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She smiled softly and reached over to hold her hand. "You don't have to do that anymore. You can just rest and play here without those worries and heavy burdens. It won't be easy. But I hope one day you'll let all that go and just be with me." She smiled and pulled away, eating a few side dishes with rice. "You think so? I guess I'm so used to it it doesn't cause me problems like that." She chuckled softly and ate some more. "When I go over there for business, I can agree that it is far less salty they don't use much seasoning either but not in a bad way. It's a much smoother flavor profile over there. Here, everything is spicy and salty or sweet."
"I like mild food when the mood is right, sometimes spice is just not the vibe I'm in for" She continued eating and then smiled "You make me feel so calm, it's like I've known you forever...I love it" she leans over kissing her cheek "I am excited to work for you, I promise to do all the dirty work for you so you can stay safe and do all the boss work" she wouldn't admit it but she was excited to do some of the dirty work, killing or fighting or anything else she had to do. It satisfied the darker side of herself and she could get her aggression out in a helpful way rather than a burden. She was quiet for a bit then perked up "I'm going to get back into boxing...like at an actual gym...would you like to come to see? I may do some fights...I used to do underground fighting for money but that's probably frowned upon" she figured Sooyoung wouldn't want her doing anything illegal outside of the work she had planned so Hayden was quick to shoot down the illegal fighting, those fights were messy anyway. She was always going too far with her fights and it was a mix of her love of fighting and a way to self-harm indirectly, though she would fight again this time it would be more for the health benefits and getting out her aggression rather than beating people to a pulp and getting hurt along the way, though she did always get a thrill from fighting as she was a huge sadomasochist.
"Wow. You are so lame sometimes. No lunch and no gyms? Dainty little lady" she teases then goes to put in a lunch order. She returns once the food is being made "you gotta see me box some day...but wait until I get back into it...it's been a while and I'm rusty...I could easily knock someone's block off but...the skill and elegance of it? Naaah" she laughs then opens her arms "come give me attention while I wait for my food to be made" once her girlfriend is in her arms she hugs her tight and playfully grabs her ass "can we kiss a fuck ton or is that wrong cause we are at work? Making out sounds lovely right now" she was clearly bored and trying to make her own fun.
She laughs softly and runs into her arms, hugging her tightly and pressing a bunch of kisses to her lips. "You caught me. This little lady is actually a very boring person when she doesn't have meetings but the plus side is..we can kiss how ever much we want to because I'm the boss..and also..there's no hr department.." she laughed softly. "I'm there is a person for that for the others, but I actually don't know who it is."
"HR is for pussies" she laughs "If anyone has an issue they can come to me or you and that's good enough" She holds her close and kisses up and down her neck "I doubt anyone would mind us making out anyway. With how boring it is in here I figure it would be entertaining, don't you think? Let's give them a little bit of a show" she smirks then leans in kissing her deeply. She sat so her girlfriend was on her lap. She slipped her tongue into the kiss and closed her eyes as she moved her hands down to her waist. She would make out with her until lunch was ready, but even then she would probably hold off eating since kissing was way preferable over food.
She laughed softly and cupped her cheeks, returning each kiss her eyes closed, and she rolled her tongue with hers more than content to just make out like this while she waited for her food she led them over to the cliche and just pressed against her as they both say down chuckling softly she pulled away for a moment to kiss her nose. "If they have a problem with it, they can talk to HR..." she chuckled teasingly and kissed her again deeply.
@cine-svr feels fitting for my friend
There's so many copy cats these days it's hard not to feel flattered.
"I can agree to that...I have high hopes for it working out" he curls their pinkies then he sinks so he's slouching. He was jealous of the pizza because it smelled great. While he could eat a piece it felt wasteful so he decided to just let her have it all. He watches her eat for a moment then turns his attention to the TV. "Three times. You really wanna give it a chance. Ayeee. I feel that's good. Can't ever decide something on the first go around....well you can but it's not the best move" he glances back over at her and nods "How's the food? You must have been starving after that hangover. You were shitfaced. How much did you even drink? You are lucky I helped you out. I'm surprised you didn't try to kill me for even offering help. That's how messed up you were I guess" he shrugs his shoulders then laughs softly.
"Well, like, what if I dont like it the first time? But what if that's just an off experience. Then I like it the second time? I need a tie breaker." She spoke in between bites. It wasn't long before half the pizza was gone, and she was just sitting there stuffed. "It's amazing. I was so drunk, and I'm 90 percent sure someone laced the vodka with shrooms, but it wasn't strong enough for it to actually take hold. God I love college parties.." she chuckled and nodded. "I needed it..I can always admit when I need help.."
"That's true, plus this is a little different from what you are used to so you will get a better feel for it as time goes on since you will learn what works for you. It's like this with any "job" or anything you have to learn or get used to" he nods "It's good you can admit when you need help. Most will put up a fight in that kind of situation. You were fucked without my help. I swear" he laughs "You were a bitch but you had done me no harm so I wasn't going to let you just wander around getting lost in that cold. It was starting to snow and you were hardly able to keep yourself awake at that point. Heck, what man can do that? Leave a girl in need" Realistically he could have left her, not like he's some goody who needs to help everyone but he has a nice side and tries to help others as much as he can, even if she is a cold-blooded killer he had tried to befriend her so he felt a need to help her when she was struggling so much. He raised an eyebrow "You were drugged and you aren't sure? I feel like if there were mushrooms involved you would know it" he laughs again.
"In college, we mix vodka with all sorts of stuff, and then there's so many hands touching it there's so no telling who put what where we just drink it and cross our fingers. At least us crazy ones don't care. I go for one and one reason only to get drunk and high. Not exactly in that order." She chuckled "so last night I didn't take anything or smoke, so I'm assuming someone threw something in the vodka punch bowl. It makes sense." She chuckled and shook her head "in my ways I killed two birds with one stone."
She smiled softly and reached over to hold her hand. "You don't have to do that anymore. You can just rest and play here without those worries and heavy burdens. It won't be easy. But I hope one day you'll let all that go and just be with me." She smiled and pulled away, eating a few side dishes with rice. "You think so? I guess I'm so used to it it doesn't cause me problems like that." She chuckled softly and ate some more. "When I go over there for business, I can agree that it is far less salty they don't use much seasoning either but not in a bad way. It's a much smoother flavor profile over there. Here, everything is spicy and salty or sweet."
"I like mild food when the mood is right, sometimes spice is just not the vibe I'm in for" She continued eating and then smiled "You make me feel so calm, it's like I've known you forever...I love it" she leans over kissing her cheek "I am excited to work for you, I promise to do all the dirty work for you so you can stay safe and do all the boss work" she wouldn't admit it but she was excited to do some of the dirty work, killing or fighting or anything else she had to do. It satisfied the darker side of herself and she could get her aggression out in a helpful way rather than a burden. She was quiet for a bit then perked up "I'm going to get back into boxing...like at an actual gym...would you like to come to see? I may do some fights...I used to do underground fighting for money but that's probably frowned upon" she figured Sooyoung wouldn't want her doing anything illegal outside of the work she had planned so Hayden was quick to shoot down the illegal fighting, those fights were messy anyway. She was always going too far with her fights and it was a mix of her love of fighting and a way to self-harm indirectly, though she would fight again this time it would be more for the health benefits and getting out her aggression rather than beating people to a pulp and getting hurt along the way, though she did always get a thrill from fighting as she was a huge sadomasochist.
