The Wild Tengu

@xhybnx

RP SIDE BLOG || world traveler, drunk and Bisexual (Females preferred) || Tengu || Full of trauma but tons of fun. || 172cm || 1998 || Mun is 25+ || Multiverse/Ship

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Han Hye-Bin - Call me Hayden - Uncaged and Free

!IMPORTANT! I originally quit rp and decided to return and just limit myself so if replies are extra slow it means I'm being kind to myself. I will never take longer than a week to do replies but if it goes beyond that please remind me as it means I've forgotten. I normally don't go longer than 5 days though. !IMPORTANT!

Main blog is @joasis00

Hayden is Korean Tengu and an addict in recovery (still drinks and smokes weed but no hard drugs) she is forever coping with past trauma but has learned to deal with her pain in healthier ways. Though she is a bit hot-headed she is protective and loving and will fight for the people she cares about. She is a high-level amateur boxer known for underground fights but she is now working toward legit work as she no longer uses boxing as a form of self-harm and anger control.

Bio is short and sweet. Come meet this hotheaded tomboy today~ she will make your day. There is a lot of lore with this girl from past rps that I kept in her backstory so if you wish to know more about her feel free to ask.

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Daydreaming - @ryukjunghwa - Jung-Hwa x Hayden *CLOSED RP*

Hayden had been back in Korea for about a year now, things had been chaotic over the past few years and she was finally coping in healthier ways, though life was still full of ups and downs she was doing alright and trying to make the best of it. She was celebrating 6 and a half months off hard drugs and was having a drink at her favorite bar when she decided to find a place to sit and just people watch, she had mostly cut herself off from her friends as they were all bad influences and led to a lot of her substance abuse issues so she was alone during this time but by now she was used to it and didn't mind it much anymore. She was sipping her drink and scrolling on her phone when a rather boldly dressed girl walked up. She sets her phone down on the table and sits back crossing her legs casually “You visited me in my dreams last night.“ Hayden simply listened to her attempt at a pickup line then laughed softly "Well I'm sorry that I turned your dream into a nightmare. May I order you a drink as compensation?" she motioned for the lady to sit if she wanted.

"Because I am a dominant person, not a monster...I've been in a master pet relationship before and it's all about balance. Even if we aren't doing that kind of relationship it's similar in certain aspects. Plus I'm not the "dangerous" Hayden all the time, just when the mood strikes" she shrugs watching her "Though I am always on the dominant side as I take no shit from anyone I am not always going to be in the mood to be rough and tough" she takes the joint since she decided they could share instead of lighting more than one, she takes a big hit and passes it back. She holds it for a bit then blows the smoke out slowly "And hey I may even want you to be dominant in bed once in a while if I'm in a submissive mood...just with my permission" She glances over with a sharp gaze. "But even if we have a unique relationship, we will be dating. That means romantic feelings will be involved and you don't have to be awkward and stiff. Relax. Make yourself at home. When I am in a "dominant mood/mode" you will know how to behave but by default, I'm pretty chill. Okay? You will be my girlfriend, not my pet. Even if I have to put you in your place sometimes" she whistles and Agi flies over, he had already climbed out of the cage and was waiting for her to acknowledge him "Who's my good boy?" the bird bobs his head and makes excited noises.

Jung-Hwa listened closely, her head tilted just slightly, eyes soft as she took in every word. There was a deep, almost reverent silence about her for a moment—like she was absorbing not just the message, but the meaning behind it. When the joint was passed to her again, she took a slow drag, eyes not leaving Hayden’s face. Then she gave a small nod, her voice warm and quiet. “Okay,” she said simply. “I get it. You’re not a monster. You’re… layered. And I like that. I want to learn all your layers, even the rough ones.” Her fingers brushed along her thigh, a soft little movement of nerves, but not fear—something closer to anticipation. “And I’m not afraid of being put in my place,” she added with a playful little grin as she handed the joint back, letting the smoke drift between them. “Just means I’ll know exactly where I belong.” Her gaze dropped for a moment as Agi landed near them, and she couldn’t help but smile at the bird’s excited bobbing. “God, even your crow is confident. What are you feeding everyone around here, huh?” she teased, voice tinged with affection. Then, after a beat, she looked up again—her eyes searching, softer now. “Thank you for letting me in. Not just your place, but… you. That means more than you know.” She leaned back into the couch cushions, finally allowing herself to relax into the space, legs stretched out in front of her as she stole another drag. “So… what do you wanna know about your soon-to-be girlfriend?” Her tone was cheeky, but there was a quiet sincerity under it, like she was already handing herself over piece by piece.

"Anything? Everything? Just give me whatever info is worth knowing. Because if we are to date I need to know you better because we haven't even been friends beforehand so I literally know nothing about you" She holds her arm out so the bird can see the house guest "Say hi Agi" the bird bobs his head "Hi Agi!" he repeats, his voice was eery with how human it was compared to other birds but it wasn't too creepy. "Agi you know that is not what I meant" She laughs and then moves her arm so he can move to the back of the sofa, he jumps onto the sofa and gets comfortable. Hayden then steals the joint back and takes a hit before passing it back, she holds the smoke then lets it blow out through her nose "Just tell me the basic info, the stuff you would tell a new friend. Then I can tell you some things about myself" she leans back finally feeling the effects of the weed.

