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Last update: 03/10/2025

Fic recs: @readinshadows || Other fandoms: @yennishadows

Hello and welcome 🌸 I'm Yennifer, but you can call me Yenni or Yen! English is not my first language, so sorry if there are little mistakes in my fics. At the moment I write mostly for Azriel, but I'm planning on writing for more characters. I hope you'll enjoy your stay here and if you want to chat, I'm always up for it 🩷

💖 --- > Fluff

❤️‍🩹 --- > Angst

❤️‍🔥 --- > NSFW

🌼 --- > personal favorite

Azriel

A Helping Hand ❤️‍🩹🌼 (completed)

The bond snapped for Azriel the moment he saw her, thrown into the Cauldron with Elain and Nesta. Now, he wants to help her as she struggles to cope with what happened.

What Truly Matters ❤️‍🩹

After the war, Y/N has fallen into an unhealthy routine of training and pushing everyone away. But Azriel had enough of it and wants to know why she’s doing it.

Nights and Days ❤️‍🔥🌼

Azriel and Y/N are on a mission in Illyria, but while they go from one camp to another, they're caught in a snow blizzard and are forced to find shelter in the closest inn. Thanks to the shadowsinger, there's only one bed.
When you can’t comfort your baby daughter, you bring her to her dad, who always manages to calm her down.
You hear music coming from somewhere in the house, and when you go to investigate, you find something completely unexpected.

Until the Last Breath ❤️‍🩹🌼

Azriel is injured in battle. Badly. You try everything you can to save your mate, but sometimes, it might still not be enough.

Lost in Submission ❤️‍🔥

After you spend all day teasing Azriel, he grows very needy and very eager to be alone with you.

Azriel really loves to wake up next to you.
Cassian insists on helping his sister out when she needs to choose an outfit for a date.

Kinktober 2024 (multi-character)

1k Celebration (ft. Cassian & Eris)

Lovely dividers (here and in my posts) by @cafekitsune [specified where otherwise]

Anonymous asked:

Why do you think Azriel was in love with Mor for 500 years? That's a very long time. Do you think he knew about her sexuality vaguely?

I think Azriel was in love with Mor for a while, a few decades, maybe even one/two centuries if we want to exaggerate. But then, I think, it wasn't love anymore. He must have realized at some point that, for whatever reason, she was never going to love him back. And yes, I think he knows (or at least suspects) about her sexuality. He's the spymaster and they all go to Rita's together and he hasn't figured it out? Especially when those shadows of his whisper to him things no one knows?

I think the reason why he hasn't let go of Mor yet is that it feels "safer", in a way. We know he doesn't think himself worthy of love, so going after Mor even if she's not interested and not letting himself move on from her is what he deserves (in his mind). He can live with that because he's now used to it, but if he finds someone else and he falls in love, he'd have to get used to their rejection too. That's what I mean when I say he feels "safer" that way.

Does it make sense? Because you're right. 500 years is a very long time to be in love with someone who doesn't want you. I mean, Constantinople and the Easter Roman Empire fell a bit more than 500 years ago. Columbus arrived in America 533 years and the bat boys are a couple years older than that. It's impossible his love for Mor is that deep and strong if she never returned his feelings. Even if they saw each other every day.

You know what?

*packs up all my pookies and moves us to Italy.*

I saw this just now but yes! YES YES YES

Come to Italy, I'll welcome you all to my little nice house and next time I go to Greece, we can go together and find another hot tour guide to share🤭

I need you to understand that when I say "comments are appreciated!" I mean that I will reply to every one of them. I mean that an email with an ao3 notification has a higher priority than a message from my mother. I mean that I will have entire discussions in the comment section if you're up for it. Message me on tumblr and I will have the same discussions on an even more unhinged level. I will dissect entire personalities and ships and fictional political structures and worldbuilding with you. I will become your new best friend. You already ARE my new best friend. At the last battle, I would raise Anduril and say "For my ao3 readers" while a single tears rolls down my cheek, and dive into the fray. I would upload from beyond the grave if someone asked about the next chapter

Hey fellow acotar fic writers (and artists)!

