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You can call me Devil- she/ her - Age: 23 Gengar art by @caiabresebun

Hi, it's Devil! I'm just making this post to say that requests are temporarily closed. I have 28 requests to go through, so I want a chance to go through them all without having to make even more people wait for theirs to be written. Once I've knocked a few out, I'll let people send requests again. I try to post a request every second day, because I always hate making people wait.

To be honest, I didn't think I'd still be writing requests in March-I thought I would get ten at most and then people would lose interest in my writing, so I'm absolutely overjoyed that people enjoy my stuff this much!

You can still say hi or talk to me about stuff if you want! Other than that, goodbye, and I hope you have a nice day!

Other Words for "Look" + With meanings | List for writers

Many people create lists of synonyms for the word 'said,' but what about the word 'look'? Here are some synonyms that I enjoy using in my writing, along with their meanings for your reference. While all these words relate to 'look,' they each carry distinct meanings and nuances, so I thought it would be helpful to provide meanings for each one.

  1. Gaze - To look steadily and intently, especially in admiration or thought.
  2. Glance - A brief or hurried look.
  3. Peek - A quick and typically secretive look.
  4. Peer - To look with difficulty or concentration.
  5. Scan - To look over quickly but thoroughly.
  6. Observe - To watch carefully and attentively.
  7. Inspect - To look at closely in order to assess condition or quality.
  8. Stare - To look fixedly or vacantly at someone or something.
  9. Glimpse - To see or perceive briefly or partially.
  10. Eye - To look or stare at intently.
  11. Peruse - To read or examine something with great care.
  12. Scrutinize - To examine or inspect closely and thoroughly.
  13. Behold - To see or observe a thing or person, especially a remarkable one.
  14. Witness - To see something happen, typically a significant event.
  15. Spot - To see, notice, or recognize someone or something.
  16. Contemplate - To look thoughtfully for a long time at.
  17. Sight - To suddenly or unexpectedly see something or someone.
  18. Ogle - To stare at in a lecherous manner.
  19. Leer - To look or gaze in an unpleasant, malicious way.
  20. Gawk - To stare openly and stupidly.
  21. Gape - To stare with one's mouth open wide, in amazement.
  22. Squint - To look with eyes partially closed.
  23. Regard - To consider or think of in a specified way.
  24. Admire - To regard with pleasure, wonder, and approval.
  25. Skim - To look through quickly to gain superficial knowledge.
  26. Reconnoiter - To make a military observation of a region.
  27. Flick - To look or move the eyes quickly.
  28. Rake - To look through something rapidly and unsystematically.
  29. Glare - To look angrily or fiercely.
  30. Peep - To look quickly and secretly through an opening.
  31. Focus - To concentrate one's visual effort on.
  32. Discover - To find or realize something not clear before.
  33. Spot-check - To examine something briefly or at random.
  34. Devour - To look over with eager enthusiasm.
  35. Examine - To inspect in detail to determine condition.
  36. Feast one's eyes - To look at something with great enjoyment.
  37. Catch sight of - To suddenly or unexpectedly see.
  38. Clap eyes on - To suddenly see someone or something.
  39. Set eyes on - To look at, especially for the first time.
  40. Take a dekko - Colloquial for taking a look.
  41. Leer at - To look or gaze in a suggestive manner.
  42. Rubberneck - To stare at something in a foolish way.
  43. Make out - To manage to see or read with difficulty.
  44. Lay eyes on - To see or look at.
  45. Pore over - To look at or read something intently.
  46. Ogle at - To look at in a lecherous or predatory way.
  47. Pry - To look or inquire into something in a determined manner.
  48. Dart - To look quickly or furtively.
  49. Drink in - To look at with great enjoyment or fascination.
  50. Bask in - To look at or enjoy something for a period of time.
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Can you do a snippet where an evil prince captures a famous warrior princess after her father lost the war (the prince won). The prince admires her and there is a lot of sexual tention (the princess hates him). Have a great day!

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“You know,” the prince said. “You are the reason that your kingdom lost.”

The princess’s eyes hardened at that, her gaze as sharp as her ‘confiscated’ blades. She sat on an intricate loveseat in the prince’s parlour - another beautiful treasure in a beautiful room. She hated it. 

Her armour had not been beautiful by the standards of his kingdom, but it had served her well. She felt naked without her chainmail. The long dress she had been given had a corseted waist which had been cinched punishingly narrow by the prince’s servants. Who needed restraints when they could misuse the fashions of women’s clothing so effectively? 