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Dumb and Dumber - @380semi - Se-mi x Hayden *CLOSED RP*

"How can you be so smart yet so dumb at the same time?" These words didn't bother Hayden one bit, she actually just laughed it off before responding "I could say the same to you...honestly. We are both dumb as shit but still so smart. Smartest people that exist. I promise you that" she wraps her arm around her friend. "Two of a kind. No one else can match our greatness. Don't you think?" she places her cigarette between her lips and then ruffles her friend's hair before taking a long drag of her cigarette. She blows the smoke out slowly before letting go of her. "I like to think how I'm both a genius and yet so stupid is part of my charm....what do you think?"

"So even your boyfriend isn't worth the effort? Yikes" she laughs "It's not cheating...I feel like if your boyfriend can't give you everything you need and it's someone you are already close with then he knows you won't suddenly leave him for that person then there's not issue. But if you are concerned just text the turd and see if he's okay with us being fuck buddies as well as besties" she grins "No games, just us showing how much we know each other and how much more we want to know each other" she sipped her own drink then hugged her from behind and nibbled on her ear "Fuck, you should call him now. The idea of you talking to him while I touch you...that's hot" she spoke sensually into her ear, her breath hot against her flesh. She adored the idea of making that crummy boyfriend squirm and she knew it was pretty easy "I like knowing I can do what he does but better..." she laughed softly.

Se-Mi shivered slightly at the feeling of Hayden’s breath on her ear, the teasing tone setting her nerves alight in the best way. But she didn’t pull away—if anything, she leaned back into the warmth of her arms, letting herself sink into the moment. “You’re really trying to stir shit up, huh?” she murmured, a little breathless but with a smirk tugging at her lips. “You love chaos almost as much as you love proving you’re better than someone else.” Her hand slipped down to rest gently on Hayden’s thigh as they swayed together, her touch slow and careful. “It’s not that he isn’t worth the effort… it’s just different. Safe. Calm. With you?” She turned slightly to meet Hayden’s gaze, eyes smoldering. “It’s heat. Risk. Curiosity I don’t even want to explain.” A flush colored her cheeks—not from embarrassment, but anticipation. “You wanna make him squirm? Then maybe I will call. Maybe I’ll ask him. Not to hurt him… but because part of me wants to see what he’d say if he really knew what I wanted.” She tilted her head, letting Hayden nibble, her voice now low and breathy. “But let’s be clear… if we do this, it’s not about replacing anyone. It’s about you and me… making each other feel good in ways no one else can.” Then, with a small laugh, she added, “And if I end up ruining you for other girls… that’s your problem, not mine.”

"I just think your boyfriend is a loser...he may be cute but he's lame as fuck" she shrugs "I do love chaos and yes I love proving I'm better. It's a fucking thrill" she shook her head "Sorry darling, you are cute but you couldn't ruin me for other girls. I've been with many girls. None have been enough to do that. But it's cute you say that" she laughs softly "But yeah, I'm against cheating so we do need your boyfriends okay before we proceed and no it's not about replacing anyone. I just like proving I'm better than others, especially in bed. Too bad he's a wuss and wouldn't join us, that could have been fun but it's okay. I get you all to myself once and a while" She kisses her on the lips and then goes to grab her drink "But don't get mad if I get a girlfriend or anything...though I will make it known you are part of the deal and won't be negotiable" She downs the last of her drink and then smirks.

Se-Mi's fingers trembled slightly as they toyed with the hem of Hayden’s hoodie, her usual confident energy now humming with something softer—needier. The bass of the club pulsed around them, lights flashing across her flushed cheeks as she looked up through her lashes, voice barely louder than the music. “You know I always act like I’ve got things handled, like I’m the one in control,” she said, the faintest smile curling at the corners of her lips. “But with you… it’s different. I don’t want to be the one in charge. Not tonight.” Her eyes searched Hayden’s face like she was looking for permission to fall apart. “I want you to take it,” she whispered, her tone edged with desperation and something more tender underneath. “I want to feel everything I’ve been too scared to ask for… to be touched like I’m yours, even if it’s just for the night.” She pressed in close again, voice barely audible against Hayden’s ear, “He wouldn’t stop me. He’s sweet… but soft. And I need something harder. Something real. He couldn’t break me even if he tried.” Her breath hitched, nails lightly dragging over Hayden’s side. “But you? You could tear me open in ways I’ve only dreamed of.” Then, with a shaky laugh and a drop of her gaze, she murmured, “So do it. Ruin me a little. I’ll beg if you want.”

"Well let's enjoy our night out before we worry about that. I want to dance with you some more. Okay? Plus...I want to get into a fight and maybe risk getting arrested. Then we can go to my place later and have some adrenaline-fueled sex" She turns her head and burps loudly, she wasn't against being gross but she wasn't going to burp in her friend's face "Though if you want to make out in the corner of the room for a little bit until we find someone worthy of kicking their ass. I wouldn't say no" She pulls her in close by the waist and kisses her deeply on the lips "Gotta give my girl what she wants" She bites her lip playfully then grins "Or we can go find some shitty guys, get them to hit on us and then piss them off and start a fight, up to you" she laughs softly then leans in and nibbles on her ear teasingly.

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Dumb and Dumber - @380semi - Se-mi x Hayden *CLOSED RP*

"How can you be so smart yet so dumb at the same time?" These words didn't bother Hayden one bit, she actually just laughed it off before responding "I could say the same to you...honestly. We are both dumb as shit but still so smart. Smartest people that exist. I promise you that" she wraps her arm around her friend. "Two of a kind. No one else can match our greatness. Don't you think?" she places her cigarette between her lips and then ruffles her friend's hair before taking a long drag of her cigarette. She blows the smoke out slowly before letting go of her. "I like to think how I'm both a genius and yet so stupid is part of my charm....what do you think?"

