ruffles her friend's hair before taking a long drag of her cigarette. She blows the smoke out slowly before letting go of her. "I like to think how I'm both a genius and yet so stupid is part of my charm....what do you think?"

Se-Mi snorted, shaking her head as she leaned against the wall with her arms crossed. "Oh, absolutely. Pure genius. The kind that walks into a glass door and then writes a ten-page thesis on quantum mechanics right after." She smirked, watching Hayden with amused eyes. She waved a hand dramatically. "But you know what? You're right. No one else can match our greatness. The world simply isnโ€™t ready for two chaotic masterminds like us." She wrinkled her nose slightly as Hayden took a drag of her cigarette, then flicked her friendโ€™s forehead. "And part of that so-called 'charm' of yours is also making dumb decisions with confidence. Which, honestly, I respect. It's an art form at this point." Se-Mi grinned before leaning in slightly. "So, what's our next brilliant, stupid move?"

"Well...no....more like..an idiot who gets into a fistfight at a bar when drunk but is also smart and cool and does awesome skateboard tricks. Plus I did decent in school. I only dropped out because of life and my garbage parents. Not that I'm the smartest when it comes to book smarts but I am smart when it comes to life and other things" She takes another drag of her cigarette and blows it in her friend's face as retaliation "I did not plan ahead, that's what makes it so much more fun, you decide in the moment. Planning ahead is for smart people who refuse to be dumb once and a while" she laughs tapping her cigarette to release some of the ashes. She then places it in her mouth and checks her phone. She replies to a text and then holds the cigarette "What do you want to do? I'm tired of deciding everything. I know I'm so cool, amazing, and everything you wish you were....but I'm also out of ideas. We could go skateboarding....go bug the shit out of that stupid boyfriend of yours.." she liked annoying her friend's boyfriend since he was like a dumb brother to her "Or..." she finishes her cigarette then shrugs "We can go get shitfaced and just see where the evening takes us"

Se-Mi coughed dramatically, waving the smoke out of her face. "You're such an asshole," she muttered, though there was no real heat behind it. She smirked, watching Hayden check her phone. "See, I could argue that planning ahead is what keeps us from getting arrested, but honestly? Whereโ€™s the fun in that?" She shoved her hands in her pockets, rocking on her heels. "Skateboarding sounds fun, but you know Iโ€™ll just end up busting my ass while you do some insane trick like itโ€™s nothing. As for bugging my boyfriend?" She grinned. "Tempting. Very tempting." She tilted her head in thought. "Getting shitfaced and seeing where the night takes us... now that is a true test of our genius-stupidity balance. Do we get into trouble? Do we have the time of our lives? Who knows? Thatโ€™s the fun part." Se-Mi clapped her hands together. "Alright, screw it. Let's get drunk and see if we wake up in another city or just on my floor surrounded by terrible life choices. Either way, itโ€™s a win."

"Hey hey, getting into trouble is how we have the time of our lives. Come on. That's the best part!" she rolls her eyes "Fine but don't try to make out with me, if it happens more than once I will tell your boyfriend. He may be into it....or he may be mad...I have no fucking clue" she laughs stubs out the last bit of her cigarette then nods "Let's get changed. I am not dressing fancy but I want to at least look nice...since we are at my place and fuck it if I'm walking to yours...you can borrow something to wear" she heads upstairs to her room and pulls out some clothing options. She changes into some baggy jeans and chunky sneakers. She puts on a tank top with a tattered sweater with holes and frayed edges that gave off a grunge vibe. She then added some simple stud earrings and a simple chain necklace and touched up her natural makeup before checking her hair. She then tossed her friend a similar outfit but with a grunge-style hoodie instead of a sweater, the hoodie was a bit oversized so unzipped it could be worn off the shoulders a bit and would look cool.

Se-Mi snorted, following her upstairs with a crooked grin. "You act like I try to make out with you. That was one time and I was very drunk, okay? And also, he would absolutely be into it. But Iโ€™ll behave. Probably." She caught the hoodie mid-air and held it up with a smirk. "Damn, you really do love me. This is hot. Grunge twins about to wreak havoc on the streets." She tossed off her current clothes and changed right there, totally unbothered, shimmying into the hoodie, high-waisted black shorts, and a pair of ripped tights she found in Haydenโ€™s drawer without asking. โ€œOkay but likeโ€ฆ if we donโ€™t get arrested tonight, Iโ€™ll be kind of disappointed." She reached for some eyeliner and darkened her waterline a little, then tied her hair up messily, some strands falling around her face. "Also, we better get good pictures. If Iโ€™m gonna spiral, I at least wanna look hot doing it." She struck a pose in the mirror, then turned to Hayden. "How do I look? Chaos incarnate? Your cool but clearly emotionally unstable partner in crime?" She grinned wide. "Letโ€™s go, bitch. Letโ€™s ruin the nightโ€”in the best way."

"If given permission I'd fuck you in front of him...so don't tease me like that. If you think your boyfriend is a cuck...play it up...cause then you can have so much more fun" she grins then rolls her eyes "You always seem to find clothes my ex left around...girly shit" she motioned to the shorts and tights but waved it off "Hey, I don't want to get arrested...I just want the risk of getting arrested...actual jail time is not fun" she wraps her arm around her friend's waist then grabs her ass playfully, she was always flirting with her, heck if she was offered to join in a poly thing with Se-Mi and her bf she'd gladly accept, on top of that it seemed Se-Mi didn't mind the flirting since it was mostly just playing around. She took some selfies of them together and then nodded "Let's go ya hoe" She headed out of the room and downstairs. She glances back "Want to pregame or go in sober? Pregaming might save us some money on booze. Buuuut I don't care what we do" she shrugs her shoulders.

Se-Mi barked out a laugh, shaking her head as she followed Hayden downstairs. "Girl, if I didnโ€™t know you were mostly joking, Iโ€™d have to start renegotiating my relationship terms." She smirked, throwing an arm around Haydenโ€™s shoulders. "But hey, if we ever do go poly? Youโ€™re top of the list. My boyfriend might actually cry from joyโ€”or confusion. Probably both." She glanced down at the shorts and tights combo and rolled her eyes. "Girly shit my ass. I make this look hot. Your ex had taste, Iโ€™ll give him thatโ€”not in partners, but definitely in clothes." At the grab on her ass, Se-Mi just swatted her friendโ€™s hand with a playful scoff. "Youโ€™re lucky I love you. And that I have a high tolerance for chaotic bisexual energy." She posed for the selfies like a pro, making one serious, one duck face, and then one where she fake-bit Haydenโ€™s shoulder. Afterward, she pulled her phone out. "Alright, letโ€™s definitely pregame. Iโ€™ve got that bottle of soju hidden behind your cereal box. You know, the one I stashed there three hangouts ago." She grabbed it, popped the cap off dramatically, and held it out. "To being hot, dumb, and probably making a series of reckless decisions weโ€™ll laugh about or cry over tomorrow." She smirked. "Bottoms up, bitch."

"You clearly know nothing about me you tard...I am fully serious" She laughed then nodded "Maybe talk to him 'cause I wanna make that man cry...I doubt he's ever met a dominant woman in his life...while you are....close...you are still nothing compared to me" she lifts her chin and leans in close like she was about to kiss her. "I am a top in most sexual situations...even with men I tend to be dominant, so getting your little boyfriend to whimper would be cute...or make him watch me make you whimper...either way...I'd love to see him lose his mind" Instead of kissing her she let their noses bump lightly then she let go and walked past her to go get some drinks "My ex cheated on me with my enemy, she was very much an idiot when it came to picking partners...anyone who can leave me has bad taste...while I was in a bad place and maybe I was a shitbag...cheating? I do not agree with cheating...ever" she nods "I am probably too old to be this dumb, but I don't care anymore" She takes the bottle and downs a bunch before passing it back. "I'm ready to fuck shit up!"

