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Kira

@dontbesoweirdkira / dontbesoweirdkira.tumblr.com

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I tend to confuse
“creepy obsession” with “love”

!Disclaimer!

This is both a yandere and aesthetic blog. Most of my writing is rather dark and does involve heavy themes. ...so please be aware blood, mild gore, or disturbing imagery may be reblogged. While they will be tagged accordingly, please note this before following, i am not responsible for your triggers.

This page is a safe space for all. You don't have to feel ashamed for wanting representation in your fan content. I try to write races and appearances as open as possible. You can request specific body types, mental illness, disorders and disabilities. I do use the default she/her pronouns and descriptions. You can request gender neutral or he/him pronouns but please know that I am not a man and may not be the best in writing it.

Hi, i'm Kira. To help make yourself comfortable in my pink basement, I've made this my directory. Everything you may need is here.

Masterlist (a compiled list of everything i've ever written)

yandere prompts

NSFW <—works hereeee

Fandoms: Love and deep space, Mafia Trilogy, Mortal Kombat, Invincible, D.C., Marvel, The Hunger Games, House of Ashes, Slashers, life is strange, resident evil, Apex, Overwatch, TWDG, StarWars, Borderlands,..to be continued (just ask if you don’t see it listed. I probably know it.)

Thank you for reading.

Seen some posts about Dick Grayson being the family’s “weed dealer” and I think that’s hilarious. Zooted Dick may be my favorite thing ever.

Specifically because I like to think he’d just become way more annoying and affectionate than he already is??? Then mix that in with him trying to interact with batsis who absolutely hates him…perfection
Could you imagine trying to enjoy your evening with a book and this man VIOLATES your personal space. HOT breath breathing on the side of your face. He’s so close you can see every single pore. You could push him off but he doesn’t get the hint at all and comes right back to being glued to you.
You’d think that since he’s been smoking consistently for years that he’d have a nice tolerance but no. He’s high asf every single time and you hate it. Yelling at him to get away in unsuccessful because he’s unaware of what’s happening and Ignoring him doesn’t work because well…

“U—sure—-you don’t wan any—?”

“For the a millionth time, no.”

“Oh—-a’right it’s here if you wanna try it.. it’s safe—-I promise.”

“….”

“Wha—t’re reading..?”

“…”

“Wanna go get burritos…”

“…”

“Sis..”

“…”

“Sis..””

“..”

“Sis”

Me remembering that you can do whatever the fuck you want in fandom,

- ship that crackship

- ship cross fandom

- headcannon the fuck out of the characters

- make ocs

- make self inserts

- write edgy shit

Like no one could reasonably stop you

Don’t hide your madness from me. Be clingy, be jealous, let your need for me spill out. I crave your intensity. I’ll be your shelter, your obsession, your everything. We can lose ourselves together. ♡

I have the most unhinged concepts that I’d love to write for every single one of my fandoms but I can’t write it because everyone suddenly acts like dead dove fics are a personal offense against them …

I think that’s why I don’t find myself posting as much. Let me be morally deranged on my blog plz.

I’m about to stop tagging certain works lmaooo

Anonymous asked:

Thoughts on homelander? (Or 'the boys' in general)

I LOVED homelander because a piece of shit narcissistic hero with intense mommy issues literally makes the perfect Yandere. I had loads planned for him but then his actor decided to be a racist shit bag and it ruined the character for me. Shame.

0/10 do not request

Anonymous asked:

Please I beg of you!! Tell me you do Marvel!! I have been thirsting over Bucky Barnes it’s not funny anymore

Yes baby. There’s not a day that goes by where I don’t yearn for him…

Anonymous asked:

can you write about a rebel being bothered by invincible who joined his dad and took over the planet?

i'd imagine mark would see himself as a god because of how much stronger he is. So it's funny to him to see the rebel character resist when they both know she lives at his mercy. he'd take her to dates she didn't want, being her clothes, do sweet relationship stuff meanwhile the character is fuming everytime she sees him.

although some comments gets to him and spirals him into a converstion about how she is nothing compared to him to cope.

(LOVED your batsib x yandere!mark grayson thing btw ❤️)

A/N: Oh my gosh yes? I swear some of ya'lls minds are insane. Mark with an insufferable "god" complex is the best yandere Mark. I loved that the variants of him showed just how fucked up he truly can be. Can you tell which mark is my favorite based on how I wrote this lolll? Sorry this has taken forever to come out. I've been dealing with a lot this past year...forgive me.