"So even your boyfriend isn't worth the effort? Yikes" she laughs "It's not cheating...I feel like if your boyfriend can't give you everything you need and it's someone you are already close with then he knows you won't suddenly leave him for that person then there's not issue. But if you are concerned just text the turd and see if he's okay with us being fuck buddies as well as besties" she grins "No games, just us showing how much we know each other and how much more we want to know each other" she sipped her own drink then hugged her from behind and nibbled on her ear "Fuck, you should call him now. The idea of you talking to him while I touch you...that's hot" she spoke sensually into her ear, her breath hot against her flesh. She adored the idea of making that crummy boyfriend squirm and she knew it was pretty easy "I like knowing I can do what he does but better..." she laughed softly.

Se-Mi shivered slightly at the feeling of Hayden’s breath on her ear, the teasing tone setting her nerves alight in the best way. But she didn’t pull away—if anything, she leaned back into the warmth of her arms, letting herself sink into the moment. “You’re really trying to stir shit up, huh?” she murmured, a little breathless but with a smirk tugging at her lips. “You love chaos almost as much as you love proving you’re better than someone else.” Her hand slipped down to rest gently on Hayden’s thigh as they swayed together, her touch slow and careful. “It’s not that he isn’t worth the effort… it’s just different. Safe. Calm. With you?” She turned slightly to meet Hayden’s gaze, eyes smoldering. “It’s heat. Risk. Curiosity I don’t even want to explain.” A flush colored her cheeks—not from embarrassment, but anticipation. “You wanna make him squirm? Then maybe I will call. Maybe I’ll ask him. Not to hurt him… but because part of me wants to see what he’d say if he really knew what I wanted.” She tilted her head, letting Hayden nibble, her voice now low and breathy. “But let’s be clear… if we do this, it’s not about replacing anyone. It’s about you and me… making each other feel good in ways no one else can.” Then, with a small laugh, she added, “And if I end up ruining you for other girls… that’s your problem, not mine.”

"I just think your boyfriend is a loser...he may be cute but he's lame as fuck" she shrugs "I do love chaos and yes I love proving I'm better. It's a fucking thrill" she shook her head "Sorry darling, you are cute but you couldn't ruin me for other girls. I've been with many girls. None have been enough to do that. But it's cute you say that" she laughs softly "But yeah, I'm against cheating so we do need your boyfriends okay before we proceed and no it's not about replacing anyone. I just like proving I'm better than others, especially in bed. Too bad he's a wuss and wouldn't join us, that could have been fun but it's okay. I get you all to myself once and a while" She kisses her on the lips and then goes to grab her drink "But don't get mad if I get a girlfriend or anything...though I will make it known you are part of the deal and won't be negotiable" She downs the last of her drink and then smirks.

Daydreaming - @ryukjunghwa - Jung-Hwa x Hayden *CLOSED RP*

Hayden had been back in Korea for about a year now, things had been chaotic over the past few years and she was finally coping in healthier ways, though life was still full of ups and downs she was doing alright and trying to make the best of it. She was celebrating 6 and a half months off hard drugs and was having a drink at her favorite bar when she decided to find a place to sit and just people watch, she had mostly cut herself off from her friends as they were all bad influences and led to a lot of her substance abuse issues so she was alone during this time but by now she was used to it and didn't mind it much anymore. She was sipping her drink and scrolling on her phone when a rather boldly dressed girl walked up. She sets her phone down on the table and sits back crossing her legs casually “You visited me in my dreams last night.“ Hayden simply listened to her attempt at a pickup line then laughed softly "Well I'm sorry that I turned your dream into a nightmare. May I order you a drink as compensation?" she motioned for the lady to sit if she wanted.

"Because I am a dominant person, not a monster...I've been in a master pet relationship before and it's all about balance. Even if we aren't doing that kind of relationship it's similar in certain aspects. Plus I'm not the "dangerous" Hayden all the time, just when the mood strikes" she shrugs watching her "Though I am always on the dominant side as I take no shit from anyone I am not always going to be in the mood to be rough and tough" she takes the joint since she decided they could share instead of lighting more than one, she takes a big hit and passes it back. She holds it for a bit then blows the smoke out slowly "And hey I may even want you to be dominant in bed once in a while if I'm in a submissive mood...just with my permission" She glances over with a sharp gaze. "But even if we have a unique relationship, we will be dating. That means romantic feelings will be involved and you don't have to be awkward and stiff. Relax. Make yourself at home. When I am in a "dominant mood/mode" you will know how to behave but by default, I'm pretty chill. Okay? You will be my girlfriend, not my pet. Even if I have to put you in your place sometimes" she whistles and Agi flies over, he had already climbed out of the cage and was waiting for her to acknowledge him "Who's my good boy?" the bird bobs his head and makes excited noises.

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Dumb and Dumber - @380semi - Se-mi x Hayden *CLOSED RP*

"How can you be so smart yet so dumb at the same time?" These words didn't bother Hayden one bit, she actually just laughed it off before responding "I could say the same to you...honestly. We are both dumb as shit but still so smart. Smartest people that exist. I promise you that" she wraps her arm around her friend. "Two of a kind. No one else can match our greatness. Don't you think?" she places her cigarette between her lips and then ruffles her friend's hair before taking a long drag of her cigarette. She blows the smoke out slowly before letting go of her. "I like to think how I'm both a genius and yet so stupid is part of my charm....what do you think?"

