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jack of no trades. master of fuck all
Anonymous asked:
ZEE omg, I HATE BEING AN ADULT!!!! GOSH ZEE i miss being a teen reading your fics, i miss COLLEGE ZEE THAT CANNOT BE RIGHT I KNOW I HATED IT AND YET HERE I AM YEARNING FOR A TIME PAST!!!! THAT WASNT EVEN THAT GOOD!!!!! WHY DO I!!!! I WAS IN THE DEPTHS OF DEPRESSION BUT IM NOT DOING THAT MUCH BETTER NOW AND GIRL I WAS YOUNG BACK THEN!!!! I MISS YOUTH!!!! I MISS BTS!!! I MISS YOUU!!!!!!!
WOAH HI!!!! thats a lot of capslock 🦭
i also hate being an adult oh my goodness but also its quite freeing because here am i using my adult money to pay for micro transactions on pokemon tcg pocket when 10 yr old me would have gotten her ass beat if i so much as mention wanting to buy something online 🙂↕️
my feelings on college are MEHHH because on one hand yes there’s some nostalgia there but then i recall the sleepless nights and depressive spells and i think… hmm… perhaps i am looking at it through rose-tinted glasses (tho i will sorely miss summer vacations because GOD i need a #break)
i think i just miss being young and optimistic and curious… now my life is just bills. rent. eating enough fiber. holding onto fraying friendships. waiting for yoongi to come back.
ANYWAYS I HOPE ADULTHOOD TREATS YOU KINDER MY DEAR ANON!!!! PLEASE HOLD ON!!!! LOOK TO THE SKIES AND THINK TO YOURSELF “THERE IS SO MUCH MEDIA I HAVE YET TO CONSUME” AND IT WILL HELP YOU PUSH FORWARD!!!! (naruto voice) BELIEVE IT!!!
hiiii happy new year it’s 2025 and i’m still here (no ragrets) and i just wanted to stand in my echo chamber (this blog) for a few moments if anyone was wondering what’s been going on in my life (in no particular order)
- it’s the year of robofucking so i MUST complete a singular robo fic… mark my woof… maybe even TWO fics… classic robokook and maybe even the debut of roboyoongi…
- i think i’m going thru a quarter life crisis like ive installed and deleted hinge thrice in a row because i cannot talk to women. guys i have no rizz. this is diabolical. how do you people do this. help me.
- speaking of quarter life crisis does anyone feel like you’re in a race against your peers but you have rock lee weights on and no one bothers to look behind to see if you’ve fallen off the track or is that just me
- i need a new hyperfixation... how do people cope with liking media a normal amount. if im not unhealthily obsessed with something then whats the POINT?? but i can’t go back to gacha games guys i have a mouth to feed (just mine)
- gfriend comeback. women lovers, we’ve won.
idk this is just word vomit sorry its 9am and i got wasted last night and for some reason i always wake up early after heavy drinking… does anyone else get post-drinking anxiety or am i just a shivering sopping wet cat with issues… anyway hny once again and see you AROUND!!!
#this is absolute word vomit (i think im stilk a little drunk)#thabkfully i never get hangovers but dear god. i was schwasted… thats what happens when u r 25….#also regarding hinge like i originally had it set to match with all genders but i kept getting weirdos so i switched to just women/nb#and dear god. i am dogshit at taljing to girls HELLO?)32&$#no one can match my freak and by freak i mean…. my debilitating social awkwardness#i thibk im gonna delete it again i cant do this FAWKKSKWKW#yoongi can u come back home so i can i date you delusionally#im rewqtching suchwita i miss my cat#zee talks
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Semantic Error (2023)
Hot Summer Nights (2019) Pussy Fairy (2020) The Two of Us (2021) The Things I Never Told You
Opposable (2021)
The Lucky Ones (2023)
Double Trouble (2020)
Good Girl (2020)
Naked (2023)
Love and Petals (2023)
Cop A Feel (2018)
Silage (2016)
Out of Sight, Out of Mind (2023)
Ever Ever After (2021)
Feeling in Chaos (2023)
Blue (2021) Falling for Jeon (2015) Noona (2018)
Pick Your Fighter (2021)
The Damsel and Her Knight (2023)
Courage (2016) Navy (2019) Sweet Saccharine (2019)
Aphrodite In War (2020) Future Hearts (2017)
Against All Odds (2022) Pi Gusu (2022) Ride or Die (2022) To Be Damned (2022)
Tongue Tied (2022) A Little Taste (2023)
Just One (2019)
The Rebound Girl (2023)
Seven Days (2023)
Learn to Love (2020)
Love Lies (2022) Summer Bummer, Baby (2023)
DILF Instalments Make You Mine Risque (2023)
Closer (2022)
