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Dairy Entry 3: On My Way☆
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I’ve recently got back to drawing, stretching, exercising, waist training, mood-boarding, journaling and creating and it feels so good to be back in a space that has always brought me joy since childhood. Maybe creative freedom and creative expression was the antidote I needed to find my way back to myself; who would have known. I still need to finish My Body by Emrata ; I def wanna write an article on her book because this is my second read through it and I have a lot to express since a-lot of my experiences coincides with hers.
I need to come up with some new makeup looks to execute. Idk things might not be perfect all the time but lately everything feels perfect. Everything feels illusive yet it doesn’t feel too out of reach for me to grab. Maybe I’m more mentally and emotionally healthier than I was a month ago. I just turned 27 and honestly I feel so good and confident in myself and the direction I’m going.
Speaking of creative direction I think once I move I wanna be part time gyaru I really like the subculture and I want to take part in it. I need to move first just so I can have my own privacy and space to do that; it’s really hard to do anything while being picked apart so I’ll make sure I’m in a space where that’ll never happen lol. I’ve also been practicing my makeup looks so I wanna look for a professional makeup artists class to teach me how to do some looks in myself, that’ll be fun but will also help elevate my look as well. I’ve been super big on makeup artistry lately and wanna make sure that my face gives SOMETHING.
Also trying to figure out what I want my YT channel to be idk if I just want it to be vlogs, beauty chats, product reviews or if I wanna do that and do mini documentaries. I can talk for a really long time and I have so much to talk about I feel like it’ll be very interesting. Maybe I can talk about things I go through as a semi public figure I mean I guess we’ll see. But at the end of the day I’m super glad I’m putting myself out there and actively putting myself first as well as my dreams and thats something that I’ll never regret.
Also I’m getting my hair done in 2 weeks as well god bless when it’s done I will post it on Tumblr to update you guys.
I’m actually really excited for this HARD rebrand of mine it will definitely be one for the books 📚. I also looked super good today gonna experiment with more makeup styles coming soon:)
