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hi im chel.

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๐ŸŒธ From One Motherโ€™s Heart โ€“ Please Read ๐ŸŒธ

My name is Saja. Iโ€™m a wife, a mother, and a woman who once believed her story would be simple. I thought my days would be filled with watching my daughter grow โ€” from her first smile to her first steps โ€” surrounded by the small joys of everyday life.

But life had other plans.

War has returned to our home. Again. And once again, we find ourselves living under skies that never seem to rest.

There was a moment โ€” a fragile, breathless moment โ€” when the bombs paused and the world seemed to remember us. It gave us hope. We thought maybe, just maybe, we could start to rebuild. But now, we are back in the dark โ€” hiding, holding on, praying.

Iโ€™m writing this not as someone seeking pity, but as a mother who has no other choice but to speak.

Imagine holding your baby in the middle of the night, not because she cried, but because the world outside roared too loud for either of you to sleep. Imagine whispering bedtime stories not to lull her into dreams, but to keep the fear from settling into her tiny bones.

This is my life.

This is my daughterโ€™s life.

And even now โ€” especially now โ€” I believe in softness. I believe in kindness. Because when everything else is taken from you, hope becomes the most valuable thing you have.

Why Iโ€™m Reaching Out Our home has been damaged. Our lives changed. But through it all, my daughter wakes up every morning with a smile. She reaches for me with trust, with love, with faith that I will keep her safe.

Thatโ€™s why I keep going.

Iโ€™ve launched a campaign to ask for help โ€” not because itโ€™s easy, but because silence is no longer an option. I am asking for support not just for me, but for my baby, and for the quiet strength of so many mothers like me who are fighting, every single day, to hold their families together.

How You Can Help: ๐Ÿค Help us restore parts of our home so we can live with dignity ๐Ÿค Support women and mothers in Gaza with access to care and resources ๐Ÿค Keep the light of hope alive for a generation born in the shadows of war

๐Ÿ’› If you can, please support our journey here:

If you canโ€™t give, please consider sharing. Your voice might be the reason someone else hears ours.

From My Heart to Yours Maybe our lives are worlds apart. Maybe youโ€™ve never lived through war. But if youโ€™ve ever held a child and wished the world could be better for them โ€” then you understand more than you know.

I donโ€™t want my daughter to grow up thinking the world turned away.

Please, if youโ€™ve read this far โ€” thank you. Thank you for seeing us. Thank you for caring. We are still here. Still hoping. Still holding on to every kind act like itโ€™s a lifeline.

With love and endless gratitude

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A Future Beyond War Starts With You ๐Ÿ’™

My name is Naser, and war has taken everything from meโ€”my mother, my sister, my home, and the life I once knew. In an instant, my world was shattered, leaving behind nothing but memories and the weight of loss.

But even in the darkest moments, I refuse to give up. Because amidst the pain, I still have something worth fighting forโ€”my three younger brothers.

๐Ÿ”น One dreams of becoming a doctor, to heal others so they donโ€™t have to endure the pain weโ€™ve faced.

๐Ÿ”น Another aspires to be an engineer, hoping to one day rebuild what war has destroyed.

๐Ÿ”น And the youngest? He doesnโ€™t have big dreams yetโ€”he just wants to be a kid again, to wake up in a home that feels safe, to play without fear.

๐Ÿก We Need a Home. We Need Education. We Need Hope.

Right now, we are not just fighting for survivalโ€”we are fighting for the chance to live, to grow, to dream again. We are fighting for a future where my brothers can become the doctor, the engineer, the child who gets to have a childhood.

๐Ÿ’™ This is where you come in.

Iโ€™m not asking for muchโ€”just a chance. A chance to rebuild, to give my brothers a future beyond war.

Your support, whether through a donation or simply sharing our story, can make all the difference. Even the smallest act of kindness can create ripples of change.

๐Ÿ™ Will you help us rebuild?

Together, we can prove that war doesnโ€™t get the final wordโ€”hope does. Thank you for standing with us. ๐Ÿ’™โœจ

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What Strength Really Means ๐Ÿ’ช

โœ…๏ธ Vetted by @gazavetters {537} โœ…๏ธ

Hey everyone, my name is Abdelmajed. I donโ€™t usually talk much about myself, but today, I want to share a little piece of my story.

