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A fandom grandma. Here for the Tolkien. She/her. Left wing. Fangirl. Disabled. Neurodivergent of some kind. How old am I? I used to read fanfic printed on paper and sold at cons in the 80s. Beware! I may leave positive comments on your fics.

Now finally I finished my art that I started a month ago :D

It was a really hard time for me... to be honest, it's difficult for me to draw full works, probably cause of a lack of knowledge and skills, I suppose, but I'm trying😪
Recently, I've been picking up a pencil less and less often and it seems like everything is falling out of my hands, but anyway…

There’s a full portrait of my beloved MaeMags <3

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True Elf fact: Elves NEVER slip into something more comfortable. They will only ever slip into something more fabulous.

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Mini Maedhros and mini fingon wiiiii Maedhrosito y fingonsito ❤️💙

Is this an AU where they're gnomes? Or do they just have funny hats? It's up to you lol

Just a little doodle I made to cheer myself up hehe

"Are the fëanorians war criminals" this "do elves even have a concept of war crimes" that, but have we considered:

Baby elrond and elros knowing that mistreating hostages is very much frowned upon and bringing this up every time maedhros or maglor does something like "make them leave the library" or "tell them to eat vegetables" or "fail to tell them a bedtime story"

The Woman Who Could Not Live with Her Faulty Heart

by Margaret Atwood

I do not mean the symbol of love, a candy shape to decorate cakes with, the heart that is supposed to belong or break;

I mean this lump of muscle that contracts like a flayed biceps, purple-blue, with its skin of suet, its skin of gristle, this isolate, this caved hermit, unshelled turtle, this one lungful of blood, no happy plateful.

All hearts float in their own deep oceans of no light, wetblack and glimmering, their four mouths gulping like fish. Hearts are said to pound: this is to be expected, the heart’s regular struggle against being drowned.

But most hearts say, I want, I want, I want, I want. My heart is more duplicitous, though no twin as I once thought. It says, I want, I don’t want, I want, and then a pause. It forces me to listen,

and at night it is the infra-red third eye that remains open while the other two are sleeping but refuses to say what it has seen.

It is a constant pestering in my ears, a caught moth, limping drum, a child’s fist beating itself against the bedsprings: I want, I don’t want. How can one live with such a heart?

Long ago I gave up singing to it, it will never be satisfied or lulled. One night I will say to it: Heart, be still, and it will.

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My unsorted, rambling thoughts on The Lord of the Rings, Appendix A, I The Numenorean Kings, (i) Numenor

  • Okay, we're getting a short version of the Silmarillion. Very condensed. Whoever would read that without knowing for example what the Two Trees are must be so confused!
  • Fëanor thought to restore the Silmarilli from Morgoth by force. As opposed to what!? They were recovered by force in the end, just not by Fëanor. This sounds way to judgamental.
  • Interesting how it keeps saying they waged war against Thangorodrim, not Morgoth. Don't underestimate Sauron's part!
  • In Elrond and Elors alone the line of the heroic chieftains of the Edain was preserved, and after the fall of Gil-Galad also the lineage of the high-elven kings. I guess we are talking about pretty specific chieftains here as I assume many of them had more than one child. Also isn't this ignoring Galadriel?
  • Okay, so at the end of the first age the half elves were given the choice, and only then Elrond was given the grace to sail in the end. No answers about Elured and Elurin again, but something to think about.
  • It specifically says again that Elronds children get the same choice. Why not Elros' children? In the context it sounds as if it was done this way mostly to make poor Elrond even more miserable.
  • I hate how he keeps talking about "lesser" men.
  • Elros was granted a lifespan many times that of lesser men, the other Numenoreans three times that of lesser men. That's nice, I always worried that the long lifespan came mostly from Elros' descendants spreading his genes exponentially, but apparently they didn't all die on him basically immediately, either. I still believe that 90% of the people in Numenor were descendants of Elros by the time it sank, though. It's either that or a lot of incest.
  • From Numenor they could see the white tower on Tol Eressëa. Given that the earth is still flat at this point in time, the limit should be their eyesight, not the horizon, though, so I'm assuming they could also see the forbidding line of mountains once raised to defend the blessed land from Morgoth though. What a sight.
  • Why does Tar Atanamir get the cognomen The Great? I need to pay attention if there's more information on him.
  • The Numenoreans grew in wisdom and joy. Now thinking what "growing in joy" means. They laughed more? Probably just generally improved standards of living. They did start in a war in which they were "utterly defeated".
  • Was Tar-Minastir the one who helped fight in Eregion? It only says that he sent a great force to help Gil-Galad, not what for.
  • So they abandoned the eldarin tongue, meaning they spoke it regularly before, but there was a Numenorean tongue, too, different enough that I assume they spoke that every day. Was the Eldarin tongue used only in formal context? Or as a second language that people spoke when not at home?
  • Interesting, Sauron's servants deserted him when they saw the splendour and might of Ar-Pharazon's army. I mean, they probably weren't very loyal to begin with, but what drove them now?
  • "But great kings take what is their right." [Sauron] said
  • Elendil and his people escaped with nine ships, seven palantiri and a baby tree. Nice. Though people that fit on nine ships? Absolutely everyone in Gondor must be a direct descendant of Elendil by the time of LOTR, come on.
  • How did the population of nine ships in less than three lifetimes of men establish two enormous realms? Sauron's servants must have run away quite far.
  • Sauron lost his body that "he had long walked in"! He fled as a spirit of hatred on a dark wind. He also couldn't look pretty anymore, and his power was only through terror from this point forward, which must have been hard, as before it was way more through deception and talking, like Saruman's.
  • Mount Doom has an elvish name! Amon Amarth (Mount Doom). I did not know that.
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Lord of the Rings read-through, Appendix A, Chapter I The Númenórean Kings, (iii) Eriador, Arnor and the heirs of Isildur

