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She/Her — Disaster Lesbian — 25 — Just Tryin Her Best

It's been a while, but I got a dog in May. She's (maybe?) a year and a half and is a ball of anxiety. I'm also a ball of anxiety. But I'm also in recovery from two eating disorders in high school and a relapse in college. When I get really focused or stressed, I don't really eat - part of it is the stress being like "You don't need that right now" and the other part is just a "You can eat when you've got this figured out, focus until you're through" - not healthy in any way, I know. But, my dog, my sweet sweet dog. She has now decided that if I don't eat, she doesn't eat. She will literally stand by her bowl and stare at me if I have food. And then when I take a bite, she takes a bite. She eats half of her breakfast when I eat my breakfast, and then she finishes the rest at lunch with me while I eat.

I truly don't know what I did to get so lucky to have this silly little three-footed dog as an accountability buddy and a recovery partner.

dogs are the fucking best.

AULI'I CRAVALHO & MORGEN MCKYNZIE as JANIS 'IMI'IKE & GRACE PORTER in MEAN GIRLS (2024) dir. Samantha Jayne & Arturo Perez Jr. 

I feel like I am living in the twilight zone. Literally thousands of Palestinians are dead, hundreds still missing under the rubble, Palestinians being captured and tortured in the West Bank, Israel saying “oh we’re going to ramp up our bombing” and tonight being the worst night of bombing to date and all I hear is “both sides both sides both sides both sides-“ I feel like I’m going mad

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