I'm sharing my discord server again, purely because I can.

Why should you think about joining? Well, honestly, it's a writing safe space.

Have an idea you're not sure about? Go to writing wips or fic help.

Have a fic you absolutely need your favorite moots to see? Send the link in fic recs.

Have art you're working on that you don't wanna share with your followers yet? We have art wips.

Got writers block? I promise you, one of us is awake.

The server is 18+, but there is a nsfw chat to keep everything organized and safe for those who may not want to see it.

⚠️ Using tags to get the post further so all my acotar moots can see it.

Link expires in about 6 days from March 21st 2025 at 5:00 PM EST

Also me and @callsigns-haze have conversations about how many acotar men we can take (not in a fight *wink wink*) at the same time and we're up to 7/8 now.

So yeah, it's fun. We're unhinged. Join usss

Icons, honestly 🤣

I open the chat and that's the first thing I see. HAVE WE FIT ERIS IN THERE????

We can fit Eris anywhere 😏 And let's not forget Lucien, Helion and Tarquin.

But tbf that's kinda your fault for mentioning the bat boys... you started it all

Hey fellow acotar fic writers (and artists)!

I'm sharing my discord server again, purely because I can.

Why should you think about joining? Well, honestly, it's a writing safe space.

Have an idea you're not sure about? Go to writing wips or fic help.

Have a fic you absolutely need your favorite moots to see? Send the link in fic recs.

Have art you're working on that you don't wanna share with your followers yet? We have art wips.

Got writers block? I promise you, one of us is awake.

The server is 18+, but there is a nsfw chat to keep everything organized and safe for those who may not want to see it.

⚠️ Using tags to get the post further so all my acotar moots can see it.

Link expires in about 6 days from March 21st 2025 at 5:00 PM EST

Also me and @callsigns-haze have conversations about how many acotar men we can take (not in a fight *wink wink*) at the same time and we're up to 7/8 now.

So yeah, it's fun. We're unhinged. Join usss

One thing about me is that I'm a big candle girlie and especially scented candles

AND LOOK WHAT I GOT TEEHEE

Okay I already had Azriel's (bought it almost a year ago) and it smells sooo good. I usually burn the candles ofc, but I didn't light this one because it feels more like a bookish gadget than a candle if that makes sense. I just leave it open and it still smells good and I can feed my delulus

The other two came in yesterdayyy (and I won't burn them either probably). My friends got me a gift card from this shop for my birthday, which was a few months ago but I really wanted the candle for The House in the Cerulean Sea which was out of stock so I had to wait to order them and now they're here and I'm so happyyy

SHADOWSINGER SCENTED CANDLES???? AHJHDAJKG

i have a few candles too an apple cinnamon scented, a lavender, one I made myself it smells delicious, 2-3 plain ones and one vanilla

We truly are a match made in heaven babyy

I swear azriel's candle smells delicious, I'm obsessed with it ngl. Whenever I feel sad or bad I take a sniff lol

I also a vanilla one! It's just smell clean and fresh and it's sooo nice. But now I'm curious what the one you made smells like? I wanted to try and make one but I never did bc I knew I'd mess it up

One thing about me is that I'm a big candle girlie and especially scented candles

AND LOOK WHAT I GOT TEEHEE

Okay I already had Azriel's (bought it almost a year ago) and it smells sooo good. I usually burn the candles ofc, but I didn't light this one because it feels more like a bookish gadget than a candle if that makes sense. I just leave it open and it still smells good and I can feed my delulus

The other two came in yesterdayyy (and I won't burn them either probably). My friends got me a gift card from this shop for my birthday, which was a few months ago but I really wanted the candle for The House in the Cerulean Sea which was out of stock so I had to wait to order them and now they're here and I'm so happyyy

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