Se-Miโ€™s eyes narrowed, a sharp, wicked smirk tugging at her lips. She didnโ€™t flinch, didnโ€™t look awayโ€”if anything, she stepped forward when Hayden leaned in, her gaze locked and voice low. โ€œOh, fully serious, huh? You talk a big game, babe. But if you ever actually followed through?โ€ Her voice dipped, honey-slick and dangerous, โ€œYouโ€™d find out real quick Iโ€™m not as easy to handle as I look.โ€ She let their noses brush, not pulling away eitherโ€”just letting the tension sizzle between them before Hayden stepped past. Se-Mi clicked her tongue, clearly amused. โ€œYou're not wrong though. He has never met a woman like you. And Iโ€™m very curious what would happen if I let you break him. Or both of us.โ€ She turned to watch Hayden pour the drinks, biting her lip with a glint in her eye. โ€œDonโ€™t tempt me unless youโ€™re ready to actually fuck me up and destroy my body.โ€ She walked over, grabbed the bottle, and took a long swig, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand. โ€œAnd listen,โ€ she added, a little more serious, โ€œyour ex was a goddamn idiot. You donโ€™t cheat on someone like you. You donโ€™t *leave* someone like you. But them being stupid just means their loss is everyone else's gain.โ€ Se-Mi stepped in close again, practically chest to chest, and tilted her head. โ€œToo old to be this dumb?โ€ she whispered. โ€œNah. Youโ€™re the perfect amount of dumb. Letโ€™s go set the world on fire, hot stuff.โ€ She smacked Haydenโ€™s ass on her way to the door. โ€œI call first round of drinks. You handle chaos.โ€

"I've never followed through because as much as I'm a terrible piece of crap...I don't believe in cheating. So I would never do anything that leads to my friend cheating on her boyfriend" she laughs "You may be a handful but you are nothing like me...trust...the shit I've been through...for fuck sake Se-mi I used to do underground fighting for the sick pleasure of getting hurt...I'd even pick bar fights for the same reason" she shook her head "I was an abusive alcoholic at the time...she had every right to leave me...but cheating...that went too far...I fucking snapped and left the country for a few years" She rolls her eyes "I got mostly sober though...I only drink on the weekends or with friends...I stopped hard drugs and I'm not the violent idiot anymore. I now only hurt people who are stupid and deserve it, like gross men who grab asses at the bar or ugly meatheads who think their shit doesn't stink" She laughs and then heads out of the apartment with her, she shuts the door behind them and locks it "Plus another crazy thing that sets us apart...all my fucked up kinks. I see you having pretty normal kinks if not...maybe even being pretty vanilla with that boy of yours" She heads downstairs and outside "I used to get off on fist fights. I liked being choked so much that I'd almost pass out, I loved knife and blood play. All the kinky stuff...one ex took it a bit far" she rubs her shoulder "I have a wonky heart-shaped scar because of it. Fucker couldn't even do a good job. He was a shitbag anyway...only wanted to fuck....constantly.." she had only stayed with him as punishment for hurting her ex-girlfriend so badly and it worked out well since she had suffered quite a bit of trauma from being with him "Fuck I got pregnant with that prick...lost the damn kid early on and he didn't even bat an eye" she had been pregnant just long enough to know she was having a boy but then lost the pregnancy due to stress. She spoke of it casually now but back then she had been so badly hurt by that man, he was one of two men she had ever dated, any other time it was women she was with since it was what she preferred.

โ€œDamn,โ€ she said, not mocking or sarcasticโ€”just honest. โ€œYou really have been through hell and clawed your way out of it, huh?โ€ She glanced at her friend, eyes softer now, laced with something like admiration. โ€œAnd youโ€™re still standing. Still laughing. Still hot as fuck. Thatโ€™s not just survival, thatโ€™s power.โ€ She bumped Haydenโ€™s shoulder with her own. โ€œI respect the hell outta you, yโ€™know? Not because of all the crazy shitโ€”though, yeah, thatโ€™s metal as fuckโ€”but because you came out of it and chose to be better. People like to glorify brokenness, but they donโ€™t understand how goddamn hard it is to fix yourself and not just keep breaking others.โ€ She pulled out the bottle again, offering it up. โ€œI may not be as chaotic as youโ€”sure, maybe Iโ€™ve got more โ€˜normalโ€™ kinks, whatever the fuck that meansโ€”but donโ€™t think for a second I donโ€™t carry my own shadows.โ€ Her voice dipped. โ€œIโ€™ve never done underground fights or knife play, but I have let people treat me like I wasnโ€™t worth shit because I thought thatโ€™s what I deserved. And Iโ€™ve stayed in places I knew would wreck meโ€ฆ because I was too scared of being alone.โ€ She chuckled bitterly, taking a swig. โ€œSo, no. I might not be like you. But I get it more than you think.โ€ She looked over again, her expression unreadable but intense. โ€œThat scar on your shoulder? That pain you carry? Doesnโ€™t make you weak. Makes you dangerous in the best way. And if anyone tries to fuck with you againโ€”well, I might be more vanilla than you, but I still know how to break a nose.โ€ Se-Miโ€™s grin slowly returned, sharper now. โ€œLetโ€™s go fuck shit up. Not because weโ€™re broken. But because we survived. And now the worldโ€™s gotta deal with it.โ€

"I never doubted you were tough, just saying you aren't as batshit crazy" she shrugs "Hey, I don't need any protecting. Unless I'm too drunk to throw a punch I can handle things" She laughs and then wraps her arm around her friend's shoulders "I used to fight for fun! If that doesn't mean anything then shit...everything is meaningless" as they head into town she pulls out a cigarette and lights it taking a long drag, she then offers one to her friend even though she probably didn't smoke. Hayden couldn't quite remember. She laughed as they passed some guys who gave them weird looks for smoking in public "Take a picture it will last longer" she flipped them off then laughed before continuing toward the club they were going to. She didn't care about cultural norms and being the perfect citizen. She continued to smoke but when they got closer to the club where it was busier and there were so many people she stubbed out her cigarette then glanced over at her friend "Ready to go have some fun?" she walked up to the club and didn't even bother to wait in line. She just flashed the guy at the door her ID and then they were let in.