"So even your boyfriend isn't worth the effort? Yikes" she laughs "It's not cheating...I feel like if your boyfriend can't give you everything you need and it's someone you are already close with then he knows you won't suddenly leave him for that person then there's not issue. But if you are concerned just text the turd and see if he's okay with us being fuck buddies as well as besties" she grins "No games, just us showing how much we know each other and how much more we want to know each other" she sipped her own drink then hugged her from behind and nibbled on her ear "Fuck, you should call him now. The idea of you talking to him while I touch you...that's hot" she spoke sensually into her ear, her breath hot against her flesh. She adored the idea of making that crummy boyfriend squirm and she knew it was pretty easy "I like knowing I can do what he does but better..." she laughed softly.

Daydreaming - @ryukjunghwa - Jung-Hwa x Hayden *CLOSED RP*

Hayden had been back in Korea for about a year now, things had been chaotic over the past few years and she was finally coping in healthier ways, though life was still full of ups and downs she was doing alright and trying to make the best of it. She was celebrating 6 and a half months off hard drugs and was having a drink at her favorite bar when she decided to find a place to sit and just people watch, she had mostly cut herself off from her friends as they were all bad influences and led to a lot of her substance abuse issues so she was alone during this time but by now she was used to it and didn't mind it much anymore. She was sipping her drink and scrolling on her phone when a rather boldly dressed girl walked up. She sets her phone down on the table and sits back crossing her legs casually “You visited me in my dreams last night.“ Hayden simply listened to her attempt at a pickup line then laughed softly "Well I'm sorry that I turned your dream into a nightmare. May I order you a drink as compensation?" she motioned for the lady to sit if she wanted.

She just slipped on the coat she was carrying and headed down the street, she was silent but the air around her was enough to fill the silence. It was a fairly long walk about 20 minutes but once in the building she headed upstairs and down the hall. She unlocked the door and pulled the girl in quick "Sorry...didn't want to let the cat out" she normally wouldn't rush anyone into her apartment since rushing people around wasn't part of her dominance thing. She shut the door locking then removed her coat and shoes. The apartment opened up into the kitchen and living room it was open concept and off to the side of the living roomw as a set of stairs to that led to the bathroom and bedrooms. She then motioned to the large mainecoon cat who was a bit overweight, he was just now walking around the corner of the island counter "that is Duke..." she then motions to the decent sized bird cage in the living room "In there is my crow Agi..." She walked over to the cage opening it in case the bird wanted to come out, she then feeds the cat his wet food for the night before turning her attention to her house guest "Shall we get to know each other a bit before we continue what we started? As much as I want to have some fun, I drank a bit too much" she laughed softly and leaned on the counter. If she drank too much, she would get a bit tired, so this was a good chance for them to get to know each other better, which was a good idea since the relationship they were going to have, was going to be intense and knowing each other would help things go smoothly and safely. "Doesn't mean we can't fool around; I just want something a little toned down.... though I wouldn't mind nibbling or being nibbled on. Been so long since I've done anything with anyone" she sits on the sofa and digs in the bag under the coffee table and pulls out a baggie of joints "Come smoke up with me, this will add to our calm and it's fun as hell"

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Dumb and Dumber - @380semi - Se-mi x Hayden *CLOSED RP*

"How can you be so smart yet so dumb at the same time?" These words didn't bother Hayden one bit, she actually just laughed it off before responding "I could say the same to you...honestly. We are both dumb as shit but still so smart. Smartest people that exist. I promise you that" she wraps her arm around her friend. "Two of a kind. No one else can match our greatness. Don't you think?" she places her cigarette between her lips and then ruffles her friend's hair before taking a long drag of her cigarette. She blows the smoke out slowly before letting go of her. "I like to think how I'm both a genius and yet so stupid is part of my charm....what do you think?"

Se-Mi snorted, shaking her head as she leaned against the wall with her arms crossed. "Oh, absolutely. Pure genius. The kind that walks into a glass door and then writes a ten-page thesis on quantum mechanics right after." She smirked, watching Hayden with amused eyes. She waved a hand dramatically. "But you know what? You're right. No one else can match our greatness. The world simply isn’t ready for two chaotic masterminds like us." She wrinkled her nose slightly as Hayden took a drag of her cigarette, then flicked her friend’s forehead. "And part of that so-called 'charm' of yours is also making dumb decisions with confidence. Which, honestly, I respect. It's an art form at this point." Se-Mi grinned before leaning in slightly. "So, what's our next brilliant, stupid move?"

"Well...no....more like..an idiot who gets into a fistfight at a bar when drunk but is also smart and cool and does awesome skateboard tricks. Plus I did decent in school. I only dropped out because of life and my garbage parents. Not that I'm the smartest when it comes to book smarts but I am smart when it comes to life and other things" She takes another drag of her cigarette and blows it in her friend's face as retaliation "I did not plan ahead, that's what makes it so much more fun, you decide in the moment. Planning ahead is for smart people who refuse to be dumb once and a while" she laughs tapping her cigarette to release some of the ashes. She then places it in her mouth and checks her phone. She replies to a text and then holds the cigarette "What do you want to do? I'm tired of deciding everything. I know I'm so cool, amazing, and everything you wish you were....but I'm also out of ideas. We could go skateboarding....go bug the shit out of that stupid boyfriend of yours.." she liked annoying her friend's boyfriend since he was like a dumb brother to her "Or..." she finishes her cigarette then shrugs "We can go get shitfaced and just see where the evening takes us"

Se-Mi coughed dramatically, waving the smoke out of her face. "You're such an asshole," she muttered, though there was no real heat behind it. She smirked, watching Hayden check her phone. "See, I could argue that planning ahead is what keeps us from getting arrested, but honestly? Where’s the fun in that?" She shoved her hands in her pockets, rocking on her heels. "Skateboarding sounds fun, but you know I’ll just end up busting my ass while you do some insane trick like it’s nothing. As for bugging my boyfriend?" She grinned. "Tempting. Very tempting." She tilted her head in thought. "Getting shitfaced and seeing where the night takes us... now that is a true test of our genius-stupidity balance. Do we get into trouble? Do we have the time of our lives? Who knows? That’s the fun part." Se-Mi clapped her hands together. "Alright, screw it. Let's get drunk and see if we wake up in another city or just on my floor surrounded by terrible life choices. Either way, it’s a win."

