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@caelwynn / caelwynn.tumblr.com

A place to celebrate whatever fandom has caught my eye and post occasional photos and fics.

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Caelwynn's Intro/Masterlist

Eh, I've been lurking around for like, eight nine years at this point, I think? But better late than never.

Hi, I'm Caelwynn, and for my mid-life crisis I'm writing a soap opera about pixelated characters.

My posts fall into one of four categories: talking about my fanfic, posting pics of my cats, squeeing about various fandoms, or reblogging whatever caught my eye that day. Of the four, the reblogging happens the most.

Reader Requests

My asks are now closed for Stardew Valley Reader Requests. Fics will go up the week of March 31-April 4.

Content about my Stardew Valley fanfic series, Choices:

Caelwynn's Stardew 1.6 Play-through:

What Could Have Been

If you're looking for pictures of my cats:

April 2025 Reader Request #5 - Heartsong

My final request for this Reader Request week comes from @aziminohi1992:

"Cae, I've been thinking for awhile about your reader requests and I would REALLY like to request a Lance fic that I don't have to write myself. ๐Ÿ˜ญ I would really enjoy being able to read a fluffy NSFW Lance and Faye."

Azi's a fantastic writer, and I highly recommend checking out her works! I hope that I did Lance and Faye justice. ๐Ÿ’–

Title: Heartsong Pairing: Lance/Faye Word Count: 3.1k Rating: Explicit Warnings: Soft smut, cunnilingus, penis in vagina sex

Logic, unfortunately, did little to persuade a heart.

And so, one morning as they broke bread together, Lance brought his worries up to her.

"We're both out of the house so often, I rarely see you... I know we both live busy lives, but we still need to find time for each other."

Faye looked at him with those sapphire eyes awash with guilt, gave him a gentle kiss, and promised that sheโ€™d make the time.

Three days later, she dragged him behind her after breakfast, radiating mischief.

A sweet little moment in time between Lance and AziMinohi1992's OC, Faye.

ya gotta stop caring what people think and start being extremely weird. but never cruel. i think that might save you

want to add that it IS worth it, but I need to be realistic and say this: being weird isn't easy.

If youโ€™re like me and youโ€™ve gone a long time being extremely self conscious of other peopleโ€™s opinions, itโ€™s not as simple as flicking the โ€œbe myselfโ€ switch. Itโ€™s a difficult process. Self love takes practice; after all, youโ€™re taking on an entire new mentality- the way you conceptualize yourself and how youโ€™ll be perceived. Thatโ€™s a lot to adjust to, and it wonโ€™t happen overnight.

some days, itโ€™s not so bad. Iโ€™ll wear my weird clothes and put on my weird hat and draw my weird art and listen to my weird music, and Iโ€™ll love myself. and other days, I wish I could just fit in. and to those who say, โ€œbut everyone has their own insecurities, even if you donโ€™t see them!,โ€ at least some people can hide them better. some days, Iโ€™d give anything to do that.

embracing myself the last few years has helped me a lot. Itโ€™s helped me develop and mature, and find more confidence than I ever had before. most days, I really do like who I am now. for the first time, I can proudly say that, if I could see someone exactly like myself, I would want to be their friend.

but sometimes, I return to who I was before that happened. before I got my official diagnosis. before I joined my local art community. before I developed my art style. before I welcomed my love of expressionist film (and I say that in particular, because I can confidently say I would not be who I am today without it). and when I feel like that, I need to be more forgiving. maybe itโ€™s different for other people, but I could never just decide to be weird and never look back. it takes work.

OP is right; it WILL save you. but please keep in mind it wonโ€™t happen immediately.