Se-Mi chuckled low under her breath as Hayden wrapped her arm around her. โ€œBatshit crazy? Nah, Iโ€™m more of the calculated chaos type. Youโ€™re the Molotov cocktail, Iโ€™m the slow burn that still takes the whole place down. We make a damn good combo.โ€ When Hayden offered her a cigarette, Se-Mi smirked and took it without hesitation. โ€œTonight? Iโ€™ll be bad. Why the hell not.โ€ She lit it with a little flick of her lighter, inhaled, coughed once, then grinned. โ€œYup. Still donโ€™t smoke. But itโ€™s your fault now.โ€ As they passed the guys staring, Se-Mi didnโ€™t even look their way. โ€œTheir dicks are probably scared. Good,โ€ she muttered, blowing smoke in a perfect stream as she watched Hayden flip them off. โ€œWeโ€™re not here to impress anyone. Weโ€™re here to remind people what danger looks like in heels and eyeliner.โ€ Once they reached the club, Se-Mi raised a brow as Hayden skipped the line. โ€œGod, I love your confidence. You walk like the world owes you everything, and you know it does.โ€ She followed closely behind, giving a wink to the bouncer as they slipped inside. The bass from the music hit like a heartbeat in the walls, lights flashing in violet and red as bodies moved like waves across the floor. Se-Mi let out a little grin as the energy soaked into her skin. โ€œFuck yeah, Iโ€™m ready,โ€ she said, leaning in close to Haydenโ€™s ear so she could hear her over the music. โ€œLetโ€™s make people remember us tonight. Whether itโ€™s for dancing, drinking, or getting kicked outโ€”doesnโ€™t matter. Just as long as we burn bright enough to leave a mark.โ€ She tugged her hoodie down a bit, letting one shoulder bare slightly, her chain catching the strobe light. โ€œYour move, troublemaker. You wanna start with drinks, dancing, or some good old-fashioned mischief?โ€

"More like in chunky boots and eyeliner. Easier to step on their throats with" she thinks for a moment "I'm thinking we get a drink..." she pulls out a baggie from her pocket "Sell some coke and watch people go batshit, cause this country is so soft and these poor poor people need some fun" she may be off of hard drugs but she was all for selling to others to get the fun going. She slid the baggie back into her pocket and then headed to the bar, she ordered two drinks. Once handed the drinks she handed one to Se-mi and then headed over to one of the standing tables and scanned the room while sipping her drink. She smirked when she saw a familiar face. She leans over to speak to Se-mi "Watch my drink, I will be right back" She heads toward the dance floor and sneakers around, standing near the bathrooms she talks to a tall girl with long hair and big boobs, clearly she had a lot of work done. After a bit of talking, they exchanged items and Hayden returned. She held up a wad of money "Getting rid of my load of coke was so easy, she bought it for herself and her group of friends" She counted out the money and then handed a small bit to her friend "Save it, you may need it later...who knows" she was so tempted to get high since that was her favorite thing to do when partying but she decided to just get drunk and they could get faded later when they got back to Hayden's place, they could smoke some damn good weed and get toasted. Hayden then sipped her drink and laughed as she watched the group in the corner of the room snorting the coke she sold them "I miss those days but damn am I proud of myself for getting off the hard shit"

When her friend returned, flashing that wad of cash, Se-Mi let out a low whistle. โ€œFastest deal Iโ€™ve ever seen. Girl didnโ€™t even blink,โ€ she said, pocketing the money Hayden passed her without hesitation. โ€œThanks, sugar mama.โ€ She glanced over at the coke-snorting crew in the corner and scoffed with a grin. โ€œTheyโ€™re about to see god in thirty seconds. Hope the bathroom stalls survive the aftermath.โ€ Then, turning to Hayden, her eyes softened just slightly. โ€œAnd for the record? I am proud of you. Getting off that shit isnโ€™t easy. And yeah, I know you joke about it, but I see you. You couldโ€™ve gone down with it, but you didnโ€™t. Youโ€™re still here, still hot, still insaneโ€”but clean enough to remember the chaos the next morning.โ€ She paused, then smirked. โ€œNow come on, you saint with a sin streak. Letโ€™s dance like weโ€™re on fire and fuck with someoneโ€™s night in the process.โ€She grabbed her hand and dragged her toward the dance floor without waiting for an answer, the crowd parting just enough for them to slide into the rhythm. Se-Miโ€™s hips started moving with the beat, her energy magnetic as she threw her head back and shouted over the music, โ€œLetโ€™s give โ€˜em something to really stare at!โ€

"I even cut back on booze. I only drink when you are around...though I do sneak a little wine or beer with certain meals like an adult" She laughs then groans "I wanted to get drunk first...come on" she whines then follows her to the dance floor. "Plus I wanted to ask you a question..." she pulls Se-mi close as they dance together "Your boyfriend is a pussy, would he throw a fit if we fuck once and a while? I don't care about dating, I'm beyond that...like yeah I love you to death you are my platonic soulmate but I wanna fuck you cause its fun not cause I'm in love with you, ya know? Like I love you but not in love with you. Be my friends with benefits cause you are hot, I'm hot and I bet your boyfriend's limp dick doesn't satisfy half as much as it should" She laughs then pulls her closer and steals a deep kiss before she can answer "Don't answer now, just think it over. If you think it's a good idea we can explore it later when we head back to my place" she shouted a bit over the loud music then returned to dancing with her. She was surprisingly good at dancing despite not being much into that kind of thing.

Se-Miโ€™s breath hitched the second Hayden kissed her, eyes fluttering shut for a second longer than she meant them to. When Hayden pulled back, teasing her with that cocky grin and those shameless words, Se-Mi stood frozen for a beatโ€”flushed, flustered, and totally unable to hide it. The music pounded through the floor, but all she could hear was the racing of her own heartbeat. Her voice was softer than usual when she finally answered, lips parted slightly as she looked up at Hayden through her lashes, โ€œโ€ฆYou always say shit like that and then expect me to just act normal?โ€ She gave a weak laugh, cheeks still pink as she tucked some hair behind her ear. โ€œYou know exactly what youโ€™re doing to me.โ€When Hayden pulled her in again on the dance floor, Se-Mi didnโ€™t resistโ€”in fact, she let herself melt into it. Her hands landed lightly on Haydenโ€™s chest as she leaned up, voice almost a whisper beneath the beat of the music. โ€œYouโ€™reโ€ฆ kind of impossible to say no to, you know that?โ€ There was a shiver in her voice, the hint of something deeperโ€”needier. โ€œIf weโ€ฆ if we did that,โ€ she murmured, swallowing hard, โ€œyouโ€™d have to promise to take control. Likeโ€ฆ completely. I donโ€™t want to think, I just want toโ€ฆ feel.โ€ She bit her bottom lip, then glanced away shyly. โ€œYou lead, and Iโ€™ll follow. If thatโ€™s what you really want.โ€ Then she reached for her drink again, trying to hide the way her fingers trembled slightly as she sipped. But her eyesโ€”when she looked back at Haydenโ€”held something raw. Open. Trusting. Willing. โ€œJustโ€ฆ be gentle with me,โ€ she said, barely audible now. โ€œAt least at first.โ€

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Dumb and Dumber - @380semi - Se-mi x Hayden *CLOSED RP*

"How can you be so smart yet so dumb at the same time?" These words didn't bother Hayden one bit, she actually just laughed it off before responding "I could say the same to you...honestly. We are both dumb as shit but still so smart. Smartest people that exist. I promise you that" she wraps her arm around her friend. "Two of a kind. No one else can match our greatness. Don't you think?" she places her cigarette between her lips and then ruffles her friend's hair before taking a long drag of her cigarette. She blows the smoke out slowly before letting go of her. "I like to think how I'm both a genius and yet so stupid is part of my charm....what do you think?"

Se-Mi snorted, shaking her head as she leaned against the wall with her arms crossed. "Oh, absolutely. Pure genius. The kind that walks into a glass door and then writes a ten-page thesis on quantum mechanics right after." She smirked, watching Hayden with amused eyes. She waved a hand dramatically. "But you know what? You're right. No one else can match our greatness. The world simply isnโ€™t ready for two chaotic masterminds like us." She wrinkled her nose slightly as Hayden took a drag of her cigarette, then flicked her friendโ€™s forehead. "And part of that so-called 'charm' of yours is also making dumb decisions with confidence. Which, honestly, I respect. It's an art form at this point." Se-Mi grinned before leaning in slightly. "So, what's our next brilliant, stupid move?"

