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Putting the 'tum" in 'tumblr'

@averyyang / averyyang.tumblr.com

Hi welcome to my blog. Avery, 19, gender fluid, Mixed, New York. Culinary student/ Dessert chef. Feedee, Female FA. I like Anime, video games, horror movies, and k pop. I love talking to people but I'm bad at responding, please don't feel upset if I don't...

YouTube Mukbongs are normalizing the community.

Most of them

-eat large amounts of food.

-gain weight over so many.

- it's usually not healthy food.

-hundreds of thousands of people watch it.

- in my opinion a decent amount are very annoying so I LIKE seeing them gain weight or eat tons of unhealthy food.

This isn't my normal Tumblr post. Sorry. Tw; domestic abuse.

In the past year I've been drowning in these thoughts and anxieties. Right after I got out of an abusive relationship. I felt powerful, i felt free. The longer I've been out the harder the anxieties and insecurities hit me when they do. For two years I sat and had everything about me destroyed. I had it drilled into my head that i am nothing. I had my career belittled. I had my possessions broken. I had bruises so lovingly placed on me because he "cared". He knew best. I couldn't have friends. I couldn't have family connections. He would force sex on me. He tried to force me into sex when his dad was in the room. When i didn't offer anything up, he cheated. I was used for a personal piggy bank. And when he left, he stole so many physical things from me in addition to my sanity. It feels like he's taken me from me and I can't get myself back. I can't be happy like i used to. I can't be silly like I used to. And with all of that he gets to be free. There's days I'm okay. Then there are days I'm drowning in that. One time i tried to enjoy a night with ny friends there and he told me i made him want to kill himself. He told me if I ever left or dated again, he'd find me. And he'd get me. I've changed states, cars, and phone numbers to get away. And I'm still so scared. It's not fair.

I'm always the second choice.

I know i usually don't do personal posts let alone sad ones. I can't take the idea of being someone's second love pr them being actually in love with someone before me. It just lets me know theres someone that will always be better than me kn their eyes

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(Post Purge) Reblog this post if you’re in the feedism community.

Trying to figure out just how many people are still around. If you’re a feedee, feeder, gainer, etc… reblog this post.

Anonymous asked:

How much would it cost to get a custom set or video made?

I'm actually not sure. I'm very new to this 😋

If i made a video would anyone buy it?

Anonymous asked:

when are you going to do more sets?

The first one hasn't really gotten much traction so undecided if I'll do more 😔

this is the best news i’ve heard in ages

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Romeo bout to catch some cheeks

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dookiediamonds

the scientists

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PSA

@pregnantseinfeld informed me that I was in a Buzzfeed article (with @creamynut and @bootyscientist2) a few months ago and had no idea.

Turns out that Buzzfeed just embeds Tumblr posts.

So if they take a post you’re in and say, embed it from your blog:

You can go back to the post and edit it to whatever you want and it will appear in the article like that. So you can do things like add “pay me royalties” 100 times

and upload 10 pictures of Waluigi in the T Pose

And ruin the article formatting.

I burnt myself on insense and it turned me on.

What.

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