"Wow. You are so lame sometimes. No lunch and no gyms? Dainty little lady" she teases then goes to put in a lunch order. She returns once the food is being made "you gotta see me box some day...but wait until I get back into it...it's been a while and I'm rusty...I could easily knock someone's block off but...the skill and elegance of it? Naaah" she laughs then opens her arms "come give me attention while I wait for my food to be made" once her girlfriend is in her arms she hugs her tight and playfully grabs her ass "can we kiss a fuck ton or is that wrong cause we are at work? Making out sounds lovely right now" she was clearly bored and trying to make her own fun.
She laughs softly and runs into her arms, hugging her tightly and pressing a bunch of kisses to her lips. "You caught me. This little lady is actually a very boring person when she doesn't have meetings but the plus side is..we can kiss how ever much we want to because I'm the boss..and also..there's no hr department.." she laughed softly. "I'm there is a person for that for the others, but I actually don't know who it is."
"I can agree to that...I have high hopes for it working out" he curls their pinkies then he sinks so he's slouching. He was jealous of the pizza because it smelled great. While he could eat a piece it felt wasteful so he decided to just let her have it all. He watches her eat for a moment then turns his attention to the TV. "Three times. You really wanna give it a chance. Ayeee. I feel that's good. Can't ever decide something on the first go around....well you can but it's not the best move" he glances back over at her and nods "How's the food? You must have been starving after that hangover. You were shitfaced. How much did you even drink? You are lucky I helped you out. I'm surprised you didn't try to kill me for even offering help. That's how messed up you were I guess" he shrugs his shoulders then laughs softly.
"Well, like, what if I dont like it the first time? But what if that's just an off experience. Then I like it the second time? I need a tie breaker." She spoke in between bites. It wasn't long before half the pizza was gone, and she was just sitting there stuffed. "It's amazing. I was so drunk, and I'm 90 percent sure someone laced the vodka with shrooms, but it wasn't strong enough for it to actually take hold. God I love college parties.." she chuckled and nodded. "I needed it..I can always admit when I need help.."
"It's whatever. I'm used to people being shitty. I guess I should apologize for stabbing you with a fork to prove a point...but you kinda deserved it" he shrugs "You staying here and talking to me without sounding so cocky is already enough for me to know you are sorry.." he leans on the door frame "Are you hungry? I have money...more than I need...I tend to steal wallets when I off people...want me to order you anything? I don't eat food very often cause I don't need to but I can nibble a little so it's not awkward" he figured sharing a meal would be a good way to bond "We can watch a movie and actually get to know each other properly" he gave a brief smile then tossed a wallet over, this wallet only had cash in it and it was a decent amount "Order anything you want uh..." he tells her the address so she can call in the order then he turns leaving the room, he sits down on the sofa and just relaxes while he waits since he wanted to give her the space she needed.
She smiled at him, then chuckled, calling a nearby pizza place and ordering a large one for delivery. She took a few bills out to play and then went to the bathroom to clean up a bit and wash her mouth out. She then picked the wallet up to follow him, sitting next to him she passed him the wallet. "I ordered a pizza. It should be here in 20 minutes." She hugged her knees to her chest, something she always did because it was comfortable to her. She looked over at him curiously. "What do you do all day when you're not killing?".
"Not much....When my mind isn't torturing me...I'm either watching TV, playing video games, or napping. Though I don't really need to sleep as much as I do....I do it because it's so damn good...it's nice not being awake" he only really needed a few hours of sleep a night but his mental health made him want to sleep way more "I read a bit too, though I've been slacking on that. I have a lot going on mentally so a lot of the time I just sit here and listen to the voices in my head....sounds fucked up..." he shook his head "It is fucked up...but...it's hard to ignore it..so I ride it out...sometimes I try to ignore it by watching TV like I said....it's why I haven't been reading enough, it's impossible with my mess of a brain" he laughs softly then takes his wallet back "You could have gotten as much as you wanted, you only ordered one thing. Why? There's a lot of money here and it's not even mine. I took it off the bodies" he sets the wallet on the coffee table and then puts his feet up on the table. "I guess it's fine since you will be the only one eating...but there's so many yummy things you could have gotten...if I could be human again....even for just a day...I'd eat all my favorite foods again...because even if I eat them now...it's not the same" he sighs softly.
She sat with her legs crossed, facing him as he talked, listening with a neutral expression. "I think it's hard for me to say what sounds fucked up or not when I kill people for fun. So I won't judge you for that." She said softly, her lips pursed, she looked around. "I thought about ordering more. But I figured you didn't eat as much. I'm a killer, not a monster. I don't waste food." She said softly. "I'm sure after all this time of needing blood to survive your taste buds have changed because it's not what your body needs anymore.. I can't imagine what that's like. Not being able to enjoy your favorite things.." she said softly.
"You are right no one can say whats fucked up or not cause there's so many different kinds of fucked up, you are right and I think it's crazy where some things fall...killing for fun...yeah that's pretty wack...but my own mind being full of voices and causing me mental anguish and pain? that's....insane...I have no control over my fucked up thing...you could easily just not do it...I can't ever turn mine off" he sighs "I kill because I need to ease the voice in my head that hurts...and to keep myself from feeling undeniable guilt I try to kill people who deserve it...but I'm no better than any other killer...I still enjoy what I'm doing.." he groans and leans his head back "I never really enjoyed much...growing up I was denied everything...my parents treated me like a dog....or a toy...it was a mess....so I had very little I enjoyed and as soon as I was turned it was all ripped away from me...now I focus on drugs and alcohol, the only things that still do what they are supposed to....I just need more for it to do it's job" he sits back up "You kill for fun...who do you kill? just anyone? Maybe we can change that...I've always wanted to branch out a bit...there's only so much I can do, I'm one person...maybe you can help me...be my partner...of sorts....take on the jobs that sound exciting or thrilling to you and it takes the load off me but I'm still able to take the jobs...cause who doesn't want to slit the throats of rapists and pedophiles? It's more fun than killing randoms...at least to me" because of the trauma from his parents he had a hatred for abusers so if he could get his new friend to kill abusers with him he'd be happy because she was killing for fun and while this would still be fun she would get paid too and innocent people wouldn't be in harms way anymore either, though he only kind of cared about innocent people since most people were pretty shitty even if they didn't do the worst things possible. "I don't want to stop you from doing what you love...I just want to give you a proper target...plus you will get paid really well for it. How does that sound?"
She slowly shook her head. "You don't make your hobby your job. You start to lose your passion for it. If we're gonna be friends, I have to keep our...extracurriculars separate. Just because I like to immerse myself and focus on what I'm doing, i can't have distractions. I like to focus and feel when I kill. I meant it when I said it's my art." She chuckled and stood up, walking to the door when she heard thr knock she paid for the pizza and closed and locked the door, walking back over to him she opened the pizza and pulled a slice taking a bite.
