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Storm Arashi

@dreamstormdragon / dreamstormdragon.tumblr.com

This is the one warning I will give before putting asks back on

The first time I get a rude anon or ask, they're getting shamed. Publicly. I am not going to play nice.

You act like an ass, I will treat you like an ass.

If I get sent gore, ship hate, OC hate, or character bashing in my inbox, I will give a swift reminder, that ANONS CAN BE BLOCKED. You can be IP blocked from someone's account this way.

I don't wanna have to open up my inbox with guns prepped to blaze, but I'm really fucking sick of how I get treated in fandom sometimes.

So

Behave

I'm not joking around. I'm not going to put up with anyone's bullshit.

If I have to make a post about this on my other blogs, I will NOT be happy.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64387705

Mikey hated running out of laundry.

Now, mind you, for four ninja turtles, laundry included barely a handful of clothes for disguise purposes and their masks, mostly, with a few robes for Splinter tossed in.

However, when laundry was running out, what was a turtle to do when no one wanted to wear an old piece of cloth around their face near their NOSE?

He had to do something he didn’t want to do.

Michelangelo had to think carefully. Go without and do laundry… Or….

He snapped his fingers.

“RAAAAAPHIE!”

“WHAAAAAT!?”

Red was close enough to orange right?

“Can I borrow one of your spares!?”

“OVER MY DEAD BODY!”

Ah shell.

Welp, time to do laundry then.

Sounds of Silence

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64379098

Splinter was weary of peace and quiet. He used to long for it in the beginning when the boys were newly mutated. He loved them, no doubt about it but when they all shared one very small burrow, the noise was deafening.

He valued silence. It was the way of the ninja. Mask your footsteps, never make a sound. Do not let the enemy know your location. Strike first.

Yet, quiet was the enemy of any parent when it came to one child, let alone four.

Chirrup!

The rat yawned as his robe moved, a little green head poking out, as a very small turtle looked up at him with sleepy eyes.

Five.

He still wasn’t quite used to it. 

Splinter brought a hand to the little ones back. It was rather cold this morning and Spica, his youngest and the latest child was cuddled up to her father for warmth, tucked against his fur. 

The little girl looked up at her father and smiled, churring.

“Good morning to you too, Spica-chan.” 

Splinter trailed off as his ear flicked back and forth.

He took a glance at the clock, sitting up carefully with his daughter in his arms. 

9:30 AM.

Splinter balked at that. He always got up at 6 AM, no later. He had the boys on a schedule for a reason! 

“What in the-”

His boys never slept in. He would’ve heard them. 

His ear flicked.

Spica chirruped and he shushed her.

Silence.

… That could not be good.

Splinter threw open the door with a start.

“Boys!?”

The partition to their bedroom was closed. He pressed an ear against it, closing his eyes.

He could hear quiet conversation… a chuckle or a laugh.

Splinter exhaled a sigh of relief…

“Pfftahaha! Mikey!” Raphael… 

“Shh, shh! You’ll wake Dad up.” Donatello shushed his younger brother. 

“C’mon, we’ve been quiet all morning! I’m sure he slept enough.”

“He’s been up with the baby, goof.” Leonardo quietly, chided him. “We agreed we’d let him sleep in. That’s why Donnie turned his alarm off, remember?”

Splinter’s eyes widened, his heart warming.

His boys had taken to their roles as older brothers so well… and even now, he was shown they were really growing up.

Considerate… 

… Perhaps he could go back to bed.

Spica chirruped and tugged on his fur.

Splinter rubbed her back, kissing her head.

“I know, I know.” He whispered. “You want to see your brothers?”

She nodded and grinned up at him.

“Alright…”

Splinter pushed the partition open, startling his sons.

“Good morning, my sons!”

His boys were crowded around a mismatched monopoly game he had found them, bowls of cereal nearby, indicating they had taken care of their own meal.

“Sensei!” Leonardo jumped up, bowing his head. “I’m sorry, did we wake you?”

Splinter chuckled, making his way over, rubbing his eldest’s head.

“No, no, your sister did that. She had enough of sleeping in.”

“Spica…” Mikey huffed before he laughed, getting up and eagerly taking the baby turtle from him, nuzzling her. “You get some sleep, huh?”

Spica squealed happily, pushing her cheek against her big brother’s.

Donnie tilted his head, looking up at his father, with a worried look.

“Did you get enough sleep, Dad?”

“Yeah, you looked ready to keel over, last night.” Raphael frowned. “We were gettin’ worried.”

Splinter knelt to his sons’ level.

“Having a little one around isn’t easy sometimes. Thank you so much for letting me sleep in.” He looked at each of his sons, pride in his eyes. 

“It was my idea!” Mikey exclaimed, prompting the other three to protest.