"Well...no....more like..an idiot who gets into a fistfight at a bar when drunk but is also smart and cool and does awesome skateboard tricks. Plus I did decent in school. I only dropped out because of life and my garbage parents. Not that I'm the smartest when it comes to book smarts but I am smart when it comes to life and other things" She takes another drag of her cigarette and blows it in her friend's face as retaliation "I did not plan ahead, that's what makes it so much more fun, you decide in the moment. Planning ahead is for smart people who refuse to be dumb once and a while" she laughs tapping her cigarette to release some of the ashes. She then places it in her mouth and checks her phone. She replies to a text and then holds the cigarette "What do you want to do? I'm tired of deciding everything. I know I'm so cool, amazing, and everything you wish you were....but I'm also out of ideas. We could go skateboarding....go bug the shit out of that stupid boyfriend of yours.." she liked annoying her friend's boyfriend since he was like a dumb brother to her "Or..." she finishes her cigarette then shrugs "We can go get shitfaced and just see where the evening takes us"

Se-Mi coughed dramatically, waving the smoke out of her face. "You're such an asshole," she muttered, though there was no real heat behind it. She smirked, watching Hayden check her phone. "See, I could argue that planning ahead is what keeps us from getting arrested, but honestly? Whereโ€™s the fun in that?" She shoved her hands in her pockets, rocking on her heels. "Skateboarding sounds fun, but you know Iโ€™ll just end up busting my ass while you do some insane trick like itโ€™s nothing. As for bugging my boyfriend?" She grinned. "Tempting. Very tempting." She tilted her head in thought. "Getting shitfaced and seeing where the night takes us... now that is a true test of our genius-stupidity balance. Do we get into trouble? Do we have the time of our lives? Who knows? Thatโ€™s the fun part." Se-Mi clapped her hands together. "Alright, screw it. Let's get drunk and see if we wake up in another city or just on my floor surrounded by terrible life choices. Either way, itโ€™s a win."

"Hey hey, getting into trouble is how we have the time of our lives. Come on. That's the best part!" she rolls her eyes "Fine but don't try to make out with me, if it happens more than once I will tell your boyfriend. He may be into it....or he may be mad...I have no fucking clue" she laughs stubs out the last bit of her cigarette then nods "Let's get changed. I am not dressing fancy but I want to at least look nice...since we are at my place and fuck it if I'm walking to yours...you can borrow something to wear" she heads upstairs to her room and pulls out some clothing options. She changes into some baggy jeans and chunky sneakers. She puts on a tank top with a tattered sweater with holes and frayed edges that gave off a grunge vibe. She then added some simple stud earrings and a simple chain necklace and touched up her natural makeup before checking her hair. She then tossed her friend a similar outfit but with a grunge-style hoodie instead of a sweater, the hoodie was a bit oversized so unzipped it could be worn off the shoulders a bit and would look cool.

Se-Mi snorted, following her upstairs with a crooked grin. "You act like I try to make out with you. That was one time and I was very drunk, okay? And also, he would absolutely be into it. But Iโ€™ll behave. Probably." She caught the hoodie mid-air and held it up with a smirk. "Damn, you really do love me. This is hot. Grunge twins about to wreak havoc on the streets." She tossed off her current clothes and changed right there, totally unbothered, shimmying into the hoodie, high-waisted black shorts, and a pair of ripped tights she found in Haydenโ€™s drawer without asking. โ€œOkay but likeโ€ฆ if we donโ€™t get arrested tonight, Iโ€™ll be kind of disappointed." She reached for some eyeliner and darkened her waterline a little, then tied her hair up messily, some strands falling around her face. "Also, we better get good pictures. If Iโ€™m gonna spiral, I at least wanna look hot doing it." She struck a pose in the mirror, then turned to Hayden. "How do I look? Chaos incarnate? Your cool but clearly emotionally unstable partner in crime?" She grinned wide. "Letโ€™s go, bitch. Letโ€™s ruin the nightโ€”in the best way."

"If given permission I'd fuck you in front of him...so don't tease me like that. If you think your boyfriend is a cuck...play it up...cause then you can have so much more fun" she grins then rolls her eyes "You always seem to find clothes my ex left around...girly shit" she motioned to the shorts and tights but waved it off "Hey, I don't want to get arrested...I just want the risk of getting arrested...actual jail time is not fun" she wraps her arm around her friend's waist then grabs her ass playfully, she was always flirting with her, heck if she was offered to join in a poly thing with Se-Mi and her bf she'd gladly accept, on top of that it seemed Se-Mi didn't mind the flirting since it was mostly just playing around. She took some selfies of them together and then nodded "Let's go ya hoe" She headed out of the room and downstairs. She glances back "Want to pregame or go in sober? Pregaming might save us some money on booze. Buuuut I don't care what we do" she shrugs her shoulders.

Se-Mi barked out a laugh, shaking her head as she followed Hayden downstairs. "Girl, if I didnโ€™t know you were mostly joking, Iโ€™d have to start renegotiating my relationship terms." She smirked, throwing an arm around Haydenโ€™s shoulders. "But hey, if we ever do go poly? Youโ€™re top of the list. My boyfriend might actually cry from joyโ€”or confusion. Probably both." She glanced down at the shorts and tights combo and rolled her eyes. "Girly shit my ass. I make this look hot. Your ex had taste, Iโ€™ll give him thatโ€”not in partners, but definitely in clothes." At the grab on her ass, Se-Mi just swatted her friendโ€™s hand with a playful scoff. "Youโ€™re lucky I love you. And that I have a high tolerance for chaotic bisexual energy." She posed for the selfies like a pro, making one serious, one duck face, and then one where she fake-bit Haydenโ€™s shoulder. Afterward, she pulled her phone out. "Alright, letโ€™s definitely pregame. Iโ€™ve got that bottle of soju hidden behind your cereal box. You know, the one I stashed there three hangouts ago." She grabbed it, popped the cap off dramatically, and held it out. "To being hot, dumb, and probably making a series of reckless decisions weโ€™ll laugh about or cry over tomorrow." She smirked. "Bottoms up, bitch."

"You clearly know nothing about me you tard...I am fully serious" She laughed then nodded "Maybe talk to him 'cause I wanna make that man cry...I doubt he's ever met a dominant woman in his life...while you are....close...you are still nothing compared to me" she lifts her chin and leans in close like she was about to kiss her. "I am a top in most sexual situations...even with men I tend to be dominant, so getting your little boyfriend to whimper would be cute...or make him watch me make you whimper...either way...I'd love to see him lose his mind" Instead of kissing her she let their noses bump lightly then she let go and walked past her to go get some drinks "My ex cheated on me with my enemy, she was very much an idiot when it came to picking partners...anyone who can leave me has bad taste...while I was in a bad place and maybe I was a shitbag...cheating? I do not agree with cheating...ever" she nods "I am probably too old to be this dumb, but I don't care anymore" She takes the bottle and downs a bunch before passing it back. "I'm ready to fuck shit up!"