"That's not true, if you truly love what you do then it's no longer a job, it's a career. So I feel like it would do you some good. And you would get to focus. And you would get to focus on it because these would be jobs you do on your own. Stuff I am too busy to do myself. It's still separate. The only part we do together is discuss some of the details and then you go do your job" he smiles "I just think it would make good use of your skill...plus your art would improve if you are adding scumbags to the mix...I've seen what you do. This would be a lovely addition" he sits back watching her eat while they talk "I'm not trying to change you or anything...I just think it would be nice to have the help and could elevate what you do" he shrugs his shoulders "Plus long term I don't know how long it would last before we end up bumping heads...I help people and you do the exact opposite...at least with this we are in the same direction but you can do it your way, ya know?" he hoped it made sense what he was saying and he wanted it to work out because he didn't want to ever have conflict but if she is killing innocent people he may someday have to stop her. He wasn't exactly perfect and innocent himself but he was careful about who he killed, at least when he was mentally sound, the only time he ever hurt anyone who didn't deserve it was if he was having a mental episode. Maybe they would bump heads in that regard, he was too nice or goody-goody compared to her, he did have a dark side that loved killing but he was careful with it because he didn't want to become an awful person like his parents were.
She paused and sat back, contemplating her options "Hmm..I'll try it once. Maybe twice.. Okay, maybe three times to get better results to see if I like it or not. If I find that it takes the fun out of it, I'll go back to my old ways deal?" She held out her pinky to him, taking another bite of pizza. She looked over at him and offered him a small smile. "If i like it I'll do it your way if not back to my way. Three times to get the best feel if I like it or not."
She smiled softly and reached over to hold her hand. "You don't have to do that anymore. You can just rest and play here without those worries and heavy burdens. It won't be easy. But I hope one day you'll let all that go and just be with me." She smiled and pulled away, eating a few side dishes with rice. "You think so? I guess I'm so used to it it doesn't cause me problems like that." She chuckled softly and ate some more. "When I go over there for business, I can agree that it is far less salty they don't use much seasoning either but not in a bad way. It's a much smoother flavor profile over there. Here, everything is spicy and salty or sweet."
"I like mild food when the mood is right, sometimes spice is just not the vibe I'm in for" She continued eating and then smiled "You make me feel so calm, it's like I've known you forever...I love it" she leans over kissing her cheek "I am excited to work for you, I promise to do all the dirty work for you so you can stay safe and do all the boss work" she wouldn't admit it but she was excited to do some of the dirty work, killing or fighting or anything else she had to do. It satisfied the darker side of herself and she could get her aggression out in a helpful way rather than a burden. She was quiet for a bit then perked up "I'm going to get back into boxing...like at an actual gym...would you like to come to see? I may do some fights...I used to do underground fighting for money but that's probably frowned upon" she figured Sooyoung wouldn't want her doing anything illegal outside of the work she had planned so Hayden was quick to shoot down the illegal fighting, those fights were messy anyway. She was always going too far with her fights and it was a mix of her love of fighting and a way to self-harm indirectly, though she would fight again this time it would be more for the health benefits and getting out her aggression rather than beating people to a pulp and getting hurt along the way, though she did always get a thrill from fighting as she was a huge sadomasochist.
A few days passed, and it was finally time for Hayden to start working for Sooyoung. She still wasn't entirely sure what her job was, but it really didn't matter too much since she trusted Sooyoung so much and knew she would do any job she gave her. She finally got to see her put-together office and it was even better than she had expected, while sitting in her chair scrolling on her phone she finally heard her girlfriend. She plugged her phone in to charge. She opened her office door and peeked out "Sooyoung, we need to talk...I still have no fucking clue what I am supposed to be doing..." She grabbed her wrist the second she was close enough and pulled her into the room. She sat on the nearby sofa and slouched sighing "You still have yet to tell me what my job is supposed to be and I'm just sitting around waiting, I don't get it" she groans softly.
Sooyoung looked over at her, a smile tugging at the edges of her lips. She was sitting on the couch scrolling through her own phone. "It's funny, isn't it? I made it seem like you would have a lot to do, but really, I don't have any meetings today. To be fair, I had a few meetings before I hired you. I get busy when I have meetings. Lots of contracts and recordings." She chuckled and then looked down her lips pursed. "I guess you can organize my planner for me. I have a new one on my desk, and my current one is on the last few pages. It can also let you know what we have coming up."
She sighs "That sounds fucking boring, but if you come sit on my lap while I do it then sure" She goes to Soo's office and grabs the planner, and then grabs the girl's hand, she sits at her desk with the girl on her lap in just a way that she can easily see what she is doing. With the old planner, she carries over the few things that would be needed, and then with the notes provided she writes down all the things coming up, it was a mix of appointments and various reminders. She was actually pretty good at this with neat handwriting and good at writing little notes where needed. Once done with that she wraps her arms around her waist and sits back hugging her "At least I get paid....getting paid to do nothing is always nice...but so damn boring" she laughs softly "But hey...you can see what I did and evaluate my work...I just...am I a secretary? That's not that bad....but oh my god" she presses her face against her "Sounds pretty lame.." she laughed softly then squeezed her a bit before peeking at what she was looking at on her phone "You really have nothing to do all day? Why didn't we just stay home then? I put on pants today...I could have kept my shorts on, legs out!" she hated wearing actual pants, it felt suffocating on her legs so she would wear shorts whenever possible at home unless it was cold in the apartment.
She laughed and held her hand she walked with her when she was sitting in her lap she shifted a bit, just to get comfortable. When she did, she laid her head on her shoulder so she wasn't in the way. She watched her write things down with a smile of admiration. "To be fair, sometimes meetings do pop out of nowhere. Someone gets arrested, or someone opens their mouth. I guess today is not that day." She chuckled and watched her with a smile. "You have pretty handwriting. Mine is all over the place. I guess you could be my secretary." She laughed softly."I've never had one of those. Never needed one, but we can call that your official job title." She had a teasing smile on her face.
"Oh come on, I want to shoot people...or punch people...sitting around an office writing things down for you...that's so boring" she pouts hugging her tight "It's cool being paid to do very little but I want an exciting job...I guess if I can do cool stuff once and a while it's alright but I do not want that title. I am no secretary. That is not what this cool ass person does" she leans up and bites her girlfriends ear playfully "I want a cool title, something that would make people fear me...or at least...respect me. Yeah!" she hugs her tigther and smiles "I deserve at least that much...if I'm gonna do boring crap I want to at least trick people into thinking I do awesome crap" she laughs softly then rests her head agaisnt her. She kept her arms around her waist and just held onto her for a while before she groaned "I'm hungry....and bored" she lets go of her and sits back glancing up at her "Let's order something and go eat while all the other staff watch jealously"
She chuckled. 'we have gyms for that baby. I dont have fights with rivals all the time, just sometimes." She laughed softly."I told you I had lots of gyms i own that you can go to to blow off steam lots of people who will spar with you, just don't kill anyone." She thought for a moment "Well shouldn't order chef is here. You can have him go make you something thoigh he was plenty of ingredients just go tell him what you're in the mood for." She laughed softly.
