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@kaypeace21

Queer , austistic gal who writes,discusses, and reblogs shows theories/meta... 20 something. "StrangerNerd" on youtube.

[Byler meta / ST theories & meta] posts

 Posting this to save people time looking through my posts.  Other (specifically short) character metas are at the very bottom of this post -past the byler links.last updated 9/30/2022

St theory:  Dissociative Identity disorder theory

*don’t really believe the did theory anymore- but I still believe Will may have created certain d&d creatures with his imagination (because of tra*ma).

Will created the mf & the upsidedown (DID psych/narrative analysis part 1) +  Will’s alters/split personalities  ( DID analysis Part 2). (tw:csa). extra supplemental evidence for part 2 :  hereherehere, here   here, here , here  here, here, here, *here ,*here, *herehere, here, here, here, here,here, *here, *here, here  , here part 3 (just possible proof of the DID theory from outside canon sources : st comics, novels, spotify playlists).supplemental video post for  DID posts : video evidence for mf/upsideown theory  

Lonnie sold m*th theory ( it relates to did theory/s3 stolen fertilizer and the flayed eating chemicals,etc. )

Other psych posts

- vecna  (mental health) allegory /pscyh hospital 

- “running up that hill” mental health allegory

analyzing the phrase  ‘only love makes you that crazy and that damn stupid. (in relation to steve, joyce, El, hopper, Will,mike, etc) + another ref  I forgot to mention related to the 1st post-here

Other theory/ meta /analyses posts

- All the psychic boys with bowl cuts : that the duffers reference in the show (cough it’s a lot)

-analyzing  every name in stranger things (comics, books,and religious symbolism/refs) 

-clown symbolism (short post).

-Nancy /nevermore ref other nancy easteregg here

-jonathan & mike parallel here

Gif sets (with parallels)

Byler meta/theories  

- byler painting vs m*leven letter (visual parallel) (s4)

-byler being paralleled to otherships in s4 -here, here, here, here, here

pre s4...

byler s4 theory/ s4 film analyses

- reasons to ship byler (vid) if you’re a byler shipper you should watch - you’ll love it :D. My other byler vids are on here too , on my youtube channel.

* Kali, El, and Mike parallels (it’s sibling love, not romantic with m*leven)

- Byler is the main pairing of st ( all ship parallels and contrasts to one another). Aka which pairings aren’t endgame (jancy, jopper, Mileven and lumax) - and why.

* Mileven being referred to “romeo and juliet’ isn’t romantic- it’s another diss at their reationship

 -Stobin vs Mileven (parallels/contrasts)

-BYLER MASTERPOST - ( mileven vs Byler parallels, why mileven isn’t endgame, Mike’s queer coding, will and El comparisons, the byler-centric ending interpretation, book/comic ref , extra stuff . Old post).

other Byler meta/ theories (down below)

-dawson’s creek easter eggs in st- byler evidence (x) (x)

Ooo i just saw ur youtube vid and ig u were an og byler shipper so I am curious how was it like back then

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Guuuuuuurl …you do not want to know . 🤣

As much as I love the fandom; some of the discourse can be taxing. I remember my YouTube was hacked/stolen for 5 months, and they deleted videos, and posted horrible stuff on it . It was a lot. Plus, I got plenty of people who just made up lies or purposely misinterpreted things I said to discredit or smear me. Obviously I have posts that I don’t agree with now , or that could have been phrased more tactfully and sensitively . Definitely matured and became more leveled headed , nuanced , and tactful with how I analyze and speak of media now . But unfortunately, in the past, I definitely took the bait a few times with the trolls XD

yeah… it was a crazy time . St was my first fandom (so I was not prepared for the smears, all the homophobia, or ableist insults about me being autistic either 😅). But , I’ve grown a thicker skin because of it. Right now I just have side blogs for analyzing other shows - cause frankly I don’t want all the bullies to hate-stalk my new pages .But yeah, I’m taking a break from st until s5 comes out. Maybe I’ll analyze the trailer - we’ll see. :)

(no need to post if this is too much) but I just wanted to thank you!! your theories and analyses was basically what got me to watch stranger things in the first place and finally give the "netflix child actor eggo tv show" a chance. i feel (i suspect) very similarly about the show and how i want to engage with it as you do and have also taken a big step back from the fandom, but i'll always think of your will and el analyses especially so fondly. even now, i'll see "new" theories float around and remember reading them on your blog in 2022. not sure what else to say except thank you again - i really, truly don't think i would've given the show a chance without stumbling onto your page <3

