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@david-bearman

Mick | they/he | 20+ | at this point I also don't know what I'm doing here, cars go vroom or something man

I swear I know what I'm doing

Massive motorsport head, especially everything that drives on four wheels. You will find everything from Formula 1 to endurance racing here. (And the frequent 'off topic' obscure information post, I don't do sideblogs. Except for this one.)

Be sure to find me on AO3 as hedgehogfrog where every once in a blue moon I pump out a series of fics.

See if Tumblr likes to show you my #my edit tag where all my video edits, moodboards and gifs reside.

I should probably list my fav drivers but genuinely we would be here for a while so I'm not just going to. Fuck around and find out. Because as described by my friends if anything runs across my vision often enough my brain will latch onto it and that is a threat ✨

previously known as: soft-f1-butches and fabian-vettel

And look let me say once again that the grill the grid videos should be taskmaster inspired and the challenges should be stuff like "draw your own F1 car as accurately as possible while Bernd Mayländer takes you around the track at full speed in the safety car and we'll see if you still thinks he drives too slowly" rather than the boring stuff we currently have

Every year I'm left thinking what a missed opportunity after every grill the grid video

this is going to be a generalized take, so please forgive me, but women are an underrated enforcer of femininity.

I’ve noticed this with hairdressers. multiple times I’ve gone to lady hairdressers and said “cut it all off,” and they’ve gone “hmm alright,” and basically just trimmed the split ends. meanwhile I can go to a dude and say “hey, can you make my hair slightly shorter?” and he’ll go “on it boss,” and shave me bald.

twice now, I’ve also had lady tattoo artists add pink to femme up a tattoo, despite that not being on the initial design.

god, also thinking about this brought back a memory. my mom once threw a fit because my shoes were “too masculine” (they were black women’s flats), saying that I’d upset my dad and ruin the formal event we were going to. I wore the shoes, my dad didn’t give a shit.

I dunno. it just feels like the misogyny is coming from inside the house sometimes.

Women are absolutely half of the enforcers of femininity

I'm doing a tumblr pre-launch of the new shop!

I have two charms that will be like the circle sticker designs which will be coming soon, just in case you'd be interested in that then u should wait. I received the lando flag today and the colors are so good! I prefer to have a smaller number of orders first to make sure everything is working smoothly, hence the pre-launch. boosts are welcome:)) ty❤️

ps.: here's a 10% off discount in orders over 10€, just enter the code TUMBLR10 at checkout! available for 48h

I was reading this post over on the Ao3 subreddit this evening and I think it brings up a lot of good points about how fandom, as a community, has been shifting in its treatment towards fanfic writers.

Fanfic is more popular than ever, which means there are more works "competing" for the readers' attention, who take on a passive approach that treats fanworks not as a means to talk to people with similar interests, but as content, as products. [...] Gift cultures thrive not on monetary exchanges, but on the expectation that the gifts freely given will be returned in an unspecified future through emotional and relational means. This used to set fandom apart, but it's slowly being absorbed into the mainstream way capitalism operates. Where does that leave us?
And it's demotivating to see the responses authors get when expressing their grievances with this state of affairs, or how they feel underappreciated. Being called entitled, told to write for themselves, or to promote their work as if writing and posting isn't enough. I write for myself, I post for the community. There are things I want to say about the source material and characters, and I do through storytelling. And I'm grateful about each of the comments I got, no matter how short. It's just that it doesn't feel like there's a community out there when no one talks back. Writers aren't just expected to write, but to do it for the "right reasons", and to also be as pleasant about it as possible, lest they'll be criticized by more people than the amount that's offering them support.

I've seen posts going around on tumblr that have approached this topic as well--that fanworks (particularly fanfic) should be created from the perspective of a perfect vessel that can pour, pour, pour out and never needs to be poured into. You should do it for the "right reasons" and not complain because "no one owes you interaction". But what is fandom if not interaction?

Writing fanfic is one of the most time-consuming labors of love that makes up a fandom. (That's not to say other fanworks aren't labors, time-consuming, or made with love. We're talking about fanfic). Your 300k+ enemies to lovers slowburn porn-with-plot fic that has reshaped the entire way you approach a specific pairing or media has been made with time, effort, for free, with the intention to be shared with you.

And in the state of current fandom, it has been made with the expectation to receive nothing back. Is that fair? Maybe. Silent readers exist and a kudos on Ao3 is at least an acknowledgment that some people read and enjoyed. But does it hurt to leave a comment? Even a heart emoji or an "I loved this, thank you for sharing!" is enough to at least start a dialogue, a conversation, form a connection.

That's not even to mention the isolation of fandom interactions to private Discords; time after time I've heard from fanfic authors who found out that there have been discord servers or twitter groupchats where their fanfic has been discussed, loved, and lauded at length--but never once was the author told this! Ao3 has comments for a reason. Many authors link their tumblr profiles or emails in their bio for people to reach out to them.

It's just a sorry state to see it go.

WIP Word Game!

Rules: Tagger gives a word, then for each letter of that word, you share an excerpt from your WIPs that start with that letter.

I was tagged by @alpinelogy with the word disease and by @tyremanagementsupremacy with the word heat, so I shall in fact be doing both.

All excerpts from my wheelchair user osc/landoscar fic!!!

And uhhhh yeah leaving it up to whoever wants to do it but hasn't done it yet! Your word is fancy, please tage me when you do it I'd love to see!

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