Me Giving a Pressed Conference: our advocacy for the disabled must include the addict, the imperfect victim, those we despise; the right to autonomy and life cannot devolve into a popularity contest

Reporter I Hate (Not Sexual Tension): Does that include all the attendees of the Bored Ape NFT event who went blind

Me: *Blood streaming from my nostrils and eyes* david, it includes everyone

can't keep that in the tags

iโ€™m all sex positive and shit but iโ€™m begging you. do not make your characters over 30 fuck on the floor. please. think of their lower backs. their knees. have some empathy ๐Ÿ™

Common things in the notes:

  • I'm over 30 and I wholeheartedly agree with this
  • I'm under 30 and this still applies
  • I'm over 30 and my joints are just fine
  • no, I want the characters to suffer afterwards for their impulsive decisions
  • whenever I read smut that has the characters take time to get pillows and consider joints and angles, that makes my whole day
  • but what if his wife has filled the house with chintz

April 2025 Reader Request #4 - Gravediggers

Today's request comes from @heartshapedjewel-me, and it made me so damn happy:

"Hi Mrs. Caelwynn! I just. Had to run a couple rounds of happy screaming zoomies when I saw that your requests are open again (I already wanted to make a request back when you did it the last time but I was too shy to do so back then ^^') I'd love an "extended scene" from back when Yuuma and Shiro gave Sterling the shovel talk (I was SO curious about that, and protective Shiro is just *mwah*). Or something cute and happy with Shiro in general. But no pressure, I absolutely understand it that life can happen/sometimes the muses just don't cooperate. But I would be ecstatic to receive new interesting words of the Mrs. Caelwynn kind <3 <3 <3"

I mean, who could ever resist a request like that? :-D

Note: it's broken up into three chapters for structural purposes, but it's still a fairly short/quick read.

Title: Gravediggers Pairing: Sterling/Callie Word Count: 3.2k Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Uh... threats?

โ€œSo, we need to be really scary?โ€ Jas asked. Her eyebrows almost touched. She must be thinking really hard.

โ€œYeah. Butโ€ฆ I donโ€™t know how to be scary.โ€

Mr. Ginger meowed again.

Jas looked at him. The pompom on her hat bounced as she tilted her head back and forth in thought. โ€œIt needs to be a threat heโ€™ll believe. Iโ€™ve heard some of the things Aunt Marnie and Uncle Shane say when theyโ€™re real mad.โ€

โ€œNo bad words, though,โ€ said Yuuma. Threatening Mr. Sterling wouldnโ€™t do any good if they got in trouble before they could scare him.

She rolled her eyes. โ€œOf course not!โ€

A missing scene from Choices: Winter, "A Heart-to-Heart"

April 2025 Reader Request #3 - Traditions

First of all, a very happy birthday to @annetastic1981a! ^_^ She sent in today's request:

"Any chance for a Sambastian birthday celebration? Maybe even a happy birthday/love confession?"

It's my first time writing Sambastian, but I had a lot of fun with it!

(Also, a giant, humongous thank you to @exoticlittlebird and @frootbelloop for beta-ing this for me! ๐Ÿ’–)

Title: Traditions Pairing: Sam/Sebastian Word Count: 5.2k Rating: Explicit Warnings: Uh... floor sex, blow jobs, and slutty pajamas

Sam couldnโ€™t recall just when it became tradition for Abigail to get them a pair of pajamas, Seb to give a new board game, and him to gift a movie for their birthday sleepovers, but it was one he treasuredโ€”especially if it put Seb in jammies like that.

When Abigail gets unexpectedly called away during Sebastian's birthday sleepover, Sam finds himself faced with a terrible temptation.

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Philly's Masterlist of SDV Landscapes

My friend @eemamminy-art had the excellent idea of putting all of my landscapes of Stardew in one post! I'll probably edit this as I go along, but here's what I have so far!

Wizard's tower
Adventurer's Guild
Harvey's Clinic
Elliott's House
Shane's Dock
Secret Woods
Ginger Island
Willy's Fish Shop
The Farmhouse
The Stardrop Saloon
Marnie's Ranch
Moonlight Jellies
Title Card

There's so many cute locations in SDV, so I'm sure I'll paint them all eventually, and I'll keep adding them to this post!

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