“Am I.” Her voice could have chilled a desert. She tilted her head, examining him in turn. 

He still wore some light armour around her, so he was not a fool. In other circumstances she may even have considered him handsome. As it was, however, she hated losing and so now no amount of loveliness would make him less repugnant.

She turned her head away from him, dismissively, as he came to a stop in front of her - but couldn’t shake the feeling of his attention quite so easily.

“Yes,” he said, in a tone of open admiration she hadn’t expected. “You are a legend, even among my people.”

“And that excuses you of your responsibility in cutting my people down?” 

She saw him smile in her periphery vision; delighted, no polite strategic twist of the lips. 

“Your father was so used to relying on your skill as a warrior that he had become complacent, assuming you would always protect his kingdom, that you could not possibly be overwhelmed. Not you, his little wolf. That’s what he called you, isn’t it? But...” he reached to trail a finger down the cut on her turned cheek. “No one person can win a war, can they? You know that.”

She did know that. She had begged to be allowed into the council meetings with her father, to discuss the strategies that would serve them best, the resources needed for such an undertaking. Even before the battle, her father had always refused her. She was a warrior; her role was to fight, let other people worry about something as unfeminine as thinking. As if fighting made her a blunt tool, a weapon, to be wielded by someone else’s hand instead of her own. 

It had not mattered that her brother had wanted nothing to do with war or conquest. It did not matter that he had preferred poetry, philosophy, or medicine even if anything close to performing violence was required of him. He was the son. She was the daughter. 

Normally, her brother would have come to her behind their father’s back but this time - she had been on the field, when the tide turned, for she had been needed there too. Decisions had been made. She had been stretched thin, thin enough that even her defences were worn brittle and breakable. 

They lost. It burnt like acid in her throat. 

She didn’t know how her father had lost exactly, only that he had, and that she was now supposed to surrender.  She didn’t, not even when they knocked her out. Not until she realised they had Luis. She could not imagine her brother thriving alone in such a world as this without victory. He was a gentle, peaceful, man. She may have been able to weather whatever their enemies threw her way, but he could not. And her father was dead, so Luis was in line to the throne, and she had been raised to protect him. Surrender seemed an odd protection, but she was not so stupid as to think it did not work. 

To attack the prince meant to guarantee her brother’s suffering. 

She looked back at him, still watching her with his strange pretty eyes the same grey as her favourite sword. 

The princess’s throat thickened.

Another smile curled the prince’s lips when their gaze met. 

He knew war too, she could see it, sense it in her gut. He knew everything that she might do, because his heart and his ruthlessness beat in the same way. She was a warrior princess and he was the prince of silver tongues, but they were the same. 

She would have admired it, him, if it hadn’t so become her disadvantage. If admiring him didn’t feel like losing all over again.

His hand moved down further, fingers ghosting delicately across the roaring pulse at her neck. A shiver ran down her spine. Her expression may be composed, but the thump of her blood betrayed her to him. 

“People say that you are savage, princess,” he murmured when it became clear she would not speak. “A woman of the like not seen in my kingdom. A wild feral thing to be loosed on battlefields.”

She curled her own lip back, a thinly veiled snarl. “Then, perhaps, prince, you should remove your hand before I bite it. One does not pet a wild feral thing where I come from.”

His eyes gleamed. 

“I do not believe what they say,” he said, not removing his hand. “You see, the woman of my kingdom are expected to be diplomatic, clever, if they should hold power for they are not allowed the use of any of the weapons you so favour. My people consider it unladylike. And the women of your world are allowed only the physical tools, instead, and should you be angry at that...well, savage things are angry, aren’t they? They cannot be taken too seriously.”

Nobody had ever said it to her, not so bluntly, though she and many of her forces had long since known it true. 

“Is this speech supposed to endear me to you?” she mocked. “Proof that you alone are wise enough to see past the bars of prisons you build with your own hands?” 

His smile broadened further. 

“Endear me?” he mused on the thought. “I would be suspicious of any ruler so swiftly endeared towards their enemy. I do not expect your fondness. I did not summon you here to bat your eyes and pretend you do not have teeth.”

She tilted her head the other way. 