Bad Influence (2021)
Boyfriend of My Dreams (2022)
Way Back Home (2023)
Crazy Over You (2022)
Swipe Right (2022)
Eye Opener (2022)
New Rules (2019)
Redamancy (2022)
DILF: The Art of... (2023)
Love Bites (2023)
Zoom (2021)
#first of all thank you for recommending my fic#second of all… this made me laugh LMFAOOOO in a positive way btw @ op#THE CALL OUT…. also the years since the last updates for each fic is sending me HDKSJDJW#THE WAY MINE IS ONE OF THE HANDFUL OF FICS THAT HAVENT BEEN UPDATED PRE 2020 IM CRYIFNRNDN#oh this is so funny and such a gift thank you for acknowledging even the oldest and dustiest wips#ur a true lover of the art 🫶#mentions
tagged by @joonary ages ago but i kept forgetting to do this because im perpetually in a state of doom (like the video game) and misery (like the dragons of imagination)
tagging anyone who sees this idk i dont use this site anymore except to search up fanart of sam from sdv ok byeeee :D (also if you saw me post this on the wrong blog no u didnt)
#i actually do have a problem with the lab coats because they were from my uni days#and the lab i currently work in provides us with our own coats so now i just have a graveyard of old lab coats#the gnarliest one i have is the one i bought from my first year of uni#second worst is the one that glows after i spilled some uv activated goop on it in my third year#theyre not even tied up in bags or anything i just got them rawdogging it in my closet#whatever we ballin#tag game
Anonymous asked:
hiii I was lowkey going back to reread some of ur smaus and saw u were active. I love ur storytelling style sm lmao I keep reread locked out of heaven even tho it would prob never be finished. Ur the first person I followed when I made my tumblr like 4-5 years ago 🙌 I’m glad to see ur doing well and I’ll def check out ur recs 👀
ON GOD LOCKED OUT OF HEAVEN MENTION IN MY 2024???? MORE LIKELY THAN U THINK LMAO
anyways hi hello hey thanks for stopping by! yes ur right that smau is likely never getting finished HEJAJDWJ im barely hanging on as it is and writing a story i started when i was like… 19… is not on my ttd unfortunately… im glad u enjoyed it enough to care about it even if its been years since ive updated 🥲 i am truly sorry for abandoning it but it do be like that sometimes
i hope ur doing well too!! im on here like once or twice a month lol mostly to scroll thru shitposts that have that tumblr-esque stench that i know and love… im always here to just talk if anyone wants to just yell into the void (ie my blog) lol and if ANYONE WANNA REC SOME FICS… I AM HERE TO LISTEN 🦭
#ive been meaning to write and post something soon but ive been in the trenches (ie the flu)#also navigating new workplace dynamics is sizzling my tiny unsocial brain#does anyone suffer from the fear of being known or is that just me#ANYWAY SEE U ALL IN A MONTH /j#or is it /j…. maybe im a lil /srs#like the joker…..#textau3#Anonymous#answered
Anonymous asked:
Wait do you have any bts fic recs? I haven’t read a fanfic in like 6 years
i'm gonna be honest i haven't read many bts fics in a hot minute either lmao but that post i made yesterday was about @solecize's fic called the farmhouse (which i also reblogged on my fic rec blog @milkysvga in case you wanted to browse the stuff ive read over the years :D)
it's a stardew valley au ft jungkook and it is so SO flipping good like i was amazed by how immersive and well-written it was :') it made me reopen stardew the moment i finished reading lmao i sincerely recommend it to anyone looking for a feel good fic :D
#i actually read that fic months ago but i was going thru my drafts and thought to post that shit post yesterday since it still rings true#yoongi was barely a secondary character in that fic but somehow i was still enamored LMFAO#i think its bc whenever i read reader inserts... i never see myself as the y/n chara#so to me... jungkook and y/n were already a couple which means yoongi was available LMFAO if that makes cents#idk im just trying to justify my terminal yoongi loving disease what can i say#dont look at me ok guys my insane ass just loves to project#Anonymous#answered#fic rec
Anonymous asked:
