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ana. i am twenty nine & portuguese. educational psychology is my jam. multifandom. occasional writer. sharer of musings as well as other silly stuff. welcome to my blog!

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to say he was expecting it was a lie. he knew eoin mcgonigal, considered him a friend - much like the rest of the lads. he was great fun: good with words, witty head on his shoulders and sharp tongue to follow. augustin also knew eoin mcgonigal was irrefutably in love with paddy mayne. it was clear in the way they looked at each other, the curly-haired irish not doing much to hide the affection lingering within his gaze. it showed in the way they always orbited one another, close proximity a necessity for them. it was endearing and alluring and it made him want to look away. (though it also made him want to take a closer look.)

so, when they drink that night, the only two left after a jolly night out, he wasn't expecting them to laugh this hard; wasn't expecting them to tease each other this much or to find so much delight in spending time together, just the two of them.

he also wasn't expecting the sudden, somewhat tense silence that settled between them. wasn't expecting their animated words to turn into hushed whispers. wasn't expecting eoin's drifting eyes to find his mouth.

augustin definitely wasn't expecting for them to kiss. for eoin's lips to be so warm, so receptive, so sweet. it doesn't make much sense, yet, somehow, it does. teeth finds skin, tongue meets tongue. lovely. perfect.

the kiss is interrupted by the cheering of a rowdy group of teenagers nearby, playing some silly drinking game. they stare at each other, breathless, both visibly surprised.

ah, putain.

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-All I've Ever Known (Hadestown West End) 📹: @callmelasagna

...uhmmm excuse me, the chemistry? I just love looking at the little details in their performances. Eurydice's restrained smile when Orpheus hugs her. Orpheus' wide ass smile when Eurydice holds his hands. The purple lighting in this whole scene is gorgeous. The choreography is so intimate too👀. Orpheus smoothly and effortlessly carrying her. Orpheus gently caressing her arms, while intently listening to her. Then he full on gave her an embrace, cupping her face. Lastly, Eurydice initiating the kiss. Orpheus gets taken aback for a while, then goes on to reciprocate the kiss. I fear I'll never move on from these two.

augustin jordan may have locked eyes with paddy mayne in the beginning of it all. accidentally, of course, and without much consequence, though his physical features attracted him at once - his intense gaze, in particular, seemed to burn into him like the scorching sun. he may have locked eyes with paddy mayne. may have felt a sudden, inexplicable urge to get to know him, try and figure out what he was about. solve the equation that he could perfectly see, set and guarded in front of him.

but it was eoin mcgonigal he kissed first.

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Taps mic Thinking about eoin and augustin as friends like would they get along. would paddy pretend to hate it and then look at them from afar with fondness in his heart. i think a huge part of what makes paddy and augustin's whatever you wanna call it is precisely eoin's death but if he lived i think it would have made an interesting polyam thing....

for the pals who haven't watched it: here is césar domboy's bts video of sas rogue heroes - season 1!

it's on his instagram page! & the description is heartbreaking:

One last bts of this crazy time I had shooting SAS in the desert with these precious scorpions ! 🫶🦂 And we’ll be back for more…

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