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Atlas/Crimson

@crimsalwaysawake / crimsalwaysawake.tumblr.com

Just some dude who has a LOT of brain rot

Figured I'd remake my introduction

Yo! I primarily go by Crimson and Atlas, but you can also call me other names such as Emcee, Runo, Flect, Siffrin, Indigo & Charcoal

Pronouns are he/it, and i also like one/ones/oneself, nameself pronouns, ci/cir/cirs/cirself, nor/mal/mals/norself {COMPLETELY UNIRONICALLY} & whatever colour related neopronouns you want to throw at me

I'm your resident reblogger with no specific blog theme.

Australian.

Here is a list of my posting tags :3

crimsalwaysthinking - Tag that I put on every single original post of mine + occasionally reblogs where I actually contribute something crimsalwaysdrawing - art!! crimsalwayswriting - writing!! crimsalwaysanswering - When people give me asks, I'll add this tag to my answer! crimsalwaysshitposts - I make shitposts

UHHHH ill add an updated fandom list later i am Lazy

OOOH YALL I JUST THOUGHT OF A BOMB ASS CONCEPT FOR A PRINCESS!!!

“The Forgotten.”

A mix between “The Stranger” (avoiding going to the cabin) and the Rapunzel fairytale.

Like the stranger you avoid the cabin, only you don’t break the world so long as you choose the option “I’ll deal with this later” / “This is a lot to handle, give me some time to think” / “No. I won’t go there. Not my problem” etc etc where you’re just avoidant. Eventually you get lost in the forest and die, matbe there will be some Recourse of Nature depending on if you’re doing it out of cowardice, or if you’re intentionally leaving her behind, etc.

Then Chapter 2: The Forgotten.

Before you even get to the cabin, something is off. The eerie music is playing, and when you’re directly outside the cabin you can see some strange…. Tendrils pushing outside the windows and stuffed under the door.

When you go inside… the interior of the cabin is decrepit, dusted, rotting like it was forgotten by time, and it’s… covered in hair? There is hair everywhere and there’s a clear source: the door to the basement.

You can take the knife, if you want, but you don’t have to.

You go down into the basement and the staircase is more of the same, more hair everywhere, disgustingly dirty and with the wooden planks judding out here and there between the strands, and this hair is moving… unnaturally. It’s cascading, crawling, falling from the ceiling, surrounding you everywhere. And it’s moving.

Hero: Yeah, hold on, are we just going to ignore the way he said the hair is moving?

Voice of the Neglectful: Oh, well it’s probably fine. Not our problem, is it?

Hero: no, it’s definitely our problem.

Then you go down stairs and there she is, the princess with her hair so long and unkempt, and she’s. Smiling at you, strangely.

With knife, wickedly, knowingly: Oh, so you finally decided to show your face did you? I’d almost thought you’d forgotten about me down here…

Without knife, manic: Oh, you really came! I was starting to think I’d be stuck down here forever. You… didn’t forget about me, did you? I mean, of course not, right? You’re my hero!

Hero: Right, why does she sound so strange? We didn’t even meet her last time, how could she be different? Because this is definitely different than what I imagined a princess to be like…

Neglectful: You worry too much, I’m sure this is exactly what she’s like. Maybe she’s just strange. Who knows, we never met her after all.

Narrator: Both of you are being strange, this is exactly how the Princess has always been! (<- Liar who doesn’t know)

Voices: press X to doubt

If you fight her she can strangle you with her hair, or you can kill her and she turns into some unknown new ch3, if you didn’t bring the knife you can free her or lock her down here forever and she turns into the nightmare then wraith

I love the rapunzel tale so much and it fits this story perfectly <3

post unknown-together AU where the voices wake up stuck, bodiless, occupying a space(?) inside the entrance rooms of their associated cabins (which are all within the folds of the Shifting Mound), unable to move until someone else comes along for them to accidentally attach themselves to.