heyy I read like all your fics in 2020 and had such a blast and your smaus had lasting impacts on me, my humor, the way I speak, etc. And I am still a die hard army but I don't read bts fanfic much anymore (long story short I went back to writing merlin fanfiction like I did in 2014). Anyways, I reread a few of your fics and showed one of my friends and we had so much fun! I think tddup deserves an oscar or a pulitzer prize or whatever because it's so good. I'm so glad to see you're still active because you're one of my favorite and most memorable fic writers in the 10 years and 5 fandoms I've read and written fic for! <3
THIS IS SO SWEET WHAT THE HECK!! omg im happy you enjoyed my old fics/smaus enough to reread them with your friend like this made my day :') especially tddup, which was honestly such a blast to write like i remember so clearly how awesome it was to post updates all those years ago... i havent read it in a bit so idk if the jokes still land in 2024, but if at least one person enjoys it, then that's good enough for me lmao
thank you for stopping by!! i also don't read as many bts fics these days but knowing that you thought to reread my works is such an awesome feeling :D it makes me wanna write even more... i'm admittedly not as active as i used to be, but i do visit my blog from time to time!! it's people like you that make it all worthwhile <3 thank you for your high praise and i hope you have a wonderful day ;w;
just realized i have a terrible illness where i’ll read any bangtan fic and if yoongi makes an appearance, even if hes just a side character, i will still unknowingly want him to be end game 🤕
pictured: me upset because i keep playing myself
#the yoongi disease is terminal it seems 🧎🏻♀️➡️#its terrible bc yoongi is often used as a ‘respectable hyung’ archetype in bangtan fics#and it GETS ME EVERY TIME RAHHHH!!!!!#LIKE BRO I LOVE MEN LIKE U!! IDC ABOUT JUNGKWAD OR WHATEVER HIS NAME IS#ok thats a lie i also like jk no matter how much i scream about how i dont#but damn…. yoongi got me good 🦭#zee talks
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his laugh is everything (7/7) 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
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check up tag 🤸🏻♀️
thanks @joonary for the tag and as always you have unnervingly similar music tastes w/ me and it freaks me out to no end ily girl... also @yoon-kooks tagged me in a similar tag game a while back and i kept forgetting to do it so i just combined them... anyway thanks karli ur the bestest ever (everyone should read her yoongi fics btw... stellar work 🥹)
- last song: all i wanted by paramore (i have issues)
- favorite color: dark or olive green shades
- currently reading: the one within the villainess (isekai reversal manga) it's fun reading about op fls... im a sucker for revenge plots... catharsis comes in different forms and hot women being ruthless are kinda it for me
- currently watching: ive only been watching twitch streamers... i'm a 2 year sub to tinakitten and foolish like the brainrot is so real
- currently craving: sinigang... but it has to be the way my mom makes it (extra sour until i can't feel my legs)
- spicy/sweet/savory: SAVORY TIL I DIE but i used to have a sweet tooth when i was younger... i think the asian auntie gene has taken over by now... nowdays, the biggest compliment i can give to a cake is that it's not too sweet 👍
- coffee or tea: coffee even though it makes me fart like an angel and shit like crazy
- relationship status: me and my delusions go way back 🫶
- current obsession: kokoro tokyo mazesoba... i used to dislike it because of how oily and heavy it was, but they're doing a bogo deal rn and i cant say im mad about it... when food is free, it becomes 50% yummier that's the rule
idk who to tag so if you see this, just say i tagged you and feel free to do it 🦭 this was honestly just a free chance for me to yap! see yall around (proceeds to roll into a pit and decompose)
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25 | valedictorian!namjoon
25. ❝ things you said in front of other people❞ genre: angst // words: 2.3K a/n: happy belated bday to joonbug... keep healthy and stay safe, many people are rooting for you (that's @ you, my dear reader)
The truth of the matter was that… Namjoon was stupid.
It was an undeniable fact that he has lived with for the entirety of his life so far. He could read hundreds of books on every topic under the sun, but it would never erase the cloying idiocy that seemed to cling to him like the plague.