  • this is an exciting read because I feel I know little about Arnor, and find it's history as well as its borders interesting
Beyond the Lune was Elvish country, green and quiet, where no Men went; but Dwarves dwelt, and still dwell, in the east side of the blue mountains [...]
  • How interesting! Another elven dwelling in middle-earth of the later ages, and it sounds beautiful. It does go down to the Gulf of Lune and the Grey Havens where Cirdan dwells, but does not seem to belong to the same group. It is green, and it is quiet, despite Elves living there together with Dwarves. Of course they have their own niches - the Elves the trees and meadows, and Dwarves the mines and mountains, I assume - but they are still neighbours sharing space, and probably trading, maybe even being friends. There's probably not many Sindar there, but I wonder who else lives there. Green elves? Noldor? It must have been an interesting place.
  • So one of the main reasons Arnor broke apart was the dissence about who would get Amon Sûl (weathertop). Because that's where the Palantir was. In other words: another realm breaks apart because people are arguing over jewellery - albeit this time very practical one - made by Fëanor.
  • The witch king, already under the control of Sauron, was sent north by Sauron to establish a realm at the northern borders of Eriador (which are never clearly defined anyway), in the ettenmoors (moors are great for witchery) and on both sides of the mountains (conveniently including orcish realms) so that he can build up an evil force in the least nice lands and get men and orcs on his side. I wonder how many dragons, other then Smaug, where still alive, and if Sauron ever tried to deal with them directly?
  • At this time Arnor was already officially split in three. I wonder if Gondor/Arnor is influenced by the east and west roman empire.
  • Rivendell was besieged by the witch king of Angmar. Wasn't it also besieged sometime in the second age?
  • During the wars with Angmar Rivendell was besieged; Cirdan and his people joined in the fight; weather top was razed but the palantir saved; the Stoors fled from where they were dwelling; and Eriador became unfriendly. Interesting times.
  • The plague also raged in middle earth and killed a lot of people, including Hobbits.
  • It seems the barrow down graves where made by men before they ever met elves! That is very ancient. Though the evils spirits only entered when Angmar spread its reach.
  • Dunedain where driven over the Lune, but earlier that was a country where Men do not go. Is that referring to different times?
The Lossoth, the Snowmen of Forochel [...]
  • The Lossoth live in igloos, they have sleds and ice skates! They live in different camps! They are said to be unfriendly, but I'm assuming that's just cultural differences. They did not value jewellery (well, that is some cultural differences to basically anyone else in Tolkien's world). They did help king Arvedui, though not willingly (because he wanted to pay them in jewellery). They believed the witch king could make frost and thaw at will. I wonder if they were right? I wonder if they were ever in contact with the elves of Lune? I wonder how different their culture and language were, as they lived there since before men met elves at all? They actually did manage to communicate with Arvedui, and I'd wager he didn't learn their language. They also helped him get to Cirdan's ship with sleds, and they gave great advice (that Arvedui ignored)
  • Arvedui gave the Lossoth a ring that would basically be a favour. He stressed that it was not magical in the slightest. You can see he learned from history. Also, this was - it was said - actually the very same ring Finrod gave Barahir. No favor done for them is ever mentioned, though obviously the Dúnedain regained the ring.
  • People much later actually learned about Arvedui's faith from the Lossoth, there must have been more communication then I thought.
  • Two palantiri of the north vanished in the ice, one stayed with Cirdan until he took it with him west. Nice.
  • The hobbits sent archers to help the king, though they never returned, and others helped in the battle when Angmar was overthrown.
  • Another piece of jewellery that so far noone fought over: the scepter of Annúminas!
  • Celebrian left for Valinor within one year of being captured, tortured and poisoned.
  • Bandobras Took who fought off orcs from the shire!
  • The main home of the Dunedain seems to have been at Lake Evendim, though mostly they were a wandering people. But they probably had more or less stable environments to raise children, give birth, take care of the elderly and sick? I have a lot of trouble imagining their lives.
  • So the Dunedain were really proud that the line was unbroken from father to son. Sounds sexist to me. And after Númenór didn't care about the gender of their monarch, either!
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From A letter by J.R.R.Tolkien to Milton Waldman, 1951 (from the Silmarillion):