For most of the voices, that someone else just so happens to be their chapter 2 princess counterparts. Since this AU takes place within Shifty herself, it wouldn't make much sense for the princesses to still be chained up, so most of them are able to simply walk on out of their basements from the get go (keyword: most, looking at you Cage, Den, and Wild).

Also, each cabin is still isolated in its own little "world" (although this time, surrounded by Shifty's minis instead of a sky). The woods still exist in chapters where the woods are physically different. But, if that chapter’s woods were unchanged by Shifty's influence, all of Shifty's minis will sit right up against the door and windows, like we see inside Shifty's heart. You reach each "world" by walking into the pile of minis and letting them pull you across the Shifting Mound to who knows where. This is a willpower based transportation system, so if you don't direct/will the minis in any direction, they're just gonna decide for you and drop you off at a random station <3

Individually, I've got a couple ideas for how some of the voices and princesses would start off. I’m only going to bring up a few of them because this post would be wayyyy too long otherwise (end note: mission failed), but here's what happens with some of them:

Hunted wakes up only to immediately get scared shitless by Beast. He's now stuck inside the head of someone who did HUNT HIM DOWN AND SWALLOW HIM WHOLE, so poor fella's going to be stuck mortified in Beast's mind for quite a while, and there's not much either of them can do to help (not that Beast wants to help. Hunted might be prey out of reach, but that doesn't mean he can't still be toyed with). Maybe once they find a certain silent friend, that'll calm things down a bit (and... also wind down the threats from Beast's end).

Contrarian gets to be a part of the Stranger group chat™. Stranger's doing a lot better than they were at the end of their chapter, but that's not to say they're without issue. They're definitely not in pain anymore, but they're also not as put together as they would be in the Strange Beginnings ending (which didn't happen in this AU). Now they get to work out their identity crisis with an extra friend, who's also got some extra self worth issues of his own.

Witch and Opportunist are not having a fun time. They're going to have a pretty big argument when they meet face to not-face, so they’re both going to be on guard like no tomorrow. When they're out of their cabin, chances are Witch is going to steer clear of most of the other vessels for as long as possible, so by the time they interact with a larger group of people, everyone else has pretty much figured out what's going on with the voices by now. But still, that doesn't mean they don't have their own fair share of adventures before then. I’ve got a BUNCH of ideas for this duo, although I might hold off on sharing those ideas until I’ve got something more of substance to share.

There's only three exceptions to the 'Chapter 2 princess with chapter 2 voice' rule that I can think of which are Cheated + Razor, Hero, and Damsel + Smitten.

Razor doesn't pick up Cheated because although she gets bored waiting around inside her basement, instead of walking up the stairs she thinks it'd be more entertaining to climb up through the broken window on the roof instead, as she can very clearly see all the minis hanging out right above her head (It's a bit high, so the minis help pull her up. She does stab a couple though). So yeah, Cheated's going to have to wait a bit for someone else to visit him (not sure who, yet). Razor didn't even know Cheated was upstairs until somebody tells her later, which takes a bit as most people assume Cheated was stuck with Razor. Of course, not many people are willing to risk walking within stabbing distance to confirm this.

Hero is stuck isolated in the final cabin until everyone is able to find him. Shifty's heart is quite far away from all of the other cabins, so it's not until everyone finally figures out how the Shifting Minis Bus™ works that they're able to finally reach him. He ends up being out of commission for a Very Long time because of this. He's the last voice to finally be located, so at that point, everyone's pretty much figured out the whole "voices attaching to whoever comes first" thing so, after a bit of debate over the volunteers, they agree on PatD entering first because favoritism <3 everyone agrees it would probably be best for both of them. PatD is most familiar with having the long quiet in her head, and she also knows Hero personally. Also, hero would probably appreciate living with her the most.

