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Guess this is my queue to say baibai to tumblr for a few days. I'll be back when I've watched the season, will most likely show up here again on late Sunday or Monday.

why is every woman in chaos theory kissable?

that's it that's the post.

Brooklynn Headcannons

PLEASE DO NOT CONTINUE READING THIS POST IF YOU HAVE AN EATING DISORDER OF ANY KIND. Please. I love you and I don't want anyone to read something that will hinder their recovery. Ok thanks.)

I've always had a headcannon that Brooklynn actively had an eating disorder during Camp Cretaceous, and honestly a little bit after...because lord knows those fuckers in your mind don't go away so easy. Am I projecting because I had an ED ages 13-15? Probably, but I also feel so strongly abt this headcannon even though it's really sad.

We all know that Brooklynn started her blog when she was about ten, and the internet is a rough place when it comes to beauty standards, especially for women and girls. She wasn't affected by the diet culture noise until she was twelve and began to receive a few body shaming/weird comments on her posts. Those comments outweighed any positive and normal comments she would receive. She became obsessed with what people thought about her, in all aspects, but especially her body.

It started how it always does; lying to her dad's about eating breakfast, taking any opportunity possible to burn calories, counting calories in her notes app, chewing gum to avoid eating, and going days without eating almost anything before she had trips so she wouldn't feel guilty about the food she knew she would have to try for her blog.

She began to receive comments praising her for her thinness and the typical "what's your diet like?" She lived for that.

Her dad's noticed her rapid weight loss early on, but didn't know how to approach her. Every time they tried, they would be reassured by her that "I'm only dieting a little, I promise I'm doing it healthily!" But she was already naturally petite to begin with, this was not healthy at all.

She kept losing more and more weight and eventually the comments stopped praising her, and instead she was receiving comments such as, "She used to be cute but now she just looks sick" That's when she started eating enough to appease her followers expectations of her, but not nearly enough to keep her healthy. She hadn't had a period in a year, her hair was thinning, and she often got dizzy when she stood up too fast.

When she got to Camp Cretaceous, the boys didn't notice anything, but Sammy and Yaz knew she wasn't exactly...ok. She wouldn't eat breakfast or the candy in the living room, she only ate small portions at lunch and dinner, and she was constantly body checking. Yaz would get so pissed off when she hogged the mirror in the bathroom.

Once they were fighting for their lives every day, she realized she couldn't say no to food when it was available. This was survival.

Sammy and Yaz were really confused when they realized she never used any of the feminine hygiene supplies at camp. That's when Brooklynn told them that she had a problem with eating (they already knew). They were the only two that she told for a long time.

When they got to Mantah Corp Island, all the ED thoughts came back. She would not eat the first few days when they were staying with Mae. One morning, when Brooklynn was having nothing but Coffee for breakfast once again, Sammy lost it. Brooklynn wasn't even mad at Sammy for telling every one, she just wanted help at that point.

Darius was absolutely heartbroken for her, and began to sit close to her at every meal after that. He would nudge her thigh and squeeze her hand when she wasn't eating, reminding her to take a few bites. Kenji already kinda knew, but didn't know how to help. After the whole breakfast fiasco, he sat her down outside and told her that she was beautiful, and that he would always be there to talk to her. Ben really did not know what to do, so he just hugged her and told her they loved her for who she was inside.

One of the first conversations she had with her Dad's when she got back to the mainland was telling them she wanted to recover. When I tell you those men cried tears of joy. They got her a dietitian and a psychiatrist and she started doing a lot better. It took a few years for her to be fully recovered, but she had so much support.

When she finally got her period back she was at the Bowman's house for a sleepover, and ran downstairs to tell Mrs. Bowman. She started jumping up and down in excitement and gave Brooklynn the biggest mama bear hug. (I am a Brooklynn and Mrs. Bowman enthusiast)

Btw you guys extreme weight loss is not a symptom for everyone. I personally was never even clinically underweight when I was sick, this is just simply how I headcannoned this.

ok I actually love this headcanon, because it’s probably the case with a lot of young stars and youtubers and the sort. It’s also just realistic for many young people, young girls to develop eating disorders for one reason or another, and obviously this can’t be canon in the show but it’s canon in my heart!!!

Love the idea of Ben being clueless like always, but another part of my loves the idea of him also recovering from an eating disorder, especially after being out in the wild, he feels guilty for eating too much, like he’s wasting resources. Or if he had one before Nublar and got treatment. So he just sits down and has a heart to heart with Brooklynn about things that helped him and he’s all awkward about it, but he’s obviously trying to help and do his best to help himself recover and help her recover.

Before anyone found out, Sammy and Yaz would try and get her to eat, even if it was small. They would go out of their way to get food Brooklynn liked, or talk about how good a certain food was off the island and how Brooklynn would have to try it once they get home. Just to plant the idea of eating in Brooklynn’s head, just stuff like that to subtly help without ever outright asking if she had an eating disorder

Sorry if I took over this😭😭 10000/10 headcanon!!!!

