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My hands reach for the familiar comfort of music, its notes a fragile thread that pulls me from the depths of solitude. The melody swells, soft and constant, like a distant whisper of something warm. It doesn’t ask for words; it understands the weight of silence, cradling me in its embrace. I'm aware I am strange lol.

An Important Thing

Okay. Listen. Because the amount of crazy hatred I came back to is wild. First of all just because I'm religious, does not mean I hate anyone. I don't. I don't hate anyone. I don't hate anyone in the LGBTQ community. And I don't hate anyone outside of it either. Because I think that hatred is wrong, no matter who it is, if they're alive I think hating them is wrong. I also know that disagreement with things, does not equal a hatred. The same way agreeing with things does not equal love or like. If a terrible criminal says that 1+1 = 2 you wouldn't agree because you like the guy, you'd agree because you think the statement is true. Now the vice versa, if one of the most amazing people ever says that 1+1 =3, if you disagree it isn't because you hate him, it's because you think 1+1 doesn't equal three. I think you can disagree with someone's actions and that doesn't mean you hate them. And there are ways you can portray your disagreement that IS hateful, by berating or acting nasty in some way. However I haven't been doing that. I'm also not really trying to get anyone to change exactly. I am just sharing what I believe and if someone wants to ask more questions about it or share in my belief then that's a great thing. There are several scriptures supporting that, because it's ultimately people's choice whether they choose to follow or believe. I don't want to force anything and I'm not supposed to.

Also just in case any of this is confusing or doesn't make sense (Which it probably could cause I've got Covid brain and can't think straight lol)

I believe everything in the Bible, front to back. I don't fit in with Christians and I don't fit in with Jews. The closest thing I conform with is Messianic Judaism, but even then, I have several disagreements. I follow the bible in it's entirety, while both Jews and Christians tend to cut things out and add other things that are unbiblical.

I believe that EVERYONE is a sinner, including me, I've committed so many sins I know and probably more I don't know because I'm human and I forget things.

I don't preach to hate, I preach to showcase, showcase my beliefs and the proper way to follow the bible, if you choose not to follow the bible you're free to. The same way Jewish people can say we don't eat pork doesn't mean they hate everyone who does.

I don't hate LGBTQ or Anyone Else

I do think that LGBTQ people are openly accepting sin, however I'm not going to attack them, tell them that they're evil or anything of the sort, I'm also not going to avoid associating with them. I know this probably sounds cliche and dumb but I have LGBTQ people in my family and I don't love them any less and I also don't bombard them. I love everyone in LGBTQ, I do. Because it is their choice what they do. I would like if they wanted to believe what I do but I'm not going to force it on them. All I'll do is show them what I believe and leave it up to them. Because it's their choice. A choice they're free to make.

I'll be friends with anyone and treat them with love and respect like they deserve. No judgement.

I've probably not said everything I need to or everything I wanted to say. But I'm tired and I'm gonna take a nap. My fever is back :(

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When she's continually stabbing you and it hurts but it's just how she shows love so you just have to sit there and be happy that she is comfortable and loves you enough to stab you.

We're good. She's sleep now.

I'm sorry, dafuk?

Read the tags XD

tags don't show on reblogs

Oh XD

I was talking about my cat though. She was kneading me.

I love that fat fluffy pregnant thing. I think she's going to give birth soon cause her nips are like out there lol

nintendo switch 2 looks cool but kinda expensive Everyone promise not to buy it for 1 year until they panic and drop the price like they did with the 3DS pretty please 🙏

Begging all y'all

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Are you drinking enough water?

you three had better be loving yourselves right now!

Define this loving self you speak of.

act upon thyself how thyself acts upon thy beloved friends.

But but that's for the friends. :(

but you is my friend :(

why are you being mean to my friend?

Dang. You got me there.

Ugh guess I'll go roll out of bed, eat breakfast, and give myself a pep talk in the mirror.

This is all your fault.

and that, viewers, is how to be Chaotic Good!

I'm going to enter my villain arc.

*grabs my M61 Vulcan gatling gun called "Kindness".*

don't make me use this!

I did it before, and I'll do it again!

*SCREECHING*

YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON WHO IS TALENTED AND AMAZING!

TO REMAKE YOU IN PURE GOLD IS TO INSULT YOUR VALUE, AND THAT IS ITSELF AN UNDERSTATEMENT OF YOUR WORTH!

AHHH MY EYES

STOP

CAUSE YOU'RE THE REAL AWESOME ONE. TO REMAKE YOU IN RHODIEM WOULD STILL BE AN UNDERSTATMENT TO YOUR PRECIOUSNESS AND RARITY

YOU'RE SO GREAT YOU MAKE OTHER PEOPLE BETTER THEMSELVES

to recreate your very atomic structure in complete antimatter is to insult the complexity and worth you hold upon this world, and how much you can revolutionise civilisation.

