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๐Ÿ๐Ÿ•. ๐๐๐–. ๐ˆ ๐–๐€๐’๐'๐“ ๐–๐Ž๐‘๐‘๐ˆ๐„๐ƒ ๐๐„๐…๐Ž๐‘๐„ ๐ˆ ๐–๐€๐’ ๐๐Ž๐‘๐, ๐–๐‡๐˜ ๐–๐Ž๐”๐‹๐ƒ ๐ˆ ๐–๐Ž๐‘๐‘๐˜ ๐€๐…๐“๐„๐‘ ๐ˆ'๐Œ ๐†๐Ž๐๐„?
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๐Š๐๐ˆ๐…๐„ / 27 / ๐€๐ซ๐ญ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ / ๐๐ฎ๐ž๐ž๐ซ ๐Ÿ”ž แดษชษดแดส€๊œฑ แด…ษดษช.

โ•*.ยท:ยท.โœง ๐€๐๐Ž๐”๐“ โœง.ยท:ยท.*โ•

Mentally ill guy from the PNW. This blog is a safe space to me and for the small bits of memories I hold. Some sort of journal.

I have an amalgam of illnesses and disorders. Suicidal. Stoner. Burnt out gifted kid. Leftest. Crow friend. Goth.

Has over 10,300 songs liked on spotify. Emo since 2008. Iโ€™ve had this blog for almost 10 years. ๐•ด๐–‹ ๐–ž๐–”๐–š ๐–˜๐–Š๐–Š ๐–™๐–๐–Ž๐–˜ ๐–‡๐–‘๐–”๐–Œ ๐–†๐–“๐–‰ ๐–ž๐–”๐–š ๐–๐–“๐–”๐–œ ๐–’๐–Š? ๐•น๐–” ๐–ž๐–”๐–š ๐–‰๐–” ๐–“๐–”๐–™.

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just once i think it would be so cool if people checked in on me as much as i check my messages for them. just once i want someone else to initiate and not me. just once.

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i hate anxiety disorders i hate ptsd i hate being autistic i hate adhd i hate depression i hate that i might have to fucking add on BPD to my fucking plate is literally the last thing i need right now

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Alejandra Pizarnik, tr. by Yvette Siegert, from โ€œPsychopathology Wardโ€,ย Extracting the Stone of Madness: Poems 1962 - 1972

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I'm going to *remembers suicide is often not a desire for death itself but rather an attempt to radically change one's life because the current state of being has become unbearable but the person can't think of any way to change it other than death* kill myself

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will people finally care enough if i kill myself ???

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