NO I LOVE WHAT YOU ADDED

Ben having a heart to heart with her is so sweet

big bald ben

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CHAOS THEORY SEASON 3 TOMORROW!!

Brooklynn Headcannons

PLEASE DO NOT CONTINUE READING THIS POST IF YOU HAVE AN EATING DISORDER OF ANY KIND. Please. I love you and I don't want anyone to read something that will hinder their recovery. Ok thanks.)

I've always had a headcannon that Brooklynn actively had an eating disorder during Camp Cretaceous, and honestly a little bit after...because lord knows those fuckers in your mind don't go away so easy. Am I projecting because I had an ED ages 13-15? Probably, but I also feel so strongly abt this headcannon even though it's really sad.

We all know that Brooklynn started her blog when she was about ten, and the internet is a rough place when it comes to beauty standards, especially for women and girls. She wasn't affected by the diet culture noise until she was twelve and began to receive a few body shaming/weird comments on her posts. Those comments outweighed any positive and normal comments she would receive. She became obsessed with what people thought about her, in all aspects, but especially her body.

It started how it always does; lying to her dad's about eating breakfast, taking any opportunity possible to burn calories, counting calories in her notes app, chewing gum to avoid eating, and going days without eating almost anything before she had trips so she wouldn't feel guilty about the food she knew she would have to try for her blog.

She began to receive comments praising her for her thinness and the typical "what's your diet like?" She lived for that.

Her dad's noticed her rapid weight loss early on, but didn't know how to approach her. Every time they tried, they would be reassured by her that "I'm only dieting a little, I promise I'm doing it healthily!" But she was already naturally petite to begin with, this was not healthy at all.

She kept losing more and more weight and eventually the comments stopped praising her, and instead she was receiving comments such as, "She used to be cute but now she just looks sick" That's when she started eating enough to appease her followers expectations of her, but not nearly enough to keep her healthy. She hadn't had a period in a year, her hair was thinning, and she often got dizzy when she stood up too fast.

When she got to Camp Cretaceous, the boys didn't notice anything, but Sammy and Yaz knew she wasn't exactly...ok. She wouldn't eat breakfast or the candy in the living room, she only ate small portions at lunch and dinner, and she was constantly body checking. Yaz would get so pissed off when she hogged the mirror in the bathroom.

Once they were fighting for their lives every day, she realized she couldn't say no to food when it was available. This was survival.

Sammy and Yaz were really confused when they realized she never used any of the feminine hygiene supplies at camp. That's when Brooklynn told them that she had a problem with eating (they already knew). They were the only two that she told for a long time.

When they got to Mantah Corp Island, all the ED thoughts came back. She would not eat the first few days when they were staying with Mae. One morning, when Brooklynn was having nothing but Coffee for breakfast once again, Sammy lost it. Brooklynn wasn't even mad at Sammy for telling every one, she just wanted help at that point.

Darius was absolutely heartbroken for her, and began to sit close to her at every meal after that. He would nudge her thigh and squeeze her hand when she wasn't eating, reminding her to take a few bites. Kenji already kinda knew, but didn't know how to help. After the whole breakfast fiasco, he sat her down outside and told her that she was beautiful, and that he would always be there to talk to her. Ben really did not know what to do, so he just hugged her and told her they loved her for who she was inside.

One of the first conversations she had with her Dad's when she got back to the mainland was telling them she wanted to recover. When I tell you those men cried tears of joy. They got her a dietitian and a psychiatrist and she started doing a lot better. It took a few years for her to be fully recovered, but she had so much support.

When she finally got her period back she was at the Bowman's house for a sleepover, and ran downstairs to tell Mrs. Bowman. She started jumping up and down in excitement and gave Brooklynn the biggest mama bear hug. (I am a Brooklynn and Mrs. Bowman enthusiast)

Btw you guys extreme weight loss is not a symptom for everyone. I personally was never even clinically underweight when I was sick, this is just simply how I headcannoned this.

If yassammy break up ill be jumping off a cliff, specifically the cliff where kenlynn broke up

Okay, I know we love making fun of Darius in this scene, but...he's looking at Zayna making a big, vital call for the team. She's applying her knowledge and expertise to make a decision, and some people aren't happy with the decision. She's getting yelled at and has to remain firm in her decisions, even though the group's frustrated.

Darius has been there.

Darius has been there, too.

"I wasn't even gonna tell her..."

Remember back in the day when Kenji and Yasmina was a maybe-possible ship?

And now, Kenji is like...horniness kryptonite for Yaz. Poor girl gets hugged right before a Reunion Makeout and you can see the endorphins go back to their homes.

“Brooklynn chose her investigative work over her relationships” factoid is false. Brooklynn is shown going out of her way to visit her friends the most out of all of camp fam despite her work.

Singular DPW investigation that threatened her friend’s safety and therefor took priority has a disproportionate amount of screen time adn should not be counted.

I see you, but counterpoint: the times she does spend with her CampFam are all specifically related to her work.

WOOOO here with the messy doobles, cant believe jwct s3 is right around the corner! And no way to be hyped about it than drawing one of your fav ships. The more I draw them the more I love them.