Damsel and Smitten are also an exception, because in Damsel’s chapter, both of them have a very strong sense of what they're "supposed" to do, and how things are "supposed" to play out. Akin to a story book, Damsel stays put inside the basement, because she believes her role in this story means her dashing hero is going to rescue her at any moment! The how these types of stories are supposed to work after all! And trust me, Smitten is trying very hard to reach her. He just can't. So yeah. Someone's going to need to go and rescue them both. (and yeah, this is partially an excuse to have Smitten NOT be a voice whispering sweet nothings in Damsel's ear because oh boy we DO NOT need that happening again.) I don't know who exactly would end up picking up Smitten, but it would be interesting to find out what HEA would feel about another princess having that same voice in their ear as she did. (spoiler alert: very bad.) (definitely need to workshop this more, but I have Ideas) (evil ideas)

Side note: in this AU, Smitten has absolutely no recollection of what he did in HEA because that instance of Smitten is absolutely 100% dead. Sorry, that shadow is dead as hell and there is nothing you can do to convince me otherwise. The only way he would be able to find out what he did in HEA’s chapter is if someone were to tell him directly (wink). The amnesia is mostly the same for any other voices that didn't make it to the mirror in a route, like in Unwound Fury or stabbing Apotheosis' eye or turning around post-Chapter 1. Although, that's more like involuntary heavy repression, and although unlikely it's still possible for those memories to come back, although only faintly through deja vu (everyone still remembers Razor though, because reasons). A lot of the princesses also have their own memory shenanigans, as they'll only remember the routes which end with that specific princess being taken by Shifty (so, Witch remembers all the staircase betrayals, but not being handed the blade or being crushed).

WOW this post is long. Hell, this is probably the longest thing I've ever posted on the internet (and definitely the most fleshed out AU I've ever made). If anyone wants to talk about anything related to this, feel free to send me an ask. I love fleshing out details and filling in plot holes. I might even write a thing or two for this, but no promises! (I don't wanna get anybody's hopes up)

"wow now that i've done the refs for the voices i can get to doodling casually and post those" i thought, proceeding to fail so bad at knowing what to draw that i drew 30 women instead. enjoy my human au princesses. thankfully, doodling takes significantly less time than full body sketches not fully sold on a few of these designs but those might just need a redraw,, could change though.

AU from the 'oppy kills you' timeline where Shifty just can't separate you and Dragon. Or she holds the fuck on. she starts the next loop ranting about Oppy in a way that would've made Cheated proud in any other route Cold appears:

Voice of the Dragon Not this asshole again

Voice of the Cold ...Fuck you too

you know…… there's an argument to be made to getting Contrarian in Nightmare instead of Paranoid. Like– you go for a third option neither the narrator or princess want, but you double down on anyway. In the original Nightmare, that was because you couldn't trust neither princess or narrator, but what if you started doubling down specifically because neither of them agreed with you?

That was how I fell into the swap au trap, with something I'm calling 'A Shift in Perspective' (or 'SiP AU' for short), where the swaps are all decided by whether or not I can find a good argument to why you should get a different voice in the game's routes. Here's the conclusions I reached:

you know…… there's an argument to be made to getting Contrarian in Nightmare instead of Paranoid. Like– you go for a third option neither the narrator or princess want, but you double down on anyway. In the original Nightmare, that was because you couldn't trust neither princess or narrator, but what if you started doubling down specifically because neither of them agreed with you?

That was how I fell into the swap au trap, with something I'm calling 'A Shift in Perspective' (or 'SiP AU' for short), where the swaps are all decided by whether or not I can find a good argument to why you should get a different voice in the game's routes. Here's the conclusions I reached:

We don't quite know how much time passes between the end of chapter 1 and the beginning of chapter 2

What if it was a lot

What if princesses like Prisoner and Damsel saw his body rotting. Bloating, flesh sloughing off. Withering until it was an unrecognizable shape. An expression of nothingness, no light in his eyes. Eventually, mushrooms and vines sprouting off of it. The deepest traces of someone being stripped away by time and change itself. And in Damsel's case, she did this. She drove the blade into his heart and made this happen. Is it any wonder she's so agreeable when she sees him (alive, alive, alive) again? Why she keeps trying to hold his hand so she can make sure the flesh is firm, that a heart beats there? Why her chapter isn't one where he can give her the blade?

