α‘£π© TO THINK THAT WE COULD STAY THE SAME
FEATURING: osamu dazai
SUMMARY: after your night out goes terribly wrong in every possible way, you find yourself at a strange house. you don't know if this is real or some elaborate trick of an abilityβworse, you don't know which will hurt you more in the long run. you don't know how you're supposed to survive this. if you can survive this.
- AUTHOR'S NOTES: YAYAAYAYAAAAYYYYYY PART TWO GUYS I HOPE U ENJOY <3333. reblogs appreciated!
- GENERAL WARNINGS: fem!reader, port mafia executive!reader, beast!dazai, tragedy, angst, canon compliant.
- CHAPTER SPECIFIC WARNINGS: lots of whiplash and confusion & lots of frustration. unprotected sex. oral (m->f).
SEE: TWO SLOW DANCERS SERIES MASTERLIST
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i CANNOT write a hunger games fanfic it would simply be too long and i cant do a project like that right now. because id want to devote a lot of time to exploring pmtrio post all 3 victories in the capitol and them struggling with all of the expectations and realizing that the games never really end. dazai & chuuya having to help reader after she wins and realizes what's in store for her. their relationship growing over over the years & them finding a home and comfort in each other. reader and dazai having to keep their relationship a secret because of their situation with the capitol (like finnick and annie). and then the announcement of the third quarter quell and realizing that not only are they possibly going back into the arena, but they might be going in against each other.
reader and dazai never do anything to make their relationship official because they know that they canβt, but once the third quarter quell is announced, dazai tells her that he wants to get married and sheβs like whatβs the point? weβre going in there to die anyway, and he tells her that if heβs gonna die he wants to die as her husband π₯Ή
desert duo but they're kids and Grian's a ugly fucking bird who is pink and bald meanwhile Scar is a beautiful laughing baby stock photo. They r best friends
They separated after preschool but met again as adults ... they both still bite people .
FEATURING: osamu dazai
SUMMARY: you love him. you've always loved him, and you'll never not love him, but you don't understand what changed. dazai treated you like you were his whole world for years, and then suddenly, he went cold. he murdered mori and took his place as head of the port mafia, and he became someone you barely recognized. you need answers, but you're scared you might get them too late. (fem!reader, pm executive!reader, beast!dazai, tragedy, canon compliant; 40k wc)
- AUTHOR'S NOTES: AHHHHHHHH AT LAST!!!!! BEAST AU PM!READER!!!!!!! ARE U GUYS READYYYYYYYYY. this was supposed to be a one shot, no more than 20k, but it became a 40k three part monster. i hope u guys enjoy HAHAH. i took some liberties with the conflict between the ada and the port mafia but other than that it should be canon compliant. obviously this is attached to my pmreader universe, but you can read it as a standalone, you'll only be missing out on some parallels! reblogs very much appreciated! im saur proud of this. if youβd like to be tagged pls comment!
01... IF WE WERE YOUNG AGAIN
02... TO THINK WE COULD STAY THE SAME (april 4th)
03... TWO SLOW DANCERS, LAST ONES OUT (april 11th)
maybe itβs just my imagination but dazaiβs hair looks longer in those storm bringer panels and now iβm thinking of dazai whoβs too lazy to go get his hair cut, so it just keeps growing and growing. chuuya makes fun of him and tells him to at least style it bc he looks dumb, which makes dazai more adamant about letting it just be an inconvenient mess, and pmreader like side eyes him bc itβs in his eye all the time and lowkey worrying on missions if he canβt see properly bc he already covers one eye, but she lets it be bc ykw she kind of digs the longer hair. and then on a mission dazai almost gets himself shot in the head because his hair was in his eye and he didnβt see the gunman, and sheβs like alright ok thatβs enough. she full on has to wrangle him into her bathroom to trim his hair herself because he had a meltdown at the idea of going to a barber, but it becomes a monthly thing for them β sometimes he bribes her into washing his hair too bc he likes the feeling of her nails scratching his scalp. heβd get so giddy about it that heβd wait in the bathroom like an hour before she even got home and she would just roll her eyes at him (it made her all warm inside) but it became something he rlly looked forward to
anyway i also am thinking of when he defects and how he probably just didnβt take care of himself at all. never shaved, was always drunk, and NEVER went to get his hair cut because it made him even more angry and upset because it makes him think about her, but he finally had to before going to the agency because he didnβt want to look awful for a first impression, and getting his hair cut goes from being something he looked forward to, to something that he dreaded more than ANYTHING so heβd avoid it as long as possible bc it would just always make him yearn for her
godslayer β ft. mydeimos
your husband is a king who knows little else outside of being a warrior. that is the truth you cling to until slowly, month by month, he makes his way into the cavity of your chest and refuses to leave
β€οΈ word count: 18.2k words β i know, i know. but plssss give it a chance plsss
β€οΈ before you read: female princess/queen reader ; crown prince/king mydei ; arranged marriage ; NOT canon universe + NOT canon compliant - royal/historical au ; mentions of war and politics ; slow burn + falling in love ; lots of bickering LOL ; reader has a (king) father and is implied to no longer have a mother ; sexual harassment but mydei saves reader ; reader drinks alcohol + gets drunk in once scene ; jealous mydei ; fingering ; nipple play ; unprotected vaginal sex ; creampie ; hand jobs ; cockblocking LOL sorry ; blood and injuries (mydei gets stabbed) ; love confessions and cheesy bantering
β€οΈ commentary: IT IS FINALLY HERE MY GOD. my god. BIG THANK YOU TO @osarina for not only beta reading this fic and fixing WAY too many grammar errors (LOL) but for literally listening and helping me work through every struggle i had with this fic and being 70% of the reason i even finished it. you are my biggest inspo forever ily dearly
You do not remember most of your wedding to Lord Mydeimos.Β
On the day of your wedding, the beginning of your ceremony goes by like a blur, and you pay little attention. Itβs not until Kremnosβs royal advisor steps forward does your reality sink in. You watch wearily as he faces the crowd of peopleβenough of the Kremnoan commoners have gathered to witness the ceremony, and you feel more like a spectacle than a bride.
FEATURING: osamu dazai
SUMMARY: you love him. you've always loved him, and you'll never not love him, but you don't understand what changed. dazai treated you like you were his whole world for years, and then suddenly, he went cold. he murdered mori and took his place as head of the port mafia, and he became someone you barely recognized. you need answers, but you're scared you might get them too late. (fem!reader, pm executive!reader, beast!dazai, tragedy, canon compliant; 40k wc)
- AUTHOR'S NOTES: AHHHHHHHH AT LAST!!!!! BEAST AU PM!READER!!!!!!! ARE U GUYS READYYYYYYYYY. this was supposed to be a one shot, no more than 20k, but it became a 40k three part monster. i hope u guys enjoy HAHAH. i took some liberties with the conflict between the ada and the port mafia but other than that it should be canon compliant. obviously this is attached to my pmreader universe, but you can read it as a standalone, you'll only be missing out on some parallels! reblogs very much appreciated! im saur proud of this
01... IF WE WERE YOUNG AGAIN (march 28th)
02... TO THINK WE COULD STAY THE SAME (april 4th)
03... TWO SLOW DANCERS, LAST ONES OUT (april 11th)
some misc. headcanons for my two fav protags πβοΈ