I was born and raised in Gaza, a place that has always been my home ๐Ÿก. I grew up surrounded by my family, my friends, and the streets that I knew like the back of my hand. Life wasnโ€™t always easy, but we had love, laughter, and dreams. I used to think that no matter what happened, home would always be here. But life has a way of changing things in ways we never expect.

Over the past months, everything I once knew has disappeared. The streets that were once filled with children playing are now silent. The houses that held so many memories are now just rubble. And the people I lovedโ€”some of them are gone forever. ๐Ÿ’”

โœ…๏ธ Vetted by @gazavetters {537} โœ…๏ธ

The flames consume bodiesโ€”or do the bodies fuel the flames? The UNRWA clinic massacre in Jabalia just happened, taking the lives of 19 people, including 9 innocent children. As a mother in Gaza, I live in constant fear, with no safe place to turn. My baby, Qais, was injured in this cruel war, and I have no money to afford his treatment. Please, I beg you to help us. Your donation could save his life.

1. Children Are the Victims โ€“ 9 of the 19 people killed were children, caught in a place meant for healing.

2. Nowhere Is Safe โ€“ Even clinics and shelters are targets, leaving families with no refuge.

3. Urgent Medical Needs โ€“ Injured civilians like my son are left untreated due to the collapse of the healthcare system.

How many more must die before the world acts? I ask you from the bottom of my heart: help me save my son. Qais is still so small, still learning to speak, and he deserves a chance to grow, to heal, to live. Without support, I fear I will lose him. Please donateโ€”your kindness can be the difference between life and death.

Vetted by @gazavetters , my number verified on the list is ( #64 )๐Ÿ‰๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ

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My daughter has been injured again, and this time her foot was injured due to the explosion of the remnants of the occupation, and she needs to undergo surgery on her foot so that she can walk on it. I need your sympathy and merciful hearts and to extend a helping hand to me. Please donate to me and if you can't donate share my post.

Please reblog or bonate๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’”

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Gaza Does Not Dieโ€ฆ But We Are Bleeding โœŠ

I am Musab Ahmed. I once had a home, I once had a lifeโ€ฆ but now, everything I knew is nothing but rubble. My house was completely destroyed by the relentless bombing that took away even our memories.

My body did not escape this warโ€”I was injured in my shoulder, underwent surgery, but I still need another operation to regain my full mobility. Yet, the greatest pain is not mineโ€ฆ itโ€™s the pain of my daughter Lama, whose little hand could not withstand the bombing. She was injured and had to have a metal plate implanted in her hand, and we are still struggling to get her the treatment she needs.

All we ask for is a chance to liveโ€ฆ A life that was stolen from us under the bombs and destruction. We need your support to continue our treatment and to try and rebuild whatโ€™s left of us.

Help us stay strongโ€”Gaza is bleeding.

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๐ŸŒโœจ A Voice from Gaza: Fighting for Hope โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน

Hi, my name is Mosab , and Iโ€™m from Gaza. Life here has been harder than I could ever imagine, but today Iโ€™m sharing my story with hope in my heart, because your kindness has already given us so much strength.

This journey hasnโ€™t been easy. The war has taken 25 family members from usโ€”25 beautiful souls we loved deeply. Their laughter, their presence, their loveโ€ฆ all of it is gone, leaving behind memories that are both precious and painful. Every day, I carry the weight of their loss, but I also carry their spirit, which gives me the strength to keep going.

Our Journey So Far

When I first reached out, I couldnโ€™t have imagined weโ€™d make it this far. Your support has been a light in these difficult times, and we are so deeply grateful for every single contribution.

But the road ahead is still challenging. Every day, weโ€™re reminded of how much weโ€™ve lost and how much we still need to rebuild.

Hereโ€™s what life in Gaza looks like for my family right now:

๐Ÿ  Safety: The uncertainty of tomorrow weighs heavily on us.

๐Ÿ˜ข Loss: The absence of the 25 family members weโ€™ve lost is a pain we carry every moment.

๐Ÿ’” Dreams on Hold: The future feels so far away when survival takes all our strength.

How You Can Help Us Cross the Finish Line Even the smallest act of kindness can make a difference:

  • $5 may seem small, but for us, itโ€™s a little relief, a moment of comfort, and a reminder that kindness still exists. โค๏ธ
  • Canโ€™t donate? Reblog this post to help us reach someone who can. Every share matters more than you know.

