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Madly-Handsome’s Masterlist of EVERYTHING (for organizational purposes as well as for everyone’s possible amusement/boredom/nostalgia) in no particular order
Writing
*Warnings are at the beginning of each fic. Please heed them. Some fics might not be suitable for all viewers.*
One-Shots
How to Serenade Your Nerd: a Heartfelt Tale Written by Romano Cheesy: Roman is madly in love with a dashingly attractive nerd. He does everything he can to prove to Logan just how real his feelings are, but his attempts were for not. He had to do something! Virgil had a nerd of his own to pine after, and it was Roman’s turn to win his over…through song. (Logince with a sprinkle of Moxiety)
a breath of fresh air: Patton doubted anyone wanted to see him for who he was, and he did so well at hiding it. Now he lived in a painted picture of grief. (This piece in particular is filled with imagery and very few sentences are literal including the summary). Based off of a true story
“You’ll See Me Again”: Deceit drops out and the Sides are 100% honest with each other and themselves. Patton’s words slip from his mouth, Virgil’s growing concerns aren’t hidden, Logan’s the brain…right? And Roman doesn’t realize just how smart he really is. (Moxiety and a flirty Roman)
It’s Not Me Anymore: Roman’s idea was shot down, and he needed to vent to the only one who would listen: Patton. But the father had his own battles, and Roman might have spilled a bit too much. (Royality) Based off of a true story
Mi Corazón: Patton is fascinated with Roman, and Roman loves his dream prince to death. To show Patton just how much he loved him, he gave him the sweetest dream he ever had. (Royality)
My Chemically Imbalanced Reaction: My personal response towards Todd, but you’re in the story! Welcome Agent Fander! Go track down Todd and save your boys like you’ve wanted to do for the past few chapters! This takes place after Chapter 19 of @nyxwordsmith‘s Chemically Imbalanced series. (Prinxiety)
‘Don’t Cha’ See the Stars in his Eyes?: A two-part mini series showcasing Roman’s love and dedication to Virgil, who was in an abusive relationship with…you know who. That snake. The prince saved him, and he even provided a distraction for his Starry Night. Pt1 Pt2 (Prinxiety, Anxiet)
Just a Smile: Everyone’s all smiles this morning and it’s truly a precious thing to experience. (LAMP)
Framing their Future: Logic enjoys wearing glasses for aesthetic, serious people reasons, but when Morality gives him another reason to wear them, he never has the heart to tell him he never really needed them to see. (Logicality)
The Truth Hurts: Honesty physically pains Deceit, but he can’t find himself lying about the bursts of love in his heart for Patton. In order to spill the truth, he has to do it through a lie. To be himself, he can’t be himself. (Moceit, Logicality)
The Human Brain: For the first time ever, Roman’s able to see Logan’s grand creation! And he’s quite impressed…but…why did he make it in the first place? Regardless, Roman didn’t deserve his praise or trust….did he? (Logince)
…Promise?: Virgil was a college student, his only friend being Patton. Both of their last names are Sanders…but…imagine if there were other Sanders people who all looked similar? (Moxiety)
A Failed Experiment: Logan refused to fall in love for so long. He finally accepts his sexuality for what it is…even if he isn’t experienced in the world of love. A chance encounter involving sharing pencils occurs and…w-well…it can’t be helped. Pt 1 Pt 2 (Loceit)
I Trust You: It’s Logan’s birthday and Patton has a big surprise for him! (Logicality)
Damn it he’s NOT Supposed to be HOT!!: Immune System is finally NOT SICK!! He goes to his first Shorts party and some hot guy shows up. Not to mention his best friends are finally trying to get together.(October x Immune System)
Winter Chilled with Sugar and Heated with Flames on the Sides of his F A C E: Logan has a doctorate in astrophysics, but he’s alway’s been such a cold human. Maybe going to a coffee shop and falling for his local server would warm him up enough to melt…(Logicality)
○ne in ♧he same: Virgil reminisces over the past with the stars. He shouldn’t even be there…
(Analogical)
Logan and Roman fight for Patton’s affections (despite him already giving them willingly), and Virgil steps in to try to stop them.