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@fireflywitch That’s so kind of you. I always love getting these type of sentimental messages. So I hope my followers aren’t afraid to message me . I think in these times we need to try and have more positivity and hope on the internet. Sorry if I’m being way too sappy . Recently, I had to admit all the messed up stuff that happened to me as a kid (that I blocked out) and I felt weirdly better after . Like a weight off of me. Sorry off topic , back to you and my followers. Honestly , the reason I started the blog in the first place was to find people who saw the show like I did : who had similar pain and saw what most of the general audience didn’t seem to notice . So I don’t mind the “new theories “ stuff as much as I used to . I'm glad people are seeing the symbolism now (and it's not just me and a few other "crazy bloggers") . Hopefully the show has an uplifting message (in its conclusion).

For anyone who is too scared to post or make analyses of something you enjoy … because you’re afraid you’ll be wrong or ridiculed. 1) it’s ok to be wrong . 2) Remember anyone can gain “Media literacy” (and it’s a skill that you can get better at with time). Some of you may have great media literacy but simply don’t realize it !

Media literacy = seeing 2 things at the same time . Aka [the literalstory on the surface ] + the “plot” ( themes, allegories, foreshadowing , characterization, symbolism, personification, etc) .

Also for anyone who wants to analyze media remember repeated words or phrases are usually important in any media cause at the end of the day writers LOVE word puns 🤣. The writer is usually giving you a huge clue in the narrative when you hear or see repetitive words, symbols etc .

[The future of this BLOG]: SHOWS I'm planning on analyzing here & on YouTube

  • stranger things: I have mixed feelings about reviewing it given what certain staff has said and done. I oscilate between wanting to review the final season or wanting to boycott it (especially as someone who has been part of the BDS movement for 1/2 her life). But, on one hand, It's not the fault of the underpaid (and talented) writers and staff who don't have these views. And I do believe some of the writing staff may have good intentions and want to give us a positive and powerful message to the audience about healing from childhood tr*uma. However, other members of the writing staff may just want to go down the stereotypical and popular-easy route. We'll just have to wait and see what happens in the last season. If I hear the ending isn't simply another re-hashing of prior seasons and it's more like s1-2 (without the cliches of s3-4). I'd be more inclined to review it *cough* and watching it elsewhere. Once I was logged back on to tumblr: I did have a whole draft saved about my politics since I was a kid and why I still feel so strongly about such conflicts, today . But, I shouldn't make the topic about me- and I'm not sure anyone wants to hear my life story XD. So, the big point (to my followers) is regardless of whether I chose to watch it or boycot it-

I'm not deleting the old ST content: so do what you want with it (like, reblog, add details to reblogs I didn't notice). Have fun :D !

Analyzing ST certainly helped me improve in terms of media literacy (and it'll be beneficial for the future content I make). So even if it sometimes got messy here, I do appreciate all the positives the ST blog and followers brought to me.The kind words meant a lot. For those who want to unfollow me for my political beliefs , that's totally fine. That's your prerogative. For those who want to unfollow cause again ST was pretty much my whole blog: again I TOTALLY understand and I wish you the best :). I'm not going to judge, take away, or guilt anyone, for their choice of media they like. Enjoy it (I truly mean that).

For those who continue to follow my blog . I appreciate you SO MUCH! I've been gone from this blog for such a long time cause of school (and I appreciate those who stayed and were excited to see me again). The positive words meant a lot over the years. Everyone have a lovely day. Take care of yourselves.

Sincerely, Kay

Anonymous asked:

Where are you? Please come back :(

Aw, I'm sorry. I mentioned a while back that I'm back in school: getting a bachelors in a year is rough... I have a test (or multiple tests ) every week . Don't have much free time for myself tbh,let alone time to blog. But I'll be done with school probably long before s5 ever comes out. 🤣 So I'll be back to review it. I try to pop in once in a while cause I feel bad for not being as active . Hopefully nothing crazy has happened since I've been gone. 😅

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The allegory of vecna's curse: tra*ma, music, and hope

Tw: their will be discussions of mental health, su*cide etc . Kind of unavoidable

Mental health allegory

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The fact that when Mike was looking for a sub for Hellfire, he was looking for someone that…

He knows,

Who likes physical contact,

Who he has chemistry with,

Who is an artist,

And who likes playing games.