โœ…๏ธ Vetted by @gazavetters ( #309 ) โœ…๏ธ

Why Your Support Matters Your kindness isnโ€™t just about helping us meet our goalโ€”itโ€™s about reminding us that weโ€™re not alone in this fight. Itโ€™s about hope. Itโ€™s about survival. And itโ€™s about giving my family a chance to rebuild our lives, even in the face of unimaginable loss.

Thank you for helping us get this far. Your generosity and compassion have already brought us closer to a better tomorrow, and for that, Iโ€™m endlessly grateful.

With all my love and gratitude,

Mosab and Family โค๏ธ

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Breaking News ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

Gaza under fire againโ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธ

โœ…๏ธVetted by @gazavetters , my number verified on the list is ( #523)

We wake up afraid from bombing and unfortunately the war return again. ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

I'm so afraid about my family and my kids please help us evacuate from this place we are crying now and screaming because of the strength of bombing around us.

please help us everything is very dangerous and we return to the killing people. you can support us and my family by donating or sharing my compaign.

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My Father and Brother Between Illness and War: A Call from the Heart of Pain๐Ÿ’”
In Gaza, where the sounds of bombing mingle with the wailing of patients, and where survival becomes a daily miracle, I live between two battles whose flames never cease. The first is a war that steals everything from us, and the second is two diseases that are ravaging the two most precious people in my life: my father and my brother. ๐Ÿ’”

My father, the man who once supported me, is now helpless in the face of a disease ravaging his body. He needs treatment, but he can't find it in a city besieged by death from every angle. He looks at me with eyes full of patience, but he doesn't hide his pain. I wish I could comfort him, tell him that everything will be okay, but how can I say that when I have no medicine or even a promise of life? Here are my father's medical reports.
As for my brother, his condition is no better. His weak body is unable to resist, and his illness worsens day by day. I see him suffering silently, trying to be strong so as not to increase my father's pain, but I see the pain in his eyes, in the trembling of his voice, in his gaze searching for hope in a city that has given nothing but despair. This is my brother's medical report.

Between war and disease, we are besieged by need. There is no medicine, no treatment, not even enough to fight this pain. I try to be strong, to cling to hope, but how can I achieve it while we are stuck in the midst of this devastation?
I hope you donate to us, even if it is a little. Help us, my friends. This is the donation link. Donate.
I am not writing these words to complain, but rather because perhaps they will reach a living heart, a person who still believes that helping others is the greatest thing a person can do. My father and brother need nothing more than a chance for treatment, a helping hand, a heart that feels what we are experiencing here.

I write these words with a heart filled with fear, but I still believe that goodness has not died, and that there are those who will hear this call and extend a helping hand to us at a time when we need mercy most.
A donation may be a reason to save the lives of innocent people from death

Donate with $10, $5, or something simple

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Thank you all ๐Ÿ‰๐Ÿซ‚

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๐ŸŒโœจ A Voice from Gaza: Fighting for Hope โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน

Hi, my name is Mosab , and Iโ€™m from Gaza. Life here has been harder than I could ever imagine, but today Iโ€™m sharing my story with hope in my heart, because your kindness has already given us so much strength.

This journey hasnโ€™t been easy. The war has taken 25 family members from usโ€”25 beautiful souls we loved deeply. Their laughter, their presence, their loveโ€ฆ all of it is gone, leaving behind memories that are both precious and painful. Every day, I carry the weight of their loss, but I also carry their spirit, which gives me the strength to keep going.

Our Journey So Far

When I first reached out, I couldnโ€™t have imagined weโ€™d make it this far. Your support has been a light in these difficult times, and we are so deeply grateful for every single contribution.

But the road ahead is still challenging. Every day, weโ€™re reminded of how much weโ€™ve lost and how much we still need to rebuild.

Hereโ€™s what life in Gaza looks like for my family right now:

๐Ÿ  Safety: The uncertainty of tomorrow weighs heavily on us.

๐Ÿ˜ข Loss: The absence of the 25 family members weโ€™ve lost is a pain we carry every moment.

๐Ÿ’” Dreams on Hold: The future feels so far away when survival takes all our strength.

