oh no (repeated)

"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

One minute I'm okay, the next I'm dissociating and back to being a 6 year old scared child again

Nice try attacking me - theres nothing you can say that I haven’t already said inches away from my mirror.

[coughing up blood] please, I require... media that will make me feel as bad as is physically possible...

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

honestly theres always been something really wrong with me but whatever

ohhhh i get it now. the little seed of loneliness i’ve carried with me since i was five will never go away

it’ll be fine I just have to be a shaking terrified animal about it

mind if I come over and behave somewhat like a scared animal before I adjust

people will be like “don’t worry it’s all in your head!” like babe… yes… that’s the problem… how do i get it out of there…

Did you mean what you said? Or was this what you thought I wanted to hear?