Se-Miโ€™s eyes narrowed, a sharp, wicked smirk tugging at her lips. She didnโ€™t flinch, didnโ€™t look awayโ€”if anything, she stepped forward when Hayden leaned in, her gaze locked and voice low. โ€œOh, fully serious, huh? You talk a big game, babe. But if you ever actually followed through?โ€ Her voice dipped, honey-slick and dangerous, โ€œYouโ€™d find out real quick Iโ€™m not as easy to handle as I look.โ€ She let their noses brush, not pulling away eitherโ€”just letting the tension sizzle between them before Hayden stepped past. Se-Mi clicked her tongue, clearly amused. โ€œYou're not wrong though. He has never met a woman like you. And Iโ€™m very curious what would happen if I let you break him. Or both of us.โ€ She turned to watch Hayden pour the drinks, biting her lip with a glint in her eye. โ€œDonโ€™t tempt me unless youโ€™re ready to actually fuck me up and destroy my body.โ€ She walked over, grabbed the bottle, and took a long swig, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand. โ€œAnd listen,โ€ she added, a little more serious, โ€œyour ex was a goddamn idiot. You donโ€™t cheat on someone like you. You donโ€™t *leave* someone like you. But them being stupid just means their loss is everyone else's gain.โ€ Se-Mi stepped in close again, practically chest to chest, and tilted her head. โ€œToo old to be this dumb?โ€ she whispered. โ€œNah. Youโ€™re the perfect amount of dumb. Letโ€™s go set the world on fire, hot stuff.โ€ She smacked Haydenโ€™s ass on her way to the door. โ€œI call first round of drinks. You handle chaos.โ€

"I've never followed through because as much as I'm a terrible piece of crap...I don't believe in cheating. So I would never do anything that leads to my friend cheating on her boyfriend" she laughs "You may be a handful but you are nothing like me...trust...the shit I've been through...for fuck sake Se-mi I used to do underground fighting for the sick pleasure of getting hurt...I'd even pick bar fights for the same reason" she shook her head "I was an abusive alcoholic at the time...she had every right to leave me...but cheating...that went too far...I fucking snapped and left the country for a few years" She rolls her eyes "I got mostly sober though...I only drink on the weekends or with friends...I stopped hard drugs and I'm not the violent idiot anymore. I now only hurt people who are stupid and deserve it, like gross men who grab asses at the bar or ugly meatheads who think their shit doesn't stink" She laughs and then heads out of the apartment with her, she shuts the door behind them and locks it "Plus another crazy thing that sets us apart...all my fucked up kinks. I see you having pretty normal kinks if not...maybe even being pretty vanilla with that boy of yours" She heads downstairs and outside "I used to get off on fist fights. I liked being choked so much that I'd almost pass out, I loved knife and blood play. All the kinky stuff...one ex took it a bit far" she rubs her shoulder "I have a wonky heart-shaped scar because of it. Fucker couldn't even do a good job. He was a shitbag anyway...only wanted to fuck....constantly.." she had only stayed with him as punishment for hurting her ex-girlfriend so badly and it worked out well since she had suffered quite a bit of trauma from being with him "Fuck I got pregnant with that prick...lost the damn kid early on and he didn't even bat an eye" she had been pregnant just long enough to know she was having a boy but then lost the pregnancy due to stress. She spoke of it casually now but back then she had been so badly hurt by that man, he was one of two men she had ever dated, any other time it was women she was with since it was what she preferred.

โ€œDamn,โ€ she said, not mocking or sarcasticโ€”just honest. โ€œYou really have been through hell and clawed your way out of it, huh?โ€ She glanced at her friend, eyes softer now, laced with something like admiration. โ€œAnd youโ€™re still standing. Still laughing. Still hot as fuck. Thatโ€™s not just survival, thatโ€™s power.โ€ She bumped Haydenโ€™s shoulder with her own. โ€œI respect the hell outta you, yโ€™know? Not because of all the crazy shitโ€”though, yeah, thatโ€™s metal as fuckโ€”but because you came out of it and chose to be better. People like to glorify brokenness, but they donโ€™t understand how goddamn hard it is to fix yourself and not just keep breaking others.โ€ She pulled out the bottle again, offering it up. โ€œI may not be as chaotic as youโ€”sure, maybe Iโ€™ve got more โ€˜normalโ€™ kinks, whatever the fuck that meansโ€”but donโ€™t think for a second I donโ€™t carry my own shadows.โ€ Her voice dipped. โ€œIโ€™ve never done underground fights or knife play, but I have let people treat me like I wasnโ€™t worth shit because I thought thatโ€™s what I deserved. And Iโ€™ve stayed in places I knew would wreck meโ€ฆ because I was too scared of being alone.โ€ She chuckled bitterly, taking a swig. โ€œSo, no. I might not be like you. But I get it more than you think.โ€ She looked over again, her expression unreadable but intense. โ€œThat scar on your shoulder? That pain you carry? Doesnโ€™t make you weak. Makes you dangerous in the best way. And if anyone tries to fuck with you againโ€”well, I might be more vanilla than you, but I still know how to break a nose.โ€ Se-Miโ€™s grin slowly returned, sharper now. โ€œLetโ€™s go fuck shit up. Not because weโ€™re broken. But because we survived. And now the worldโ€™s gotta deal with it.โ€

"I never doubted you were tough, just saying you aren't as batshit crazy" she shrugs "Hey, I don't need any protecting. Unless I'm too drunk to throw a punch I can handle things" She laughs and then wraps her arm around her friend's shoulders "I used to fight for fun! If that doesn't mean anything then shit...everything is meaningless" as they head into town she pulls out a cigarette and lights it taking a long drag, she then offers one to her friend even though she probably didn't smoke. Hayden couldn't quite remember. She laughed as they passed some guys who gave them weird looks for smoking in public "Take a picture it will last longer" she flipped them off then laughed before continuing toward the club they were going to. She didn't care about cultural norms and being the perfect citizen. She continued to smoke but when they got closer to the club where it was busier and there were so many people she stubbed out her cigarette then glanced over at her friend "Ready to go have some fun?" she walked up to the club and didn't even bother to wait in line. She just flashed the guy at the door her ID and then they were let in.

Se-Mi chuckled low under her breath as Hayden wrapped her arm around her. โ€œBatshit crazy? Nah, Iโ€™m more of the calculated chaos type. Youโ€™re the Molotov cocktail, Iโ€™m the slow burn that still takes the whole place down. We make a damn good combo.โ€ When Hayden offered her a cigarette, Se-Mi smirked and took it without hesitation. โ€œTonight? Iโ€™ll be bad. Why the hell not.โ€ She lit it with a little flick of her lighter, inhaled, coughed once, then grinned. โ€œYup. Still donโ€™t smoke. But itโ€™s your fault now.โ€ As they passed the guys staring, Se-Mi didnโ€™t even look their way. โ€œTheir dicks are probably scared. Good,โ€ she muttered, blowing smoke in a perfect stream as she watched Hayden flip them off. โ€œWeโ€™re not here to impress anyone. Weโ€™re here to remind people what danger looks like in heels and eyeliner.โ€ Once they reached the club, Se-Mi raised a brow as Hayden skipped the line. โ€œGod, I love your confidence. You walk like the world owes you everything, and you know it does.โ€ She followed closely behind, giving a wink to the bouncer as they slipped inside. The bass from the music hit like a heartbeat in the walls, lights flashing in violet and red as bodies moved like waves across the floor. Se-Mi let out a little grin as the energy soaked into her skin. โ€œFuck yeah, Iโ€™m ready,โ€ she said, leaning in close to Haydenโ€™s ear so she could hear her over the music. โ€œLetโ€™s make people remember us tonight. Whether itโ€™s for dancing, drinking, or getting kicked outโ€”doesnโ€™t matter. Just as long as we burn bright enough to leave a mark.โ€ She tugged her hoodie down a bit, letting one shoulder bare slightly, her chain catching the strobe light. โ€œYour move, troublemaker. You wanna start with drinks, dancing, or some good old-fashioned mischief?โ€