No. He didn’t, did he? She studied his face. He was not simply saying it, just as she had not been stretched thin in the final fights by misfortune. She had been stretched thin a hundred times before. Her losing was by his hand, his design. His admiration, too, was not the hidden coveting of a man who had seen something he wanted for himself. Undoubtedly, his eyes told her that he did want her. But he did not quite consider her a trophy; she was not, as she had assumed him to think her, some shiny ornament of victory too empty headed and powerless to be a threat.

Her mouth dried.

The open admiration on his face, such as it were, was for her. Truly, for her, without guile or shallowness.  And in any other circumstance...

Why did the first person to see her, really see her, in such a long time have to be her enemy? Why did this conversation have to make her feel like she was on the battlefield again, adrenaline singing in her veins? Being a royal prisoner was dull and he was not that.

“Why did you summon me here, then?” she asked. “Your guards think you would have your way with me.” 

“My guards accept the answer that they understand, just as my servants offer you the clothes they consider appropriate for your station.”

“That is not an answer.”

“I wished to speak with you,” he said, and it seemed honest. “To meet you. I have followed your conquests with interest for some time. I suppose you could say you are inspiration to me.”

“And I suppose you would say I inspired you to invade my kingdom.”

He laughed.  “You did, actually. Perhaps not the face to launch a thousand ships, princess, though I cannot confess to any complaint in observing you...but certainly the spirit.” The laughter faded from his mouth and his eyes darkened. His hand rose again, to her cheek, to the scar, as if he could not help himself. His voice dropped lower, rich and intimate, intoxicating as a drink that masked itself as something sweet and honeyed. “I knew from the moment I heard about you that I would burn a thousand citadels to have you. You are...” he savoured the word, savoured her. “Magnificent.” 

It would be wrong to flattered. (She may have been flattered.)

“Well,” she said, catching herself biting her lip. Wanting to bite him, swallow him whole, take him to pieces and make him unravel. “You talked to me, prince.”

“Nathaniel.” 

“Nathaniel.” The sound of his name, in her mouth, felt too much like asking for something. Wishing for something. Promising something. Starting something. 

His hand was still on her cheek. Warm. It melted the coldness within her and beneath the cold was - too many things. Nothing in his face reassured her of comfort or kindness, but she had never been good with such things. She didn’t know what to do with stalemate. She didn’t know what to do with just a hand on her cheek. 

And, so, she tipped her head and kissed his palm - just to watch his eyes widen with shock, not having expected that in the slightest. She batted her eyes. Mocking, murderous. Let him get too close despite knowing better. He could not look away.

The second war began.

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please please please more Royal Flock au? (maybe w Skeptic?) Your writing continues to be amazing and I am Invested in the lore

(YES! YEEESSS! ANON I LOVE YOU BECAUSE SKEPTIC'S PART WAS THE NEXT PART AND I'VE BEEN ITCHING TO WRITE IT SO THANK YOU AND I'M HAPPY PEOPLE ARE LIKING THE AU! ENJOY!)

Skeptic groaned, practically limping as he walked, feeling every part of his body aching and sore. He rubbed his right hand, his thumb brushing over parts of bone that were definitely not in the right place. He tilted his head back to gaze up at the moon and the stars, letting the night air soothe his bruised and bloodied face.

He felt blood trickle down his lip, and he spat it out onto the dirt path that he was walking down, lines of trees on either side of him, and no town or village to be seen for miles.

There was nowhere on his body that wasn't in pain, and Skeptic only had himself to blame for that. But then again, that guy shouldn't have picked a fight with him in that tavern.

Skeptic wasn't even that mad at the fact that he got into a bar fight. His questioning always managed to rub somebody the wrong way, and he doubted this would be the last bar fight that he would find himself in.

Skeptic was just mad that somebody managed to pickpocket his last stash of coins in all the chaos, forcing him to limp back home with no food or water for his travels.

But even then, it couldn't extinguish the buzzing in his brain, the euphoria that he had been riding for days now, because of what he had uncovered.

Home.

He needed to get back home and inform his flock about what he had discovered, what could finally bring their King back to them.

But until then, a long journey home awaited Skeptic.

But then he heard the pounding of hooves behind him out of nowhere, and Skeptic barely had time to glance behind him, before he had to jump out of the way of a speeding carriage, swearing to himself as it rushed by him. He grunted as a wave of pain overcame him from the sudden movement, until he noticed the carriage begin to slow down ahead of him.

Skeptic studied the ornate carriage curiously, a hint of familiarity to be found, until a dark, scarred face popped out of the window and went, "Ugh! You look like shit!"