Warnings: Dead Dove Don't Eat | yandere!mark, threats, violent descriptions, degradation, and abuse relationship dynamic.

Here's the funny thing about this scenario, Mark is convinced that he's such a good boy for "preserving" you. He doesn't seem to understand why you are so turned off to him when you got the best possible outcome a useless being such as yourself could get. He could've easily killed you or made you into some slave for Viltrumites to use and abuse, but no. You should be kissing his feet and worshiping the very ground he walks on for taking you as his personal..pet *cough* lover.
You hate who he has become. Mark is far from the sweet boy who used to walk you to class and pull all-nighters with. The old mark would never put his hands or you or treat you like some subhuman who should be blessed by his presence. Your heart breaks all over again whenever you wake up next to him, knowing that this isn't all some bad dream and he would probably never return to his old self.. I can't really blame you at all for your rebellion.
Mark tries to convince you that deep down he's always been like this and you need to get over it. The Viltrum way is the only right way to live, that's why humans die off so easily.. can't you see everything is so much better now?
In Mark's defense, he does *try* to retain some of his humanity for you and only you. Well...his own twisted sense of humanity that is. I agree with you that Mark would still take his darling on dates, use cute pet names and do human gushy ushy stuff.. that on paper you should be loving. He thinks that by doing the things you used to love to do with him, he can manipulate you into loving him again. It never really works because it ends with him not knowing how to act right. From forcing intimacy upon you to letting his violent tendencies towards others, especially humans, get the best of him. He'll rip someone's spine out of their body during a date simply because they glanced in your direction then go back to drooling over you like nothing even happened.
Not sure about you, but i'd be a little shit and bite the hell out of his lip whenever he tries to make-out with me. He'd definitely do a dry chuckle, then bite back, drawing blood because you hurt his ego a bit. (the type of man that tries to play it off by sexily sucking your lip and continuing with the kiss. I want to choke him out)
Mark's idea of cuddling is basically just strangling you while he goes on and on about himself or the plans he has for the both of you. Dear Lord, please save us. You can use all you might to push him off of you but he is rather unfazed by this and keeps talking.
Can you imagine Mark trying to be sweet by bringing you a pretty outfit since you mentioned how bland the clothes are that Viltrumites wear are, not expecting to be met with a negative reaction from you? You cannot tell me that he wouldn't be set off by that. He personally took precious time out of his day to get this custom made for you, it's your taste down to a t and he even had it GIFT WRAPPED for you----yet you couldn't be bothered to open it before you tossing it. Madness, he thinks.
He'd grab your hand and force you to fish through the garbage disposal and pick it up, then hold you down while he manhandled you into the outfit. (you have bruises and scratches all over you after that) The entire time he's spewing all sorts of degrading things at you, making sure he's hitting real deep just to make you cry at this point. Oh and you're only wearing that for the next couple of weeks since you're ungrateful, he doesn't care. How dare you disrespect him.
You're right, though. It is hilarious to him when you try fighting him back or acting tough, he's a king and you're his jester. I can see him egging you on at some points for him amusement. You know what he's doing and it only gets you more heated which in turn makes him poke fun at you more.
Tossing you around, pining you down and scaring you are sources of fun for him too. Likes when you get so fed up that you slap him too,,it's so cute and it feels like a tickle to him ..

"You're so damn pathetic, babe. This is why I keep you around, other humans aren't as adorable as you are.."

His very big yet very fragile ego is so on point tho too. He can take you fighting back and acting tough...but do not say shit about leaving him and do not attempt to.
The last time you did, and it genuinely seemed like you meant it to him, he flipped the fuck out. Like you always knew that Mark was batshit, but the way his eyes shifted into something sinister before dangling you by your ankle thousands of miles in the air, threatening to drop you and let the birds eat up your splattered guts...yeah, i'm good on that. You think you are going to just leave and have a better life without him? No way, baby. Death is the only way out of his *loving*chokehold.
Another way to cause him to act out is mentioning something about him being weak or not as great as he thinks he is. Bonus points if you compare him to someone else. You might think you're just getting under his skin as retaliation for whatever he did to upset you, but you are unleashing something you shouldn't..