No one could ever tell he didn’t try, though. He studied hard, from mathematics to poetry, in hopes of honing his skills. He asked to be enrolled into the Kumon program when he was six, for crying out loud. When other kids his age were collecting Pokémon cards and watching Dragon Ball, he was sharpening the blade… of his mind. It was nerdy, loser-like behavior, but he didn’t care. Or at least, that’s what he convinced himself to believe.
It was easier to swallow the pain of a lost childhood to academics when he could trick himself into thinking that he wanted to become smarter, that’s all. Perhaps it was this fallacy that led him down this road of stupidity, but Namjoon didn’t want to think too hard about it. At least, not anymore. It felt like it was too late to cry over spilled milk at this point.
#hi happy weekend i miss namjoon#i wrote this thing in 2.5 hours can you believe that#sometimes i get possessed and go on writing fugues#i come out a littler battered and bruised with a barely coherent story left as my only evidence#perhaps its because i drank coffee for the first time in a while#my caffeine sensitivity has been off the charts ever since ive abstained from them#i have them like twice a month now and every time i do... i start growling like a rabid dog#hence.... this thing i suppose#i designated this drabble with the genre angst but ngl aint it kinda fluffy.... idk its hard for me to tell sometimes#sometimes i say my writing is fluffy and ive received asks in the past telling me i baited them when i didnt mean to ;w;#i guess this drabble is not feel good fluff by definition... it makes me happy tho :D i love pining :D#ANYWAY GOTTA BLAST#icymi
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Yeah sure we’ve all binged a long fic, but have you ever read a WIP and followed someone’s life?
Tidbits of information - (“I graduated today!”) - and small joys (“It’s my birthday!”) and you get to be there to say “This chapter made me cry, happy birthday, thank you for gifting us this”.
I remember reading this fic of someone at the end of high school, older than me then. They seemed infinitely wise, spoke of their future career and getting into the college they wanted. I remember them posting on days they felt like nothing could bring them down - and on days the whole world did and it’s the aftermath of a hospital visit. Cancer, I think it was, their father. I got to the end of the story, I know their father was fine, but also they got to finish their WIP. I graduated three years later than them, still dutifully wrote thank you notes in every comment. I wonder if they remember me, or just the collective of people reading the story as it updates.
Four years ago I was into my first year of university, my first year of figuring out being out in public spaces. I made excuses as to why my name didn’t match my paperwork and read a fic on the train, the same five chapters over and over again for the next years as I thought the story abandoned. It updated this week after such a long hiatus, I left another thank you comment.
There’s an author I love, they update their stories like a clockwork. When they don’t, I check their blog, just to see if their doing alright, not because I feel like they owe me, just to ensure whether I better get out my laptop to write that really detailed university level essay chapter analysis to get them smiling when their day sucked.
And then, once, when I was 17, I read a fic that hadn’t updated in over a decade. I wasn’t even in primary school when it started posting. On the last chapter, I left a comment that, in retrospect, was horribly rambly and most likely full of grammar mistakes. The author replied and though I couldn’t see their face, I thought of them crying. They were married now, had children, and hadn’t thought about this fic in years. They went through their files again, found another half written chapter and an outline. I got two new chapters to read that year.
And then, recently, someone told me they got back into writing original fiction because of my comments. I get to read nearly weekly chapters.
I love binge reading a finished fic, but nothing is ever going to top the feeling of anticipation of waiting for a chapter, the pure joy when someone tells you I was done with this, but you made me think of it again, so this is for you.
Anyway, I think we should romanticize reading WIPs more, growing up alongside the authors writing the stories we love.
#i still keep up to date with sbj's more than human#which she started... in 2009 i think? thats more than a decade ago... i started reading it in 2013 when i was 13#and you will not believe the scream i let out when i saw she updated a few weeks ago after a two year hiatus#tbf her updates come every few years ago so its always a surprise when she updates and i still eat it up every time#ive grown up with her story for real. and we dont know each other but i care about her#not parasocial btw LMAO but more like... i wish her the best#i want her to be happy and her life to be filled with good things#just like how she made me happy with her words#its so awesome seeing a fanfic author be so... longlived?? when so many of us tend to leave for greener pastures#idk its something to behold!! something to cherish!!!#fanfic writing is sometimes the greatest type of love a person can have. its a love enduring.#abt
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(be BTS' leader, they said...) it's gonna be great, they said.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the most beloved leader, KIM NAMJOON ♡ cr. jung-koook, 0613data