Skeptic sighed in relief at the sight of Stubborn, who was grimacing playfully at the state of him, making the long scar that slashed across his face contort in a weird way.

Stubborn chuckled at him, then beckoned him closer. "Get in!" he yelled, not even considering stopping the carriage for Skeptic.

Skeptic sighed, and was about to tell Stubborn to slow down for him, until Stubborn was suddenly yanked back into the carriage, and a door was dramatically thrown open, and Skeptic's knees began to buckle in that moment at the sight of his twin brother, Smitten.

"Brother!" Smitten called out, hanging out of the carriage by the door, waving one arm excitedly at him. "Brother, we've come to bring you home!"

"Smitten," Skeptic whispered, and the next thing he knew, he was breaking out into a run, a grin stretching across his bloodied face as he happily exclaimed, "Smitten!"

Skeptic could see tears shining in Smitten's eyes as his brother reached out for him, and Skeptic ignored any and all protests his body made in that moment, as he leaped up at the last second, laughing wildly for all the creatures of the night to hear.

He jumped right into Smitten's embrace, who managed to catch him with just one arm, holding him protectively to his chest.

Skeptic couldn't stop the happy laughter from pouring out of him as the clutched the back of Smitten's soft, light pink silk shirt, pressing his face into the crook of his brother's neck and inhaling his scent.

Home. This was home.

Smitten lifted him into the carriage without letting him go, setting him down on a seat, and Skeptic felt the chilly night air disappear with merely a slam of a door.

The carriage kept moving, but Skeptic was stuck in that moment, as Smitten was finally able to use both arms to hug him, and Skeptic felt a warmth that he had missed for too long as Smitten whispered, "I missed you, Skeppy."

"I missed you too, Smitty."

Smitten sighed happily, then pressed a kiss to his cheek that had Skeptic giggling like they were chicks again.

Eventually, they separated from their hug, but they were both quick to grab each other's hand, as Skeptic took in the rest of his escorts.

Stubborn was right across from Skeptic, with his arms crossed and a playful grin on his face. He was wearing his usual royal guard armour, which was scraped and dented beyond belief, but Stubborn insisted on keeping his old armour to show off the kind of fights he'd been in.

Stubborn caught Skeptic's eye, and flashed him a toothy grin, leaning forward and reaching his arm out. "Glad to have you back, birdbrain. The castle was too quiet without your insane theories."

Skeptic chuckled and happily clasped arms with Stubborn, shaking it once in greeting, until he remembered the broken fingers he was using in that moment, and winced in pain.

"What's wrong?"

Skeptic jumped in his seat with a yelp, until he finally noticed something-or someone-shifting to Stubborn's right. They breathed out a cloud of icy air, and he realised who it was.

"Cold," Skeptic said with a relieved sigh. "Didn't see you there."

"Not as sharp as you normally are?" Cold teased, lifting his dark blue hood off his face, dark eyes trained on him with interest. He leaned his staff against his leg, and the shimmering ice rock that contained all of Cold's power, practically put the natural cool air to shame with how freezing the carriage now was.

"Got into a bar fight," Skeptic explained with a shrug, not missing the worried look Smitten sent him.

Stubborn barked out a laugh. "I would've loved to see that! Did you win?"

Skeptic grimaced while looking down at himself. "I don't think anyone wins those types of fights except the bartender."

"Are you severely injured?" Smitten asked, his eyes studying him with an intense concern, and Skeptic could fondly see his own similarities in his brother.

He squeezes Smitten's hand to reassure him. "No, no, just some bruises and cuts. The only major injury is that I think I broke a few fingers." He showed them all his other hand, and Stubborn nodded gleefully and said, "Oh yeah, those are broken all right." Then Skeptic grunted in pain as Stubborn suddenly clapped him on the back. "Good for you, mate."

"Ack-thanks," Skeptic hissed out, trying to keep the pain out of his face. To distract himself, he turned to Cold and asked, "On that matter, can I ask why you're the one accompanying them?" Others would see his question and tone as rude, but Cold was never offended, and the rest of the flock could understand what he meant most of the time.

"Usually when someone picks me up, it's Paranoid that's sent with them." Because Skeptic getting into fights was a much more common occurrence than he would have liked, and considering that Paranoid's magic worked with fixing the body, he was often their designated medic of the court, much to the sorcerer's annoyance.