"Hey hey, getting into trouble is how we have the time of our lives. Come on. That's the best part!" she rolls her eyes "Fine but don't try to make out with me, if it happens more than once I will tell your boyfriend. He may be into it....or he may be mad...I have no fucking clue" she laughs stubs out the last bit of her cigarette then nods "Let's get changed. I am not dressing fancy but I want to at least look nice...since we are at my place and fuck it if I'm walking to yours...you can borrow something to wear" she heads upstairs to her room and pulls out some clothing options. She changes into some baggy jeans and chunky sneakers. She puts on a tank top with a tattered sweater with holes and frayed edges that gave off a grunge vibe. She then added some simple stud earrings and a simple chain necklace and touched up her natural makeup before checking her hair. She then tossed her friend a similar outfit but with a grunge-style hoodie instead of a sweater, the hoodie was a bit oversized so unzipped it could be worn off the shoulders a bit and would look cool.

Se-Mi snorted, following her upstairs with a crooked grin. "You act like I try to make out with you. That was one time and I was very drunk, okay? And also, he would absolutely be into it. But I’ll behave. Probably." She caught the hoodie mid-air and held it up with a smirk. "Damn, you really do love me. This is hot. Grunge twins about to wreak havoc on the streets." She tossed off her current clothes and changed right there, totally unbothered, shimmying into the hoodie, high-waisted black shorts, and a pair of ripped tights she found in Hayden’s drawer without asking. “Okay but like… if we don’t get arrested tonight, I’ll be kind of disappointed." She reached for some eyeliner and darkened her waterline a little, then tied her hair up messily, some strands falling around her face. "Also, we better get good pictures. If I’m gonna spiral, I at least wanna look hot doing it." She struck a pose in the mirror, then turned to Hayden. "How do I look? Chaos incarnate? Your cool but clearly emotionally unstable partner in crime?" She grinned wide. "Let’s go, bitch. Let’s ruin the night—in the best way."

"If given permission I'd fuck you in front of him...so don't tease me like that. If you think your boyfriend is a cuck...play it up...cause then you can have so much more fun" she grins then rolls her eyes "You always seem to find clothes my ex left around...girly shit" she motioned to the shorts and tights but waved it off "Hey, I don't want to get arrested...I just want the risk of getting arrested...actual jail time is not fun" she wraps her arm around her friend's waist then grabs her ass playfully, she was always flirting with her, heck if she was offered to join in a poly thing with Se-Mi and her bf she'd gladly accept, on top of that it seemed Se-Mi didn't mind the flirting since it was mostly just playing around. She took some selfies of them together and then nodded "Let's go ya hoe" She headed out of the room and downstairs. She glances back "Want to pregame or go in sober? Pregaming might save us some money on booze. Buuuut I don't care what we do" she shrugs her shoulders.

Se-Mi barked out a laugh, shaking her head as she followed Hayden downstairs. "Girl, if I didn’t know you were mostly joking, I’d have to start renegotiating my relationship terms." She smirked, throwing an arm around Hayden’s shoulders. "But hey, if we ever do go poly? You’re top of the list. My boyfriend might actually cry from joy—or confusion. Probably both." She glanced down at the shorts and tights combo and rolled her eyes. "Girly shit my ass. I make this look hot. Your ex had taste, I’ll give him that—not in partners, but definitely in clothes." At the grab on her ass, Se-Mi just swatted her friend’s hand with a playful scoff. "You’re lucky I love you. And that I have a high tolerance for chaotic bisexual energy." She posed for the selfies like a pro, making one serious, one duck face, and then one where she fake-bit Hayden’s shoulder. Afterward, she pulled her phone out. "Alright, let’s definitely pregame. I’ve got that bottle of soju hidden behind your cereal box. You know, the one I stashed there three hangouts ago." She grabbed it, popped the cap off dramatically, and held it out. "To being hot, dumb, and probably making a series of reckless decisions we’ll laugh about or cry over tomorrow." She smirked. "Bottoms up, bitch."

"You clearly know nothing about me you tard...I am fully serious" She laughed then nodded "Maybe talk to him 'cause I wanna make that man cry...I doubt he's ever met a dominant woman in his life...while you are....close...you are still nothing compared to me" she lifts her chin and leans in close like she was about to kiss her. "I am a top in most sexual situations...even with men I tend to be dominant, so getting your little boyfriend to whimper would be cute...or make him watch me make you whimper...either way...I'd love to see him lose his mind" Instead of kissing her she let their noses bump lightly then she let go and walked past her to go get some drinks "My ex cheated on me with my enemy, she was very much an idiot when it came to picking partners...anyone who can leave me has bad taste...while I was in a bad place and maybe I was a shitbag...cheating? I do not agree with cheating...ever" she nods "I am probably too old to be this dumb, but I don't care anymore" She takes the bottle and downs a bunch before passing it back. "I'm ready to fuck shit up!"

