@aliasknives / aliasknives.tumblr.com

i am the shape you made me

gillian / she/they / 24

recovering classics major

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usually posting fantasy/science fiction (asoiaf, dune, dragon age, and dnd/bg3), gothic lit, horror, folklore, and theology.

this blog is not curated to one specific thing but i do uses tags !

mutuals can always ask for discord!

my most recent brain worm where i give the dark urge forgotten realms catholic guilt is here (bg3 durgetash [bard durge, m/f], 18+):

my full about is here if you are so inclined

  • i block terfs and bigots
  • please dnf if you’re under 18

ok that’s it! thank you for reading!

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“that character is problematic” i am sick and twisted. next

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“that character is irredeemable” god i hope so. i hope they get worse

we could be gigantic feral boars who gallop through the forest together & impale people with our tusks in our next lives if we play our cards just right

Knowing a fic author through AO3 is like attending someone’s thesis presentation and politely clapping at the end, knowing a fic author through this hellsite is like going over to their house at 3AM to watch them eat mayonnaise out of a jar

Sometimes I attend somebody’s thesis presentation and I’m so impressed that I follow them home to watch them eat mayonnaise out of a jar at 3am.

Sometimes I watch someone eat mayonnaise out of a jar at 3am with such fervour I am compelled to attend their thesis presentation

I genuinely can't stand pop psychology I'm not an expert on this stuff but the damage it has done to the general public's understanding of mental health and psychology must be notable. People with low empathy are evil. NPD is The Abuser Disorder. here's how your partner is subconsciously manipulating you. OCD is when you like cleaning. If you ask him a question and he looks away for one second he's lying to you and abusing you. Follow for more dark psychology tips. Letting my intrusive thoughts win and dyeing my hair. I thought this guy was into me I'm so delulu. Anyone who comes to you with their problems is traumadumping and abusive. Anyone who gives you gifts is lovebombing and abusive. Being neurodivergent means Liking Things. Neurotypicals don't like things. They are empty shells without feelings. Neurodivergent means ADHD or ASD. What, BPD? Schizophrenia?? That's not very quirky or fun. And that's what neurodivergent means. That's just weird. Being mentally ill isn't an excuse to be weird. Only Evil People manipulate and abuse. There are certain people who Are Evil by nature (people with NPD) and they Will abuse you. Loving someone means it's impossible to abuse them only Evil People Who Hate You are abusive. Have I mentioned that people with NPD are evil. I really want to drive that home

too sleepy to elaborate at this time but I miss the old fandom culture of interacting with fanfic writers and fanfic artists as members of the fandom community who enjoyed engagement and discussion and feedback instead of the modern trend of seeing us as content creators up on a pedestal who don't need positive feedback but DO need to churn out constant content to feed the a03 machine

tags that im going to print out and frame via @flightlessangelwings

admittedly I have not been writing much fic in the past months but I HAVE been working on my novel wip so nobody be mad at me

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