Cold's magic worked in the opposite way. Cold would be able to numb a body completely, able to shut it down while simultaneously keeping the rest of the brain working, even past the point of death. Sometimes Cold's magic worked even better with the dead.

"Why did you decide to tag along this time?" Skeptic asked, rubbing a thumb over his injured hand and half wondering if he could snap the bones back himself. "Did you miss me that much?"

But Skeptic's teasing was met with nothing but tense silence, and the smile fell from his face as he took in everyone's grim expressions-even Cold looked a bit downcast if you knew where to look.

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Hello! Thank you for responding to my previous ask so quickly, I was the anon who asked if repeat ships are okay!

I would love to see more of Skeptic x Opportunist from you, if you are open to that! I really, really like how you wrote it last time, I think you captured dynamic so well!!! And so I wanted to request it again <3

[I will also take this space to say again that your writing is amazing, and I am very much inspired by it! Thanks for doing what you do <3]

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(AAAH HI EVEREST!!! You're so sweet! I'm glad you like how I wrote them, because I wasn't sure if I would get them right, but I'm glad to hear otherwise! Thank you for liking my writing, and it's insane to hear that you're even inspired by it, and even more so to see it-it's so crazy to hear coming from someone who's such a talented artist like you! I've fallen even more in love with Skeptunist because of you, so I really hope you enjoy this one!)

(Warning-Suicidal thoughts and attempted suicide)

Opportunist never liked to let his guard down around others, especially in front of the ones who didn't trust him even when he was trying to play nice. He refused to stop the performance.

But there was one place that Opportunist could put the mask away for-his bedroom.

The sound of his footsteps felt muffled in his own ears as he quickly walked up his door, keeping his shaking hands firmly clasped behind his back. He didn't know why he did it. It just made him feel like he had some sort of control right now.

The tears were already pooling in his eyes as he opened the door, and a shuddering breath was forced out of him, and he hoped that the slamming of his door covered up the pathetic noise.

The instant he was in his room, in his 'safe' space, was when his paper thin walls crumbled, and Opportunist could do nothing but shake and freeze and breathe heavily on the spot, eyes wide and unblinking as tears streamed down his face.

Worthless.

He was worthless.

He feared that if he moved then something even worse would happen to him, and he wouldn't know how to deal with that, so he just forced himself to remain as still as possible, only letting small, hushed whimpers escape his mouth.

How can something that came from a God turn out so unsatisfactory? Why can't Opportunist make himself fit in like the others can? Why wasn't he enough?

Everyday, he wakes up and he tries. He looks at who he wants to deal with, and he tries to match their energy, to get them to like the version that he's putting out-so then Opportunist knows how to talk to them in the future, so that he'll actually feel part of the flock for once.

But nobody trusts him.

So nobody bothers with him.

They don't match his smiles, or entertain his ideas like they used to. It's hard for a performer to act with no music, and that's exactly how Opportunist felt when he tries to socialise with the others nowadays.

He fumbles on stage. He doesn't know his lines. The lights are suddenly too bright for him, and he runs off stage.

It used to be so easy to have the others wrapped around his finger, to play a part, to try and get what he wants. It used to be easy to know who to befriend, who would give him the most power and safety-but that's not the case anymore.

His feet finally moved when he feared his crying was becoming louder, and he stiffly walked further into his room, a room that was so bland, so full of nothing that it made him sick.

He couldn't use his normal tricks anymore because He's not here. No, He had decided to go off with the Shifting Mound, and leave the rest of them to fend for themselves as if they meant nothing to Him, as if everything they tried to do to keep him alive meant nothing to Him.

Even if He didn't see the point, the voices always had a chance to take control and do what needed to be done. Paranoid did it. Skeptic did it. Opportunist also did it, but for some reason, it was horrific and appalling when he did it. Why? Why was everything bad when Opportunist suddenly did it? Why did nobody see how he saw things?

He knows that he played a little dirty in some cases, but it was all for the sake of survival, because what was the alternative? Letting her get the upper hand? No, Opportunist would've done anything if it meant keeping Him alive-

-even if it meant everyone now hates his guts, he guessed.

The sound of his own snivelling angered him. He wanted to yell and curse and plot all at the same time, but his head was bursting with too many painful emotions and memories to even think about his next move. He just couldn't take playing the game anymore.

He sucked in a sharp breath, wondering for a brief, embarrassing minute, if this was the first time Opportunist allowed himself to cry. How pathetic would that be?