Mike was trying to find Will.

Will is everything Mike wants.

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El, Kali, and Henry: and the theme of  psychiatric ab*se (analysis) .

I’d almost recommend reading my other psych post first: I did a whole post about the (different) mental health allegory relating to “ vecna’s curse” ( in relation to his victims, such as  Max). These 2 posts will really illustrate how prevalent the  psych themes are within s4 and prior seasons.And just how great the Duffers’ writing is.But, given the (um… oddly thirsty)  reception to Henry as a character.I’m going to have to preface this by stating the obvious- my explanation of why Henry does what he does is not excusing of any of his horrid actions. It’s simply an explanation. And goes with the broader psych themes in the series.  So let’s begin.

We kind of see the exact moment- Henry probably decided to implement his lab massacre  plan (the RULE talk/  electrocution scene):

We later see Henry get electrocuted by Brenner (because the “RULES’ still apply to him in the same way- as they do to the other numbers)

In Henry’s speech to el after the lab massacre: he  mentions  ” making his own RULES(aka his  explanation for the massacre is him saying it’s going against Brenner’s ab*sive RULES).- Despite what he’s did to the numbers being unjustifiable, since they were v*ctims of Brenner’s rules too).

 And again vecna targets people with mental health issues who are actually seeing a good psych counselor (Mrs Kelly who has a clock necklace): but Henry as a child glares at the clock- while discussing : ” straight jackets" and the “RULES” (aka the idea of being trapped with psychiatrist dr. Brenner who implements ab*sive “rules” and called him “broken"as a kid). 

This is what caused him to snap completely as a kid and as an adult… Brenner (and wanting to escape Brenner’s grasp/ ab*sive “RULES’). We see as a child Brenner was already medically treating Henry- and the thought of being locked away with Brenner made him attack his own family-and later his lab family  .

Both of his v* olent rampages and psychiatric breakdowns have to do with trying to “break free” from his psychiatrist Dr. Brenner.

If the psych allegory wasn’t obvious already the tracker in Henry is called “Soteria” (which is an alternative to a psych hospital). 

Nothing Henry did was justifiable but if Brenner (and the lab) wasn’t so ab*sive who knows if it would have happened? Was henry just destined to be evil- or is his disdain for his doctors *as a child/adult * (and his villainous outcome) a critique of the mistreatment mental health doctors caused to some patients in the 50s-70s? What would have happened if Henry had a proper psychiatrist? Mkultra (which Brenner is a part of)was literally run by psychiatrists -some  experimented on unsuspecting psych patients in psych hospitals. One v*ctim of mkultra, Esther Schrier, was a pregnant women with depression : who was electrocuted so badly she became incontinent, and unable to walk or talk (which is very reminiscent of Terry). The fact that Terry is stuck in a “dream” (as Becky called it)  because Brenner electrocuted her . While peter became a literal dream monster (vecna) because of electrocution/Brenner is starting to seem like an obvious parallel. Not to mention, in s4, we see vecna and Brenner cause people to have nightmares of the past (to further solidify the parallels) .

I don’t think this theory is that farfetched. When s4 tackles mental health themes- and we see how poorly victor creel is treated in the psych facility. Henry even stated he wanted his father to be placed there -which seems like a vindictive act of revenge (since his parents wanted to place him in the care of an ab*sive psychiatrist, even if his parents were unaware of how bad Brenner was ).Also need to mention in s2, we literally hear about kali saving a girl (Dottie) from a mental asylum. And behind kali it says "o'bedlam” : a british poem about society discarding /mistreating  the mentally ill. Bedlam was also an American documentary about the mistreatment of the patients at mental hospitals- and it even discussed the connection to dungeons and dragons. Or the infamous bedlam asylum- which shaved it’s patients’ heads and t*rtured them .And guess what- Dottie was (very old) british slang for  "mentally ill". Kali even describes people like Dottie as similar to her and other numbers. These of course aren’t the only examples of mental health in st, the themes of mental health have been there since s1, and there’s too many to list here.