(LAMP)
PIANIST PATTON AU
When: Patton is having a rough time expressing his emotions to the others, and he really doesn’t want to bother them. As a way to cope, he revisits the old piano of his childhood, and by the end of his…their…song, he realizes he isn’t alone. (Logicality)
The Key to His <3: Logan expresses his emotions towards the loving pianist who blessed him with his presence for some time, and he does so in the best way he knows how: a speech. (Implied Logicality) Based off of a true story
Series
Opposites: The sides are completely against each other, and Thomas feels as if a therapist would be necessary to fix this. (Due to my improving writing style I probably won’t continue this unless the public declares otherwise and even then I’m skeptical) (Logicality/Prinxiety)
The Gang’s All Here (Unfinished and abandoned until further notice)
Patton is a single dad living with his two beautiful children. For five years, life had been peaceful, but when Virgil sends him a text in regards to the gang he had led for most of his life, he couldn’t ignore it. He had to protect both of his families somehow. The other gang leader, Logic, was struggling protecting his own gang of college students from a treacherously dangerous gang leader, and Patton’s gang was next on the list.
Video Edits (named after song titles respectively)
Echo- My very first edit primarily featuring Logan and Patton. There’s a bit of a squabble, and Logan’s on edge over something.
This is the Best- All four sides are heavily featured, and it seems like Thomas is having a bit of a tough time emotionally…but with the sides by his side this really does seem like the best.
Lies: Royality angst that usually doesn’t exist but NOW IT DOES. <3
All I Ever Wanted: Patton is smitten for Logan and the feelings are indeed very mutual. The Logicality is strong with this one.
Whistle While I Work It: The sides and Thomas have quite a good time and Deceit kinda wants to join them but he’s such a party pooper. But yeah…Sanders Sides is great.
Fireflies- One of my better edits! Both sides of Prinxiety have some feelings but there’s a twist.
Monster- Deceit’s always plagued to be the monster side…but do we remember Virgil’s reign?
Flesh- Most yandere tropes involve a yandere and a frightened love interest…but what if Yandere Patton attracted Yandere Logan and they’re both into it?
Virgil’s Name Reveal: A lil 30 second video celebrating Virgil’s name.
My Heart’s Grave: Deceit broke Thomas’s heart…Patton. Virgil’s heightened and he’s worried about Patton, even if his anxiety levels are through the roof. There’s nothing he can do to save Thomas or Patton.
Welcome to the Family: A lamp idea where insecurities are projected and yes their family isn’t perfect but it’s so full of love and everything’s going to be okay…and no side could be happier.
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I probably won’t add links to my art unless it’s demanded otherwise (or I change my mind but…meh XD)
With that in mind, I will fix this up as I continue to create for this fandom <3
Big thank you @warnadudenexttime for motivating me (as you always successfully do with most of my creative pieces) to finally make a masterlist! You’re such a good friend and I’m so lucky to have you in my life <3
I'm sorry I never post anymore. This will likely be my last repost on here with this account. If I return with a new one, I'll post it on here, but...I've struggled socializing a lot these last few years. I don't want to give up just yet on it. Thank you for those who've been with me till the very end. Many have left and I haven't heard from you in years, but...just wanted to say thanks for everything <3
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Terminal Hanaki? Boring. Chronic Hanahaki? Exciting.
Not enough chronic illness in fanfic. Shout-out to my folks who spend 6-8 weeks of the year in the hospital.
Prof you fucking genius is it seasonal? Like it happens in spring cause the flowers bloom? Imagine it hitting hanahaki season and looking around a room and seeing whose missing, who’s out on sick leave, thr curiosity the DRAMA
It’s like how everyone with autoimmune disorders disappears during flu season! Except with even more drama.
#this is honestly how I initially thought hanahaki in fic worked #coughing up flowers for years because you won’t cop to your feelings? #that’s the stuff #the dying thing puts on really uncomfortable pressure for me #like ‘love me back or I’ll die’ is uncomfortable as hell for me #whereas ‘ADMIT YOU’RE IN LOVE YOU JUST COUGHED UP A BOUQUET!’ #hanahaki-suffering person: ‘no’ THIS IMMEDIATELY IMPROVES THE ENTIRE TROPE! I had really disliked Hanahaki because it’s almost like the other person - if they’re a good person - is sorta blackmailed into either having feelings or being responsible for your death which is Not Romantic, but I can totally get down for FEELIGS made into an aggravating physical metaphor that you could potential deal with if you’d either confront them or get therapy or something.
This puts the song “I Won’t Say (I’m in Love)” in a completely new light.
I am in awe at how much this tweak changes the trope of hanahaki from something I quietly detest from a distance into something I would gleefully read and giggle about to others.
Honestly I don’t even think it’s even the removal of the death thing (like that’s certainly helpful, but you can probably keep it, if you need it for the Drama) that saves it, so much as it is the idea that the problem is caused purely by you not admitting your feelings, rather than the other person not sharing them.
Like, in the standard version of Hanahaki, the point is that the disease is caused by unrequited love, and the afflicted end up coughing up increasingly large amounts of flowers, until either they suffocate or the other person returns their feelings.