How You Can Help Us Cross the Finish Line Even the smallest act of kindness can make a difference:

  • $5 may seem small, but for us, itโ€™s a little relief, a moment of comfort, and a reminder that kindness still exists. โค๏ธ
  • Canโ€™t donate? Reblog this post to help us reach someone who can. Every share matters more than you know.

โœ…๏ธ Vetted by @gazavetters ( #309 ) โœ…๏ธ

Why Your Support Matters Your kindness isnโ€™t just about helping us meet our goalโ€”itโ€™s about reminding us that weโ€™re not alone in this fight. Itโ€™s about hope. Itโ€™s about survival. And itโ€™s about giving my family a chance to rebuild our lives, even in the face of unimaginable loss.

Thank you for helping us get this far. Your generosity and compassion have already brought us closer to a better tomorrow, and for that, Iโ€™m endlessly grateful.

With all my love and gratitude,

Mosab and Family โค๏ธ

I think every computer user needs to read this because holy fucking shit this is fucking horrible.

So Windows has a new feature incoming called Recall where your computer will first, monitor everything you do with screenshots every couple of seconds and "process that" with an AI.

Hey, errrr, fuck no? This isn't merely because AI is really energy intensive to the point that it causes environmental damage. This is because it's basically surveilling what you are doing on your fucking desktop.

This AI is not going to be on your desktop, like all AI, it's going to be done on another server, "in the cloud" to be precise, so all those data and screenshot? They're going to go off to Microsoft. Microsoft are going to be monitoring what you do on your own computer.

Now of course Microsoft are going to be all "oooh, it's okay, we'll keep your data safe". They won't. Let me just remind you that evidence given over from Facebook has been used to prosecute a mother and daughter for an "illegal abortion", Microsoft will likely do the same.

And before someone goes "durrr, nuthin' to fear, nuthin to hide", let me remind you that you can be doing completely legal and righteous acts and still have the police on your arse. Are you an activist? Don't even need to be a hackivist, you can just be very vocal about something concerning and have the fucking police on your arse. They did this with environmental protesters in the UK. The culture war against transgender people looks likely to be heading in a direction wherein people looking for information on transgender people or help transitioning will be tracked down too. You have plenty to hide from the government, including your opinions and ideas.

Again, look into backing up your shit and switching to Linux Mint or Ubuntu to get away from Microsoft doing this shit.

there are multiple options here depending on how comfortable you are digging into your computer's registry. You can either simply disable it surface level through settings or excise it entirely from the system registry

If you're on Windows 11 like I am for my "main" computer (in my case for school purposes and because I can't get Baldur's Gate 3 to play on Linux), then you might've seen this annoying piece of AI shit show up on your taskbar:

This is Windows Copilot, and it's fulled by the same shit ChatGPT is fuelled by. There is currently no way to uninstall it, but there is a way to deactivate it completely, which I've linked below. It's very easy, and it took me like, 2 minutes to do.

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Hey world, โšฐ

Hey world, can you see our pain and feel our hunger?! Fear, death, famine, siege, suffering, oppression, silence of the world?!! I am calling your humanity to do whatever you can to ease our pain Talk about us and don't leave us alone We are not okay, please dont forget us and stand with us by donating or reblogging to amplify our voices ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป

( Donโ€™t forget, this is realityโ€”we are not in a dream )

Don't forget usโ€”do something, anything! Share, donate, likeโ€”just help us survive.

>> Our campaign is vetted by gazavetters list at (#291) Momen & his family

Gaza is full of oppression #The worst is yet to come #Genocide #A resilient people

โ€ผ๏ธ๐ŸšจUrgent appeal, very IMPORTANT ๐Ÿšจโ€ผ๏ธ

The crossings are closed againโ€ผ๏ธ

We need your help, the situation is unsuitable and dangerous, we need your help, you are our last hope... Food, clothes, milk, and everything else has become expensive, and we are in the holy month of Ramadan...๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿคฒ

We want food to eat after fasting for 15 hours, nothing is like before... The prices are very expensive...๐Ÿ˜ž

The elderly, our children, us... we all need food, drink, medicine, milk and winter clothes... We live in tents that do not protect us from the cold of winter. ๐Ÿฅถ

Please help us... Any donation will save our lives and the lives of our children.๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ‘ถ