Se-Mi’s eyes narrowed, a sharp, wicked smirk tugging at her lips. She didn’t flinch, didn’t look away—if anything, she stepped forward when Hayden leaned in, her gaze locked and voice low. “Oh, fully serious, huh? You talk a big game, babe. But if you ever actually followed through?” Her voice dipped, honey-slick and dangerous, “You’d find out real quick I’m not as easy to handle as I look.” She let their noses brush, not pulling away either—just letting the tension sizzle between them before Hayden stepped past. Se-Mi clicked her tongue, clearly amused. “You're not wrong though. He has never met a woman like you. And I’m very curious what would happen if I let you break him. Or both of us.” She turned to watch Hayden pour the drinks, biting her lip with a glint in her eye. “Don’t tempt me unless you’re ready to actually fuck me up and destroy my body.” She walked over, grabbed the bottle, and took a long swig, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand. “And listen,” she added, a little more serious, “your ex was a goddamn idiot. You don’t cheat on someone like you. You don’t *leave* someone like you. But them being stupid just means their loss is everyone else's gain.” Se-Mi stepped in close again, practically chest to chest, and tilted her head. “Too old to be this dumb?” she whispered. “Nah. You’re the perfect amount of dumb. Let’s go set the world on fire, hot stuff.” She smacked Hayden’s ass on her way to the door. “I call first round of drinks. You handle chaos.”

"I've never followed through because as much as I'm a terrible piece of crap...I don't believe in cheating. So I would never do anything that leads to my friend cheating on her boyfriend" she laughs "You may be a handful but you are nothing like me...trust...the shit I've been through...for fuck sake Se-mi I used to do underground fighting for the sick pleasure of getting hurt...I'd even pick bar fights for the same reason" she shook her head "I was an abusive alcoholic at the time...she had every right to leave me...but cheating...that went too far...I fucking snapped and left the country for a few years" She rolls her eyes "I got mostly sober though...I only drink on the weekends or with friends...I stopped hard drugs and I'm not the violent idiot anymore. I now only hurt people who are stupid and deserve it, like gross men who grab asses at the bar or ugly meatheads who think their shit doesn't stink" She laughs and then heads out of the apartment with her, she shuts the door behind them and locks it "Plus another crazy thing that sets us apart...all my fucked up kinks. I see you having pretty normal kinks if not...maybe even being pretty vanilla with that boy of yours" She heads downstairs and outside "I used to get off on fist fights. I liked being choked so much that I'd almost pass out, I loved knife and blood play. All the kinky stuff...one ex took it a bit far" she rubs her shoulder "I have a wonky heart-shaped scar because of it. Fucker couldn't even do a good job. He was a shitbag anyway...only wanted to fuck....constantly.." she had only stayed with him as punishment for hurting her ex-girlfriend so badly and it worked out well since she had suffered quite a bit of trauma from being with him "Fuck I got pregnant with that prick...lost the damn kid early on and he didn't even bat an eye" she had been pregnant just long enough to know she was having a boy but then lost the pregnancy due to stress. She spoke of it casually now but back then she had been so badly hurt by that man, he was one of two men she had ever dated, any other time it was women she was with since it was what she preferred.

“Damn,” she said, not mocking or sarcastic—just honest. “You really have been through hell and clawed your way out of it, huh?” She glanced at her friend, eyes softer now, laced with something like admiration. “And you’re still standing. Still laughing. Still hot as fuck. That’s not just survival, that’s power.” She bumped Hayden’s shoulder with her own. “I respect the hell outta you, y’know? Not because of all the crazy shit—though, yeah, that’s metal as fuck—but because you came out of it and chose to be better. People like to glorify brokenness, but they don’t understand how goddamn hard it is to fix yourself and not just keep breaking others.” She pulled out the bottle again, offering it up. “I may not be as chaotic as you—sure, maybe I’ve got more ‘normal’ kinks, whatever the fuck that means—but don’t think for a second I don’t carry my own shadows.” Her voice dipped. “I’ve never done underground fights or knife play, but I have let people treat me like I wasn’t worth shit because I thought that’s what I deserved. And I’ve stayed in places I knew would wreck me… because I was too scared of being alone.” She chuckled bitterly, taking a swig. “So, no. I might not be like you. But I get it more than you think.” She looked over again, her expression unreadable but intense. “That scar on your shoulder? That pain you carry? Doesn’t make you weak. Makes you dangerous in the best way. And if anyone tries to fuck with you again—well, I might be more vanilla than you, but I still know how to break a nose.” Se-Mi’s grin slowly returned, sharper now. “Let’s go fuck shit up. Not because we’re broken. But because we survived. And now the world’s gotta deal with it.”

"I never doubted you were tough, just saying you aren't as batshit crazy" she shrugs "Hey, I don't need any protecting. Unless I'm too drunk to throw a punch I can handle things" She laughs and then wraps her arm around her friend's shoulders "I used to fight for fun! If that doesn't mean anything then shit...everything is meaningless" as they head into town she pulls out a cigarette and lights it taking a long drag, she then offers one to her friend even though she probably didn't smoke. Hayden couldn't quite remember. She laughed as they passed some guys who gave them weird looks for smoking in public "Take a picture it will last longer" she flipped them off then laughed before continuing toward the club they were going to. She didn't care about cultural norms and being the perfect citizen. She continued to smoke but when they got closer to the club where it was busier and there were so many people she stubbed out her cigarette then glanced over at her friend "Ready to go have some fun?" she walked up to the club and didn't even bother to wait in line. She just flashed the guy at the door her ID and then they were let in.