"That's not as fun though, I want to beat the snot out of someone who deserves it...but yes I do plan to go to one of your gyms. I told you I would. But if I break someone's bones and you get a call about it don't get mad at me...I warned ya" she laughs "Surprise me, I will eat almost anything but make it spicy. I am craving something with spice...and cheese. That's about it" She hugs her tight then stands up heading out of her office, she then stretches a bit "Maybe after I eat I can head to the gym...if you want to come and watch let me know. Though if you think you can handle it you could join in, I would go easy on you" she winks playfully and then smiles.
"Those people are also my dealers. i need them walking without bruises." She chuckled."They can't sell my drugs. If they're bruised, they're more likely to get caught." She chuckled and got off her lap. "I'm not a lunch person. You go eat, baby, tell chef to make whatever you want." She walked back over to the living room, plopping down on the sofa. "Eugh, no, i hate the gyms they always smell so funky. That's what happens when you have a bunch of men living there i guess."
She smiled softly and reached over to hold her hand. "You don't have to do that anymore. You can just rest and play here without those worries and heavy burdens. It won't be easy. But I hope one day you'll let all that go and just be with me." She smiled and pulled away, eating a few side dishes with rice. "You think so? I guess I'm so used to it it doesn't cause me problems like that." She chuckled softly and ate some more. "When I go over there for business, I can agree that it is far less salty they don't use much seasoning either but not in a bad way. It's a much smoother flavor profile over there. Here, everything is spicy and salty or sweet."
"I like mild food when the mood is right, sometimes spice is just not the vibe I'm in for" She continued eating and then smiled "You make me feel so calm, it's like I've known you forever...I love it" she leans over kissing her cheek "I am excited to work for you, I promise to do all the dirty work for you so you can stay safe and do all the boss work" she wouldn't admit it but she was excited to do some of the dirty work, killing or fighting or anything else she had to do. It satisfied the darker side of herself and she could get her aggression out in a helpful way rather than a burden. She was quiet for a bit then perked up "I'm going to get back into boxing...like at an actual gym...would you like to come to see? I may do some fights...I used to do underground fighting for money but that's probably frowned upon" she figured Sooyoung wouldn't want her doing anything illegal outside of the work she had planned so Hayden was quick to shoot down the illegal fighting, those fights were messy anyway. She was always going too far with her fights and it was a mix of her love of fighting and a way to self-harm indirectly, though she would fight again this time it would be more for the health benefits and getting out her aggression rather than beating people to a pulp and getting hurt along the way, though she did always get a thrill from fighting as she was a huge sadomasochist.
A few days passed, and it was finally time for Hayden to start working for Sooyoung. She still wasn't entirely sure what her job was, but it really didn't matter too much since she trusted Sooyoung so much and knew she would do any job she gave her. She finally got to see her put-together office and it was even better than she had expected, while sitting in her chair scrolling on her phone she finally heard her girlfriend. She plugged her phone in to charge. She opened her office door and peeked out "Sooyoung, we need to talk...I still have no fucking clue what I am supposed to be doing..." She grabbed her wrist the second she was close enough and pulled her into the room. She sat on the nearby sofa and slouched sighing "You still have yet to tell me what my job is supposed to be and I'm just sitting around waiting, I don't get it" she groans softly.
Sooyoung looked over at her, a smile tugging at the edges of her lips. She was sitting on the couch scrolling through her own phone. "It's funny, isn't it? I made it seem like you would have a lot to do, but really, I don't have any meetings today. To be fair, I had a few meetings before I hired you. I get busy when I have meetings. Lots of contracts and recordings." She chuckled and then looked down her lips pursed. "I guess you can organize my planner for me. I have a new one on my desk, and my current one is on the last few pages. It can also let you know what we have coming up."
She sighs "That sounds fucking boring, but if you come sit on my lap while I do it then sure" She goes to Soo's office and grabs the planner, and then grabs the girl's hand, she sits at her desk with the girl on her lap in just a way that she can easily see what she is doing. With the old planner, she carries over the few things that would be needed, and then with the notes provided she writes down all the things coming up, it was a mix of appointments and various reminders. She was actually pretty good at this with neat handwriting and good at writing little notes where needed. Once done with that she wraps her arms around her waist and sits back hugging her "At least I get paid....getting paid to do nothing is always nice...but so damn boring" she laughs softly "But hey...you can see what I did and evaluate my work...I just...am I a secretary? That's not that bad....but oh my god" she presses her face against her "Sounds pretty lame.." she laughed softly then squeezed her a bit before peeking at what she was looking at on her phone "You really have nothing to do all day? Why didn't we just stay home then? I put on pants today...I could have kept my shorts on, legs out!" she hated wearing actual pants, it felt suffocating on her legs so she would wear shorts whenever possible at home unless it was cold in the apartment.
She laughed and held her hand she walked with her when she was sitting in her lap she shifted a bit, just to get comfortable. When she did, she laid her head on her shoulder so she wasn't in the way. She watched her write things down with a smile of admiration. "To be fair, sometimes meetings do pop out of nowhere. Someone gets arrested, or someone opens their mouth. I guess today is not that day." She chuckled and watched her with a smile. "You have pretty handwriting. Mine is all over the place. I guess you could be my secretary." She laughed softly."I've never had one of those. Never needed one, but we can call that your official job title." She had a teasing smile on her face.
"Oh come on, I want to shoot people...or punch people...sitting around an office writing things down for you...that's so boring" she pouts hugging her tight "It's cool being paid to do very little but I want an exciting job...I guess if I can do cool stuff once and a while it's alright but I do not want that title. I am no secretary. That is not what this cool ass person does" she leans up and bites her girlfriends ear playfully "I want a cool title, something that would make people fear me...or at least...respect me. Yeah!" she hugs her tigther and smiles "I deserve at least that much...if I'm gonna do boring crap I want to at least trick people into thinking I do awesome crap" she laughs softly then rests her head agaisnt her. She kept her arms around her waist and just held onto her for a while before she groaned "I'm hungry....and bored" she lets go of her and sits back glancing up at her "Let's order something and go eat while all the other staff watch jealously"
She chuckled. 'we have gyms for that baby. I dont have fights with rivals all the time, just sometimes." She laughed softly."I told you I had lots of gyms i own that you can go to to blow off steam lots of people who will spar with you, just don't kill anyone." She thought for a moment "Well shouldn't order chef is here. You can have him go make you something thoigh he was plenty of ingredients just go tell him what you're in the mood for." She laughed softly.