In the first we see a sort of second fall or at least 'error' of the Elves. There was nothing wrong essentially in their lingering against counsel, still sadly with*(Some words of the original manuscript were omitted by the typist in this sentence) the mortal lands of their old heroic deeds. But they wanted to have their cake without eating it. They wanted the peace and bliss and perfect memory of 'The West', and yet to remain on the ordinary earth where their prestige as the highest people, above wild Elves, dwarves, and Men, was greater than at the bottom of the hierarchy of Valinor. They thus became obsessed with 'fading', the mode in which the changes of time (the law of the world under the sun) was perceived by them. They became sad, and their art (shall we say) antiquarian, and their efforts all really a kind of embalming - even though they also retained the old motive of their kind, the adornment of earth, and the healing of its hurts.

There is so much interesting in this part of the letter alone (and I am tempted, though I do not have the time, to type basically every single sentence from this letter to tumblr and share my thoughts on them...)

So, first of all, that is an interesting definition of fading that I have to think about more. I always thought fading was more not being able to cope with the world anymore, being to hurt or to sad. This just seems to be ignoring the world more and more, and does not need to be in any connection with personal trauma. It's just that they are not willing to perceive that the world changes around them, so they ignore it until they are not living in this reality anymore.

Then there is the fact that Tolkien gives the Elves much less noble motives. It's not that they love middle earth, or want to help, or are not ready; they are simply arrogant and want to stay where they are perceived as noble and high.

I do wonder what it says about Valinor, of course, that Elves there do feel undervalued, low in the hierarchy. Isn't this supposed to be paradise? I feel like that might be a christian influence, paradise being a place where everyone is lowly worshipping the gods, but I don't know for sure. Additionally, we just learned that the exiles will not be permitted to even reside in Valinor proper permanently, but will be force to live on Tol Eressea - this might be nice and more interesting, but the fact remains that they do not get a choice. They are treated as Elves of lower standing because they did not always live worshipping the Valar.

Next, there is the part about them making only antiquarian and embalming art. I am going to make another post about all the information on the rings of Power (and the definition of Power) in this letter, but at this point I'd like to mention that that is exactly what lets the Elves fall to Sauron - they want to embalm and preserve, without accepting change.

I am going to ignore the part where Tolkien calls some Elves "wild Elves" and what exactly he means by that. For someone who seems to understand that these people would rather not be treated as people of second, or lower, class, he keeps reminding us that their is social hierarchies of birth.

And lastly, I wonder if Tolkien means this to be something prevalent, or something all the remaining Elves thought, or just something that some of them thought. If he thought they were consious of this reason. He continues talking about the reals of Gilgalad, Elrond and Eregion, and at least Elrond is an important figure in the future (and his mentions in this letter also deserve their own post), but the Elves of Eregion specifically fall under Sauron's thrall because they want to have their paradise on Middle Earth, and both Elrond and Gilgalad later wear one of the rings that were created for this purpose.

So many things to think about! Tolkien's compact summaries of the history in this letter are so fascinating...

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From A letter by J.R.R.Tolkien to Milton Waldman, 1951 (from the Silmarillion):

Elrond symbolises throughout the ancient wisdom, and his House represents Lore - the preservation in reverent memory of all tradition concerning the good, wise, and beautiful. It is not a scene of action, but of reflection. Thus it is a place visited on the way to all deeds, or 'adventures'. It may prove to be on the direct road (as in The Hobbit); but it may be necessary to go from there in a totally unexpected course. So necessarily in The Lord of the Rings, having escaped to Elrond from the imminent pursuit of present evil, the hero departs in a wholly new direction: to go and face it as its source.

Tolkien again proving me wrong: I usually assume authors write their pieces, about characters and places, and then literature analysists look for meaning and symbolisms in there. But no, Tolkien not only had the full backstory and life of that half-Elf, he also was fully aware of what place he has in the narrative foil. Elrond's place must be visited on the way of any adventure, because that's where you can rest, get lore, and decide on the future path.

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I feel like sometimes people dont realise how powerful Maglor must be- being the mightiest singer in a world revolved around song must mean something after all.

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