Maybe if she gets stabbed, the terror in her eyes are both for her and for him. What if Quiet has to see her rot too?

Fire is better. Fire is warm. It's quick.

'You came back! And now we're talking!'

Yeah not quite.

Chapter III: False awakening

Merging route of Tower and Nightmare. She appears to be finally free from her confinement, and already brought an end to everything. Although it's only a reflection of players delusions about how the end of the world should look like.

To get to her chapter, player has to either die in the presence of Nightmare by simply giving up(+broken) or distracting Paranoid from doing his job(+contrarian), or, alternatively, leave Tower's basement after trying to defy her without bringing a knife(+paranoid).

After realizing that she is still trapped in the construct, princess gets claimed by the Shifting Mound.

My Slay the Princess stuff is still haunting my notes so have this AU where you actually become the priest of The Tower and are on a mission to convince other people of her being their goddess (..... If there are other people)

I have fallen into the swap au trap

Narrator got the fledgling gods mixed up. Putting Change in the role of the hero (making her 'The Adventurer'), and Stagnation in the role of princess ('The Royal'). And because none of the echoes have reason to believe anything is amiss, they still proceed with the script as usual, guiding the Adventurer into slaying the Royal to stop the end of the world.

some scattered thoughts copy-pasted from discord under the cut:

Commission for @cjmeerkat ! The Siren,,,

Their idea for the princess’s design is amazing! Now theres two seperate routes to drown :D

I can afford one more slot by the way, Im on my semester break!

Stsau comic intro is finally here!!!!!

Probably gonna be simplifying the artstyle to make the next pages easier to draw (idk when I'll making those tho-)

BUT I'm so happy I got to actually draw comic pages.. I hope to make something out of this >:)

@chonnysinferno (i feel like I should @ you bcs you kinda made me make this au bdjdh)

It's been A WHILE since I drew anything STP related, but it seems reverse AU is rather popular, so here you go xd

"Do you trust me?"

"I trust you."

Happy Valentine's Day to the Eastern Hemisphere! This was not my plan for today, but I drew a lot of ParaHero yesterday... so I might as well share it :]

This is a small comic, with the dialogue from @writingdevil's Royal Flock AU ParaHero fic! I could not resist drawing such tender and sweet moments with my designs of Hero and Paranoid. Please go check out the original fic! It is wonderfully written, I absolutely love and adore it <3

I actually made a few more drawings (two sketches + one full drawing) using the scenes/dialogue from the fic, but I'm putting them under the cut for spoiler reasons. Go read the fic first!!! It is very much worth it, I promise :]

My actual plan for Valentine's Day will be out tomorrow, in like 12 hours or so. See you all then :]

Fucking wild to be teaching about Rosa Parks at the same time as a trans woman in Florida does an act of civil disobedience to use a women's restroom in the state capitol

As far as I know, she is the first woman arrested bc of this law. The law requires that the trans person be warned to leave the bathroom by a state official, and then if they stay they are guilty of trespassing after a warning.

So like, me, my gf, others just piss and nobody asks or tells, but this young woman sent a statement about the law to over 100 FL lawmakers so they would know she was coming, the cops were ready for her, she brought a reporter and went in anyway and spent the night in a men's jail. She is out on bail, and is hoping this will inspire change of the law. But if found guilty, and the law is upheld as constitutional, then she could spend up to 60 days in a mens county jail.

I think it's important to know that this woman is a devout Catholic and is performing this act of civil disobedience as a profound act of faith (which I deeply respect, as someone whose Judaism vibes on the same wavelength). She brought a rosary with her and was planning on praying the rosary in the restroom after washing her hands if she was able to do so.

I also think it's important to know that she said in her letter that she knows that if she's sent to a men's prison that it is very likely that she will be raped.

The thing about Rosa Parks is we know her name. We should also speak Marcy Rheintgen's name

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