Se-Mi chuckled low under her breath as Hayden wrapped her arm around her. “Batshit crazy? Nah, I’m more of the calculated chaos type. You’re the Molotov cocktail, I’m the slow burn that still takes the whole place down. We make a damn good combo.” When Hayden offered her a cigarette, Se-Mi smirked and took it without hesitation. “Tonight? I’ll be bad. Why the hell not.” She lit it with a little flick of her lighter, inhaled, coughed once, then grinned. “Yup. Still don’t smoke. But it’s your fault now.” As they passed the guys staring, Se-Mi didn’t even look their way. “Their dicks are probably scared. Good,” she muttered, blowing smoke in a perfect stream as she watched Hayden flip them off. “We’re not here to impress anyone. We’re here to remind people what danger looks like in heels and eyeliner.” Once they reached the club, Se-Mi raised a brow as Hayden skipped the line. “God, I love your confidence. You walk like the world owes you everything, and you know it does.” She followed closely behind, giving a wink to the bouncer as they slipped inside. The bass from the music hit like a heartbeat in the walls, lights flashing in violet and red as bodies moved like waves across the floor. Se-Mi let out a little grin as the energy soaked into her skin. “Fuck yeah, I’m ready,” she said, leaning in close to Hayden’s ear so she could hear her over the music. “Let’s make people remember us tonight. Whether it’s for dancing, drinking, or getting kicked out—doesn’t matter. Just as long as we burn bright enough to leave a mark.” She tugged her hoodie down a bit, letting one shoulder bare slightly, her chain catching the strobe light. “Your move, troublemaker. You wanna start with drinks, dancing, or some good old-fashioned mischief?”

"More like in chunky boots and eyeliner. Easier to step on their throats with" she thinks for a moment "I'm thinking we get a drink..." she pulls out a baggie from her pocket "Sell some coke and watch people go batshit, cause this country is so soft and these poor poor people need some fun" she may be off of hard drugs but she was all for selling to others to get the fun going. She slid the baggie back into her pocket and then headed to the bar, she ordered two drinks. Once handed the drinks she handed one to Se-mi and then headed over to one of the standing tables and scanned the room while sipping her drink. She smirked when she saw a familiar face. She leans over to speak to Se-mi "Watch my drink, I will be right back" She heads toward the dance floor and sneakers around, standing near the bathrooms she talks to a tall girl with long hair and big boobs, clearly she had a lot of work done. After a bit of talking, they exchanged items and Hayden returned. She held up a wad of money "Getting rid of my load of coke was so easy, she bought it for herself and her group of friends" She counted out the money and then handed a small bit to her friend "Save it, you may need it later...who knows" she was so tempted to get high since that was her favorite thing to do when partying but she decided to just get drunk and they could get faded later when they got back to Hayden's place, they could smoke some damn good weed and get toasted. Hayden then sipped her drink and laughed as she watched the group in the corner of the room snorting the coke she sold them "I miss those days but damn am I proud of myself for getting off the hard shit"

When her friend returned, flashing that wad of cash, Se-Mi let out a low whistle. “Fastest deal I’ve ever seen. Girl didn’t even blink,” she said, pocketing the money Hayden passed her without hesitation. “Thanks, sugar mama.” She glanced over at the coke-snorting crew in the corner and scoffed with a grin. “They’re about to see god in thirty seconds. Hope the bathroom stalls survive the aftermath.” Then, turning to Hayden, her eyes softened just slightly. “And for the record? I am proud of you. Getting off that shit isn’t easy. And yeah, I know you joke about it, but I see you. You could’ve gone down with it, but you didn’t. You’re still here, still hot, still insane—but clean enough to remember the chaos the next morning.” She paused, then smirked. “Now come on, you saint with a sin streak. Let’s dance like we’re on fire and fuck with someone’s night in the process.”She grabbed her hand and dragged her toward the dance floor without waiting for an answer, the crowd parting just enough for them to slide into the rhythm. Se-Mi’s hips started moving with the beat, her energy magnetic as she threw her head back and shouted over the music, “Let’s give ‘em something to really stare at!”

"I even cut back on booze. I only drink when you are around...though I do sneak a little wine or beer with certain meals like an adult" She laughs then groans "I wanted to get drunk first...come on" she whines then follows her to the dance floor. "Plus I wanted to ask you a question..." she pulls Se-mi close as they dance together "Your boyfriend is a pussy, would he throw a fit if we fuck once and a while? I don't care about dating, I'm beyond that...like yeah I love you to death you are my platonic soulmate but I wanna fuck you cause its fun not cause I'm in love with you, ya know? Like I love you but not in love with you. Be my friends with benefits cause you are hot, I'm hot and I bet your boyfriend's limp dick doesn't satisfy half as much as it should" She laughs then pulls her closer and steals a deep kiss before she can answer "Don't answer now, just think it over. If you think it's a good idea we can explore it later when we head back to my place" she shouted a bit over the loud music then returned to dancing with her. She was surprisingly good at dancing despite not being much into that kind of thing.

