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dropped out of magical girl school to go to mortuary school <3
I โก fashion, makeup, reading, playing guitar, magical girls, pokemon, writing, drawing, tattoos, nature, cats, music, tarot, anime
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freaks encouraged and welcomed no dni idgaf (I say it w love โก) although I do block freely
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You're gonna let somebody with an outside cat talk to you that way....?
usa moment. kill urself frfr
White-tailed fawn jumping over a fence By: Leonard Lee Rue III From: The World of the White-tailed Deer 1962
That's not even.. what's going on (re the last tweet). People with ocd aren't contemplating sexually abusing kids, they're afraid they might sexually harm a child by mistake, or be a pedophile without realising, or any number of similar anxieties, but the point is that it becomes an anxious fixation because the person finds it so repellant. It's such an incredibly common ocd symptom, but most people are understandably terrified to talk about it
I remember reading a study where a therapist was helping people with similar anxieties - though not involving children - work through them. One client said she was afraid she was going to murder the therapist, not that she wanted to but that she'd somehow lose control of herself or an accident would happen. The solution? The therapist brought a kitchen knife to an appointment (with the patients consent), handed it to her and basically said "okay, what now?" Turns out nothing now, nothing happened, and it helped the client deal with the phobia
Obviously that approach isn't workable with something like pedophilia/csa anxiety but I think it highlights the true nature of what the anxiety actually is. It's irrational anxiety that comes from a deep fear and disgust of csa, not a desire to perpetrate it
I just think itโs romantic to be possessive over someoneโs death. No one gets to kill you but me. I want to hold you as you die. Your last breath should mingle with mine. I want your blood on my hands because Iโm the one that spilled it.
