Ok. So. I saw another GO creator who I love who's moved on to another fandom post something like this, which I think finally gave me the courage to do it myself.
I'll be taking a break from the GO fandom. You all are lovely people, and I really did feel appreciated and cared for and loved here, but the knowledge of what NG did, especially since my specialty is the exact thing he misused as a tool to abuse his victims, weighs extremely heavily on me and I don't know if I can bear that weight while there's so much more shit going on in my life that adds to it.
Good Omens meant so much to me. It was a story I loved and connected with, it was something I bonded with my boyfriend over, but I just can't. I tried to ignore it, to reassure myself that it would go away in time, but it didn't.
I have not quite personal, but close to it, history with people like him that misused what should be a beautiful and unique expression of love to be predatory and harmful. And I just can't bring myself to continue ignoring it.
I don't know how long I'll be gone. I don't even know if I'll come back. But I didn't want to just disappear and make you all worry about me.
I'll stay on this account for a day or so longer, just to respond to any questions anyone has, but after that I'll be moving over to the new account I just created @moonlightdoesgenshin, if I recognize your name I'll try and mutual you again
Thank you all for providing a safe space when I needed it, but this is where I have to say goodbye for now</3