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closeup images of saxon and lochy snuggled up on the boat in episode 5

THE WHITE LOTUS, season 3

Some things never change.

"a lot of lasers and shitty music." hurts me so much actually because they had fun. they felt so good with each other, they were all over each other. they danced and laughed and watched the fireworks. they went swimming and were closer than ever. the affectionate saxloch drought is actually hitting me hard. getting one angsty episode and then another one where they don't even interact breaks my heart. i need all of this back but i fear it'll never happen.

the thing about d/s is that for virtually any ship i can be sold on either character in either role. arguments about whether a given character could or would dom are virtually always deeply silly and tend, when they lean into the idea that a given character could never dom because they're just too weak-willed, incompetent, naive, or helpless, to be the product of unexamined biases percolating up.

would this character dom (or sub) is almost never an interesting question. how would this character dom (or sub) is much more interesting. what do they get out of it? how do they feel about it? how experienced are they? are they confident or awkward? what kinks do they enjoy? what are their limits and how do they communicate them? what is the dynamic with their partner like? does it shift in the bedroom, or does it stay the same? et cetera. the same as any good erotica, it's got to be about these specific people, not faceless automatons filling the prescribed roles, or it's boring

Maybe I don’t have anxiety. Maybe I’m so scared all the time on account of it all being so scary.

*white knuckling the bathroom sink* do NOT infodump ppl about the fact that the first spn fic was a wincest one and that it was posted mere hours after the pilot and that the founder of ao3 was a wincestie and that the first fic on ao3 was wincest too and that the omegaverse as we know it was created by wincest shippers for jared/jensen fics *pointing at myself in the mirror with a shaky hand* ppl will think you're weird and off-putting you need to control yourself–

btw it truly is incredible how you can say "weaponising social power dynamics to isolate ostracise people from any form of community is cruel and fucked up and doesn't meaningfully protect anyone or achieve anything" as articulately and eloquently as you like and people will still be like okay except when you do it to Bad People. who we will identify and protect ourselves from by weaponising social power dynamics to isolate and ostracise them from any form of community.

were I to create an original piece of media I would create bait so queer in order to create a fanfic environment I like. I find you guys do your best work under duress.

I’d say “jeez can two people not be friends anymore?” and then I’d give one of them amnesia in which they only recognize the other above anyone else

for april fools we’re deleting this entire site sayonara you weeaboo shits

if i’m not supposed to sexualize that old man WHY DOES HE LOOK LIKE THAT

sometimes i think "well maybe i'm not actually depressed" and then i catch myself going about daily life feeling 85% certain that human existence is probably some sort of purgatorial punishment for sins committed by the soul in some vaster cosmic past life

"Tales of the Unexpected" episode "Number Eight" 1984

Brad Dourif and his kiss...

This Oedipal cuckold fantasy is too much for me, says guy who nutted in his little brother's hand last night.