Thoughts while on my way to the hardware store: ignoring the very obvious "i dont draw anything for 10 days so i cannot expect to come back home and make a masterpiece", i really really feel like i need to "practice" doodles a lot more than i do, and by this i mean that i rarely draw anything that is not a fully rendered illustration or maybe your standard character headshot sketch. If i compare what i do now to what i used to do around 5 years ago: yes, i've improved a lot in so many ways and i am so happy with the things i can make now that i wasn't capable of back then,, however i do miss the ability i had to simply pick up a pencil, sketch some character interactions and boom, post it, quick and effortless and interesting as well, i still look at many of those doodles and think they look fantastic.. i believe i've lost that "ease" to draw tbh........ i follow so many people whose art seems to be done so quick and so easy, and maybe that's not even the truth and that's just what it looks like to me, but anyways i'm a bit jealous of everyone who can just set up their tablet and draw some beautiful doodles super quick and move on, not jealous in a bad way but in a "maybe i should quit complaining and do the same" kind of way, if you know what i mean,, playing minecraft is more fun though