A lot of versions do require a confession on top of that, but fundamentally the most important thing is the object of your affections developing specifically romantic feelings for you. Or you die.
As an aro person, I’m sure I don’t need to explain why this trope is uncomfortable for me, considering that it basically paints me as a potential death trap.
Plus some stories also feature ‘The Surgery’, which removes the roots of the flowers from the victim’s lungs, thus saving their life, but in the process makes them incapable of romantic love, which is treated as the highest tragedy.
Chronic Hanahaki on its own would still kind of have this problem, it’s just toning it down a bit— rather than being responsible for your death, your crush is instead just responsible for your continued pain/discomfort and frequent hospital visits. Better, but still kind of icky.
Chronic Hanahaki (that could still be potentially terminal in the long term, if you need extra drama) caused by not saying your feelings aloud, regardless of how the other person feels, on the other hand?
Beautiful. Great metaphor for the real effects that repressing your emotions can have on your body. Lots of dramatic potential.
Like, obviously there’s your bog-standard “I love you but don’t believe that you love me, so I will choose to suffer tragically alone rather than risk making you feel bad for not loving me back” thing that the Hanahaki genre was made for, but there’s room for more here as well.
Especially if you expand it to be about supressed emotions in general, rather than just romantic love.
For example:
- The character who is in a relationship, but still has trouble verbalising their feelings sometimes, due to past trauma/mental illness, and thus still experiences recurring bouts of Hanahaki. Their partner who reassures them that it’s okay, that they know they love them, and that if they want to say it then that’s fine, but if they don’t feel they can right now then your flowers are beautiful babe, and that’s fine too.
- The character who notices flower petals lying around their kid’s room, and doesn’t understand why their child won’t just tell them who they are in love with, so they can support them in confessing their feelings. Only to find out that their kid has actually been dating their same gender best friend for months now, and the Hanahaki was about coming out to their parent.
- The autistic character with alexithymia, who by this point just treats coughing up the occasional flower petal as another, rather annoying autistic trait. “Fuck,” they say, coughing up a blood-stained rose and holding it up for their friends to see. “Anyone got any ideas what this one could be about?”
- The polar opposite of the traditional Hanahaki thing. The ever happy, toxic positivity character who will die from the flowers choking their lungs unless they finally admit that they kind of hate you sometimes.
- The character at the funeral of a family member they had an extremely dysfunctional relationship with, defiantly coughing their flower petals right onto the grave, and refusing to admit that they felt anything other than dislike or indifference for them deep down, because even now, when they’re dead and gone and it doesn’t matter, “you first, bitch.”
- The character who witnessed or was told something that they aren’t supposed to know, and not only has to deal with the secret eating away at them, but also has to come up with more and more reasons for why their Hanahaki isn’t going away, even after they confess all their other secrets.
- The character who, upon clearing out the house of a beloved elderly relative who recently died, finds a whole room full of rotting flowers, and is faced with the question of what their relative’s big secret was.
Reworking Hanahaki to be a material and physical symptom of emotional bottling or stress is absolutely fantastic, especially because it brings several more layers to the AU that weren’t otherwise worth exploring before when it was just a ‘cough flowers up till you die’ kinda deal. Obviously plenty has been said above me by excellent individuals, but I offer a couple more questions/ideas:
- There is a huge following of people who believe the petals or type of flower from Hanahaki symptoms somehow represents a person’s inner feelings, emotions, or state of being.
- Does a rose mean you’re holding back a romantic attraction? If your friend is coughing up daisy petals, are they hiding a secret? If you start finding lavender petals in your coughs, should you think about who it is you don’t trust?
- On the flip side, perhaps each person experiences Hanahaki with a very specific type of flower, and there are some who believe that flower represents the person in some form–perhaps to the degree of astrology. Someone who is a daffodil shouldn’t date someone who is a lilac, the two of them are intrinsic opposites and they’ll never get along!
- Fortune-tellers who say they can read your future if you’re currently experiencing symptoms and bring in a handful of petals you’ve expelled–they’ll read them just like palm lines or tarot cards.
I’d love to incorporate this in a fic sometime!
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he he...oh boy
It’s been a very long time since I’ve posted absolutely anything. I always say the same stuff everytime, though I will say, I’m working on a new fic! After literal years of not posting at all. It’s happening. I’m going to put so much love in this project, and there’s going to be absolutely no stress in these words. I’m finally ready to be back and give the proper care into these projects!
welcome back 💛 missed seeing you here
I missed you too aves ;o;
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ok i saw the butterfly post by @not-exactly-laborious and well i had to draw this. hope you don't mind
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