Nobody trusts him anymore because the big guy left them, so they could all see through Opportunist's tricks all the more clearly now. They could guess what Opportunist wanted when he smiled at them, or complimented them-and they wanted no part of him anymore, because why would they need a backstabber in their supposed time of peace?

They didn't, which meant that they didn't need him anymore.

His crying calmed down now, but his face was still hot and damp, and he was left panting heavily, right on the edge of a panic attack, as he stared at nothing, his mind still whirling with dark thoughts.

The flock hated him. The flock hated him. The flock wanted him gone.

His eyes moved to his pillow.

It was only a matter of time until they couldn't take much more of him anymore, until all his tricks at getting the others to like him proved too much to bear, and they kicked him out.

After all, they weren't trapped in a single body anymore, so there wasn't a need to keep everyone around-and Opportunist was the obvious first choice to go.

He took an unsteady step forward, his body still wracked with fearful, pitiful emotions, and he reached a hand out towards his pillow, gripping the soft cushion tightly, before throwing it across the room.

A knife.

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Inspired by @writingdevil 's ability to write beautiful shorts, I decided to try and do something of my own💚

Hope you like the little Smitten x Broken hurt/comfort(mostly comfort) I scraped out of my head:

Broken was so unbelievably adorable, Smitten thought. It wasn't a rare thought, but it sometimes filled his whole mind and he just couldn't rip his gaze away from the creature he grew to adore so much. He was asleep in Smitten's bed, murmuring and groaning in his slumber. Much to his lover's disappointment, he was facing away, he must've turned during the night. Broken twitched again and huffed. Smitten leaned in, trying to get a glimpse of his face, he couldn't. He closed his eyes and breathed in the air. It wasn't a pleasant smell, exactly what you could assume it smelling like after a good 10 hours of sleep, but it reminded him that he's here, that this is real. Right, he'd already been sleeping for too long. After a long sigh he turned to get off the bed.

"Noo... don't.." a low voice broke the silence. Broken, still laying down, reached out to grab his lover's arm. He missed completely, only slightly brushing against Smitten's feathers. He let out a groan at his miscalculation, opening his eyes for more than a few seconds would probably help his aim. Smitten turned around, confused. He was certain Broken was still asleep but apparently his touch starved sensors were greater than the desire to rest.

"Don't worry my dear, I'm just headed to grab a snack and I will be right back in your embrace. Want me to bring you anything?"

Smitten already assumed Broken would stay a sad little ball in bed for at least a couple hours, so bringing him breakfast seemed like the best option to get him to eat anything. The sad little ball still tried to reach his hand to the other, so he finally grabbed it, stroking his thumb along the trembling hand. He had hoped it would calm Broken's stressed mind enough to at least grab some water and something capable of being a breakfast. Unexpectedly, the already hard grip tightened like his life depended on it. It started to hurt. Smitten almost ripped away, but Broken's tone made him stop.

"Don't go... please" he kept his face hidden now, muffled by the sheets, but the desperation in his voice was very noticeable.

"Now now, I'm the dramatic one here, I promise I won't take long. You can keep the bed warm and cozy for us, alright?" Despite being worried, Smitten tried to crack a joke. Some mornings were just more difficult for them, they both learned how to soothe each other in these moments, yet this time Broken seemed dead set on not letting go. Usually some words of reassurance worked, usually he let go easier. Usually... he didn't cry. Broken's body trembled slightly when a long held sob broke out of him. He sat up on his knees and clutched Smitten's hand in both of his, digging his talons in soft flesh.

"Please..." he started, another defeated sob shook his body, giving up to his emotions. "I feel like I'm gonna die" He didn't look up, god, he must sound so desperate right now. But he just couldn't stop. Smitten didn't respond, didn't move, it almost felt like he disappeared for a moment. A sharp and hot pain broke out the little one, mind screaming at him to do something, at the thought of loneliness.

"-Like if I let you go, if I'm left alone, I'm gonna crumble into pieces and become nothing again. That every sensation will turn into burning pain." He started spiraling. Not good. "My insides hurt, my heart wants to explode I can't-"

"That's quite enough!" Smitten closed the distance between them, hugging Broken tightly. He hated when his partner went off with his horrible visions or nightmares regarding the princess, unfortunately mostly for selfish reasons, but it didn't matter right now. This wasn't about him. Smitten could feel the other's heartbeat. It was unnaturally fast. He exhaled soundly, then took a deep breath. Again, slow breaths, to force Broken into matching his rhythm, little by little, taking their time to calm down the distressed little voice. He was desperately clutching at Smitten, careful not to scratch him, shifting his hands awkwardly from time to time when he felt he could hurt the one willing to take care of him.