"It's whatever. I'm used to people being shitty. I guess I should apologize for stabbing you with a fork to prove a point...but you kinda deserved it" he shrugs "You staying here and talking to me without sounding so cocky is already enough for me to know you are sorry.." he leans on the door frame "Are you hungry? I have money...more than I need...I tend to steal wallets when I off people...want me to order you anything? I don't eat food very often cause I don't need to but I can nibble a little so it's not awkward" he figured sharing a meal would be a good way to bond "We can watch a movie and actually get to know each other properly" he gave a brief smile then tossed a wallet over, this wallet only had cash in it and it was a decent amount "Order anything you want uh..." he tells her the address so she can call in the order then he turns leaving the room, he sits down on the sofa and just relaxes while he waits since he wanted to give her the space she needed.
She smiled at him, then chuckled, calling a nearby pizza place and ordering a large one for delivery. She took a few bills out to play and then went to the bathroom to clean up a bit and wash her mouth out. She then picked the wallet up to follow him, sitting next to him she passed him the wallet. "I ordered a pizza. It should be here in 20 minutes." She hugged her knees to her chest, something she always did because it was comfortable to her. She looked over at him curiously. "What do you do all day when you're not killing?".
"Not much....When my mind isn't torturing me...I'm either watching TV, playing video games, or napping. Though I don't really need to sleep as much as I do....I do it because it's so damn good...it's nice not being awake" he only really needed a few hours of sleep a night but his mental health made him want to sleep way more "I read a bit too, though I've been slacking on that. I have a lot going on mentally so a lot of the time I just sit here and listen to the voices in my head....sounds fucked up..." he shook his head "It is fucked up...but...it's hard to ignore it..so I ride it out...sometimes I try to ignore it by watching TV like I said....it's why I haven't been reading enough, it's impossible with my mess of a brain" he laughs softly then takes his wallet back "You could have gotten as much as you wanted, you only ordered one thing. Why? There's a lot of money here and it's not even mine. I took it off the bodies" he sets the wallet on the coffee table and then puts his feet up on the table. "I guess it's fine since you will be the only one eating...but there's so many yummy things you could have gotten...if I could be human again....even for just a day...I'd eat all my favorite foods again...because even if I eat them now...it's not the same" he sighs softly.
She sat with her legs crossed, facing him as he talked, listening with a neutral expression. "I think it's hard for me to say what sounds fucked up or not when I kill people for fun. So I won't judge you for that." She said softly, her lips pursed, she looked around. "I thought about ordering more. But I figured you didn't eat as much. I'm a killer, not a monster. I don't waste food." She said softly. "I'm sure after all this time of needing blood to survive your taste buds have changed because it's not what your body needs anymore.. I can't imagine what that's like. Not being able to enjoy your favorite things.." she said softly.
"You are right no one can say whats fucked up or not cause there's so many different kinds of fucked up, you are right and I think it's crazy where some things fall...killing for fun...yeah that's pretty wack...but my own mind being full of voices and causing me mental anguish and pain? that's....insane...I have no control over my fucked up thing...you could easily just not do it...I can't ever turn mine off" he sighs "I kill because I need to ease the voice in my head that hurts...and to keep myself from feeling undeniable guilt I try to kill people who deserve it...but I'm no better than any other killer...I still enjoy what I'm doing.." he groans and leans his head back "I never really enjoyed much...growing up I was denied everything...my parents treated me like a dog....or a toy...it was a mess....so I had very little I enjoyed and as soon as I was turned it was all ripped away from me...now I focus on drugs and alcohol, the only things that still do what they are supposed to....I just need more for it to do it's job" he sits back up "You kill for fun...who do you kill? just anyone? Maybe we can change that...I've always wanted to branch out a bit...there's only so much I can do, I'm one person...maybe you can help me...be my partner...of sorts....take on the jobs that sound exciting or thrilling to you and it takes the load off me but I'm still able to take the jobs...cause who doesn't want to slit the throats of rapists and pedophiles? It's more fun than killing randoms...at least to me" because of the trauma from his parents he had a hatred for abusers so if he could get his new friend to kill abusers with him he'd be happy because she was killing for fun and while this would still be fun she would get paid too and innocent people wouldn't be in harms way anymore either, though he only kind of cared about innocent people since most people were pretty shitty even if they didn't do the worst things possible. "I don't want to stop you from doing what you love...I just want to give you a proper target...plus you will get paid really well for it. How does that sound?"
She slowly shook her head. "You don't make your hobby your job. You start to lose your passion for it. If we're gonna be friends, I have to keep our...extracurriculars separate. Just because I like to immerse myself and focus on what I'm doing, i can't have distractions. I like to focus and feel when I kill. I meant it when I said it's my art." She chuckled and stood up, walking to the door when she heard thr knock she paid for the pizza and closed and locked the door, walking back over to him she opened the pizza and pulled a slice taking a bite.
She smiled softly and reached over to hold her hand. "You don't have to do that anymore. You can just rest and play here without those worries and heavy burdens. It won't be easy. But I hope one day you'll let all that go and just be with me." She smiled and pulled away, eating a few side dishes with rice. "You think so? I guess I'm so used to it it doesn't cause me problems like that." She chuckled softly and ate some more. "When I go over there for business, I can agree that it is far less salty they don't use much seasoning either but not in a bad way. It's a much smoother flavor profile over there. Here, everything is spicy and salty or sweet."
"I like mild food when the mood is right, sometimes spice is just not the vibe I'm in for" She continued eating and then smiled "You make me feel so calm, it's like I've known you forever...I love it" she leans over kissing her cheek "I am excited to work for you, I promise to do all the dirty work for you so you can stay safe and do all the boss work" she wouldn't admit it but she was excited to do some of the dirty work, killing or fighting or anything else she had to do. It satisfied the darker side of herself and she could get her aggression out in a helpful way rather than a burden. She was quiet for a bit then perked up "I'm going to get back into boxing...like at an actual gym...would you like to come to see? I may do some fights...I used to do underground fighting for money but that's probably frowned upon" she figured Sooyoung wouldn't want her doing anything illegal outside of the work she had planned so Hayden was quick to shoot down the illegal fighting, those fights were messy anyway. She was always going too far with her fights and it was a mix of her love of fighting and a way to self-harm indirectly, though she would fight again this time it would be more for the health benefits and getting out her aggression rather than beating people to a pulp and getting hurt along the way, though she did always get a thrill from fighting as she was a huge sadomasochist.
A few days passed, and it was finally time for Hayden to start working for Sooyoung. She still wasn't entirely sure what her job was, but it really didn't matter too much since she trusted Sooyoung so much and knew she would do any job she gave her. She finally got to see her put-together office and it was even better than she had expected, while sitting in her chair scrolling on her phone she finally heard her girlfriend. She plugged her phone in to charge. She opened her office door and peeked out "Sooyoung, we need to talk...I still have no fucking clue what I am supposed to be doing..." She grabbed her wrist the second she was close enough and pulled her into the room. She sat on the nearby sofa and slouched sighing "You still have yet to tell me what my job is supposed to be and I'm just sitting around waiting, I don't get it" she groans softly.
