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@breezybeej / breezybeej.tumblr.com

BJ/Fidelity, she/they, 33. I'm also @fullfrontalartistry, @kirbyoutofcontext, @best-of-geniusdotcom. If you are here to watch me bully angel, the tag is #angle. my fancams and art are under #mine.
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Diner Divination #3

Deck: Tiny Tarot that I'm too lazy to go look at

Dish: Cheesesteak melt on toast with hashbrowns (and a free waffle no one claimed)

spreaD: Triangle Agency Randomized Onboarding Terminal (my own design, check my #triangle agency tag)

Divination: Your material triangle shows what seems to be an medical issue in the recent past, perhaps a psychiatric stay. Something that undermined your material stability once you returned home.

But you did return home and your network was waiting for you. Excited for you to come back and excited to help you re-establish your routine and your normal. The problem is that normal has no be completely changed and it's hard. It's so hard adapting to this change and trying to reintegrate with your friends.

This phase of your life finds you constantly pushing to change things when they go wrong. Over extending yourself to "fix" things, to alter yourself and your routines to try and make it work. You aren't taking time to stop and recuperate between hardships. You arent giving yourself grace and your network is trying to follow your cues which means they are also overcrowding you.

I'm going to be honest, it don't look good. The 10 of swords and 5 of pentacles are putting each other into a feedback loop. You focus so hard on your defeats that you end up avoiding things to also avoid the sting of failure. It isn't helping. You NEED to slow down, your strength comes from rest careful consideration and your talent lies in using that restful space to establish Routine and Peace.

Normal has changed forever. You have to slow down and rebuild what Normal will be again. That might mean your friendships change, your life will change. This is inevitable, we only hurt ourselves by fighting it. You are Hurting Yourself by fighting it.

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GONIN (1995)

crimson flowers..
with all my thoughts
I dedicated these love songs to him.
where is my love gone?
where is it now?
It's just another faded dream.
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“dog air” is a colloquial name for the miasma found around hounds, and can be a vital way of noticing ones presence when sight, sound, and touch fail you

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Our roomba (Dracula) gets his eyes caught on things so husband has removed them while he vacuums. I’m really uncomfortable watching Dracula bumble into stuff with tape patches marking his eyeless sockets while he cleans our house for free. I hate that Husband returns his eyes when he’s finished, accidentally reinforcing a sort of “eyes are for good little workers” message.

I need to glue the styrofoam eyes on better so Dracula can have them all the time. And maybe I’ll feed him a handful of sand just for him as a thank you for all his hard work.

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@horrorridden

Husband named him Dracula because:

  • He dashes around the house cleaning, just like canon Dracula
  • He must be invited into rooms
  • He sucks
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