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len muller (he/him) venting blog. birdhouse system main is @eptck
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im a fucking sucker for the “character gets so badly injured that they can’t think clearly and start calling for help in a distressingly vulnerable way.” characters who start using nicknames for their friends they haven’t used since they were kids. characters who start begging for their brother they haven’t seen in years to be there. characters who would usually use their parents’ names or call them mother/father/etc crying out mama when they go down. u understand.
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reblog this and in the tags tell prev something that you did today, good or bad doesn’t matter.
#knew i was fronting bc i woke up having had a nightmare#when i have ptsd symptoms it always comes with depression symptoms which sucks because i'm the one who's supposed to be able to get things#done#but because of this i struggled to get out of bed after already having slept in a lot more than usual#THEN i had breakfast and had to drive to check on the bunny we're pet sitting#i got to listen to/sing hozier which was nice . and give the bunny head scritches#but since i got back i've just been laying in bed#i don't have any assignments due today which is outstanding because i don't know if i could do them right now#but i just feel vaguely Like Shit#it's not great
how does it feel being the sick feeling we dread? the curling, crushing, crying weight in our chest and in our throat? does it make you feel important to control that? does it make you feel evil? does it make you feel evil? i'm sorry i can't like you more. i'm sorry i only see you at my worst. it's my job to protect, but i don't want to protect you. i'm sorry i want you to die