"I know she hurt us because she was hurting too-" Broken felt so stupid, so pathetic for breaking down like this. He tried steading his wobbly voice but it only made it even more squeaky.

"-But I'm still so scared. I never want to be so hurt again, or hurt someone else." He loosened his grip on the other's back and let the last of his tears fall on his shoulder.

Smitten looked at his hand, where Broken held him, there were four little wounds from his sharp talons. He wasn't going to tell him, Broken didn't need another thing to worry about today. For Smitten it was a sign of how much he's needed and it was enough to make the pain go away.

They finally laid down again, Broken's head snugly placed in Smitten's soft chest feathers. He sniffed for the last time and cracked a small smile, but it quickly disappeared.

"I'm sorry."

Smitten's ears perked up, glancing at the bird on his chest.

"Never be sorry for opening up about your feelings." His unwounded hand gently stroked Broken's cheek, smoothly brushing through his feathers.

“But it feels so- idiotic- to still feel like I'm about to die. Will it always feel like this?”

Both went silent for a short while. Broken was starting to regret his question but the latter spoke up.

"Someone really close told me that feelings pass, they always do." He turned his head away and closed his eyes, letting his words flow. "-And as hard as it was to accept at the time, it was true, in a way. These emotions that overflow you, they will let go someday, but you have to let them be seen and understood." his tone lacked his usual passion and energy, it was almost cold. Broken looked up, Smitten's expression seemed blank, he was looking across the room, lost in thought.

"Are you already there? Free?" The blunt question brought him back to reality.

"Oh, you flatter me so, love. I have a long way to go, but I hold onto this hope, that we can both let go someday."

Broken hummed in agreement and yawned.

"That seems.. good enough.”

Anonymous asked:

Hello! If you're still taking requests, I wanted to ask for more Cheabroken. I love the way you write the voices, but those two stole my heart and refuse to give it back.

Also, please don't worry about how long you take to answer! You are not a machine, and art takes time. The wait will *always* be worth it, because you're an excellent writer and we are lucky to have someone so talented in the fandom <3

(Aw, thank you! I know people are happy to wait, but I still feel bad when some requests aren't written immediately, so this was really sweet to hear! I also missed cheabroken and I'm so happy to get to write them again, so enjoy!)

Cheated hated seeing Broken like this.

Feathers spread everywhere, room a mess, his covers twisted around as Broken hid under them, pressing his face into his pillow as if trying to escape from life itself.

Cheated rubbed his back, moving his hand slowly from his lower back, all the way up to his head, softly carding his fingers through his messy feathers.

Broken sighed, turning his face to the side so that he could speak. Cheated's heart broke at how empty his eyes were-no light, no emotions, no nothing.

"I'm sorry," Broken whispered, and Cheated was quick to lean over him and softly reply with, "Hey, you don't have to apologise for anything. It's all okay."

"No it's not," Broken weakly protested, his voice trembling as he spoke, hands gripping the bedsheets tight. "I ruined everything."

"Nothing's been ruined," Cheated insisted with a shake of his head, draping one of his wings over Broken for comfort. "It's okay to have days like this."

"No, it's not!" Broken exclaimed, whacking Cheated's wing away with his own, eyes flickering with anger for just a second as he pushed himself up to glare at Cheated, before his face fell with grief.

Cheated, for his part, wasn't that offended at Broken. He just kept his wings tucked in and gave Broken a patient look, smiling softly at him.

They sat there in tense silence for a few seconds, before Broken lowered his head and covered his body with his wings, as if afraid of getting any closer to Cheated.

Before Broken could say anything though, Cheated said, "I'm sorry. I should've asked if you wanted to be touched, even with wings."

"Why do you bother with me?" Broken mumbled bitterly, and Cheated leaned down so that they were at eye level so he could say, "Because I love you, and you will never be a bother to me."

"I will," Broken muttered, "I'll drag you down until you hate me and want me gone."

Cheated couldn't say anything to respond to that, too busy blinking back tears and struggling not to just loudly declare how wrong Broken was, because he knew that wouldn't help him in his current state.