"More like in chunky boots and eyeliner. Easier to step on their throats with" she thinks for a moment "I'm thinking we get a drink..." she pulls out a baggie from her pocket "Sell some coke and watch people go batshit, cause this country is so soft and these poor poor people need some fun" she may be off of hard drugs but she was all for selling to others to get the fun going. She slid the baggie back into her pocket and then headed to the bar, she ordered two drinks. Once handed the drinks she handed one to Se-mi and then headed over to one of the standing tables and scanned the room while sipping her drink. She smirked when she saw a familiar face. She leans over to speak to Se-mi "Watch my drink, I will be right back" She heads toward the dance floor and sneakers around, standing near the bathrooms she talks to a tall girl with long hair and big boobs, clearly she had a lot of work done. After a bit of talking, they exchanged items and Hayden returned. She held up a wad of money "Getting rid of my load of coke was so easy, she bought it for herself and her group of friends" She counted out the money and then handed a small bit to her friend "Save it, you may need it later...who knows" she was so tempted to get high since that was her favorite thing to do when partying but she decided to just get drunk and they could get faded later when they got back to Hayden's place, they could smoke some damn good weed and get toasted. Hayden then sipped her drink and laughed as she watched the group in the corner of the room snorting the coke she sold them "I miss those days but damn am I proud of myself for getting off the hard shit"

When her friend returned, flashing that wad of cash, Se-Mi let out a low whistle. โ€œFastest deal Iโ€™ve ever seen. Girl didnโ€™t even blink,โ€ she said, pocketing the money Hayden passed her without hesitation. โ€œThanks, sugar mama.โ€ She glanced over at the coke-snorting crew in the corner and scoffed with a grin. โ€œTheyโ€™re about to see god in thirty seconds. Hope the bathroom stalls survive the aftermath.โ€ Then, turning to Hayden, her eyes softened just slightly. โ€œAnd for the record? I am proud of you. Getting off that shit isnโ€™t easy. And yeah, I know you joke about it, but I see you. You couldโ€™ve gone down with it, but you didnโ€™t. Youโ€™re still here, still hot, still insaneโ€”but clean enough to remember the chaos the next morning.โ€ She paused, then smirked. โ€œNow come on, you saint with a sin streak. Letโ€™s dance like weโ€™re on fire and fuck with someoneโ€™s night in the process.โ€She grabbed her hand and dragged her toward the dance floor without waiting for an answer, the crowd parting just enough for them to slide into the rhythm. Se-Miโ€™s hips started moving with the beat, her energy magnetic as she threw her head back and shouted over the music, โ€œLetโ€™s give โ€˜em something to really stare at!โ€

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!NEW ALBUM OUT NOW! : Lovertype

Track List:

1. โ€œFlirt in the Moonlightโ€

Genre: Funky pop with retro synths

Vibe: Late-night flirtation, smooth moves, neon lights.

Concept: He sees someone across the room and turns on his charm. Fans love the cheeky smiles and silky falsetto.

2. โ€œVelvet Heartโ€

Genre: R&B-pop

Vibe: Sensual and slow, with velvety vocals.

Concept: A song for intimate momentsโ€”loving someone so gently itโ€™s like touching velvet.

3. โ€œOnly When You Smileโ€

Genre: Bright acoustic pop

Vibe: Heartwarming, sunny, and pure.

Concept: The whole world fades when they smile. Fans describe this one as โ€œboyfriend material in a song.โ€

4. โ€œCall Me Yoursโ€

Genre: Upbeat dance-pop

Vibe: Playful, confident, fan-service heavy.

Concept: Heโ€™s daring them to take the lead and claim him. Itโ€™s catchy, bold, and screams fan favorite.

5. โ€œMidnight Confessionโ€

Genre: Synth ballad

Vibe: Mysterious, emotional, dreamy.

Concept: Alone at night, he finally admits everything heโ€™s been hiding in his heart.

6. โ€œRain on Sundayโ€

Genre: Soft R&B with lo-fi beats

Vibe: Comforting and emotional.

Concept: A love that feels like home. Perfect for rainy day playlists and quiet moments.

7. โ€œKiss Me Laterโ€

Genre: Retro-pop with 80s vibes

Vibe: Teasing, high-energy, flirty.

Concept: A fun chase between two people who know whatโ€™s comingโ€”but want to enjoy the wait.

8. โ€œIf You Knewโ€

Genre: Emotional power ballad

Vibe: Vulnerable, powerful vocals.

Concept: The pain of loving someone in silence. A fan favorite for live stages with raw emotion.

FINALLY OMG! CAN WE GO TO ONE OF THE CONCERTS! @seo-yeon123

[OPEN STARTER | Park | Outside the Games]

!This is an alternative Universe meaning Se-mi is not together with anyone! this happens after the games!

!18+ Interactions / Smut allowed!

*The sky was painted in soft pastels, fading sunlight casting a golden glow over the quiet park. Cherry blossoms drifted down from the trees like lazy snowflakes, some landing in Se-Miโ€™s dark hair as she lay stretched out on the grass. Her black boots were kicked off to the side, and her hoodie sleeves were rolled up just enough to show the little scars she never bothered to explain. She held her phone above her face, screen dark, long since forgotten.*

*A gentle breeze moved through the trees, rustling leaves and the hem of her oversized hoodie. The air smelled like springโ€”fresh earth, cut grass, and a hint of someone grilling nearby. Peaceful, almost dreamlike.*

*Se-Mi let out a low hum, one hand resting behind her head.*

"If I could freeze this moment... I think I would," *she murmured, more to the sky than anyone else.* "No debt, no games, justโ€ฆ this."

*She didnโ€™t realize someone was nearby until the grass shifted next to her.*

"You just gonna stand there, or are you gonna sit?" *she asked without looking up, her voice casual but with that usual sharpness at the edges.*

[Open for anyone to jump inโ€”sit beside her, talk, tease her, or ask what's on her mind.]

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Dumb and Dumber - @380semi - Se-mi x Hayden *CLOSED RP*

"How can you be so smart yet so dumb at the same time?" These words didn't bother Hayden one bit, she actually just laughed it off before responding "I could say the same to you...honestly. We are both dumb as shit but still so smart. Smartest people that exist. I promise you that" she wraps her arm around her friend. "Two of a kind. No one else can match our greatness. Don't you think?" she places her cigarette between her lips and then ruffles her friend's hair before taking a long drag of her cigarette. She blows the smoke out slowly before letting go of her. "I like to think how I'm both a genius and yet so stupid is part of my charm....what do you think?"

Se-Mi snorted, shaking her head as she leaned against the wall with her arms crossed. "Oh, absolutely. Pure genius. The kind that walks into a glass door and then writes a ten-page thesis on quantum mechanics right after." She smirked, watching Hayden with amused eyes. She waved a hand dramatically. "But you know what? You're right. No one else can match our greatness. The world simply isnโ€™t ready for two chaotic masterminds like us." She wrinkled her nose slightly as Hayden took a drag of her cigarette, then flicked her friendโ€™s forehead. "And part of that so-called 'charm' of yours is also making dumb decisions with confidence. Which, honestly, I respect. It's an art form at this point." Se-Mi grinned before leaning in slightly. "So, what's our next brilliant, stupid move?"

