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Heliotrope155

@heliotrope155

In the immortal words of me: Use thy imagination pls. Official home of Helioturquoise155 on AO3 :)

Very odd to be making this but it looks like such fun and I'm a lemming so:

  1. Hello! I am a sideblog so I cannot always adequately show my love for you and your posts, but if I engage with you, know that I'm a massive fan
  2. Currently on SPN season 8 (so if I get future events in canon wrong, es tut mir leid, I usually do try and check before I post about future characters but occasionally 'tis wrong). **
  3. (Very bad with tone/linguistic ambiguities, so if a reply reads weirdly/rudely do let me know so I can correct it and improve)
  4. I have an ao3! I am Helioturquoise155 on AO3, should you be interested in deciding if I'm any good at writing ;)
  5. Please don't hesitate ever to send messages/asks/et cetera. I'm a notorious yapper and rumours of my assholery have been greatly exaggerated.

**Also I am rewatching the entire show from scratch so I actually won't be progressing for quite a while.

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fuck infantilized cas, there needs to be more weird castiel content. castiel who’s a little fucked up and unintentionally unsettling. who doesn’t blink or break eye contact. who just stares at roadkill and dead bodies they come across on hunts. give me castiel with repressed sexuality that starts expressing itself in strange ways. give me perverts by ethel cain. give me pulldrone.

he’s viewing the human experience from an unbiased standpoint. he’s a 4 dimensional being stuffed into a 3 dimensional body. he is older than humanity as a whole. Why don’t you guys make him weird?

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crazy that the spn writers were like okay we're gonna do destiel but only halfway, which one should confess their love and which one should we try to imply 'can't reciprocate' and they chose cas to confess and dean 'kills himself when cas dies' winchester supposedly 'can't reciprocate' lmao what were they smoking in the writers' room

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Hello, Dean.

You know when Castiel visits Dean in his dream? What if he does it in his true form?

i love you fanfic authors that write AUs. i love you fanfic authors that write canon. i love you fanfic authors that write unhinged things specific to their niche interests. i love you fanfic authors that write against the grain of fanon interpretation. i love you fanfic authors that add to fanon interpretation in even more rich ways. i love you fanfic authors with low self confidence, with all the confidence in the world, with 3000 subscribers, with 2 subscribers, who have written a million words and ones that have written 100. i love you fanfic authors who haven't written a word yet but the stories are still knocking around inside your head. i love you fanfic authors!!!!!!!

you may think that i love season six because i am a casgirl but actually i love it because i am a deangirl. i hate season eight because i am a casgirl

like season six is the perfect dean season. dean at his most deranged. he's in a failing relationship while there's something unknown wrong with sam (who just got back from being DEAD) and cas won't pay attention to him and he's surrounded by the campbells who are family and yet not family, and he is wrenched apart at the seams, tormented, utterly deconstructed. he feels confused, abandoned, so very afraid. and he lashes out! he is a caged animal and he acts it! everything is falling apart around him and he comes apart with it! even better, it's sort of... all in his head, it's all perfectly calculated to get the most reaction out of him possible while bringing the minimum of actual threat. season six is the perfect dean season.

season eight on the other hand annoys me as a casgirl because like. the angel stuff makes no sense at all in the context of godstiel (can i get some worldbuilding PLEASE sir) and it's really just a damsel in distress thing but without calling it that. AND it tries to strip away cas' "average angel thrown into the spotlight by an accident of fate" chops which suuucks. and it's just not a satisfying conclusion for the fallout of godstiel arc it just isn't. but it mostly exists to either woobify cas or just like. use him as a damsel in distress (but without actually ADMITTING to that so you can't even be fun with it like season eleven casifer arc).

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