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Plotting My Downfall โœ๏ธ

@adhdprincess

Mimi, 20s, unhinged lesbian, spicy brained, Ao3, TLOU hype and writer memes ๐Ÿ˜„

Remember that crazy AU where Tess died? Fuckin brutal. Glad that didn't really happen.

Here's a multi-chapter fic where Tess lives, written in Ellie's snarky POV.

Summary: Ellie, Joel, and Tess learn to live on the road together without wringing each other's necks in the process. Ellie is feral, Joel is savage, and Tess is trying to get everyone to Wyoming in one piece.

Set during the 3-month timeskip before winter. There are wonderful character arcs and nice campfire scenes, but it gets dramatic as hellโ€”buckle up.

20k words, 3 chapters. I worked on this for 3 months.

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the thing is?? from the very first interactions joel and ellie have, their dynamic is set. she's a kind, trusting little girl reaching out for comfort. โ€œyou mumble a lot in your sleep. i hate bad dreams.โ€ he's a gruff, soft-hearted grizzly bear utterly incapable of hurting her. โ€œyeah, me too.โ€ their relationship is built on little pieces of trust and vulnerability, the odd splash of overflowing love on her part and overflowing protectiveness on his, the way one of their first conversations reads like ellie extending her hand and joel taking it and holding it gently. โ€œi hate bad dreams.โ€ this world has hurt me. will you hurt me too? โ€œyeah, me too.โ€ no, kiddo. not ever. i promise.

I love when dialogue has subtext. I love when media doesn't hit you over the head with it's message.

New tumblr Banner thought Iโ€™d share w you ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’› this is part of my weekly Tlou series happening on instagram #TLOUartSundays

They were so soft I needed to paint them๐Ÿ˜ญ

(Please donโ€™t repost without credit, thank you!!)

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people who don't experience hyperfixation don't know what it feels like to hyperfixate so much on something that it becomes not only your subject of obsession but also your source of happiness and literally the main reason why you still keep going; literal source of strength and life.

shoutout to my favorite fictional characters, favorite people, favorite ships, favorite movies, favorite tv shows, fanfics and archive of our own

This, but what about the times when you suddenly don't feel the same joy for your hyper fixations as you did literally the day before. It's like this thing that was the source of most of your happiness and contentment, just suddenly gets switched off in your dopamine centres. You're just sat there like, wtf do I do with my time and self now? its especially awful when you feel all your apathy and depression start to take centre stage again because your hyper fixation isn't there to push it back anymore. So you just end up waiting in limbo for the joy to spark again.

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More March Fic Madness?? - yup

Wanted to slide one more fic rec post out before March is officially over.

This one is categorized because these recs are all over the place and I'd like y'all to be able to navigate this based on your tastes.

Enjoy! ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป

Thanks so much for the rec! An event based around uplifting writers is always a good thing ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿฉท

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One thing about me is I WILL spend an entire day on a 22 page plan for a fic that, at the rate Iโ€™ve been writing, will take me three years to write. Will I start writing it? Probably. Will I get three chapters in and stop updating? Prooobablyyyyy.

Genuinely though, I do really want to finish this one because itโ€™s a concept Iโ€™ve been trying and trying for YEARS and itโ€™s never felt rightโ€“so hopefully this one will stick. *insert that โ€˜RELEASE MEEEEโ€™ meme* because this idea will not let me gooooo. Hereโ€™s the deal, I have so many things happening between now and June that are going to be taking up the majority of my time, but Iโ€™ll do everything I can to get this out summer-ish (and the show coming out will hopefully give me some motivation to do a little bit in the meantime).

If we still have any โ€˜grasping at strawsโ€™ enjoyers in the audience, this might be for you. If it ever happens. Sometimes I just like to post these little rambles to compensate for the fact that I havenโ€™t posted on ao3 since November๐Ÿซ 

THINGS ARE HAPPENINGGGG

Hi, are you me??? I swear, planning a story more fun than writing fully fleshed scenes.

Congrats on making progress!!๐Ÿฅณ

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Benjamin and Uncle Joel ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ’• This was my second time in ArtRage and still kinda trying to find my footing, but I had a lot of fun with the color blending. Iโ€™ve been trying to narrow my color palettes to three hues max, and vary the saturation and intensity, and I think itโ€™s helping me keep everything a little bit more coherent.

Mera, this is beautiful!! ๐Ÿฅน

Joel wipes his mouth against his arm, taking a quick sip from the glass of water heโ€™s been spending the past hour staring at. He clears his throat, then meets her eyes. โ€œWhat did you just say?โ€

She rests her cheek against her hand, elbows still propped up on the table. โ€œI asked if you wanted to get married at some point.โ€

Joel nearly chokes again. โ€œI mean, Iโ€”Tess.โ€

โ€œTake your time.โ€

Tess lives and makes it back to Jackson with Joel and Ellie. Something has to shift.

Ft. Joel being incredibly emotionally constipated and Tess being a good mom.

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So... I know we're now all staring at the new posters but I've yet to see anyone mention that, if you turn Abby's upside-down, not only you get an image of Joel saving Ellie, but also an image that shows the cordyceps' roots crawling all over Ellie's skull.

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