We see a lot of parallels of Henry to other characters(but also significant differences)…

 kali/8 in a s2 flashback is electrocuted by a guard similar to Henry : Henry even mentions 8′s escape to el . He may have seen a kinship with Kali as well (similar to El)  so helped her escape.

It would explain both henry /kali telling el to use an (angry) memory to be more powerful, both saying to El others see them as “monsters” because of their powers, both describing the lab as a “prison”,  and both being associated with spiders . Both even have illusion powers.  I think if kali learned what Henry did to her “siblings”: it would probably cause her to have  an existential crisis of sorts. Because a lot of her life philosophies were probably inspired by  him. I do believe if kali returns she will side with el though .

The biggest difference between Kali & Henry is that: henry sees people like himself… and hurts them. Meanwhile kali “saves” them. We see this contrast via the pointing of the head gesture. Sunshine says   “ we were de*d , all of us…kali saved us.Here” (points to head). Meanwhile El sees all the people Henry k*lled- and Henry (points to his head- and says’ they’re “in here”).

However Brenner points to El’s head and says that’s the real “prison”. This obviously has hidden symbolism relating to El’s mental  tra*ma. But it shows Brenner not realizing that numbers like 1 and 8- saw him and the lab as the real “prison” rather than their mind.

So ... what do you guys think:

Kali and El (estranged sisters) reunite and the nightmarish family is Peter?

I can't see the movie in theaters lol (finals right now).But just based on the synopsis there's a cabin in the woods (like hoppers place), earthquake/ pizzaplace (s4), similar possessions to s3 , and floating possessions like s4. posessed people also merge into 1 creature like s3.

The poor single mother whose husband abandoned her and her 3 kids gets possessed (ugh is Joyce going to be posessed )?🫣

although the mom was named el-ie who "becomes a killing machine"?).

But since siblings and a mom get possesed in the film, who knows: could be el, or kali, or joyce, or any sibling etc...

Probably reading too much into it and it's just cause Terry's actress is in it XD

Matt duffer saying he was obsessed with Dawson’s creek

Me: hm… that couple (Dawson/joey)who were childhood friends who knew each other since the 1st grade but refused to admit their romantic feelings out of fear it would ruin the friendship… reminds me of byler for some reason…

-fyi in the context of the scene :They specifically fight cause a diff girl was getting between their friendship . Joey is actually in love with Dawson but just lies and says she doesn’t see him romantically but as just a friend, since she’s scared he doesn’t feel the same. So she sabotages it before it can even begin - and lies and says she wants to move on and that they’re ‘ not kids anymore’. )

-( Will/Dawson low key calling them out on their bs and implying they have romantic feelings for Mike/Joey)

-(running away and calling for the other one)

The only difference is Joey/Dawson kiss (after the fight) to say what they’re verbally too afraid to say out loud- that they have feelings for each other. Something our boys (in the 80s) are obviously to scared to admit at the moment.

But nah… this whole scene has no romantic component- it’s just about Will ‘not being able to grow up”. If i’m a writer trying to write a platonic bromance… i constantly base it off romantic dynamics. I mean, C’MON, this whole scene from Dawson’s creek clearly inspired this byler scene XD

Holy shit idk if anyone has pointed this out yet but-

Okay so in season one its established through Joyce that Will has a fear of clowns. Clown imagery is reinforced in season 2 when someone dressed as one on Halloween triggers Will’s episode and Bob mentions having nightmares about Baldo the clown.

In season one it’s also established that Lonnie will sometimes bring Will to baseball games (which Will does not actually enjoy)

What was a baseball team operating out of Indiana in the 70’s and 80’s? The Indianapolis Clowns

Will’s fear of clowns has to be intrinsically tied to his dad

Oh, congrats to Noah Schnapp! I wish him happiness.

Just another lesson in "fandom please be more considerate when discussing actors in their LGBT+ roles. You don't know anything."

This is directed to the people who get really fussy about if actors match their characters in terms of sexuality. YOU DON'T KNOW, so leave it alone. People have reasons to be in the closet and it's not your business. If or when they want to come out is THEIR decision, not yours.

noah schnapp is a gay man playing a gay main character in the most successful tv show in the world happy fucking new year everyone

Plus,Amybeth being bi and playing bi Vickie in st. Iconic queer casting all around ✨️

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