Your kindness isn’t shy or restrained. It’s bold, radiant, and relentless—like the sun, blazing in full force, impossible to ignore. You’re the one who notices, the one who reaches out, who lights up the darkest corners with a laugh, a word, a gesture. Your energy doesn’t just fill the space; it transforms it.

You have this rare, wild ability to make people feel like they matter, like their presence means something because you are here, making everything more colorful, more alive. And that is a gift so unique, so irreplaceable, that no one could ever duplicate the way you move through the world.

You don’t just make a difference—you shape one, every single day, with your boundless spirit, your unrelenting heart. You are the person who makes the world feel a little warmer, a little brighter, simply by being you. And that is why you cannot be replaced—not for the kindness you give, but for the way you make everything around you feel alive.

If I merely transform the atmosphere, then you reshape the very bedrock and landscape you walk upon.

If I were a blessing to the world, you would be an Angel bestowed to Universe itself, destined to overhaul all things negative and fallshort.

You are a gift of existence, unparalleled and incomprehensible, present in all hearts at all times for the sole purpose of simply being here.

I am a mere messenger for your fate. In comparison to you, I am nothing more than a photon in the void, while you are the supernovae that thrives for a million years, and inspires for billions longer.

Nuh uh. There's no way your lesser than me. If you're not the same you're even better.

I can't even finish my first chapter, let alone series.

I am a perfectionist of the highest order, and am displeased by the most tiny blemishes and imperfections, physically incapable of being satisfied with even the flawless simply because of the name it was given.

That's understandable. I'm the same way. I've got tons of WIPs of both writing ideas, unfinished chapters, and artwork. And don't get me started on my arts and crafts projects. AND OH BOY DO I SUBMIT ASSIGNMENTS LATE.

I think perfectionism is a good thing. It makes people strive for unreachable goals, to avoid every flaw. We'll never reach that goal and we'll run into bumps, and we'll burn out if we try too hard. But that strive lets us grow further. It's more of a drive than if you're happy where you are or just want to improve some things, perfectionist constantly want to do better in everything. And that drive is beautiful. The only thing is to take breaks and look back briefly every once and a while to remind yourself how far you've come and the guilty of your work in the past, no it's not perfect, it might not even be good, but it was a step. Sometimes you have to push forward on those imperfect steps, keep them so you can keep going forward, they're not perfect but the next one might be closer.

I still haven't finished the literal first assignment of the year.

beat that.

SAME

There was a project we were supposed to be working on all year and submit next month.

MY PROJECT HAS NOT LEFT BRAINSTORM PHASE. I've got a couple scattered notes and an outline in need of heavy revisory and THAT"S IT.

wait until I tell you how it took me six years to come up with an original name for my series, and it's literally just a description of the cosmology.

It took my 4 years to actually write down one of the ideas for a my book. And it still doesn't have a name. Just the basis of plot. I think I'm on the right track to it taking six years at least XD

I started when I was 13

I'm now 21, and still don't have the first chapter finished.

Man, it's going to be rough me then cause I'm nowhere near your level and it still took you that long.

jokes aside, if you have discord, I can actually help you with writing

shameless promo of what I got @omnigodguy to start in literally less than two years: first, second, and third!

to reiterate: two years ago they didn't even have an afterthought about creative writing, and now they're actively producing three different series simultaneously.

That's so impressive. As much as I need that and would love that. I don't have discord. T0T

any reason why?

really, pretty much any private chat platform would work, if you have something else.

Strictness of my life. I've pretty much only got Tumblr and barely got it.

I'm now concerned, because you forgot that Tumblr also has private messaging…

Oh yeah it does. I knew that. Subconsciously. I mean I use it so.

what has this Reblog chain divulged into 😭

MAKE A POST WITH WHATEVER YOU CURRENTLY HAVE!

An empty Boost bottle. I'd upload a picture but my camera isn't working. I'm troubleshooting it rn

I meant for your story 😭

OH T0T I'm so sorry! I'm dumb. Please forgive me.

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Are you drinking enough water?

you three had better be loving yourselves right now!

Define this loving self you speak of.

act upon thyself how thyself acts upon thy beloved friends.

But but that's for the friends. :(

but you is my friend :(

why are you being mean to my friend?

Dang. You got me there.

Ugh guess I'll go roll out of bed, eat breakfast, and give myself a pep talk in the mirror.

This is all your fault.

and that, viewers, is how to be Chaotic Good!

I'm going to enter my villain arc.

*grabs my M61 Vulcan gatling gun called "Kindness".*

don't make me use this!

I did it before, and I'll do it again!

*SCREECHING*

YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON WHO IS TALENTED AND AMAZING!