Campaign Link โฌ‡๏ธโฌ‡๏ธโฌ‡๏ธ

๐Ÿšจ3583$ /4000$๐Ÿšจ

โ€ผ๏ธOnly 417$ left...โ€ผ๏ธ

Donate & share...๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™

โ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ™กโ™กโ™กโ™กโ™กโ™กโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขโ€ข

๐Ÿ“Remember: The goodness lasts forever.โค๏ธ๐Ÿซ‚

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My Father and Brother Between Illness and War: A Call from the Heart of Pain๐Ÿ’”
In Gaza, where the sounds of bombing mingle with the wailing of patients, and where survival becomes a daily miracle, I live between two battles whose flames never cease. The first is a war that steals everything from us, and the second is two diseases that are ravaging the two most precious people in my life: my father and my brother. ๐Ÿ’”

My father, the man who once supported me, is now helpless in the face of a disease ravaging his body. He needs treatment, but he can't find it in a city besieged by death from every angle. He looks at me with eyes full of patience, but he doesn't hide his pain. I wish I could comfort him, tell him that everything will be okay, but how can I say that when I have no medicine or even a promise of life? Here are my father's medical reports.
As for my brother, his condition is no better. His weak body is unable to resist, and his illness worsens day by day. I see him suffering silently, trying to be strong so as not to increase my father's pain, but I see the pain in his eyes, in the trembling of his voice, in his gaze searching for hope in a city that has given nothing but despair. This is my brother's medical report.

Between war and disease, we are besieged by need. There is no medicine, no treatment, not even enough to fight this pain. I try to be strong, to cling to hope, but how can I achieve it while we are stuck in the midst of this devastation?
I hope you donate to us, even if it is a little. Help us, my friends. This is the donation link. Donate.
I am not writing these words to complain, but rather because perhaps they will reach a living heart, a person who still believes that helping others is the greatest thing a person can do. My father and brother need nothing more than a chance for treatment, a helping hand, a heart that feels what we are experiencing here.

I write these words with a heart filled with fear, but I still believe that goodness has not died, and that there are those who will hear this call and extend a helping hand to us at a time when we need mercy most.
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๐ŸŒโœจ A Voice from Gaza: Fighting for Hope โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน

Hi, my name is Mosab , and Iโ€™m from Gaza. Life here has been harder than I could ever imagine, but today Iโ€™m sharing my story with hope in my heart, because your kindness has already given us so much strength.

This journey hasnโ€™t been easy. The war has taken 25 family members from usโ€”25 beautiful souls we loved deeply. Their laughter, their presence, their loveโ€ฆ all of it is gone, leaving behind memories that are both precious and painful. Every day, I carry the weight of their loss, but I also carry their spirit, which gives me the strength to keep going.

Our Journey So Far

When I first reached out, I couldnโ€™t have imagined weโ€™d make it this far. Your support has been a light in these difficult times, and we are so deeply grateful for every single contribution.

But the road ahead is still challenging. Every day, weโ€™re reminded of how much weโ€™ve lost and how much we still need to rebuild.

Hereโ€™s what life in Gaza looks like for my family right now:

๐Ÿ  Safety: The uncertainty of tomorrow weighs heavily on us.

๐Ÿ˜ข Loss: The absence of the 25 family members weโ€™ve lost is a pain we carry every moment.

๐Ÿ’” Dreams on Hold: The future feels so far away when survival takes all our strength.

How You Can Help Us Cross the Finish Line Even the smallest act of kindness can make a difference:

  • $5 may seem small, but for us, itโ€™s a little relief, a moment of comfort, and a reminder that kindness still exists. โค๏ธ
  • Canโ€™t donate? Reblog this post to help us reach someone who can. Every share matters more than you know.

โœ…๏ธ Vetted by @gazavetters ( #309 ) โœ…๏ธ

Why Your Support Matters Your kindness isnโ€™t just about helping us meet our goalโ€”itโ€™s about reminding us that weโ€™re not alone in this fight. Itโ€™s about hope. Itโ€™s about survival. And itโ€™s about giving my family a chance to rebuild our lives, even in the face of unimaginable loss.

Thank you for helping us get this far. Your generosity and compassion have already brought us closer to a better tomorrow, and for that, Iโ€™m endlessly grateful.

With all my love and gratitude,

Mosab and Family โค๏ธ

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