Happy Wednesday <3 It's late here and I hope I'm not too late to the party. This is something for @911lonestarangstweek that my dear friends helped convince me to post despite some self-doubt.
Thanks for the tags peeps, I will tag back at the bottom <3
He knows something has been broken in him with one blink of Carlos’ perfect eyes, because as soon as he muddles through his confusion and allows Carlos one step closer, into a relationship, he once again finds himself adrift. Somewhere in the darkness of Carlos’ soft eyes, he loses himself.
Usually, it’s something insignificant.
“Damn, you don’t like fish…” Carlos had said, the first date that TK wasn’t ready for.
There had been other issues, bigger issues than a snapper that night, so TK had never had to tell him that he was right.
He does not like fish. But when Carlos tells him one month into properly dating how he threw said snapper in the trash and went straight to bed that night, laughing now because well it turned out well, TK finds the twinkle in the corner of Carlos’ eyes and says, “I’d love to have a redo of that date.”
Carlos’ eyes sparkle. The depth of the ocean has nothing on them, holds less water than Carlos has love for him. There’s nothing in this universe he seems to like more than taking care of TK.
It’s one more thing TK won’t know for a while, and when he does, it’s still hard to accept this care will stick around. It’s ironic really, because that is the same vein of what TK thinks he needs to do to keep it: make Carlos happy. Make concessions so Carlos won’t ever run like he had, so that he will keep looking at TK like this.
So TK eats fish from now on. After a few bites, the thought of eating something that makes his tongue curl shuts off a little and becomes bad but bearable. Carlos grabs his hand on top of the table, and a warmth floods TK that he thinks could ignite all of the lamps in the house. Candle light reflects in Carlos’ eyes.
“Do you like it? I think it could use more lemon and salt next time--”
There’s only one answer here.