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The Brute and The Scholar

Chapter Eleven | Untouchable Cassian x Fem!Reader Previous Chapter | Next Chapter (TBA) Series Masterlist | General Masterlist

word count: 9.6k

warnings: cursing, smut (18+, minors dni)

author's note: i'm lowkey embarrassed to post but this but whatever. fuck it we ball i guess

You walked back to the River House in silence.

Itโ€™s fine, you rubbed your palm back and forth along his knuckles.

The bond responded with rage.

Itโ€™s okay.ย  You tried to soothe him but it only seemed to make it worse.ย  You glanced up at him and his face was hard and the moonlight emphasized his rugged features even more.ย  You didnโ€™t know but you brought his hand to your lips and kissed the back of it softly and then his knuckles.ย  You peered up at him just in time to see him let out a shaky breath, some of the tension loosening.

The Brute and The Scholar

Chapter Eleven | imgonnagetyouback Cassian x Fem!Reader Previous Chapter | Next Chapter Series Masterlist | General Masterlist

word count: 8.1k

warnings: alcohol, cursing, violence

author's note: school is back to haunt me </3. i'll work on this as much as i can on the weekends, lmk what you think!

You all decided to meet at the bar in an hour and you trudged home to change.ย  You were in no mood to party and be in the same vicinity with Cassian.ย  No matter how much you ignored him you couldnโ€™t shake the feeling of him all over you.ย  Like his hands were continuously running up and down your arms and he was pressed up behind you.ย  It was suffocating in the worst way possible.ย  You assumed ignoring the bond would make it go away but it only seemed to make it stronger like it was purposely defying you.

It knocked around, twisting itself in circles and knots trying to reach out to him and you were able to hide behind it, letting it be without pushing forth any emotion or image.ย  You knew that it worked like that; it was an open ended tunnel to the other person as they were tied to your soul in some cruel, sadistic torturous scheme.ย  They knew everything without trying and it took every ounce of strength to make sure he didnโ€™t know you.

The Brute and The Scholar

Chapter Ten | The Story of Us Cassian x Fem!Reader Previous Chapter | Next Chapter Series Masterlist | General Masterlist

word count: 10.4k

warnings: alcohol, cursing (i think? i can't remember and i don't feel like reading through it again lmao), mention of sex

author's note: this has been done for a bit but i didn't have time to finish it. chapter eleven is almost done so that will be posted soon. the semester starts next week so i won't have as much time to work on this but i will def try! this chapter is a bit of a filler chapter and next one too but things will pick up again. lmk what you think :)

Nobody was expected to work the day after Starfall which you were grateful for.

You had told your mother everything only after omitting what had happened initially on the balcony.ย  She didnโ€™t say anything.ย  Instead she just listened and looked at you with an unreadable expression, her eyes shaded with an emotion you couldnโ€™t name.

Your mother knew this would come.ย  As someone who had a mate for almost six hundred years she recognized the signs.ย  Cassianโ€™s consistent presence was the first sign; he was always searching for you even when you werenโ€™t supposed to be working.ย  Heโ€™d come to the door and ask to see you, using the excuse that it was for work but he never brought any materials with him.ย  But she entertained him and revealed your location.ย  Perhaps it was meddling but Cassian was nice and even if her suspicions were wrong he was a good friend to you and she knew how desperately you needed that.

The Brute and The Scholar

Chapter Nine | Midnight Rain Cassian x Fem!Reader Previous Chapter | Next Chapter Series Masterlist | General Masterlist

word count: 5.5k

warnings: smut (18+, minors dni), cursing

author's note: lmk what you think besties! so excited for the bs i'm gonna put these two through

You squeezed Cassianโ€™s hand as you leaned into him, sighing into the kiss.ย  It was much different this time.ย  It was tender and slow and his lips felt so right against yours.

Cassian removed his hand from yours to cup your face, imprinting your cheek with the spiritโ€™s bright matter and his touch ignited something within you.ย  It was primal and consumed you entirely.ย  It sparked something deep inside you and the fire you felt the night you had first kissed him was reignited.ย  But instead of feeling it on your skin, it burned you from the inside.ย  It started in the pit of your stomach and traveled through your veins until it engulfed you entirely making your skin glow with its warmth.

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