"Well...no....more like..an idiot who gets into a fistfight at a bar when drunk but is also smart and cool and does awesome skateboard tricks. Plus I did decent in school. I only dropped out because of life and my garbage parents. Not that I'm the smartest when it comes to book smarts but I am smart when it comes to life and other things" She takes another drag of her cigarette and blows it in her friend's face as retaliation "I did not plan ahead, that's what makes it so much more fun, you decide in the moment. Planning ahead is for smart people who refuse to be dumb once and a while" she laughs tapping her cigarette to release some of the ashes. She then places it in her mouth and checks her phone. She replies to a text and then holds the cigarette "What do you want to do? I'm tired of deciding everything. I know I'm so cool, amazing, and everything you wish you were....but I'm also out of ideas. We could go skateboarding....go bug the shit out of that stupid boyfriend of yours.." she liked annoying her friend's boyfriend since he was like a dumb brother to her "Or..." she finishes her cigarette then shrugs "We can go get shitfaced and just see where the evening takes us"

Se-Mi coughed dramatically, waving the smoke out of her face. "You're such an asshole," she muttered, though there was no real heat behind it. She smirked, watching Hayden check her phone. "See, I could argue that planning ahead is what keeps us from getting arrested, but honestly? Whereโ€™s the fun in that?" She shoved her hands in her pockets, rocking on her heels. "Skateboarding sounds fun, but you know Iโ€™ll just end up busting my ass while you do some insane trick like itโ€™s nothing. As for bugging my boyfriend?" She grinned. "Tempting. Very tempting." She tilted her head in thought. "Getting shitfaced and seeing where the night takes us... now that is a true test of our genius-stupidity balance. Do we get into trouble? Do we have the time of our lives? Who knows? Thatโ€™s the fun part." Se-Mi clapped her hands together. "Alright, screw it. Let's get drunk and see if we wake up in another city or just on my floor surrounded by terrible life choices. Either way, itโ€™s a win."

"Hey hey, getting into trouble is how we have the time of our lives. Come on. That's the best part!" she rolls her eyes "Fine but don't try to make out with me, if it happens more than once I will tell your boyfriend. He may be into it....or he may be mad...I have no fucking clue" she laughs stubs out the last bit of her cigarette then nods "Let's get changed. I am not dressing fancy but I want to at least look nice...since we are at my place and fuck it if I'm walking to yours...you can borrow something to wear" she heads upstairs to her room and pulls out some clothing options. She changes into some baggy jeans and chunky sneakers. She puts on a tank top with a tattered sweater with holes and frayed edges that gave off a grunge vibe. She then added some simple stud earrings and a simple chain necklace and touched up her natural makeup before checking her hair. She then tossed her friend a similar outfit but with a grunge-style hoodie instead of a sweater, the hoodie was a bit oversized so unzipped it could be worn off the shoulders a bit and would look cool.

Se-Mi snorted, following her upstairs with a crooked grin. "You act like I try to make out with you. That was one time and I was very drunk, okay? And also, he would absolutely be into it. But Iโ€™ll behave. Probably." She caught the hoodie mid-air and held it up with a smirk. "Damn, you really do love me. This is hot. Grunge twins about to wreak havoc on the streets." She tossed off her current clothes and changed right there, totally unbothered, shimmying into the hoodie, high-waisted black shorts, and a pair of ripped tights she found in Haydenโ€™s drawer without asking. โ€œOkay but likeโ€ฆ if we donโ€™t get arrested tonight, Iโ€™ll be kind of disappointed." She reached for some eyeliner and darkened her waterline a little, then tied her hair up messily, some strands falling around her face. "Also, we better get good pictures. If Iโ€™m gonna spiral, I at least wanna look hot doing it." She struck a pose in the mirror, then turned to Hayden. "How do I look? Chaos incarnate? Your cool but clearly emotionally unstable partner in crime?" She grinned wide. "Letโ€™s go, bitch. Letโ€™s ruin the nightโ€”in the best way."

"If given permission I'd fuck you in front of him...so don't tease me like that. If you think your boyfriend is a cuck...play it up...cause then you can have so much more fun" she grins then rolls her eyes "You always seem to find clothes my ex left around...girly shit" she motioned to the shorts and tights but waved it off "Hey, I don't want to get arrested...I just want the risk of getting arrested...actual jail time is not fun" she wraps her arm around her friend's waist then grabs her ass playfully, she was always flirting with her, heck if she was offered to join in a poly thing with Se-Mi and her bf she'd gladly accept, on top of that it seemed Se-Mi didn't mind the flirting since it was mostly just playing around. She took some selfies of them together and then nodded "Let's go ya hoe" She headed out of the room and downstairs. She glances back "Want to pregame or go in sober? Pregaming might save us some money on booze. Buuuut I don't care what we do" she shrugs her shoulders.

Se-Mi barked out a laugh, shaking her head as she followed Hayden downstairs. "Girl, if I didnโ€™t know you were mostly joking, Iโ€™d have to start renegotiating my relationship terms." She smirked, throwing an arm around Haydenโ€™s shoulders. "But hey, if we ever do go poly? Youโ€™re top of the list. My boyfriend might actually cry from joyโ€”or confusion. Probably both." She glanced down at the shorts and tights combo and rolled her eyes. "Girly shit my ass. I make this look hot. Your ex had taste, Iโ€™ll give him thatโ€”not in partners, but definitely in clothes." At the grab on her ass, Se-Mi just swatted her friendโ€™s hand with a playful scoff. "Youโ€™re lucky I love you. And that I have a high tolerance for chaotic bisexual energy." She posed for the selfies like a pro, making one serious, one duck face, and then one where she fake-bit Haydenโ€™s shoulder. Afterward, she pulled her phone out. "Alright, letโ€™s definitely pregame. Iโ€™ve got that bottle of soju hidden behind your cereal box. You know, the one I stashed there three hangouts ago." She grabbed it, popped the cap off dramatically, and held it out. "To being hot, dumb, and probably making a series of reckless decisions weโ€™ll laugh about or cry over tomorrow." She smirked. "Bottoms up, bitch."

"You clearly know nothing about me you tard...I am fully serious" She laughed then nodded "Maybe talk to him 'cause I wanna make that man cry...I doubt he's ever met a dominant woman in his life...while you are....close...you are still nothing compared to me" she lifts her chin and leans in close like she was about to kiss her. "I am a top in most sexual situations...even with men I tend to be dominant, so getting your little boyfriend to whimper would be cute...or make him watch me make you whimper...either way...I'd love to see him lose his mind" Instead of kissing her she let their noses bump lightly then she let go and walked past her to go get some drinks "My ex cheated on me with my enemy, she was very much an idiot when it came to picking partners...anyone who can leave me has bad taste...while I was in a bad place and maybe I was a shitbag...cheating? I do not agree with cheating...ever" she nods "I am probably too old to be this dumb, but I don't care anymore" She takes the bottle and downs a bunch before passing it back. "I'm ready to fuck shit up!"

Se-Miโ€™s eyes narrowed, a sharp, wicked smirk tugging at her lips. She didnโ€™t flinch, didnโ€™t look awayโ€”if anything, she stepped forward when Hayden leaned in, her gaze locked and voice low. โ€œOh, fully serious, huh? You talk a big game, babe. But if you ever actually followed through?โ€ Her voice dipped, honey-slick and dangerous, โ€œYouโ€™d find out real quick Iโ€™m not as easy to handle as I look.โ€ She let their noses brush, not pulling away eitherโ€”just letting the tension sizzle between them before Hayden stepped past. Se-Mi clicked her tongue, clearly amused. โ€œYou're not wrong though. He has never met a woman like you. And Iโ€™m very curious what would happen if I let you break him. Or both of us.โ€ She turned to watch Hayden pour the drinks, biting her lip with a glint in her eye. โ€œDonโ€™t tempt me unless youโ€™re ready to actually fuck me up and destroy my body.โ€ She walked over, grabbed the bottle, and took a long swig, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand. โ€œAnd listen,โ€ she added, a little more serious, โ€œyour ex was a goddamn idiot. You donโ€™t cheat on someone like you. You donโ€™t *leave* someone like you. But them being stupid just means their loss is everyone else's gain.โ€ Se-Mi stepped in close again, practically chest to chest, and tilted her head. โ€œToo old to be this dumb?โ€ she whispered. โ€œNah. Youโ€™re the perfect amount of dumb. Letโ€™s go set the world on fire, hot stuff.โ€ She smacked Haydenโ€™s ass on her way to the door. โ€œI call first round of drinks. You handle chaos.โ€