Sooyoung looked over at her, a smile tugging at the edges of her lips. She was sitting on the couch scrolling through her own phone. "It's funny, isn't it? I made it seem like you would have a lot to do, but really, I don't have any meetings today. To be fair, I had a few meetings before I hired you. I get busy when I have meetings. Lots of contracts and recordings." She chuckled and then looked down her lips pursed. "I guess you can organize my planner for me. I have a new one on my desk, and my current one is on the last few pages. It can also let you know what we have coming up."
She sighs "That sounds fucking boring, but if you come sit on my lap while I do it then sure" She goes to Soo's office and grabs the planner, and then grabs the girl's hand, she sits at her desk with the girl on her lap in just a way that she can easily see what she is doing. With the old planner, she carries over the few things that would be needed, and then with the notes provided she writes down all the things coming up, it was a mix of appointments and various reminders. She was actually pretty good at this with neat handwriting and good at writing little notes where needed. Once done with that she wraps her arms around her waist and sits back hugging her "At least I get paid....getting paid to do nothing is always nice...but so damn boring" she laughs softly "But hey...you can see what I did and evaluate my work...I just...am I a secretary? That's not that bad....but oh my god" she presses her face against her "Sounds pretty lame.." she laughed softly then squeezed her a bit before peeking at what she was looking at on her phone "You really have nothing to do all day? Why didn't we just stay home then? I put on pants today...I could have kept my shorts on, legs out!" she hated wearing actual pants, it felt suffocating on her legs so she would wear shorts whenever possible at home unless it was cold in the apartment.
She laughed and held her hand she walked with her when she was sitting in her lap she shifted a bit, just to get comfortable. When she did, she laid her head on her shoulder so she wasn't in the way. She watched her write things down with a smile of admiration. "To be fair, sometimes meetings do pop out of nowhere. Someone gets arrested, or someone opens their mouth. I guess today is not that day." She chuckled and watched her with a smile. "You have pretty handwriting. Mine is all over the place. I guess you could be my secretary." She laughed softly."I've never had one of those. Never needed one, but we can call that your official job title." She had a teasing smile on her face.
"It's whatever. I'm used to people being shitty. I guess I should apologize for stabbing you with a fork to prove a point...but you kinda deserved it" he shrugs "You staying here and talking to me without sounding so cocky is already enough for me to know you are sorry.." he leans on the door frame "Are you hungry? I have money...more than I need...I tend to steal wallets when I off people...want me to order you anything? I don't eat food very often cause I don't need to but I can nibble a little so it's not awkward" he figured sharing a meal would be a good way to bond "We can watch a movie and actually get to know each other properly" he gave a brief smile then tossed a wallet over, this wallet only had cash in it and it was a decent amount "Order anything you want uh..." he tells her the address so she can call in the order then he turns leaving the room, he sits down on the sofa and just relaxes while he waits since he wanted to give her the space she needed.
She smiled at him, then chuckled, calling a nearby pizza place and ordering a large one for delivery. She took a few bills out to play and then went to the bathroom to clean up a bit and wash her mouth out. She then picked the wallet up to follow him, sitting next to him she passed him the wallet. "I ordered a pizza. It should be here in 20 minutes." She hugged her knees to her chest, something she always did because it was comfortable to her. She looked over at him curiously. "What do you do all day when you're not killing?".
"Not much....When my mind isn't torturing me...I'm either watching TV, playing video games, or napping. Though I don't really need to sleep as much as I do....I do it because it's so damn good...it's nice not being awake" he only really needed a few hours of sleep a night but his mental health made him want to sleep way more "I read a bit too, though I've been slacking on that. I have a lot going on mentally so a lot of the time I just sit here and listen to the voices in my head....sounds fucked up..." he shook his head "It is fucked up...but...it's hard to ignore it..so I ride it out...sometimes I try to ignore it by watching TV like I said....it's why I haven't been reading enough, it's impossible with my mess of a brain" he laughs softly then takes his wallet back "You could have gotten as much as you wanted, you only ordered one thing. Why? There's a lot of money here and it's not even mine. I took it off the bodies" he sets the wallet on the coffee table and then puts his feet up on the table. "I guess it's fine since you will be the only one eating...but there's so many yummy things you could have gotten...if I could be human again....even for just a day...I'd eat all my favorite foods again...because even if I eat them now...it's not the same" he sighs softly.
She sat with her legs crossed, facing him as he talked, listening with a neutral expression. "I think it's hard for me to say what sounds fucked up or not when I kill people for fun. So I won't judge you for that." She said softly, her lips pursed, she looked around. "I thought about ordering more. But I figured you didn't eat as much. I'm a killer, not a monster. I don't waste food." She said softly. "I'm sure after all this time of needing blood to survive your taste buds have changed because it's not what your body needs anymore.. I can't imagine what that's like. Not being able to enjoy your favorite things.." she said softly.
"It's whatever. I'm used to people being shitty. I guess I should apologize for stabbing you with a fork to prove a point...but you kinda deserved it" he shrugs "You staying here and talking to me without sounding so cocky is already enough for me to know you are sorry.." he leans on the door frame "Are you hungry? I have money...more than I need...I tend to steal wallets when I off people...want me to order you anything? I don't eat food very often cause I don't need to but I can nibble a little so it's not awkward" he figured sharing a meal would be a good way to bond "We can watch a movie and actually get to know each other properly" he gave a brief smile then tossed a wallet over, this wallet only had cash in it and it was a decent amount "Order anything you want uh..." he tells her the address so she can call in the order then he turns leaving the room, he sits down on the sofa and just relaxes while he waits since he wanted to give her the space she needed.
She smiled at him, then chuckled, calling a nearby pizza place and ordering a large one for delivery. She took a few bills out to play and then went to the bathroom to clean up a bit and wash her mouth out. She then picked the wallet up to follow him, sitting next to him she passed him the wallet. "I ordered a pizza. It should be here in 20 minutes." She hugged her knees to her chest, something she always did because it was comfortable to her. She looked over at him curiously. "What do you do all day when you're not killing?".
She smiled softly and reached over to hold her hand. "You don't have to do that anymore. You can just rest and play here without those worries and heavy burdens. It won't be easy. But I hope one day you'll let all that go and just be with me." She smiled and pulled away, eating a few side dishes with rice. "You think so? I guess I'm so used to it it doesn't cause me problems like that." She chuckled softly and ate some more. "When I go over there for business, I can agree that it is far less salty they don't use much seasoning either but not in a bad way. It's a much smoother flavor profile over there. Here, everything is spicy and salty or sweet."
"I like mild food when the mood is right, sometimes spice is just not the vibe I'm in for" She continued eating and then smiled "You make me feel so calm, it's like I've known you forever...I love it" she leans over kissing her cheek "I am excited to work for you, I promise to do all the dirty work for you so you can stay safe and do all the boss work" she wouldn't admit it but she was excited to do some of the dirty work, killing or fighting or anything else she had to do. It satisfied the darker side of herself and she could get her aggression out in a helpful way rather than a burden. She was quiet for a bit then perked up "I'm going to get back into boxing...like at an actual gym...would you like to come to see? I may do some fights...I used to do underground fighting for money but that's probably frowned upon" she figured Sooyoung wouldn't want her doing anything illegal outside of the work she had planned so Hayden was quick to shoot down the illegal fighting, those fights were messy anyway. She was always going too far with her fights and it was a mix of her love of fighting and a way to self-harm indirectly, though she would fight again this time it would be more for the health benefits and getting out her aggression rather than beating people to a pulp and getting hurt along the way, though she did always get a thrill from fighting as she was a huge sadomasochist.