Se-Mi’s breath hitched the second Hayden kissed her, eyes fluttering shut for a second longer than she meant them to. When Hayden pulled back, teasing her with that cocky grin and those shameless words, Se-Mi stood frozen for a beat—flushed, flustered, and totally unable to hide it. The music pounded through the floor, but all she could hear was the racing of her own heartbeat. Her voice was softer than usual when she finally answered, lips parted slightly as she looked up at Hayden through her lashes, “…You always say shit like that and then expect me to just act normal?” She gave a weak laugh, cheeks still pink as she tucked some hair behind her ear. “You know exactly what you’re doing to me.”When Hayden pulled her in again on the dance floor, Se-Mi didn’t resist—in fact, she let herself melt into it. Her hands landed lightly on Hayden’s chest as she leaned up, voice almost a whisper beneath the beat of the music. “You’re… kind of impossible to say no to, you know that?” There was a shiver in her voice, the hint of something deeper—needier. “If we… if we did that,” she murmured, swallowing hard, “you’d have to promise to take control. Like… completely. I don’t want to think, I just want to… feel.” She bit her bottom lip, then glanced away shyly. “You lead, and I’ll follow. If that’s what you really want.” Then she reached for her drink again, trying to hide the way her fingers trembled slightly as she sipped. But her eyes—when she looked back at Hayden—held something raw. Open. Trusting. Willing. “Just… be gentle with me,” she said, barely audible now. “At least at first.”

"If I could steal you from that boyfriend of yours I would, but if I can at least have some fun, then sure" she shrugs "I can be gentle. I've been with soft girls before. I will lead but I am not doing everything" she watched her sip her drink with almost nervous energy to her "My ex was a pillow princess...it led to a lot of fights because I felt burdened by having to do everything..." she pulls her close again "But I can lead, teach you...sounds fun. Bring some kink into your life" she grabs her own drink and sips it before returning to dancing with her "Too bad your boyfriend is a wuss, a threesome would have been fun. But at least I get you all to myself once and a while. Sounds thrilling" she spoke into her ear, her breath hot against it as she spoke in a hushed tone.

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Never really sure - @cine-svr - Hayden x Sooyoung *CLOSED RP*

She smiled softly and reached over to hold her hand. "You don't have to do that anymore. You can just rest and play here without those worries and heavy burdens. It won't be easy. But I hope one day you'll let all that go and just be with me." She smiled and pulled away, eating a few side dishes with rice. "You think so? I guess I'm so used to it it doesn't cause me problems like that." She chuckled softly and ate some more. "When I go over there for business, I can agree that it is far less salty they don't use much seasoning either but not in a bad way. It's a much smoother flavor profile over there. Here, everything is spicy and salty or sweet."

"I like mild food when the mood is right, sometimes spice is just not the vibe I'm in for" She continued eating and then smiled "You make me feel so calm, it's like I've known you forever...I love it" she leans over kissing her cheek "I am excited to work for you, I promise to do all the dirty work for you so you can stay safe and do all the boss work" she wouldn't admit it but she was excited to do some of the dirty work, killing or fighting or anything else she had to do. It satisfied the darker side of herself and she could get her aggression out in a helpful way rather than a burden. She was quiet for a bit then perked up "I'm going to get back into boxing...like at an actual gym...would you like to come to see? I may do some fights...I used to do underground fighting for money but that's probably frowned upon" she figured Sooyoung wouldn't want her doing anything illegal outside of the work she had planned so Hayden was quick to shoot down the illegal fighting, those fights were messy anyway. She was always going too far with her fights and it was a mix of her love of fighting and a way to self-harm indirectly, though she would fight again this time it would be more for the health benefits and getting out her aggression rather than beating people to a pulp and getting hurt along the way, though she did always get a thrill from fighting as she was a huge sadomasochist.

"Wow. You are so lame sometimes. No lunch and no gyms? Dainty little lady" she teases then goes to put in a lunch order. She returns once the food is being made "you gotta see me box some day...but wait until I get back into it...it's been a while and I'm rusty...I could easily knock someone's block off but...the skill and elegance of it? Naaah" she laughs then opens her arms "come give me attention while I wait for my food to be made" once her girlfriend is in her arms she hugs her tight and playfully grabs her ass "can we kiss a fuck ton or is that wrong cause we are at work? Making out sounds lovely right now" she was clearly bored and trying to make her own fun.

She laughs softly and runs into her arms, hugging her tightly and pressing a bunch of kisses to her lips. "You caught me. This little lady is actually a very boring person when she doesn't have meetings but the plus side is..we can kiss how ever much we want to because I'm the boss..and also..there's no hr department.." she laughed softly. "I'm there is a person for that for the others, but I actually don't know who it is."

"HR is for pussies" she laughs "If anyone has an issue they can come to me or you and that's good enough" She holds her close and kisses up and down her neck "I doubt anyone would mind us making out anyway. With how boring it is in here I figure it would be entertaining, don't you think? Let's give them a little bit of a show" she smirks then leans in kissing her deeply. She sat so her girlfriend was on her lap. She slipped her tongue into the kiss and closed her eyes as she moved her hands down to her waist. She would make out with her until lunch was ready, but even then she would probably hold off eating since kissing was way preferable over food.

She laughed softly and cupped her cheeks, returning each kiss her eyes closed, and she rolled her tongue with hers more than content to just make out like this while she waited for her food she led them over to the cliche and just pressed against her as they both say down chuckling softly she pulled away for a moment to kiss her nose. "If they have a problem with it, they can talk to HR..." she chuckled teasingly and kissed her again deeply.

She laughed "Exactly and in this line of work...I'm sure they can handle this kind of stuff pretty easily" She leans in kissing her again. She continued to make out for a while until she was told her food was ready "We can continue after I eat. I'm starving" She dashes off and gets her food. She returns to her girlfriend and sits beside her eating happily "You sure know how to find the best chefs. So good. Perfect spice" she covered her mouth as she spoke. When she was done eating she pulled her girlfriend close and wrapped her arms around her tightly. "I'm so full....let's cuddle for a bit....we can kiss some more when I'm less full" She rubs her belly showing how full she is in a slightly dramatic way. She leaned her head on her girlfriend and cuddled happily.

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