"I've never followed through because as much as I'm a terrible piece of crap...I don't believe in cheating. So I would never do anything that leads to my friend cheating on her boyfriend" she laughs "You may be a handful but you are nothing like me...trust...the shit I've been through...for fuck sake Se-mi I used to do underground fighting for the sick pleasure of getting hurt...I'd even pick bar fights for the same reason" she shook her head "I was an abusive alcoholic at the time...she had every right to leave me...but cheating...that went too far...I fucking snapped and left the country for a few years" She rolls her eyes "I got mostly sober though...I only drink on the weekends or with friends...I stopped hard drugs and I'm not the violent idiot anymore. I now only hurt people who are stupid and deserve it, like gross men who grab asses at the bar or ugly meatheads who think their shit doesn't stink" She laughs and then heads out of the apartment with her, she shuts the door behind them and locks it "Plus another crazy thing that sets us apart...all my fucked up kinks. I see you having pretty normal kinks if not...maybe even being pretty vanilla with that boy of yours" She heads downstairs and outside "I used to get off on fist fights. I liked being choked so much that I'd almost pass out, I loved knife and blood play. All the kinky stuff...one ex took it a bit far" she rubs her shoulder "I have a wonky heart-shaped scar because of it. Fucker couldn't even do a good job. He was a shitbag anyway...only wanted to fuck....constantly.." she had only stayed with him as punishment for hurting her ex-girlfriend so badly and it worked out well since she had suffered quite a bit of trauma from being with him "Fuck I got pregnant with that prick...lost the damn kid early on and he didn't even bat an eye" she had been pregnant just long enough to know she was having a boy but then lost the pregnancy due to stress. She spoke of it casually now but back then she had been so badly hurt by that man, he was one of two men she had ever dated, any other time it was women she was with since it was what she preferred.

โ€œDamn,โ€ she said, not mocking or sarcasticโ€”just honest. โ€œYou really have been through hell and clawed your way out of it, huh?โ€ She glanced at her friend, eyes softer now, laced with something like admiration. โ€œAnd youโ€™re still standing. Still laughing. Still hot as fuck. Thatโ€™s not just survival, thatโ€™s power.โ€ She bumped Haydenโ€™s shoulder with her own. โ€œI respect the hell outta you, yโ€™know? Not because of all the crazy shitโ€”though, yeah, thatโ€™s metal as fuckโ€”but because you came out of it and chose to be better. People like to glorify brokenness, but they donโ€™t understand how goddamn hard it is to fix yourself and not just keep breaking others.โ€ She pulled out the bottle again, offering it up. โ€œI may not be as chaotic as youโ€”sure, maybe Iโ€™ve got more โ€˜normalโ€™ kinks, whatever the fuck that meansโ€”but donโ€™t think for a second I donโ€™t carry my own shadows.โ€ Her voice dipped. โ€œIโ€™ve never done underground fights or knife play, but I have let people treat me like I wasnโ€™t worth shit because I thought thatโ€™s what I deserved. And Iโ€™ve stayed in places I knew would wreck meโ€ฆ because I was too scared of being alone.โ€ She chuckled bitterly, taking a swig. โ€œSo, no. I might not be like you. But I get it more than you think.โ€ She looked over again, her expression unreadable but intense. โ€œThat scar on your shoulder? That pain you carry? Doesnโ€™t make you weak. Makes you dangerous in the best way. And if anyone tries to fuck with you againโ€”well, I might be more vanilla than you, but I still know how to break a nose.โ€ Se-Miโ€™s grin slowly returned, sharper now. โ€œLetโ€™s go fuck shit up. Not because weโ€™re broken. But because we survived. And now the worldโ€™s gotta deal with it.โ€

"I never doubted you were tough, just saying you aren't as batshit crazy" she shrugs "Hey, I don't need any protecting. Unless I'm too drunk to throw a punch I can handle things" She laughs and then wraps her arm around her friend's shoulders "I used to fight for fun! If that doesn't mean anything then shit...everything is meaningless" as they head into town she pulls out a cigarette and lights it taking a long drag, she then offers one to her friend even though she probably didn't smoke. Hayden couldn't quite remember. She laughed as they passed some guys who gave them weird looks for smoking in public "Take a picture it will last longer" she flipped them off then laughed before continuing toward the club they were going to. She didn't care about cultural norms and being the perfect citizen. She continued to smoke but when they got closer to the club where it was busier and there were so many people she stubbed out her cigarette then glanced over at her friend "Ready to go have some fun?" she walked up to the club and didn't even bother to wait in line. She just flashed the guy at the door her ID and then they were let in.

Se-Mi chuckled low under her breath as Hayden wrapped her arm around her. โ€œBatshit crazy? Nah, Iโ€™m more of the calculated chaos type. Youโ€™re the Molotov cocktail, Iโ€™m the slow burn that still takes the whole place down. We make a damn good combo.โ€ When Hayden offered her a cigarette, Se-Mi smirked and took it without hesitation. โ€œTonight? Iโ€™ll be bad. Why the hell not.โ€ She lit it with a little flick of her lighter, inhaled, coughed once, then grinned. โ€œYup. Still donโ€™t smoke. But itโ€™s your fault now.โ€ As they passed the guys staring, Se-Mi didnโ€™t even look their way. โ€œTheir dicks are probably scared. Good,โ€ she muttered, blowing smoke in a perfect stream as she watched Hayden flip them off. โ€œWeโ€™re not here to impress anyone. Weโ€™re here to remind people what danger looks like in heels and eyeliner.โ€ Once they reached the club, Se-Mi raised a brow as Hayden skipped the line. โ€œGod, I love your confidence. You walk like the world owes you everything, and you know it does.โ€ She followed closely behind, giving a wink to the bouncer as they slipped inside. The bass from the music hit like a heartbeat in the walls, lights flashing in violet and red as bodies moved like waves across the floor. Se-Mi let out a little grin as the energy soaked into her skin. โ€œFuck yeah, Iโ€™m ready,โ€ she said, leaning in close to Haydenโ€™s ear so she could hear her over the music. โ€œLetโ€™s make people remember us tonight. Whether itโ€™s for dancing, drinking, or getting kicked outโ€”doesnโ€™t matter. Just as long as we burn bright enough to leave a mark.โ€ She tugged her hoodie down a bit, letting one shoulder bare slightly, her chain catching the strobe light. โ€œYour move, troublemaker. You wanna start with drinks, dancing, or some good old-fashioned mischief?โ€

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โ€œSirโ€ฆ can you protect me doing lights outโ€ฆ I have a feeling someone will come after me.โ€

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Yes. I can do thatโ€ฆ

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โ€œSirโ€ฆ thereโ€™s also the boy over there, heโ€™s called Min-su. Can you keep an eye on himโ€ฆ please.โ€

I can certainly do thatโ€ฆ

Thank you sirโ€ฆ Iโ€™m Han Se-mi but you can just call me Se-mi. Whatโ€™s your name sirโ€ฆ?

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โ€œSirโ€ฆ can you protect me doing lights outโ€ฆ I have a feeling someone will come after me.โ€

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Yes. I can do thatโ€ฆ

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โ€œSirโ€ฆ thereโ€™s also the boy over there, heโ€™s called Min-su. Can you keep an eye on himโ€ฆ please.โ€

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