A few days passed, and it was finally time for Hayden to start working for Sooyoung. She still wasn't entirely sure what her job was, but it really didn't matter too much since she trusted Sooyoung so much and knew she would do any job she gave her. She finally got to see her put-together office and it was even better than she had expected, while sitting in her chair scrolling on her phone she finally heard her girlfriend. She plugged her phone in to charge. She opened her office door and peeked out "Sooyoung, we need to talk...I still have no fucking clue what I am supposed to be doing..." She grabbed her wrist the second she was close enough and pulled her into the room. She sat on the nearby sofa and slouched sighing "You still have yet to tell me what my job is supposed to be and I'm just sitting around waiting, I don't get it" she groans softly.
Sooyoung looked over at her, a smile tugging at the edges of her lips. She was sitting on the couch scrolling through her own phone. "It's funny, isn't it? I made it seem like you would have a lot to do, but really, I don't have any meetings today. To be fair, I had a few meetings before I hired you. I get busy when I have meetings. Lots of contracts and recordings." She chuckled and then looked down her lips pursed. "I guess you can organize my planner for me. I have a new one on my desk, and my current one is on the last few pages. It can also let you know what we have coming up."
"Hey hey. I know we aren't on good terms but stop. Stay there" he dashes out of his apartment and downstairs and outside "Come inside. I have a second bedroom. Just lie down and sober up. I won't bother you. I just can't have you stumbling around. It's winter. You will get sick" he didn't wait for an answer and just took her by the arm and headed inside and up to his apartment. He gave her some sweatpants and a T-shirt and showed her where the second bedroom and the bathroom were. He then goes back to doing his own this. His apartment wasn't huge but it seemed massive compared to the studio she had seen before. It had two bedrooms, an open-concept kitchen in the living room, and a nice-sized bathroom. The second bedroom was sort of a guest room set up but it hadn't been used since he never had company over.
She stumbled a bit behind him but didn't protest she was tired. She walked to the bathroom. And undressed taking a cold shower to sober up. When she was mildly sober. She put his clothes on and swallowed thickly walking to go find him when she did she exhaled shakily. "I'm going to say this with a semi..sober head because I don't think I can do this sober. I am.." she closed her eyes and swallowed."Sorry for the way i treated you. You were trying to be my friend, and that scared me. Because when I get close to people, bad things happen..now.. I'm going to lay down before I throw up.." she walked to the spare bedroom and laid down on the bed.
"Well that was unexpected..." he spoke softly. He pulled out his phone and ordered a few things on a grocery app before returning the nothing he was doing before. A half hour later he knocked on the door and entered with a paper grocery bag "I got some stuff for you...I may not deal with hangovers as much as humans do...I have met enough hungover humans to get the idea" he sets some things on the bedside table "Pepto for any stomach stuff, pain pills and some other things you will need. To help with various symptoms and a few light snacks. Don't worry about the money. I tend to collect dead people's wallets. I use their cards until they cut me off then I use the cash" he sets everything down "You are free to stay here as long as you need. I never use this room" he points to the mini fridge in the corner "You should chill the pepto and the gingerale there. It's empty but already cold" he leaves the room and lies down the sofa watching tv.
She got up and took the ginger ale and pepto, putting it in the mini fridge, then laid down, passing out as soon as she managed to get under the blankets with a soft yawn. The next morning, she groaned her head, pounding, her stomach rolling. She dragged herself out of bed and to the mini fridge and grabbed the pill bottle, popping a few in her mouth and swallowing it with the ginger ale slowly then drank some of the pepto with a groan she dragged herself back to bed laying face down a pillow over her head to block eveything out.
Over the night Finn had done some work and was now back home and cleaning himself up. He was in the kitchen wearing a pair of baggy shorts with a small towel over his shoulders with damp hair and drinking a blood pouch. He heard her stir and went to check on her "Hey, you remember anything from yesterday? like your apology to me?" he was curious if she would remember her kind words or if they would be back to square one. He sipped the blood bag, it was almost like a weird juice pouch "I can cure your hangover, but it's gross and you won't like it" he snickered a bit then shook his head "Let me know if you want that...most say no cause it's pretty nasty but it does work. Though it's not entirely a cure, but it helps a hell of a lot" he shrugs his shoulders then once she responds to his question earlier he nods then takes a sip of his pouch before turning and leaving the room. He shuts the door and heads to the living room, he sits down and tosses the damp towel on the nearby chair before getting comfortable and turning the tv on. He was a bit tired but not enough to sleep, vampires didn't sleep much and he wasn't a fan of sleeping right after work since the adrenaline usually gave him weird dreams.
She groaned softly, hearing talking while hungover like this, giving her a headache, but she nodded. "I remember.. I was semi sober at that time.." she gagged just at the mention of gross, and she covered her mouth with her hand quickly shaking her head."Please don't id really rather not.. I'm nauseous and have a massive headache. I think i might sleep a few more hours.." she had her head in her hands with a soft groan. She curled into the blankets and closed her eyes a pillow over her head.
"Yeah, but it would be quick and helpful then you can drink something else to mask the taste. I will uh...work it up and you can consider it...I figured you were semi sober since you are even more sober now" he goes to the kitchen and returns a bit later with a shot glass full of thick red liquid. He sets it on the bedside table. He then opens the mini fridge and grabs one of the mini bottles of ginger ale and sets it on the table as well "down the shot and drink a few sips of the ginger ale for the taste and a couple pain pills then sleep for another hour or two...just don't sleep too much. " With that he left the room, it was his blood, his blood had healing properties. He could heal a cut with his saliva, but it had to be shallow, other wounds and more serious ailments needed something stronger and about a shot glass worth of blood usually did the trick. He goes back to the living room and sits on the sofa returning to watching tv.
Eli looked at the shot of blood, and her head felt light. She always liked the color of blood, especially when she killed she eyes it and picked it up and sniffed it she winced it smelled like copper. She took the ginger ale and opened it. Taking the shot glass and shut her eyes tightly throwing it back, she swallowed quickly and sighed softly, trying not to think about it she drank some ginger ale washing it down a gag leaving her throat she drank some more ginger ale and laid down exhaling softly.
After she slept for a bit longer he decided to check if she had taken the shot. If she did take the shot he would wake her to see how she felt. He noticed the empty shot glass and then gently nudged her "Hey...I wanted to see how you are doing. You've slept a lot and I see you took your uh...medicine...so you should be feeling a lot better now" he called it medicine even though he knew that she knew it was blood but it felt like the right thing to call it. As for how she'd still feel crappy for a. It but quickly it would get better and better as her body absorbed the blood into her system.