Spica looked between her brothers before chirping loudly and nodding with Mikey.

“Yeah, you tell ‘em, Spica!” 

“Don’t teach her to agree with ya!” Raph scoffed. “Gimme the baby.”

‘NO!”

Mikey’s voice echoed across their bedroom as his children filled his home with noise once more.

Splinter chuckled, shaking his head.

Now, this was more like it.

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Spica is owned by @theblueskyphoenix go give her some love! Aileen has graciously given me permission to use Spica in my Fish out of Water AU.

Whumpril Day 2: Lies

“I’m fine,” Raph growled, swatting Leo’s helping hand as soon as he was upright, and he hadn’t fully intended it as a lie. Most people wouldn’t have brushed off getting clipped by a truck so easily but he wasn’t most people. Adrenaline and anger sang a lot louder than any pain, as did the satisfaction of payback; the Purple Dragon behind the wheel would feel a lot worse than Raph was by morning.

“Lay off, bro, I’m fine,” he insisted once they were home, shrugging sideways to dodge Donnie’s well-intentioned, pestering reach. It wasn’t quite the truth but he wasn’t in the mood for a lot of poking and prodding. Mikey was more obviously worse for wear with an open wound for Don to address, which allowed Raph the chance to slip away.

The fatigue throwing his steps off balance, the persistent stitch in his side and the cling of cold sweat—he could let it all roll off his back with a long shower and a good night’s sleep.

If his head spun and his vision blurred a little with the steam, he could put it down to the water being too hot. If the ache in his side only deepened, he could assume he ought to ice it instead. If his heart started racing, it could just be an excess adrenaline crash. He was fine. He was fine. He was—

He was tumbling to the shower floor, a mouthful of vomit spattering the drain an unnerving red, and someone was at the door.

“Raph, what was that crash?! Are you okay?”

Fool ’em once, fool ’em twice. Three times…yeah, that ain’t happening.

“Peachy,” he choked out through the taste of sour metal, fumbling to turn off the water. “’Cept for, uh…a little internal bleedin’, maybe.”

What?!

The Turtles and Splinter had left him with training protocols made by Donatello, with Leonardo and Splinter inputting what they thought Cody would need to keep improving his skills, even long after they had to return home.

Cody had tried to act grateful, he really had.

Yet, he couldn’t hide the pit of dread in his stomach.

He wanted to be able to send them back, someday of course. They needed to go back home, they had lives with his great grandparents, to return to.

When it happened, it wasn’t with a planned last hoorah, it was in a scary hurry. It resulted in Cody losing Serling and getting electrocuted.

Starlee had to pick him up off the floor that time.

Cody never wanted to see Starlee cry like that again…

That first day he tried to train after his teachers… his brothers, were long gone, a hologram illuminated the room.

Leonardo stood with his arms crossed, a gentle look on his face.

“Good morning, Cody. Ready to begin?”

It was a recording but it was added to an AI that could adapt. Don had of course thought of everything.

‘Leo…”

It wasn’t the same though.

His eyes burned and he nearly doubled over. 

The hologram flickered before stabilizing, reminding him that once again this was his reality now.

Cody’s body shook as he swallowed hard, trying to shake it off.

New York City wasn’t going to clean itself up.

Cody took a deep breath, rolling his shoulder as he got into a ready stance.

He inhaled deeply, throwing his head back.

“Ready!”

Just because someone says something about you, doesn't make it true. Someone calling you stupid doesn't make you stupid. Someone thinking you're not attractive doesn't make you unattractive. Peoples' perceptions of you do not define you.

Taking care of yourself isn't something to feel guilty about. It's what allows you to show up as the best version of yourself. Take that break, make that tea, and cancel your plans when you just want time alone. You're allowed to practice self-care even when your schedule is busy and those around you pressure you to always be grinding. It takes strength to set boundaries, but it's worth it.

this post is long overdue. sending love to the people who are embarrassed to answer when a stranger/semi-stranger/acquaintance asks what you’ve been up to. the answer can feel awkward when you’re in a between stage in life. that’s okay. also, it’s okay to not be at the same place in life as others your age.

I'm not saying there aren't people who have privileges you don't, but it IS in fact possible to validate your own struggles WITHOUT dehumanizing everyone else into one dimensional caricatures who are all happily breezing through life getting everything handed to them on a silver platter.

Panic attacks can be the scariest thing you've ever experienced, but this will pass. You won't always feel like this. You will survive. It might be uncomfortable, but it isn't dangerous <3.

Recovery is a conscious choice. Life might feel really hopeless. It might even feel like everything is falling apart. Sometimes you have to take really small steps. Celebrate the tiniest victories, like taking a shower or leaving your apartment. You don't have to wait for the circumstances to be perfect to start changing your life for the better.

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