TO REMAKE YOU IN PURE GOLD IS TO INSULT YOUR VALUE, AND THAT IS ITSELF AN UNDERSTATEMENT OF YOUR WORTH!

AHHH MY EYES

STOP

CAUSE YOU'RE THE REAL AWESOME ONE. TO REMAKE YOU IN RHODIEM WOULD STILL BE AN UNDERSTATMENT TO YOUR PRECIOUSNESS AND RARITY

YOU'RE SO GREAT YOU MAKE OTHER PEOPLE BETTER THEMSELVES

to recreate your very atomic structure in complete antimatter is to insult the complexity and worth you hold upon this world, and how much you can revolutionise civilisation.

Your kindness isn’t shy or restrained. It’s bold, radiant, and relentless—like the sun, blazing in full force, impossible to ignore. You’re the one who notices, the one who reaches out, who lights up the darkest corners with a laugh, a word, a gesture. Your energy doesn’t just fill the space; it transforms it.

You have this rare, wild ability to make people feel like they matter, like their presence means something because you are here, making everything more colorful, more alive. And that is a gift so unique, so irreplaceable, that no one could ever duplicate the way you move through the world.

You don’t just make a difference—you shape one, every single day, with your boundless spirit, your unrelenting heart. You are the person who makes the world feel a little warmer, a little brighter, simply by being you. And that is why you cannot be replaced—not for the kindness you give, but for the way you make everything around you feel alive.

If I merely transform the atmosphere, then you reshape the very bedrock and landscape you walk upon.

If I were a blessing to the world, you would be an Angel bestowed to Universe itself, destined to overhaul all things negative and fallshort.

You are a gift of existence, unparalleled and incomprehensible, present in all hearts at all times for the sole purpose of simply being here.

I am a mere messenger for your fate. In comparison to you, I am nothing more than a photon in the void, while you are the supernovae that thrives for a million years, and inspires for billions longer.

Nuh uh. There's no way your lesser than me. If you're not the same you're even better.

I can't even finish my first chapter, let alone series.

I am a perfectionist of the highest order, and am displeased by the most tiny blemishes and imperfections, physically incapable of being satisfied with even the flawless simply because of the name it was given.

That's understandable. I'm the same way. I've got tons of WIPs of both writing ideas, unfinished chapters, and artwork. And don't get me started on my arts and crafts projects. AND OH BOY DO I SUBMIT ASSIGNMENTS LATE.

I think perfectionism is a good thing. It makes people strive for unreachable goals, to avoid every flaw. We'll never reach that goal and we'll run into bumps, and we'll burn out if we try too hard. But that strive lets us grow further. It's more of a drive than if you're happy where you are or just want to improve some things, perfectionist constantly want to do better in everything. And that drive is beautiful. The only thing is to take breaks and look back briefly every once and a while to remind yourself how far you've come and the guilty of your work in the past, no it's not perfect, it might not even be good, but it was a step. Sometimes you have to push forward on those imperfect steps, keep them so you can keep going forward, they're not perfect but the next one might be closer.

I still haven't finished the literal first assignment of the year.

beat that.

SAME

There was a project we were supposed to be working on all year and submit next month.

MY PROJECT HAS NOT LEFT BRAINSTORM PHASE. I've got a couple scattered notes and an outline in need of heavy revisory and THAT"S IT.

wait until I tell you how it took me six years to come up with an original name for my series, and it's literally just a description of the cosmology.

It took my 4 years to actually write down one of the ideas for a my book. And it still doesn't have a name. Just the basis of plot. I think I'm on the right track to it taking six years at least XD

I started when I was 13

I'm now 21, and still don't have the first chapter finished.

Man, it's going to be rough me then cause I'm nowhere near your level and it still took you that long.

jokes aside, if you have discord, I can actually help you with writing

shameless promo of what I got @omnigodguy to start in literally less than two years: first, second, and third!

to reiterate: two years ago they didn't even have an afterthought about creative writing, and now they're actively producing three different series simultaneously.

That's so impressive. As much as I need that and would love that. I don't have discord. T0T

any reason why?

really, pretty much any private chat platform would work, if you have something else.

Strictness of my life. I've pretty much only got Tumblr and barely got it.

I'm now concerned, because you forgot that Tumblr also has private messaging…

Oh yeah it does. I knew that. Subconsciously. I mean I use it so.

what has this Reblog chain divulged into 😭

MAKE A POST WITH WHATEVER YOU CURRENTLY HAVE!

An empty Boost bottle. I'd upload a picture but my camera isn't working. I'm troubleshooting it rn

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Are you drinking enough water?

you three had better be loving yourselves right now!

Define this loving self you speak of.

act upon thyself how thyself acts upon thy beloved friends.

But but that's for the friends. :(

but you is my friend :(

why are you being mean to my friend?

Dang. You got me there.

