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hiii its me again Jimmy !! I used to be j3susofsuburb1a but my mom made me delete my account a while ago. but now I've returned and I'm more gay and Creechure ^^
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It just hit me that we are like... five months away from the tour starting....
Like, in five months we'll all be gathered here on our favourite hellsite to see what the stage looks like, the setlist, the outfits saga will continue....
i'm not okay.
im so excited, I will never be normal about this band and tour
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sometimes you just have to let yourself be a bit neurodivergent.
i hate going out, it gives me a lot of anxiety and sensory input that i dont like, and i am often forced to talk to people.
so i do this thing on more difficult days, or sometimes just for fun, where i "bring a fictional character with me". i walk and imagine Fictional Character walking next to me. they talk to me, reassure me, hype me up, whatever i need them to do.
today dean winchester came christmas shopping with me. he went over the list with me of stuff i needed to get, told me i was doing a good job every time i finished in a certain shop, reminded me to take a deep breath when i got a little overwhelmed.
and yea. its kinda silly. and i know its just me talking to myself in a different voice, but it Works! especially since all of my special interests/hyperfixations tend to be tv/movie related.
so do what you gotta do to Get Shit Done. stop holding yourself to neurotypical standards. if you need Fictional Character to tell you you're doing a good job, do it! if you need Favourite Singer to walk you to school, do it! yea it might feel silly but you're literally fighting against your own brain to get stuff done every single day. you can have a little self indulgent daydream, as a treat.
imaginary friends or fictional characters are actually so helpful. I'm kinda nervous to talk about them cuz idk if other people do this, but I usually have an imaginary friend with me when I'm alone or in a stressful situation and it works so well to cheer me up and make me more comfortable
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Does anyone else have actual difficulty standing up straight? Whenever I go for walks, but especially hikes and walks in nature, I slouch so much more than usual. Itโs as if my body was forcing me on all fours.
kinda similar but i had to walk up stairs for a pe class and i had to consciously think about using only two legs
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nonhuman asks
- what term(s) do you prefer to be referred to as (otherkin, therian, nonhuman, etc.)?
- what are you(r kintypes/theriotypes)?
- most niche/obscure 'type?
- what foods do you associate with your 'type(s)?
- what colors do you associate with your 'type(s)?
- do you own any gear? if so, what is it?
- best/favorite thing about being nonhuman?
- worst/least favorite thing about being nonhuman?
- what activities help you connect with your 'type(s)?
- do you associate any music with your 'type(s)? do you have a playlist?
- do you collect anything besides wearable gear that you associate with your 'type(s), such as plushies or merch?
- do your 'type(s) influence your sense of style or the way you dress?
- would you consider yourself a furry? if so, do you have a fursona? is your fursona based on one of your 'type(s)?
- draw or share your artwork of your 'type(s)?
- this isnt a question but a request that you drink some water!
authors note: feel free to reblog! other beings can ask you questions from this list, or you can simply answer them all yourself.
Reblogged mothybxtch
no sentence fills me with utter loathing so much as "i asked chatgpt"
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build a bear? yeah i give my boyfriend his t shots i know how to build a bear
I FOUND IT. THE ORIGINAL!
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Do any other alterhumans with BPD feel as if carnivorism and predation are integral to their identity ? I feel like with my disorder, I've internalized being referred to as and regarding myself as a monster or an animal that is out of control-- splitting and hurting the people I love feels like an urge that's a part of me that I'm not proud of but can't help. I'm not sure how else to describe it in a way that makes sense but it all makes me align with animalistic tendencies a bunch, especially so as a nonhuman
yeah, I totally get that. also, its nice to find a fellow nonhuman with BPD (I'm self diagnosed, but I've done extensive research and talked to my diagnosed BPD friend about it)
for the past few days ive been having the most vivid, long dream-memories of being a nightfury (confirming the second dragon kintype finallly) and flying across Berk. but when i wake up, it feels like this all is a dream that my nightfury-self is having. i feel so disoriented, and my body, my surroundings, my mind everything just feels wrong. sure, i love the dreams, but i hate how i now go through the day waiting until i can finally go to bed and dream again.
70 horrible questions ... Fuck it
01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say โI love youโ to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someoneโs heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: Whatโs irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Whoโs the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?
I can never pass these up. I love questions.
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OKAY CHAT ITS MY TURN TO BE THE DELUSIONAL MCR 5 TRUTHER
FIVE CANDLES ON THE CANDLE HOLDERS
FIVE CHAIRS