Eli slowly sat up and rubbed her eyes, and stretched. "Yeah.. I'm okay.." she whispered and smiled softly at him. "Thanks for that, by the way.. it helped a lot.. I felt like death earlier." She chuckled, sighed,"a sober apology just because I still feel guilty about it..I really am sorry about the way I treated you.. you didn't deserve that." she spoke softly, then finally looked at him, her lips pursed in thought. "You're being kinder than i deserve." She spoke softly. "I hope that we might actually give this being friends thing a try, and I can show you..with my actions how sorry I am."
She smiled softly and reached over to hold her hand. "You don't have to do that anymore. You can just rest and play here without those worries and heavy burdens. It won't be easy. But I hope one day you'll let all that go and just be with me." She smiled and pulled away, eating a few side dishes with rice. "You think so? I guess I'm so used to it it doesn't cause me problems like that." She chuckled softly and ate some more. "When I go over there for business, I can agree that it is far less salty they don't use much seasoning either but not in a bad way. It's a much smoother flavor profile over there. Here, everything is spicy and salty or sweet."
"I like mild food when the mood is right, sometimes spice is just not the vibe I'm in for" She continued eating and then smiled "You make me feel so calm, it's like I've known you forever...I love it" she leans over kissing her cheek "I am excited to work for you, I promise to do all the dirty work for you so you can stay safe and do all the boss work" she wouldn't admit it but she was excited to do some of the dirty work, killing or fighting or anything else she had to do. It satisfied the darker side of herself and she could get her aggression out in a helpful way rather than a burden. She was quiet for a bit then perked up "I'm going to get back into boxing...like at an actual gym...would you like to come to see? I may do some fights...I used to do underground fighting for money but that's probably frowned upon" she figured Sooyoung wouldn't want her doing anything illegal outside of the work she had planned so Hayden was quick to shoot down the illegal fighting, those fights were messy anyway. She was always going too far with her fights and it was a mix of her love of fighting and a way to self-harm indirectly, though she would fight again this time it would be more for the health benefits and getting out her aggression rather than beating people to a pulp and getting hurt along the way, though she did always get a thrill from fighting as she was a huge sadomasochist.
"But it's been a good one. I think, I think we needed this...to really get a feel for what the future will be...but but..let's not get this high next time...we don't need to be this stoned...not every time" she laughed then finished her donut before sliding down so she was slouching, she then relaxed just enjoying the calm feeling and fullness she felt from her treat "I have a high tolerance but this shit is good shit...so let's be more careful...I smoke almost daily and we need to make sure I don't overdo it cause I don't want to be this high all the time...I'd be useless" she burps loudly then bursts into laughter "Sorry..." she sits back up and then moves over so she can cuddle "I will let you buy the weed from now on...that...wow...but we gotta get other kinds too...do you do edibles? my ex made amazing weed brownies cause she sucked at smoking up, her brownies were amazing weed or no weed. I kinda miss it"
She laughed, staring at the wall she looked over at her content smile on her face, and she chuckled. "No, we don't have to do this all the time. We can just do it sometimes. When we're really just stressed or something." She chuckled."I wouldn't blame you if you were useless while high. i don't think I could get anything done like this?" She laughed softly, shaking her head. "No, I don't really like mixing drugs in food. When I eat, I eat with purpose." She chuckled. "I dont even think that makes sense."
"I get it. But edibles are fun. Weed candies are cool the brownies were nice but I prefer to smoke" she shrugs "Let's just not get this high all the time. But we will smoke often just not to this level...maybe less strong shit too" She scoots over and wraps her arms around her and cuddles tight "Just sint let me get this messed up on a day you need me to work or I'd be braindead...cause holy crap my brain is.." she goes quiet for a moment as she forgets to finish her thought. After some silence she realizes she forgot to finish speaking "Mush...my brain is mush. But it's good mush. I feel relaxed and it's amazing" She kisses her cheek a bunch of times.
Sooyoung chucked and just relaxed on the couch, her eyes closed, not really wanting to move. She cuddled into her. "Maybe..I dunno i really like this feeling now. Maybe we'll just not smoke as often just sometimes.." she laughed softly and tried to return the kisses, but she was too slow. She chuckled softly and rested her head back on the sofa, closing her eyes again. "Mush is right. I can barely get a grip on what's going on."
She smiled softly and reached over to hold her hand. "You don't have to do that anymore. You can just rest and play here without those worries and heavy burdens. It won't be easy. But I hope one day you'll let all that go and just be with me." She smiled and pulled away, eating a few side dishes with rice. "You think so? I guess I'm so used to it it doesn't cause me problems like that." She chuckled softly and ate some more. "When I go over there for business, I can agree that it is far less salty they don't use much seasoning either but not in a bad way. It's a much smoother flavor profile over there. Here, everything is spicy and salty or sweet."
"I like mild food when the mood is right, sometimes spice is just not the vibe I'm in for" She continued eating and then smiled "You make me feel so calm, it's like I've known you forever...I love it" she leans over kissing her cheek "I am excited to work for you, I promise to do all the dirty work for you so you can stay safe and do all the boss work" she wouldn't admit it but she was excited to do some of the dirty work, killing or fighting or anything else she had to do. It satisfied the darker side of herself and she could get her aggression out in a helpful way rather than a burden. She was quiet for a bit then perked up "I'm going to get back into boxing...like at an actual gym...would you like to come to see? I may do some fights...I used to do underground fighting for money but that's probably frowned upon" she figured Sooyoung wouldn't want her doing anything illegal outside of the work she had planned so Hayden was quick to shoot down the illegal fighting, those fights were messy anyway. She was always going too far with her fights and it was a mix of her love of fighting and a way to self-harm indirectly, though she would fight again this time it would be more for the health benefits and getting out her aggression rather than beating people to a pulp and getting hurt along the way, though she did always get a thrill from fighting as she was a huge sadomasochist.
"But it's been a good one. I think, I think we needed this...to really get a feel for what the future will be...but but..let's not get this high next time...we don't need to be this stoned...not every time" she laughed then finished her donut before sliding down so she was slouching, she then relaxed just enjoying the calm feeling and fullness she felt from her treat "I have a high tolerance but this shit is good shit...so let's be more careful...I smoke almost daily and we need to make sure I don't overdo it cause I don't want to be this high all the time...I'd be useless" she burps loudly then bursts into laughter "Sorry..." she sits back up and then moves over so she can cuddle "I will let you buy the weed from now on...that...wow...but we gotta get other kinds too...do you do edibles? my ex made amazing weed brownies cause she sucked at smoking up, her brownies were amazing weed or no weed. I kinda miss it"
She laughed, staring at the wall she looked over at her content smile on her face, and she chuckled. "No, we don't have to do this all the time. We can just do it sometimes. When we're really just stressed or something." She chuckled."I wouldn't blame you if you were useless while high. i don't think I could get anything done like this?" She laughed softly, shaking her head. "No, I don't really like mixing drugs in food. When I eat, I eat with purpose." She chuckled. "I dont even think that makes sense."