Ugh guess I'll go roll out of bed, eat breakfast, and give myself a pep talk in the mirror.

This is all your fault.

and that, viewers, is how to be Chaotic Good!

I'm going to enter my villain arc.

*grabs my M61 Vulcan gatling gun called "Kindness".*

don't make me use this!

I did it before, and I'll do it again!

*SCREECHING*

YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON WHO IS TALENTED AND AMAZING!

TO REMAKE YOU IN PURE GOLD IS TO INSULT YOUR VALUE, AND THAT IS ITSELF AN UNDERSTATEMENT OF YOUR WORTH!

AHHH MY EYES

STOP

CAUSE YOU'RE THE REAL AWESOME ONE. TO REMAKE YOU IN RHODIEM WOULD STILL BE AN UNDERSTATMENT TO YOUR PRECIOUSNESS AND RARITY

YOU'RE SO GREAT YOU MAKE OTHER PEOPLE BETTER THEMSELVES

to recreate your very atomic structure in complete antimatter is to insult the complexity and worth you hold upon this world, and how much you can revolutionise civilisation.

Your kindness isn’t shy or restrained. It’s bold, radiant, and relentless—like the sun, blazing in full force, impossible to ignore. You’re the one who notices, the one who reaches out, who lights up the darkest corners with a laugh, a word, a gesture. Your energy doesn’t just fill the space; it transforms it.

You have this rare, wild ability to make people feel like they matter, like their presence means something because you are here, making everything more colorful, more alive. And that is a gift so unique, so irreplaceable, that no one could ever duplicate the way you move through the world.

You don’t just make a difference—you shape one, every single day, with your boundless spirit, your unrelenting heart. You are the person who makes the world feel a little warmer, a little brighter, simply by being you. And that is why you cannot be replaced—not for the kindness you give, but for the way you make everything around you feel alive.

If I merely transform the atmosphere, then you reshape the very bedrock and landscape you walk upon.

If I were a blessing to the world, you would be an Angel bestowed to Universe itself, destined to overhaul all things negative and fallshort.

You are a gift of existence, unparalleled and incomprehensible, present in all hearts at all times for the sole purpose of simply being here.

I am a mere messenger for your fate. In comparison to you, I am nothing more than a photon in the void, while you are the supernovae that thrives for a million years, and inspires for billions longer.

Nuh uh. There's no way your lesser than me. If you're not the same you're even better.

I can't even finish my first chapter, let alone series.

I am a perfectionist of the highest order, and am displeased by the most tiny blemishes and imperfections, physically incapable of being satisfied with even the flawless simply because of the name it was given.

That's understandable. I'm the same way. I've got tons of WIPs of both writing ideas, unfinished chapters, and artwork. And don't get me started on my arts and crafts projects. AND OH BOY DO I SUBMIT ASSIGNMENTS LATE.

I think perfectionism is a good thing. It makes people strive for unreachable goals, to avoid every flaw. We'll never reach that goal and we'll run into bumps, and we'll burn out if we try too hard. But that strive lets us grow further. It's more of a drive than if you're happy where you are or just want to improve some things, perfectionist constantly want to do better in everything. And that drive is beautiful. The only thing is to take breaks and look back briefly every once and a while to remind yourself how far you've come and the guilty of your work in the past, no it's not perfect, it might not even be good, but it was a step. Sometimes you have to push forward on those imperfect steps, keep them so you can keep going forward, they're not perfect but the next one might be closer.

I still haven't finished the literal first assignment of the year.

beat that.

SAME

There was a project we were supposed to be working on all year and submit next month.

MY PROJECT HAS NOT LEFT BRAINSTORM PHASE. I've got a couple scattered notes and an outline in need of heavy revisory and THAT"S IT.

wait until I tell you how it took me six years to come up with an original name for my series, and it's literally just a description of the cosmology.

It took my 4 years to actually write down one of the ideas for a my book. And it still doesn't have a name. Just the basis of plot. I think I'm on the right track to it taking six years at least XD

I started when I was 13

I'm now 21, and still don't have the first chapter finished.

Man, it's going to be rough me then cause I'm nowhere near your level and it still took you that long.

jokes aside, if you have discord, I can actually help you with writing

shameless promo of what I got @omnigodguy to start in literally less than two years: first, second, and third!

to reiterate: two years ago they didn't even have an afterthought about creative writing, and now they're actively producing three different series simultaneously.

That's so impressive. As much as I need that and would love that. I don't have discord. T0T

any reason why?

really, pretty much any private chat platform would work, if you have something else.

Strictness of my life. I've pretty much only got Tumblr and barely got it.

I'm now concerned, because you forgot that Tumblr also has private messaging…

Oh yeah it does. I knew that. Subconsciously. I mean I use it so.

what has this Reblog chain divulged into 😭

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