Cheated hated when Broken had these dark days of his, where it felt like a stormcloud had covered his mind and he wouldn't have the energy to do anything all day. Cheated knew it wasn't Broken's fault. He just wished he knew how to make it easier for him.

Broken sighed, then practically fell back into his pillows, sending feathers flying everywhere. Cheated caught one in his hand, admiring it for a few seconds, before he heard Broken mumble something into his pillow.

"What was that?" he gently asked, and Broken only barely twisted enough so that he could say, "I'm sorry for ruining your day. I know you had everything planned out." Cheated sent Broken a soft smile and placed the feather next to Broken's face, watching as more of his partner's face was revealed as he said, "It's okay. Our date can wait another day."

"But you had the picnic ready to go and everything," Broken protested, giving Cheated a guilty and sullen look, but Cheated just shrugged, folding his arms on the bed and resting his chin on them. "It doesn't matter. What matters is you."

"But you were excited for the picnic."

"I was excited to spend time with you, and I still am."

"But," Broken looked down at himself in disgust, "I'm like this."

Cheated took a deep breath in, and made sure his voice was soft and calm enough so that it didn't accidentally push Broken away. "Everyone has parts of themselves that they don't like. I don't like the fact that I lose my temper all the time, but it still happens, and you still love me."

There was a sweet satisfaction in seeing the shock on Broken's face, and then the prior disgust vanished, but there was still a darkness around him that Cheated knew wouldn't be easy to fix.

Broken looked away and sighed, one hand reaching out to fiddle with the feather next to him. "Still," he said, "I hate that I made you cancel our date today."

Cheated stood up, wanting to reach out and cup the other's cheek, but refrained. "You can't help how your head feels, and the only thing I want, is to see you taking care of yourself. You are all that's important to me, not a picnic."

Broken hummed, souding unconvinced, and smoothed his pillow out as he said, "My head feels heavy, like it's stuck in someplace that I can't get out of."

"Maybe we can help that. Have you eaten or drank anything today?" Broken scrunched his face up as he shook his head. "Do you want me to bring you up something?" Broken shook his head again. "Not right now," he said, "I don't have the energy."

Cheated sighed, then looked around, watching as Broken laid down on his stomach, his messy wings on full display.

"Do you," Cheated began tentatively, "want me to preen your wings? They look like they're aggravating you, then we can see about food later."

Broken tossed a careless look over his shoulder at his wings, and then shrugged. "If you want to."

Cheated felt a rush of relief inside him, that there was something that he could do for Broken right now. He carefully stood up and climbed onto the bed and over Broken, putting a knee on either side of him, and gently began to preen his wings.

Even if Cheated still struggled to be able to help Broken on days like this, this right here was something that Cheated's done a thousand times before, and soon enough, he found himself humming a tune to himself quietly, one that he would hear Broken sing when he was preening Cheated's wings.

He got so lost in the process, that when he heard Broken start to hum along as well, Cheated had to make sure that he didn't freeze up and make Broken think it was a bad reaction. So he just kept preening, and they both kept humming.

When he almost done, he snuck a glance at Broken, and saw a relaxed and peaceful expression on his face, and Cheated smiled, and placed a kiss inbetween his wings.

He felt Broken tremble beneath him, and Cheated leaned up to be near his face. "Was that okay?" he whispered, and Broken nodded with a sigh.

Cheated was about to get up off him, until he felt Broken grip his hand tightly. Cheated blinked in surprise, then looked down at Broken, who still hadn't opened his eyes yet.

"Don't go," Broken whispered, "I know I'm hard to love like this, but don't go."

"You've never once been hard to love," Cheated whispered back, placing a kiss to the top of Broken's head. "You accept every part of me, so I'm going to do the same for you."

There was a pause, and then Broken softly said, "I love you."

Immediately, Cheated replied with, "I love you too."

"You make everything not look so dark," Broken revealed, and Cheated smiled, and placed another kiss to Broken's head. "So do you."

Cheated didn't leave his side for the rest of the day, and then next week, Broken shyly asked if they could have that picnic, and Cheated was more than happy to say yes.

Anonymous asked:

Could you post a link to Tongues and teeth by any chance? I can't find it and I really want to read it because I really love your writing. <3

Sure! I'll link each chapter individually because that's easiest for me, but you should be able to also find the story under #tongues and teeth as well.

You can also find some extra little pieces and even some lovely fanart! Hope this helps!

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