"----You're nothing. A piece of gum stuck to the sidewalk has far more purpose in this world than you ever could. You could live a million lives, and never amount to me. You wanna do comparisons, huh? I'll show you how weak I am when I snap their fuckin' neck, they're not shit to me and neither are you--- so don't think I won't---"

Yeah he's talking all of this shit while you're trying not to black out from his hands that are tightly constricting your airflow.
I do think he's that much of a pussy that he would have this same reaction without even doing anything, really. He could see someone that he feels insecure about and he's so deluded that he convinces himself that you are somehow now in love with that person, even though you've never met them before...and now he's destroying the house when he comes home.
Once he comes down from his ego trip and realizes he almost just killed you and could've lost you for good over his immaturity, he's very very apologetic. Like the way he acts is the closest to his former self that you're going to get. His touch is suddenly gentle, and his head is thrown into your lap, begging you to forgive him. He goes on about how he is so stupid and he just wants you to love him blah blah "I didn't mean it sweetie" blah blah... yeah fuck you mark. He'd be soft until you're better and finally forgive him (just so he can stfu honestly) then he's back to his shenanigans.
There's so much I could write for this but I don't wanna go too far off of the request lmaoo. Please send in more for daddy Mark with an inflated ego. I need himmmm

is this a safe space? bc i kind of wanna talk about how i get a lot of recommended reader fics but then i see a visual like this and immediately get turned off.

and like this conversation about centering certain beauty standards with readers isn't new. it's been happening since forever. but i've noticed some uptick once i started looking for stuff in challengers.

the centering of whiteness with fanfiction in general is an issue that me and other non-white people had discussed at length for years. and part of me just wants to say that we should strive to be more inclusive. like there should be no reason for specifying non-white readers, especially black ones, and for us to have our own separate category because some writers can't fathom that non-white readers exist. hell, even in terms of body weight, ability, hair or no hair, GENDER.

i'm not innocent either. it's an easy trap to fall into if you're writing something x reader and you're using yourself as a stand in for the reader. and i'm not here to criticize or shame. i just wanna propose being more inclusive. and that starts with using less images of faceless white girls from pinterest.

maybe it's selfish of me to ask this. but i've been reading fanfiction on the internet for over 10 years. and i can definitely say as a non-white girl, fanfiction did contribute to my insecurities as a non-white person, in feeling insecure in my appearance. nothing has changed it seems.

this‼️‼️along with describing reader as petite

yes yes yes + absolutely to kats reblog.

Every time I see x reader fics with these and they're the thinnest, tallest supermodels covering their face I wanna curl up into a ball. I can't even fully get upset w the writer/moodboard maker cause... well, they're just people... but the whole reading experience is me thinking about how skinny reader is meant to be

I'm aware this a personal problem and not really on anyone else but me, but still. I even felt that way when I made my sympathy is a knife graphics but I couldn't find a medium :/ idk

I also tried to make the race ambiguous in the photos to avoid this issue, but you can't really make weight ambiguous. Guys we need solutions 😭

absolutely. this is SO important.

i actively work to make my reader racially ambiguous. no mention of a specific hair texture or color (or head hair at all), no “blushing”, no weirdly specific/trying-to-be-poetic recognization of the reader’s skin tone by the character lol (ie “porcelain”, “as white as snow”, etc), and i try to keep the body type of the reader as ambiguous as i can as well. + have written for gn reader in the past, and am trying to put out more pieces in the future with this feature. this is all because i want my writing to be accessible and enjoyable for any who wish to read it !

at the end of the day, writers will write whatever they choose to write, but it never hurts to actively tweak your writing to give others outside of your own personal experience the chance to connect with—and consume—your content ! the more the absolute merrier ♥️

(i do support celebrating other races/ethnicities via your reader though ! i think its rlly just an issue of always establishing the reader as white, which is obviously incredibly limiting.)

also an observation from the Challengers fandom specifically

it's always really weird to constantly center whiteness in fanfiction (especially fanfic where it's supposed to be a reader insert) but I also feel like it gets a certain degree more sinister when Challengers is a movie that centers a Black woman

there are a lot of very important things to be said about the way parts of the fandom treat Tashi in comparison to the white male counterparts but I digress

mostly what I'm attempting to get into here is that it feels really odd to constantly portray reader as a white girl all the time, and especially in works for a piece of media that is about a nonwhite, specifically Black woman

This is why I try to keep the description as open as possible and make a point to allow people to request different illnesses and disabilities too.

It’s really not that hard to keep the reader non-descriptive….Theres so many other things to focus on when writing.

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